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Wei You didn't quite believe it, that kid Wei Xu would make a special notebook to write love letters?

Could it be an excerpt of non-mainstream sentences in some space?

He asked: "Can you tell me what kind of love letter it is?"

"It's a little difficult to describe... I think it's better for you to come and see for yourself." Teacher Yang hesitated, "I also asked Wei Xu just now, and he insisted that there is no puppy love, but he didn't deny that there is someone he likes. So I think he has a certain tendency to fall in love with puppies."

Wei You frowned, realizing that this matter might not be simple. The other party has been a teacher for so many years, and he should be more experienced in discerning and judging students.

After thinking about it, Wei You decided to go to the school to see what the so-called love letter was, so he said: "Well, I am in Chuanlin now, and I will be at school in about two hours. Can you wait in the office?" Shall I give it a shot?"

"Okay," the other party seemed relieved, and said happily, "Five o'clock is school time, I'll keep him here until you come over."

"Okay, sorry to bother you."

After hanging up the phone, Wei You looked at the passageway of the station where people were coming and going, and breathed out lightly.

He wanted to go out to have a hot meal and rest for a while before going back, but now he couldn't do it anymore, so he could only buy a piece of bread at the station to cushion his stomach, and after eating the bread, he got on the car back to Xiangfang.

Although the journey was very fast, Wei You didn't even go back to put his luggage, and he chartered a car to rush to the school as soon as he arrived at the station in Xiangfang Town, but in the end he still exceeded the agreed time by more than ten minutes.

After depositing his luggage at the doorman, Wei You went to Wei Xu's class according to his memory, then asked a passing student casually, and found the office where Teacher Yang was.

Maybe it's because tomorrow is the weekend, the campus after school is extremely lively, and the corridors are full of noisy and frolicking students. In comparison, the head teacher's office is very quiet.

When Wei You entered, there was no one left in the office, except for Wei Xu and his class teacher who were waiting there, only a male teacher who was slightly older was still sitting at a desk in the corner working.

Wei Xu put his hands behind his back, rolled his sleeves up to his elbows, and stood motionless near the window as if he was being punished, with no sign of depression or dissatisfaction on his face.

However, because the boy's facial features and bones are rather cold, so whenever his face is expressionless, he looks a little cold and arrogant.

Perhaps it was because he had only met his high school self yesterday, when Wei You saw this scene, for a moment he confused the tall and lithe young man in front of him with his past self, and couldn't help being in a daze for a while.

Seeing someone coming in from the corner of his eye, Wei Xu suddenly raised his head, stared at him for a few seconds, then lowered his head, only then showed a feeling of aggrievedness.

Wei You walked over and patted him on the back reassuringly, exchanged a few words with the teacher, and then got to the point.

He glanced across the desk and asked, "Can you show me the book you talked about on the phone?"

Teacher Yang picked up a thin notebook and handed it to him: "This is it."

As soon as he saw the green striped cover of the book, Wei You was basically sure that it belonged to Wei Xu, because he bought Wei Xu a dozen thick notebooks with this kind of cover.

When he opened the cover and saw the lightly stretched handwriting inside, he confirmed this even more.

To be honest, Wei You felt that it was not appropriate to read what he wrote in front of the child, especially the thoughts of this kind of young people were sometimes more private than the daily diary.

However, the current situation is special. If Wei Xu really has a tendency to fall in love early, he still has to intervene in time.

From Teacher Yang's point of view, Wei Xu has been the first in the grade since he was admitted to the school. Not surprisingly, he will also be a strong candidate to represent the school in the competition for the top scorer in the high school entrance examination in the future.

Wei You felt that she was more worried that Wei Xu would be affected and his grades would decline because of this than herself.

Wei You flipped through the notebook hastily, and a few straightforward love words came into view...

"I seem to be in love with a sun. When I get too close to you, I always worry that I will be roasted, but I can't leave you, otherwise it will be difficult for me to live."

"Strange, even though you are older than me, sometimes I feel that you are the one who needs my care."

"When you're not here, I miss you so much that I'll even imagine you as a piece of snack and eat you in one bite...I'm really sick."

"It's okay to have someone who makes me worry about it. Even if I waste a lot of time because of it, at least I didn't do nothing during these times. I'm waiting for you."

Wei You's heart sank gradually. Each of these sentences has a clear direction. No wonder Teacher Yang attaches so much importance to this book. Anyone who reads the above content can judge that its creator must There is a very favorite object.

"I probably understand the situation." Wei You closed his notebook and said, "I will have a good chat with him when I get back."

"I think so too." Teacher Yang glanced at Wei Xu, and tried to use gentle words: "If you communicate with your brother, it should be more suitable than us as teachers."

·

Back home, Wei You first put the suitcase back in the room. When he came out, he saw Wei Xu sitting on the sofa with an unusually calm expression on his face. It seemed that he was ready to be questioned by Wei You.

Wei You didn't want to make the atmosphere too serious.

After yesterday's incident, not to mention that Wei Xu just has someone he likes, even if he really fell in love early, he doesn't think it's a big deal, and there is no need to make the relationship between the two of them very rigid.

"How about going out to dinner tonight?" he suggested.

Wei Xu looked up at him and nodded hesitantly.

So ten minutes later, the two appeared in a restaurant in the alley downstairs.

Wei You ordered a few children's favorite dishes and two cans of Coke. While waiting for the dishes to be served, Wei You chatted a bit, until the dishes ordered were served on the table, and Wei You asked Said: "So, why did you write those things?"

Wei Xu swallowed a mouthful of food, opened his lips to answer, Wei You reminded first: "Don't lie to me."

Wei Xu raised his eyes to meet his gaze, his eyes and tone revealed a little innocence and grievance: "Don't you believe me?"

"Because I believe you." Wei You took a sip of Coke and said, "I will believe what you say now, so I hope what I hear is the truth."

The atmosphere fell silent.

The chatter of guests in the restaurant mixed with the roar of the range hood from the kitchen, making it very noisy, which made the atmosphere at Wei You's table even more suffocatingly quiet.

"I have someone I like." After thinking for a long time in silence, Wei Xu told the truth, "But I don't have a puppy love."

Wei You had heard this answer from Teacher Yang before, and he was mentally prepared, so he was not surprised.

He couldn't help recalling the scene of watching "Farewell My Concubine" with Wei Xu on the [-]th night of last year, and wondered if his intuition was right at the time. Has Wei Xu already had a crush since then?

"But I just adore him. He doesn't know, and I won't tell him," Wei Xu continued, lowering his eyes all the time, not looking directly at Wei You's face. "I've tried it, and it won't affect me. So you don’t have to persuade me, it’s useless, if I can control my emotions, I don’t want to like him either.”

Listening to a 14-year-old kid talk about what he likes and dislikes is actually a little bit funny and a little bit cute.

Of course, Wei You didn't dare to laugh, fearing that the other party would think that he was laughing at his childishness.

He asked in his usual relaxed tone: "Can you tell me who you like?"

Wei Xu shook his head and refused without thinking.

Wei You thought of the sentence in his "love letter" that revealed age information, and thought that with Wei Xu's growth experience, it was indeed more likely that he would like someone older than him, so he asked: "The other party is one level older than you. Senior sister?"

Wei Xu still shook his head.

"Even I can't tell?"

Wei Xu felt embarrassed, wanted to explain but didn't know how to explain, the words froze in his mouth like dry ice.

"Okay, let me change the question. What do you like about her?" Wei You asked slowly, "Or, how do you judge that you like her?"

Wei Xu remained silent.

"There should be nothing to say, right?"

Wei Xu frowned, and answered slowly: "Actually, I don't understand it very well. If I have to answer, I can only say that he is very gentle and takes care of my feelings. Seeing him smile, My heart will beat faster, and I will be very happy with him, so I don’t want to get close to him all the time, and I want to tell him as soon as I encounter any little things, but sometimes he will bring me a lot of troubles, bitterness and pain. But even so, I enjoy and miss the sorrow he brings me, does this prove that I like him?"

Good guy!

Hearing this statement, Wei You, who was not good at words, felt that this kid knew more about love than himself.

"Okay." He said, "But are you sure, the other party doesn't know that you like her?"

"Well," Wei Xu twitched the corner of his mouth, "he definitely couldn't think of it."

Wei You thought to himself that maybe Wei Xu consciously hid his emotions when getting along with the other party, and adopted a secret love mode different from other secret lovers.

"Why didn't you tell her?"

"Because you said you don't want to fall in love early." Wei Xu replied quickly, as if he was reciting the answer he had prepared a long time ago, "And I also feel that I am too young to give him anything, so I just want to like him silently." .”

Wei You didn't know what to say for a while, just like what Wei Xu said, if people can control their emotions, there will be so many idiots and resentment in the world.

"You've done a good job, you're very sensible, you haven't evaded your emotions, and you haven't done anything you shouldn't have done." In the end, he could only encourage and comfort him, "I don't necessarily have you Self-control."

"Aren't you scolding me?"

"There's nothing to scold about it. It's normal to have someone you like. As long as you can guarantee that your life will not be affected by this incident, of course I have nothing to say."

Wei Xu looked at him with wide eyes: "Really."

"Well, I will tell your teacher later, don't worry, let's eat."

Wei Xu froze for a moment, then parted the corner of his mouth: "Thank you brother."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Wei You felt that he was smiling a bit forcedly, like a fake smile.

·

Although the matter seemed to be over on the surface, Wei You still felt very uneasy in his heart.

Even sitting with Wei Xu and watching a movie at night, the air was full of restlessness and gloom.

This is the first time, on the way of educating children, he feels that he has encountered a difficult problem.

This problem can't be solved all at once, the only way he can think of is to add more rich and attractive elements to Wei Xu's life, so that he can slowly shift his attention to other things.

It just so happens that tomorrow is Saturday, Wei You decided to ask Wei Xu to take a leave of absence from the painting class tomorrow, and take him out to have fun for two days.

The plan was very good, but unexpectedly the weather changed suddenly the next day. Yesterday, there was still some thin sunlight, but today it turned into a cold, dark and rainy day.

The cold winter wind was blowing against the windows, and by noon, the rain had intensified, and the raindrops made a pattering sound on the glass.

"I wanted to take you out to relax, but it rained so much." When preparing for lunch, Wei You sighed regretfully.

"Why do you want to go out to relax?" Wei Xu caught the word and raised his head to ask.

"Take you out for a walk!" Wei You distributed the bowls and chopsticks to him, and said in his mouth, "Don't you want to go out to play?"

"But don't I have to go to the studio for class in the afternoon?"

"You can ask for leave," Wei You said, "Even if you can't go out, you can rest at home for a day."

"Why did you ask for leave to go out to relax?" Wei Xu looked at him and asked, the emotion revealed in his eyes was not so pleasant.

Only then did Wei You realize that he seemed to be on the edge of something.

Sure enough, the next sentence, the child asked seriously: "Brother, do you think I'm wrong?"

"You know that's not what I mean." Wei You explained helplessly, "I just want you to relax for a while. Since yesterday, your nerves have been too tense."

"I haven't." The boy frowned, picked up the chopsticks, and answered bluntly.

Looking at his bored expression, Wei You suddenly had a guess: "Could it be that the person you like learned to draw with you?"

Wei Xu raised his head in astonishment, instead of denying it immediately, he said, "Is that why you want to know the answer?"

Wei You was aroused by his tone, and asked back: "Otherwise, I mentioned asking for leave, why are you so angry?"

"Is this why I'm angry?" Wei Xu said, "To put it bluntly, you still think it's wrong for me to want to know who I like so much, isn't it just to correct my behavior and prevent me from liking him?"

The author has something to say: December 2011, 12/Friday/Cloudy I was really too careless. I knew it was something like that, but I didn't know how it fell on the podium!

Too bad, I regret it to death!

The teacher saw it and saw it. I told her so, but she still invited her brother to the school. There is nothing more embarrassing than this.

Now I can only be thankful, because this essay is in school, and I have been writing it with the attitude that it might be discovered by others, so I have been deliberately avoiding mentioning his identity.

My brother didn't seem to have looked very carefully, and didn't notice my thoughts.

But the situation is still very bad.

I chatted with my brother for a long time today, and I only told him that I have someone I like, and I didn't say anything else.

Of course, no matter how he asks, I can't tell. This may become a secret that I will keep in my heart for the rest of my life.

He must think now that I am not a well-behaved child.

What can I do?

Why am I such a person, and I don't want to be like this.

So sad, so lonely, no one can understand me.

Especially him, he doesn't understand me the most, the tone of his speech is so gentle, but the content of his words is so cruel.

Looks like I won't be able to sleep tonight.