you are the cutest in the world

As soon as he got off the plane, Wei You felt the heat wave of Jinyang in early summer.

The golden sun is shining brightly, and the wind blowing on the ground is hot and scorching. The summer in this coastal city always comes very fast.

Today is the day he moved back to Jinyang from Xuchang.

Wei Xu returned to school a week ago because of his thesis defense. Wei You originally planned to live in Xuchang until the rent expired, but his little boyfriend was too clingy and urged him to come back every day in various ways. Youdi couldn't help but beg him coquettishly, and finally had to move back half a month early.

On the way to pick up the luggage, Wei You received a call from Wei Xu just as soon as he turned on his mobile phone.

"Is it there, brother?"

"Here we are, your timing is really accurate." Wei You replied casually, and then asked, "And you, are you done?"

"It will be almost three hours later?" Perhaps because of the upcoming meeting, the young man's voice seemed to be full of warmth, "What's for dinner?"

"My mother probably bought vegetables, and there is a high probability that she will eat at home in the evening."

"Then I'll go to your house to eat."

Wei You couldn't help laughing: "You are too out of touch."

"Why do you want to see outsiders, does my brother always treat me as an outsider?" Wei Xu deliberately asked in a contrived tone, "No way, then I'm going to be sad."

"Don't seize the opportunity to be a demon again."

"Then can I go to your house for dinner?"

In fact, Wei You also missed him very much, so he said along the way at this moment: "Come here if you want."

Wei Xu chuckled softly on the phone: "I will remember to bring gifts for my uncle and aunt this time."

"Just bring some fruit, don't buy expensive things." Wei You specially instructed, lest his parents would see the clues if he chose the gift too carefully.

Wei Xu replied simply: "Okay, listen to you."

"That's it, you keep busy."

"Well, see you tonight."

After hanging up the phone, Wei You took a taxi from the airport and went home after taking his luggage. It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when he got home.

Today is Saturday, both parents don’t have to work, Wei’s father went out to play mahjong after lunch, leaving only Wei’s mother at home.

When Wei You entered the door, Rong Qing was doing aerobics with the TV, and the whole living room was surrounded by dynamic music, which made his head hurt from the noise.

One day, he was exhausted by boats and cars, and he didn't even bother to open the suitcase. He greeted Rong Qing and went back to the room to rest.

He had just finished taking a shower and was about to lie down, but at this time the courier called, and the large luggage he sent from Xuchang had been delivered to his door.

After a while, several large cardboard boxes blocked the entrance passage.

Although Wei You was too tired to move, facing this crowded and chaotic scene, he had to give up his rest time and start unpacking the cartons to pack his luggage.

Rong Qing stopped the gymnastics and came over to help him clean up.

Seeing several boxes of luggage piled up high, she couldn't help nagging: "You are renting a house, not buying a house. How can you have so many things? I told you to buy less things at ordinary times. Now you are moving all the time." not coming back."

"All I bought were the necessities of life..." Wei You explained in an unassuming manner.

As soon as the words fell, Mother Wei took out a wooden shoe rack from the box: "What are you buying a shoe rack for? I remember that the house you rented didn't have a shoe rack?"

"There are too many shoes, so I can't fit them."

"You said you didn't buy anything randomly, you bought so much? Can you wear the shoes? It's not a crab with eight legs."

Wei You really wanted to refute with "You don't often buy shoes yourself", but afraid that if you said one, Rong Qing would babble ten more, so she resisted the urge to speak.

"What are you buying two pairs of these identical shoes for?" After a moment of silence, Rong Qing asked again.

Wei You was taking all the pots and utensils out of the box, when he turned around, he saw his mother was holding two pairs of shoes of the same style, one with a white icon and one with a black pair.

Wei You froze for a moment, speechless for a while.

"There are also these two pairs, which are exactly the same, eh? Wait, aren't these pairs yours?" Rong Qing quickly realized something was wrong, and turned her head to ask, "Aren't you a size 42? What's wrong with these pairs?" Already 44?"

"That belongs to Wei Xu," Wei You lowered his head and continued unpacking, and replied in a calm tone as much as possible, "He lived with me for a while, and he forgot his shoes at my place."

"What do you two buy so many of the same shoes?"

"Buy two pairs together for a discount." Wei You replied with a guilty conscience, and immediately persuaded: "Mom, go and rest, I will clean up by myself."

"No, I feel uncomfortable seeing your boxes piled up here. I don't know if you want to pack them up by yourself? When will you receive them?" Rong Qing said while opening another box. Inside was thick A thick stack of professional books.

Rong Qing flipped through a few books at random, knowing that her son would never read such books, so she asked, "Are these books also belonged to Xiao Wei?"

"Ah."

"Isn't he going to college here? Why did he move so much? To your place?"

"Before? He happened to be on a business trip in Xuchang for an internship. He didn't feel comfortable staying in a hotel, so he temporarily stayed at my place."

Rong Qing didn't know whether she believed it or didn't care, so she didn't ask anything else after that.

On the contrary, Wei You became a little uneasy, and asked hesitantly, "Mom, what do you think of Wei Xu?"

"It's pretty good. There aren't many handsome people who are so humble and polite these days? See you." Rong Qing praised, and then suddenly turned around and asked: "Last time he said that he hadn't talked about a girlfriend yet. Is it true or not?"

Wei You paused, and replied, "It's true."

Rong Qing nodded: "That would be even better, self-discipline and single-mindedness?"

Wei You couldn't understand: "How did you see this?"

Rong Qing put Wei You's piled up shoes into the shoe box, and said, "Don't think about it, he is so handsome, there must be a little girl chasing him, and he hasn't talked about it yet, which shows that he treats feelings Very serious, not casual at all, if we really talk about it in the future, the other party will definitely be his favorite after thousands of choices, I don’t know how much we want to spoil him.”

Wei You inexplicably felt a little warm in his ears, and added in his heart that Wei Xu was single-minded? It's true, but if you want to say that there are thousands of choices, he really didn't pick them very much.

"It's a pity that there is no suitable girl among our relatives to introduce," Rong Qing clicked her tongue, "It's all your fault."

Wei You was confused: "What's none of my business?"

"You forgot that when you were young, your father and I wanted to have a younger sister. At that time, I asked you for your opinion, but you insisted that you refused. Later, you dismissed the idea. Thinking about it now, I was born at the beginning, little sister. Maybe Wei can be my son-in-law."

"No, didn't you just meet? What the hell did he do to you?"

"I'm just a pity. How can I take such a good look out? It's a face. If you look like that, I feel comfortable looking at it every day."

Good guy, Wei You finally understands, this is a proper appearance association!

He snorted softly: "If you can't be a son-in-law, you don't have to worry about not seeing him, he will come over tonight."

"Xiao Wei is coming?" Rong Qing raised her head in surprise, "When?"

"Just around five o'clock," Wei You said, "Come over and have a meal, and stay at my house for a night by the way."

"Why didn't you say it earlier!" Rong Qing became excited all of a sudden, she stood up and patted the dust on her hands and said, "Are there any guests? Come on, ordering food at home is not enough, I'll go to the vegetable market again, hurry up Clean up your things, it's not good for guests to see such a mess."

Seeing her kicking her luggage aside, Wei You was speechless for a while, and then couldn't help but burst out laughing.

No matter what, it is a great blessing for Rong Qing to like Wei Xu.

·

When it was close to dinner time, Wei Xu came over with two big bags of fruit.

At that time, Wei You had just finished packing a few boxes of luggage, and he was almost the same. He was tired and paralyzed, sitting on the sofa with no energy at all, and even the door of the room was opened by Wei's father.

Wei Xu changed his shoes and entered the door. After greeting the two parents, he went straight to Wei You and sat down. He asked, "Are you tired?"

"What do you think?" Wei You said weakly, "I packed several boxes of luggage, and I can't even lift my arms."

"I give you a massage?"

"No, you're afraid they won't see it."

Wei You pouted towards the kitchen: "My mother is cooking, what do you want? If you have nothing to do, go and help her. Hurry up and please your future mother-in-law before our relationship is revealed."

Wei Xu smiled lightly: "Aren't you the mother-in-law?"

Wei You gave him a very unthreatening look.

Wei Xu smiled brighter and brighter. Taking advantage of Father Wei's inattention, he took his right hand and squeezed it affectionately. After expressing his miss to his lover, he got up and went to the kitchen.

Pushing open the kitchen door, a puff of oily smoke and the aroma of food came to my face.

Rong Qing was collecting a dish and putting it on a plate when Wei Xu called "Auntie" behind her, which startled Rong Qing.

"Yo, why did you come in?"

"I'm here to help you." Wei Xu said directly, glanced at the cooking table and asked, "What else do you want next?"

"No, no, you go and sit outside, there's no reason to ask guests to cook."

"It's okay, you don't have to treat me as a guest, I'm just here for dinner."

Just as Rong Qing was about to say something, she heard her son leaning against the door and persuading her: "Mom, let him cook, he cooks delicious food."

Rong Qing was upset when she saw him leaning against the door and gnawing on a pear: "Why don't you come by yourself when you ask the guests to help?"

Before Wei You opened his mouth to refute, Wei Xu took a step forward and said, "He is quite tired from Xuchang, how much do you let him rest for a while, and I will help."

"Yeah, I'm tired too." Wei You immediately agreed.

Listening to their singing together, Rong Qing also forgot what she originally wanted to say.

For a while, an indescribable feeling suddenly appeared in her heart. She was clearly the master of the kitchen, but at this moment she seemed to be an outsider.

·

The dinner was already almost finished, but with Wei Xu's joining, the speed was much faster. In a short while, six dishes and one soup, enough for four people, were served on the table.

"The two father and son just eat like the uncle, not as diligent as the little Wei..." Wei You and Wei Zhongqun just sat at the dining table, and Wei's mother couldn't help laughing.

The two fathers and sons who were named were silent, not daring to answer her words.

"I've seen Xiaowei cooking quite decently. Should I cook at home often?" Rong Qing asked.

Wei Xu nodded: "Well, do it yourself when you're free."

"Young people should learn to cook it by themselves. It's not healthy to often eat takeaway." Rong Qing said and motioned to the two fathers and sons opposite: "Try it, this braised fish and this vinegared cabbage are all made by him."

Wei Zhongqun took a bite of the fish with chopsticks, tasted it, and then praised with a thumbs up: "Not bad, the fish is tender and tasty. Xiao Wei has this skill. Your wife will be blessed with it in the future."

Wei Xu, who was praised, nodded shyly, raised his head to look at Wei You, who was opposite him, and as soon as he met his brother's gaze, the corner of his mouth involuntarily formed a reserved smile.

Wei You naturally understood what he was thinking, and kicked him lightly under the table to remind him to restrain himself.

Rong Qing was about to echo Wei Zhongqun's words, but as soon as she turned her head, she saw the secretive exchange of eyes between the two of them, and a strange feeling lingered in her heart, and she forgot what she wanted to say.

It can be said to be a woman's intuition. She always felt that the atmosphere between her son and his handsome friend was strange.

·

After eating, Wei Xu helped clean up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

This time Rong Qing stopped arguing with him. She cut the big watermelon Wei Xu bought and asked casually, "Just now Auntie helped You You pack the luggage he brought back from Xuchang. There seems to be something inside. There are quite a few of your things, have you ever lived in his place?"

"Yes, I lived there for a while before."

"Is it an internship, or did you play in the past?"

"All of them, mainly to prepare for graduation." Wei Xu replied ambiguously.

"Oh..." Rong Qing responded with a ?, and asked again: "Does Xiaowei have a girlfriend now?"

Wei Xu turned his head and glanced at her: "Auntie, do you want to introduce someone to me?"

"Yeah," Rong Qing didn't mean that, but followed his words, "A colleague in my aunt's unit has a pretty pretty daughter."

Wei Xuyang smiled: "Thank you for your kindness, but I already have a partner."

Rong Qing was stunned for a moment, then said: "It's so fast, hasn't it been here since the last time?"

"Unfortunately, it's someone I've liked for a long time, and I just caught up with him two months ago." Wei Xu explained briefly, drying the last plate and putting it in the disinfection cabinet.

"Then auntie was a step too late." Rong Qing pretended to sigh with regret, and immediately changed the topic, and handed him the watermelon that had been cut: "This watermelon is well picked, with thin skin and thick flesh. , it looks very sweet, take it out and eat."

"Ah."

Looking at the back of the young man who turned to go out, Rong Qing couldn't help but frowned, with an indescribable worry lingering in her heart.

After tidying up the leftovers in the kitchen, Rong Qing made herself a cup of hot tea, and when she walked out of the kitchen with a thermos, Wei's father was sitting at the dining table playing Go with the computer on.

She sat directly next to Wei's father, seemingly watching Wei Zhongqun play chess, but she kept looking at the two young men beside the sofa from the corner of her eye.

Her son was playing games on his mobile phone, while Wei Xu was holding a fruit plate, concentrating on picking up the seeds on the watermelon with a fork, probably planning to eat one piece after picking the seeds.

It looks normal, maybe I'm worrying too much.

Just as Rong Qing thought about it, before she breathed out her tense breath, she saw Wei Xu pick up a piece of watermelon and put it to her son's mouth.

And her son actually looked at ease, without even looking down, he opened his mouth and ate the watermelon.

Witnessing this scene, Rong Qing suddenly felt the hairs on her arms stand on end, and couldn't help bumping into Wei Zhongqun beside her.

"Hey, what are you...whacking me for? You almost made the wrong move."

Rong Qing twisted his arm and whispered, "Look at them."

Wei Zhongqun followed her instructions and turned around: "Well, why?"

"Xiaowei is feeding our son watermelon."

"Oh, hehe, the two brothers have a very good relationship."

Rong Qing glanced at him in disgust.

Wei Zhongqun didn't understand, so he said, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"It's useless to tell you."

Not counting on Wei Zhongqun, Rong Qing could only find out the truth by herself. Afterwards, she kept secretly watching the two people beside the sofa, and the more she watched, the more frightened she became.

Wei Xu worked so hard to dig the watermelon seeds for a long time, but he didn't even eat a bite, and fed them all into her son's mouth. Seeing his expression, he was quite happy.

This attitude, this patience, Rong Qing asked herself that even a mother could not do it.

And after Wei Xu fed a plate of watermelon, Wei You probably felt that it was so sweet that he got up and went to the kitchen to pour water.

Rong Qing finally found the opportunity, quickly picked up the teacup, followed her son into the kitchen, and closed the door.

"Youyou, tell me the truth, are you dating someone?" She asked in a low voice as she entered the door.

Wei You almost choked on a mouthful of ice water, turned around and looked at her with a confused "ah".

"Xiaowei said he has a partner, is this you?"

This straight serve from his mother caught Wei You off guard. He panicked all of a sudden, and leaned against the refrigerator with a weak back and asked, "No, you, why do you think so?"

Seeing his stuttering appearance, Rong Qing couldn't guess the truth: "Really?"

Even though the incident happened suddenly, Wei You was flustered, but he didn't intend to hide it from them. Since Rong Qing had already guessed it, he nodded his head hesitantly, and asked, "How did you guess it?"

"You said how did I guess it? Do you think you two are pretending to be very good, and you want to eat a watermelon? Hey man, didn't I give you a new hand?"

Wei You hadn't reacted yet: "Why don't you just feed me a watermelon?"

"Hey watermelon," Rong Qing sneered, "I've been married to your dad for almost 30 years, and he hasn't even picked watermelon seeds for me."

It was only then that Wei You realized why the reason was exposed/exposed: "Damn, I was careless!"

"What are you careless about? You still plan to hide such a big matter from us?"

"No, I'm afraid you will disagree."

"You are too foolish, did you harm others?"

"It's not what you think."

Wei You was a little anxious, and was writing his manuscript when there was a knock on the door.

Seeing that the two of them would not come out for a long time, Wei Xu was worried about what happened inside, so he stood outside and asked, "Can I come in?"

Wei You looked sideways at Rong Qing, with guilt and weakness hidden in his eyes.

"The person who protects you is here." Rong Qing didn't know why she said this, she glanced at him and said, "Let's go out and talk."

·

"Wait a minute, didn't I hear you wrong?" Wei Zhongqun had an expression of disbelief, "You said you two are dating?"

Wei You and Wei Xu exchanged glances and nodded.

Wei Zhongqun frowned: "You two men?"

The two nodded again.

"Aren't men and women all human? There's nothing you can't understand," Rong Qing interjected, unable to bear Wei Zhongqun's attitude, "Your son marries a daughter-in-law, and you only have multiple daughters. If you marry a man, you Just multiple sons, isn't it the same thing!"

"How can this be the same? Two men can't have children!"

"What age is it, why are you still so pedantic in your thinking, and our family has no successor to the throne, so you don't care whether he has children or not."

"No, I'm worried about our son. We don't have any children. When he gets old, who will take care of him?"

Wei Xu said, "I'm two years younger than him. If nothing happens, I should go behind him. I can take care of him for the rest of his life."

"Don't talk, you said something unlucky." Probably because she knew about the change in status, Rong Qing became less polite to Wei Xu.

"Dad, although Wei Xu is a man, it won't affect our actual life. Regarding children, even if we are with a woman, we don't necessarily have children, right?"

Wei You said in a serious tone: "I am not together with him just for fun, but because we have made sufficient plans and preparations. We really hope to get the support and blessings of you and mom, but you If we really can’t accept it, we will try to show up in front of you as little as possible in the future.”

"Hey, you're starting to threaten," Wei Zhongqun raised his voice, "If I don't agree, you're going to break up, right?"

"That's not what it means," Wei You sighed, "I'm afraid I'll be in your eyes."

"Okay, okay, don't talk and quarrel again, and you should calm down, I don't want to be the kind of annoying parents in TV dramas who beat mandarin ducks." Rong Qing first persuaded Wei Zhongqun, and then told the two young Humanity: "I understand this matter, since you have already made a decision, we as parents cannot force you to separate, but your father is so old, if you suddenly have a boyfriend, he will definitely not be able to do it for a while. It's too easy to accept, you have to let him take it easy."

"I know, what I mean is to give Dad more time to accept."

Wei Zhongqun didn't seem to want to listen to him anymore, he snorted out his nose, got up and went into the bedroom without looking back.

Seeing this, Rong Qing looked helpless, and said, "I'll go talk to him", and then followed into the room.

As soon as the two of them left, the living room suddenly fell silent, and the atmosphere became extremely silent.

Because of this accident, the joy of reunion between the two young people disappeared without a trace.

It was rare for Wei Xu to lose his usual calm and calm appearance. His brows showed nervousness and anxiety. After a long silence, he said in a low voice: "It's all my fault, I didn't know how to measure it properly."

"What's your fault? It will happen sooner or later." Wei You saw the guilt and worry in his heart, so he took his hand and squeezed it hard: "I'll go in and talk to them later, and you will Don't go, they are too embarrassed to say something in front of you."

Wei Xu frowned slightly, but still couldn't let go.

Wei You touched his shoulder and comforted him, "It's fine, don't worry."

"Ah."

·

Wei You deliberately left enough time for the two elders to talk, and waited until nearly ten o'clock in the evening before going to his parents' bedroom.

At that time, the two parents had finished washing and were lying on the bed. One was watching videos on the mobile phone, and the other was holding a book to read. Their activities before going to bed were very quiet.

Rong Qing seemed to have expected him to come, as soon as he entered the door, she put down her phone and said, "Come to persuade me?"

"Don't make it clear, I'm worried you won't be able to sleep tonight." Wei You said flatteringly with a smile.

Seeing that Wei's father was still reading without looking up, he pulled the chair next to the desk to his father's bed, sat on the chair with his legs apart, and looked at his parents with his chin resting on the back of the chair.

Rong Qing gave Wei Zhongqun a squinting look: "There's no need to persuade me, just tell your father."

Wei You raised his eyebrows in surprise: "So, mom, do you agree?"

"What do I disagree with? Before? I was always worried that the daughter-in-law you will come to find doesn't match my personality. If you find a squeamish one, you still have to give in to her everywhere. Then I guess it will take a year or so." Ten years older."

Rong Qing's tone was flat, and it seemed that she was really thinking about it: "It's all right now, at least you don't have to worry about conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. I also like Wei Xu, and I will treat you two together. Son, how about a family of four going on a trip in the future? How about someone to help with the luggage? Good."

Wei You didn't expect her to be arranged to this extent, and said, "Wei Xu must be very happy to hear what you said. He has always hoped to have elders who would care and love him."

"How do you say that?" Rong Qing sensed something unusual from his words, "Xiaowei's family treats him badly?"

"It's not very good." Wei You hesitated for a moment, but decided to briefly describe Wei Xu's family situation to his parents.

He did this not to seek pity and sympathy from his parents, but simply hoped that when they got along together in the future, their parents, as elders, would give Wei Xu more love and care.

However, he neglected that he was the one who personally accompanied Wei Xu's growth.

He thought he was speaking very straightforwardly, but in fact, his words would inevitably carry a lot of his own subjective views, which made the two elders who were listening couldn't help being emotional, shaking their heads and sighing in the process.

"So it's like this... His parents are quite irresponsible. Just looking at Xiao Wei's current appearance, it is completely unexpected that he grew up in this kind of family environment. It is really not easy for this child."

After listening to Wei Xu's growth experience, Rong Qing felt more and more fond of that outstanding and well-educated young man, and even thought about what to cook for Wei Xu tomorrow morning.

Wei Zhongqun sighed: "This kid is quite resilient and can endure hardships. He will definitely be promising in the future."

Hearing Wei's father speak, Wei You raised his eyebrows: "Dad, have you lost your temper?"

"I said that character belongs to character, and feelings are another matter." Wei Zhongqun asked calmly without looking into his eyes, "How did you two know each other?"

"Hmm... This matter is very complicated to say, it is longer and more complicated than a whole TV series."

"Then make a long story short."

"It's also hard to make a long story short."

After serious consideration for a moment, Wei You decided to give up telling this bizarre story, and sighed: "I know what you're worried about, but it's really hard for me to explain it to you.

"Anyway, you just need to know that I have known him for a long time, we have experienced many things together, we have walked a long way with each other, and we have experienced all kinds of ups and downs in life.

"In short, no one in this world will understand him better than me. Similarly, I dare say that no one in this world will love me more than him except you two. Anyone may abandon me, but he Won't."

Probably because the tone of his last sentence was too sincere, the two elders were speechless for a while.

Just like Wei You knew Wei Xu, they also knew their son. With Wei You's character, it was impossible for him to say such big words casually.

Since he dared to say that, he must be fully sure.

After a while, Wei Zhongqun closed the book and said, "You have already said that, so what else can we say, life belongs to you two, let's have a good time together."

Wei You straightened up: "Dad, you also agree?"

"Otherwise, your mother wants that kid to help her with her luggage, and I'm the only one? What's the use of objecting." When Wei Zhongqun said this, he was relieved, and said in a gentle tone: "But we agree, we agree. The older generation still have to hide it first, they can't be stimulated by the elderly."

"Well, I know." Wei You couldn't help but smile.

Although he had expected it long ago, when he really got the support and approval of his parents, the powerful energy and courage provided by the family still made him extremely moved and overwhelmed.

·

Coming out of the room, Wei You saw Wei Xu sitting on the sofa in the living room with a worried face.

"How about it?"

Wei You pointed to his room, motioning him to go back to his room.

After returning to the room and turning on the light, Wei You leaned against the door and smiled slightly under the worried eyes of the young man: "They agreed."

Wei Xu's eyes widened slightly: "Really?"

"Well, I said earlier that they would agree," Wei You said in a more confident tone than before, "From today onwards, my parents will be your parents. It's not what I said, it's them." I personally said that from now on, we are a family of four."

Perhaps because he was shocked by the future described by his words, Wei Xu maintained a dull expression for a while, and then a pair of cold eyes appeared bright and moist mist.

"What's the matter, why are you crying?" Wei You was startled, and as soon as he saw his reddened eyes, his heart was as soft as chocolate that was about to melt.

Wei Xu pursed his lips and asked, "Shall I? Thank them?"

"Let's talk about it tomorrow, they are all asleep."

"Oh."

"Okay, don't cry, how old are you, and you still look like a child?" Wei You hated his distressing appearance the most, perhaps because he loved each other more and more deeply, he was getting more and more angry now. Fa can resonate with Wei Xu's emotions, whenever he sees him crying, he can't help but feel the urge to cry.

He raised his hand to cover the other person's slightly trembling eyelashes from crying: "It's a good thing, be happy."

"Well, I'm very happy." Wei Xu took his hand and moved it behind his waist, then opened his arms to hug him, and whispered: "Except for the time when you promised to be with me, now is The happiest moment of my life."

Wei You couldn't help laughing, stroked his head with his right hand along his soft hair, and scolded with a smile: "Aren't you stupid, you..."

"I'm serious."

"I understand what you mean, but don't always talk about your life," Wei You sighed softly, "What's the point of this, you will have a long time to be happy in the future..."

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Monday, March 2021, 3/Overcast

Yesterday was the luckiest day in five years. I want to treasure the tickets for this trip to the Chamber of Secrets.

Looking back on it now, it still feels unreal. I didn't expect that we would meet again on such an occasion.

When he walked in from the door, I recognized him at a glance, but he didn't see me, maybe the light was too dark.

At that time, I really wanted to rush over to hug him, but I was worried that this was a dream again, so I didn't dare to disturb him.

Later, I found out that it was real, not a dream. For a while, I couldn't catch my breath.

He is a bit afraid of ghosts, but he is very cute, which gave me a chance.

We kissed in the bride's closet, I was not as calm as the surface, my heart was about to jump out, I was afraid that he would be angry, I was afraid of seeing his disappointed eyes, but I always felt that if I missed this opportunity, there would be no next time, Still mustered up the courage to kiss him.

Thankfully, he didn't show disgust, his lips were soft, and he seemed a little shy in reaction, too nervous to see it clearly.

It's a pity that I could have kissed longer if it wasn't interrupted by the staff.

Probably because of the courage brought by this kiss, I confessed my love again last night.

In fact, I regretted it after I finished speaking, I just met, I shouldn't be so reckless, but I didn't expect that he didn't refuse, but seriously stated that he would consider it.

He really pampered me so much that sometimes I feel like I'm asking too much.

But thanks to him always pampering me so much, I dared to wait for so many years with that little fantasy that is almost impossible to come true...

I booked a plane ticket to Xuchang, so anxious, I really can't wait for a day!

March 2021, 3/Thursday/Sunny

I moved to Xuchang today and officially moved in with my brother.

Although we have lived together for a long time before, it is obvious that this time is different. He agreed to be with me last night!

No, to be precise, it was early morning today.

Today, March [-]th, will be my lucky day from now on, a day of remembrance.

Of course, I knew in my heart that he was only with me because he read my diary and was moved.

He may only like me a little, or even not love me at all, but what does that matter, as long as he is willing to be with me, I am not greedy at all.

The time is still longer, and one day, I will make him like me.

I wrote this diary while my brother went downstairs to buy things. Now that he is coming back soon, I can't let him see that I am lazy.

The sunshine is very nice, it's time to clean up!

Monday 2021th April 4 / Cloudy

Nervous, excited, excited to fuzzy!

Yesterday was a memorable day, it was my first night, and it was also the day when I officially grew into a man worthy of my brother's support!

I want to express too much, but I don't know how to express it. In short, I am very happy, very happy! ! !

Everything is perfect, there is only one regret, it may be because I was too nervous the first time, I didn’t perform well, and I was a little embarrassed, but it will be normal the second time, I hope my brother can forget the bad first time and remember the second time Just once!

March 2021, 5/Thursday/Sunny

There is nothing particularly worth recording, but I can’t sleep, so I wake up and write something casually.

It's late, he should be sleeping.

Even though I passed the video tonight, I still miss him very much, want to kiss him, hug him, and spend the whole night with him...

I'm really getting more and more unscrupulous. If my brother has the ability to read minds one day, he will be surprised, why my brain is all yellow.

When will you come here, come here quickly, the city without you is too boring, I miss you so much...

Sunday, May 2021, 5 / cloudy

I think the luckiest thing in my life is to meet you.

Because of you, I was able to walk out of that dark and cold family, to have a firm belief in support, to follow your footsteps without hesitation to the present, and to realize the extravagant hope that I never dared to dream of before.

You always say that I like to look at things from the worst angle. This is because I always have the habit of lowering my expectations for anything. If you have nothing to lose, you will not be disappointed.

But now, my habit seems to be slowly changed by you. I am more and more willing to conceive a perfect plan for every little thing, and I am willing to describe and imagine a beautiful future. This is the courage you gave me.

Maybe you will see this diary in the future (at this point, I have imagined your disgusted expression after reading the diary, laugh).

I've said it many times, but I want to say it again.

Brother, thank you for giving me a complete new home.