you are the cutest in the world
Chapter 55 Cub Raising Day 55
Wei You never expected him to make such a request at this time.
He habitually wanted to delay the time by perfunctory prevarication or changing the subject, and then realized that once he did this, it was equivalent to choosing to let the other party continue to wait.
Only then did Wei You realize how cunning this kid was.
First he said that no matter whether he accepts it or not, he will wait forever, and then he said that waiting for someone is too tiring, hoping to be liberated and redeemed, and directly framed his answer in the two choices.
In this way, whether the other party will continue to struggle in the pain of waiting in the future will all depend on his decision.
And this is precisely the problem that Wei You least wants to face.
If Wei Xu is a stranger or someone he doesn't care about, Wei You can naturally refuse to clean up without thinking, whether he is sad or in pain, it has nothing to do with him.
But the other party happened to be the cub he raised and brought up with sincerity, a child who had waited for him for ten years without complaint or regret, and he couldn't help but push the other party into the darkness where there was no hope.
But it is not so easy to agree. After living straight for 25 years, Wei You never thought of spending his whole life with a man.
If you just live under one roof, there is nothing unacceptable. Wei Youda can treat him as a brother and friend as before, but what Wei Xu wants is love.
Once they become lovers, he will inevitably face countless challenges beyond his life plan, not only the eyes of the outside world and people around him, but also the problems brought about by the changes in the way they get along with each other.
Can he accept the intimacy from Wei Xu?
Wei You asked himself, and couldn't help but recall the instant kiss in the secret room.
After a period of deliberate neglect and forgetting, he can't remember the feeling at that time very clearly. Looking back now, all he can remember are the young man's soft and dry lips, the cool breath of mint, and his nervous and flustered heartbeat.
It is undeniable that from Wei Xu's proposal to look at each other for 15 seconds to the time they left the closet, he did not reject any accidents that happened in between.
But maybe it was because this incident happened too fast and suddenly, and because of the chaotic and terrifying environmental factors at that time, he didn't have time to have a rejection reaction.
Just as Wei You made excuses for himself, he suddenly felt a tingle in his back.
In fact, there is no need to specifically recall the intimacy during the day, right now, isn't Wei Xu hugging himself?
At this moment, the young man's forehead was rubbing against his back affectionately, and his arms were crossed around his waist. It was impossible for this to be a hugging gesture between friends, but he still didn't feel repulsive and disgusted.
Is it because it is too familiar, so the body naturally regards this as contact with relatives?
Wei You frowned, feeling confused, the fetters of being together for too long made it difficult for him to see and judge his true feelings for Wei Xu.
After thinking for a long time, he finally sighed helplessly, closed his eyes and patted Wei Xu's arm wrapped around his waist, and said wearily: "You must give me some time to think."
After a moment of silence, Wei Xu let go of his arms, and replied inaudibly: "Okay."
Wei You turned around to look at him, expecting to see the frustrated and frustrated face of the young man, but when he lowered his eyes, he saw that the other party was looking up at him with a smile on his face.
He frowned and said doubtfully, "What are you laughing at? I'm telling you to wait for a while."
Wei Xu nodded: "Doesn't your answer mean that you are ready to accept me?"
"Did I say that?"
"Yes, you have accepted me, but you still need time to digest this fact. Anyway, this is how I understand it." Wei Xu said, raised his hand to hold his right hand and shook it, and gently rubbed his fingertips. The back of his hand subconsciously expressed his joyful mood.
Wei You was at a loss for words, and choked out a sentence for a while: "You are really a little expert in reading comprehension."
Although he was ridiculed, Wei You did not refute his point of view after all, so Wei Xu smiled more reassuringly, the sweet smile rippling from the corners of his lips to the end of his eyes, which contained a moving bright light.
Looking at his expression, Wei You was a little moved for some unknown reason.
Suddenly, I felt that there is nothing wrong with really agreeing to him. If I can let the other party soak in such happiness in the future, I might also gain a great sense of accomplishment.
·
That night, Wei You went to bed earlier than usual.
This is also a habit developed over the years. Whenever he sleeps with Wei Xu, he will always worry about the identity of the other student, so he unconsciously sleeps earlier.
The curtains are tightly closed, and there is no light in the room. The [-]-meter bed usually feels spacious when sleeping alone, but now it has become extremely crowded, and the slightest movement of the people around you can be clearly heard.
For example, now, without looking with eyes, Wei You could feel Wei Xu turning over to face him, and the warm breath of the young man was spraying on his shoulders.
"Speaking of which, when did you change your number?" Wei You, who lacked sleepiness, started the topic and asked.
"Huh? Have you called me?" Wei Xu guessed why he asked this question.
Because of the close distance, Wei You almost felt that the voice of the other party was coming from his ear, but he did not avoid it, and continued: "I called you during the Chinese New Year this year, but no one answered when the phone was turned off. Can't get in touch either."
Wei Xu was stunned for a while, and said, "I didn't expect you to call me. I almost gave up on that number."
Immediately, he explained slowly and carefully: "The new mobile phone number was changed after coming to Jinyang, and the current Penguin number was registered later, because there are many things on the school side, so I used this number directly, but before I didn't log out that number, but kept it on my old phone. I couldn't get through because the phone was out of battery.
"In the two years since you left, I charged my old mobile phone and called you every week, but I never got through. I guess you might not be able to answer my calls, so the frequency was changed to every month once."
Of course I couldn't, Wei You thought in his heart, he didn't even have that phone number in his hand in those years.
"Then you know my job, why didn't you come to me?"
"I sent you a private message, and I also sent the work email you left on Weibo, but you didn't reply to me."
"Private letter?" Wei You asked, "When?"
"About four days ago."
"Oh..." Wei You came to his senses and explained, "Then I really haven't read it yet. I usually check private messages and work mailboxes every two or three days. We plan to deal with it together after returning to Xuchang."
In other words, even if he didn't go to the secret room today, he and Wei Xu would still be able to get in touch in three days at most.
"Are you living in Xuchang now?" Wei Xu asked his concern.
"Yes, I rented a house there after graduating from university."
"When will it be over?"
"Just for a few days, I plan to buy a ticket for No. [-]." Wei You said honestly.
Wei Xu paused and responded.
Wei You thought that he would say something more, such as asking him to leave later, but after that, he didn't speak again.
·
The next morning, it was rare for Wei You not to sleep in, and got up when the sun rose.
There were no other ingredients at home, so he went to the kitchen to heat up two cups of milk, made a sandwich with toast and eggs for breakfast, and just had a hot breakfast when Wei Xu came out after washing.
Sitting at the dining table and taking two bites of sandwiches, Wei Xu realized that there were only the two of them in the house, and asked, "Where are uncles and aunts?"
"I went to work. After the new year is over, of course I will start working." Wei You replied casually.
This sentence roughly aroused Wei Xu's memory of the topic last night, and asked, "Are you going back the day after tomorrow?"
"Well, let's have a look later. If the air ticket price the morning after tomorrow is okay, then go back the morning after tomorrow."
Wei Xu took a sip of milk and asked hesitantly, "Can I go with you?"
Wei You had the feeling that this moment had really come. He said, "You haven't graduated yet, so the school doesn't care about it?"
"It's okay, I already had an internship last semester, and the next thing is to do the thesis and defense." Wei Xu said in an understatement tone.
"But you originally planned to stay here and develop?"
"If you have the ability, you can find a job anywhere."
"Don't avoid the important things with me." Wei You didn't want to delay his future, and said bluntly, "Even brothers have to separate, you are such an adult, you can't tell me where I go, where you follow, you have to Carve out your own world, don't you?"
Wei Xu looked into his eyes silently, and after a few seconds of silence, asked, "You don't want me to go?"
"It's not a question of whether I want it or not," Wei You sighed, and said in a serious tone, "After all, it is related to your life, and I don't want you to easily change your plan for me."
In fact, he still has an unspoken idea in his heart. He wants Wei Xu to wait for a while longer, and when his rent in Xuchang expires, he can move back to Jinyang. Affected by address.
But before he could organize his words, Wei Xu lowered his eyes and said, "I see, I will think about it carefully."
Wei You's thoughts were blocked, and finally turned into a sentence: "It's just as long as you understand what I mean."
Wei Xu didn't answer any more, and quietly and quickly ate two sandwiches.
Looking at his calm and indifferent face, Wei You always felt that he seemed a little unhappy, but he couldn't be sure, after all, the other party always had such an expressionless expression.
Wei Xu drank the milk in the glass in a few sips, and immediately got up without sitting for a while, and said, "I have something to do at school, so I'll go back first."
Wei You raised his eyebrows: "So suddenly, is it urgent?"
"Yeah." Wei Xu took out the bag containing his dirty clothes from the bedroom, and walked straight to the door: "I'll put your clothes back on first, and I'll return them to you after washing them later."
Wei You answered "Oh" in a daze.
The other party's series of actions were too sudden and fast, which made him unable to react. It wasn't until Wei Xu put on his shoes that he asked, "Do you want me to see you off?"
Wei Xu looked up at him, and when their eyes met, he pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled: "No, there is a direct subway here."
"Okay, then be careful on the road, and send me a message when you arrive."
"Ah."
Until the door was closed, Wei You still couldn't react, vaguely aware that the other party might be unhappy about not letting him go to Xuchang, but he couldn't figure out why Wei Xu's reaction was so big.
Or is he really in a hurry?
About an hour later, Wei Xu sent him a message that he had arrived. Wei You responded with an expression, and then there was no news on the other side.
For the next whole day, Wei You felt that something was wrong all over his body, and he had to take out his phone to check WeChat notifications from time to time.
Many people sent him messages, but Wei Xu's dialog box was empty and he never responded.
At the dinner table in the evening, Rong Qing asked when he was going to leave.
Wei You answered "wait for two more days" in a strange way, but he didn't quite understand his inner thoughts when asked what to wait for.
The strange situation lasted until the next day. Wei You couldn't bear to make a video call to Wei Xu, but no one answered. Wei You suddenly became annoyed, and immediately decided to book a plane ticket instead of waiting.
But when it was time to pay, he stopped hesitantly, thinking to wait another day, maybe Wei Xu was really busy, and he was about to leave, and the other party should come to see him after he was busy.
In this way, it dragged on until the morning of the third day. It was supposed to be time to board the plane back to Xuchang, but Wei You just woke up to the ringing of the alarm clock.
Turning off the alarm clock, Wei You turned on the phone in a daze, and opened his eyelids to see the message Wei Xu sent 2 minutes ago: 【I booked a ticket to Xuchang. 】
Wei You reacted for two seconds, showing a questioning expression, and immediately made a video call to Wei Xu.
This time the other party got through immediately, facing Wei You's sleepy face, Wei Xu fell silent.
The two looked at each other across the screen for a moment, and Wei You asked, "What do you mean by the message you sent? Are you really planning to go to Xuchang?"
Wei Xu asked, "Aren't you on the plane?"
"So you sent me this at a time when I couldn't stop you?"
Wei Xu didn't dare to speak, and nodded guiltily.
Wei You laughed angrily, observed the environment behind him, and asked, "Where are you now?"
Wei Xu replied obediently: "At home."
"Have you packed your luggage?"
"Ah."
"When did you buy the flight?"
"tomorrow morning."
"What time is it?"
Wei Xu blinked, shook his head, and refused to answer.
Wei You exhaled: "Where is your rented house, I will go there now."
Wei Xu hesitated to speak, and then said: "Even if you come here now, I will not cancel the plan."
Wei You was so stupid that he lost his temper, couldn't help laughing and said: "Cancel you, i'll buy the same class as you."
He habitually wanted to delay the time by perfunctory prevarication or changing the subject, and then realized that once he did this, it was equivalent to choosing to let the other party continue to wait.
Only then did Wei You realize how cunning this kid was.
First he said that no matter whether he accepts it or not, he will wait forever, and then he said that waiting for someone is too tiring, hoping to be liberated and redeemed, and directly framed his answer in the two choices.
In this way, whether the other party will continue to struggle in the pain of waiting in the future will all depend on his decision.
And this is precisely the problem that Wei You least wants to face.
If Wei Xu is a stranger or someone he doesn't care about, Wei You can naturally refuse to clean up without thinking, whether he is sad or in pain, it has nothing to do with him.
But the other party happened to be the cub he raised and brought up with sincerity, a child who had waited for him for ten years without complaint or regret, and he couldn't help but push the other party into the darkness where there was no hope.
But it is not so easy to agree. After living straight for 25 years, Wei You never thought of spending his whole life with a man.
If you just live under one roof, there is nothing unacceptable. Wei Youda can treat him as a brother and friend as before, but what Wei Xu wants is love.
Once they become lovers, he will inevitably face countless challenges beyond his life plan, not only the eyes of the outside world and people around him, but also the problems brought about by the changes in the way they get along with each other.
Can he accept the intimacy from Wei Xu?
Wei You asked himself, and couldn't help but recall the instant kiss in the secret room.
After a period of deliberate neglect and forgetting, he can't remember the feeling at that time very clearly. Looking back now, all he can remember are the young man's soft and dry lips, the cool breath of mint, and his nervous and flustered heartbeat.
It is undeniable that from Wei Xu's proposal to look at each other for 15 seconds to the time they left the closet, he did not reject any accidents that happened in between.
But maybe it was because this incident happened too fast and suddenly, and because of the chaotic and terrifying environmental factors at that time, he didn't have time to have a rejection reaction.
Just as Wei You made excuses for himself, he suddenly felt a tingle in his back.
In fact, there is no need to specifically recall the intimacy during the day, right now, isn't Wei Xu hugging himself?
At this moment, the young man's forehead was rubbing against his back affectionately, and his arms were crossed around his waist. It was impossible for this to be a hugging gesture between friends, but he still didn't feel repulsive and disgusted.
Is it because it is too familiar, so the body naturally regards this as contact with relatives?
Wei You frowned, feeling confused, the fetters of being together for too long made it difficult for him to see and judge his true feelings for Wei Xu.
After thinking for a long time, he finally sighed helplessly, closed his eyes and patted Wei Xu's arm wrapped around his waist, and said wearily: "You must give me some time to think."
After a moment of silence, Wei Xu let go of his arms, and replied inaudibly: "Okay."
Wei You turned around to look at him, expecting to see the frustrated and frustrated face of the young man, but when he lowered his eyes, he saw that the other party was looking up at him with a smile on his face.
He frowned and said doubtfully, "What are you laughing at? I'm telling you to wait for a while."
Wei Xu nodded: "Doesn't your answer mean that you are ready to accept me?"
"Did I say that?"
"Yes, you have accepted me, but you still need time to digest this fact. Anyway, this is how I understand it." Wei Xu said, raised his hand to hold his right hand and shook it, and gently rubbed his fingertips. The back of his hand subconsciously expressed his joyful mood.
Wei You was at a loss for words, and choked out a sentence for a while: "You are really a little expert in reading comprehension."
Although he was ridiculed, Wei You did not refute his point of view after all, so Wei Xu smiled more reassuringly, the sweet smile rippling from the corners of his lips to the end of his eyes, which contained a moving bright light.
Looking at his expression, Wei You was a little moved for some unknown reason.
Suddenly, I felt that there is nothing wrong with really agreeing to him. If I can let the other party soak in such happiness in the future, I might also gain a great sense of accomplishment.
·
That night, Wei You went to bed earlier than usual.
This is also a habit developed over the years. Whenever he sleeps with Wei Xu, he will always worry about the identity of the other student, so he unconsciously sleeps earlier.
The curtains are tightly closed, and there is no light in the room. The [-]-meter bed usually feels spacious when sleeping alone, but now it has become extremely crowded, and the slightest movement of the people around you can be clearly heard.
For example, now, without looking with eyes, Wei You could feel Wei Xu turning over to face him, and the warm breath of the young man was spraying on his shoulders.
"Speaking of which, when did you change your number?" Wei You, who lacked sleepiness, started the topic and asked.
"Huh? Have you called me?" Wei Xu guessed why he asked this question.
Because of the close distance, Wei You almost felt that the voice of the other party was coming from his ear, but he did not avoid it, and continued: "I called you during the Chinese New Year this year, but no one answered when the phone was turned off. Can't get in touch either."
Wei Xu was stunned for a while, and said, "I didn't expect you to call me. I almost gave up on that number."
Immediately, he explained slowly and carefully: "The new mobile phone number was changed after coming to Jinyang, and the current Penguin number was registered later, because there are many things on the school side, so I used this number directly, but before I didn't log out that number, but kept it on my old phone. I couldn't get through because the phone was out of battery.
"In the two years since you left, I charged my old mobile phone and called you every week, but I never got through. I guess you might not be able to answer my calls, so the frequency was changed to every month once."
Of course I couldn't, Wei You thought in his heart, he didn't even have that phone number in his hand in those years.
"Then you know my job, why didn't you come to me?"
"I sent you a private message, and I also sent the work email you left on Weibo, but you didn't reply to me."
"Private letter?" Wei You asked, "When?"
"About four days ago."
"Oh..." Wei You came to his senses and explained, "Then I really haven't read it yet. I usually check private messages and work mailboxes every two or three days. We plan to deal with it together after returning to Xuchang."
In other words, even if he didn't go to the secret room today, he and Wei Xu would still be able to get in touch in three days at most.
"Are you living in Xuchang now?" Wei Xu asked his concern.
"Yes, I rented a house there after graduating from university."
"When will it be over?"
"Just for a few days, I plan to buy a ticket for No. [-]." Wei You said honestly.
Wei Xu paused and responded.
Wei You thought that he would say something more, such as asking him to leave later, but after that, he didn't speak again.
·
The next morning, it was rare for Wei You not to sleep in, and got up when the sun rose.
There were no other ingredients at home, so he went to the kitchen to heat up two cups of milk, made a sandwich with toast and eggs for breakfast, and just had a hot breakfast when Wei Xu came out after washing.
Sitting at the dining table and taking two bites of sandwiches, Wei Xu realized that there were only the two of them in the house, and asked, "Where are uncles and aunts?"
"I went to work. After the new year is over, of course I will start working." Wei You replied casually.
This sentence roughly aroused Wei Xu's memory of the topic last night, and asked, "Are you going back the day after tomorrow?"
"Well, let's have a look later. If the air ticket price the morning after tomorrow is okay, then go back the morning after tomorrow."
Wei Xu took a sip of milk and asked hesitantly, "Can I go with you?"
Wei You had the feeling that this moment had really come. He said, "You haven't graduated yet, so the school doesn't care about it?"
"It's okay, I already had an internship last semester, and the next thing is to do the thesis and defense." Wei Xu said in an understatement tone.
"But you originally planned to stay here and develop?"
"If you have the ability, you can find a job anywhere."
"Don't avoid the important things with me." Wei You didn't want to delay his future, and said bluntly, "Even brothers have to separate, you are such an adult, you can't tell me where I go, where you follow, you have to Carve out your own world, don't you?"
Wei Xu looked into his eyes silently, and after a few seconds of silence, asked, "You don't want me to go?"
"It's not a question of whether I want it or not," Wei You sighed, and said in a serious tone, "After all, it is related to your life, and I don't want you to easily change your plan for me."
In fact, he still has an unspoken idea in his heart. He wants Wei Xu to wait for a while longer, and when his rent in Xuchang expires, he can move back to Jinyang. Affected by address.
But before he could organize his words, Wei Xu lowered his eyes and said, "I see, I will think about it carefully."
Wei You's thoughts were blocked, and finally turned into a sentence: "It's just as long as you understand what I mean."
Wei Xu didn't answer any more, and quietly and quickly ate two sandwiches.
Looking at his calm and indifferent face, Wei You always felt that he seemed a little unhappy, but he couldn't be sure, after all, the other party always had such an expressionless expression.
Wei Xu drank the milk in the glass in a few sips, and immediately got up without sitting for a while, and said, "I have something to do at school, so I'll go back first."
Wei You raised his eyebrows: "So suddenly, is it urgent?"
"Yeah." Wei Xu took out the bag containing his dirty clothes from the bedroom, and walked straight to the door: "I'll put your clothes back on first, and I'll return them to you after washing them later."
Wei You answered "Oh" in a daze.
The other party's series of actions were too sudden and fast, which made him unable to react. It wasn't until Wei Xu put on his shoes that he asked, "Do you want me to see you off?"
Wei Xu looked up at him, and when their eyes met, he pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled: "No, there is a direct subway here."
"Okay, then be careful on the road, and send me a message when you arrive."
"Ah."
Until the door was closed, Wei You still couldn't react, vaguely aware that the other party might be unhappy about not letting him go to Xuchang, but he couldn't figure out why Wei Xu's reaction was so big.
Or is he really in a hurry?
About an hour later, Wei Xu sent him a message that he had arrived. Wei You responded with an expression, and then there was no news on the other side.
For the next whole day, Wei You felt that something was wrong all over his body, and he had to take out his phone to check WeChat notifications from time to time.
Many people sent him messages, but Wei Xu's dialog box was empty and he never responded.
At the dinner table in the evening, Rong Qing asked when he was going to leave.
Wei You answered "wait for two more days" in a strange way, but he didn't quite understand his inner thoughts when asked what to wait for.
The strange situation lasted until the next day. Wei You couldn't bear to make a video call to Wei Xu, but no one answered. Wei You suddenly became annoyed, and immediately decided to book a plane ticket instead of waiting.
But when it was time to pay, he stopped hesitantly, thinking to wait another day, maybe Wei Xu was really busy, and he was about to leave, and the other party should come to see him after he was busy.
In this way, it dragged on until the morning of the third day. It was supposed to be time to board the plane back to Xuchang, but Wei You just woke up to the ringing of the alarm clock.
Turning off the alarm clock, Wei You turned on the phone in a daze, and opened his eyelids to see the message Wei Xu sent 2 minutes ago: 【I booked a ticket to Xuchang. 】
Wei You reacted for two seconds, showing a questioning expression, and immediately made a video call to Wei Xu.
This time the other party got through immediately, facing Wei You's sleepy face, Wei Xu fell silent.
The two looked at each other across the screen for a moment, and Wei You asked, "What do you mean by the message you sent? Are you really planning to go to Xuchang?"
Wei Xu asked, "Aren't you on the plane?"
"So you sent me this at a time when I couldn't stop you?"
Wei Xu didn't dare to speak, and nodded guiltily.
Wei You laughed angrily, observed the environment behind him, and asked, "Where are you now?"
Wei Xu replied obediently: "At home."
"Have you packed your luggage?"
"Ah."
"When did you buy the flight?"
"tomorrow morning."
"What time is it?"
Wei Xu blinked, shook his head, and refused to answer.
Wei You exhaled: "Where is your rented house, I will go there now."
Wei Xu hesitated to speak, and then said: "Even if you come here now, I will not cancel the plan."
Wei You was so stupid that he lost his temper, couldn't help laughing and said: "Cancel you, i'll buy the same class as you."
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