I forget the river

In the few days after he left, I always felt empty in my heart and eyes, as if this was a big dream, and I didn't know when it would end.

I don't sleep very well every day. I can't fall asleep without him at night. I finally fall asleep and keep dreaming.In the dream, he was in a valley full of flowers, Wang Chuan was walking in front of the flowers in blue clothes, and several colorful butterflies surrounded him.He turned his head with a smile like a flower, and said with a smile: "Yi'er, come quickly! Come quickly~" And I chased after him all night until I woke up from the dream.

After waking up, I subconsciously touched the place where he slept, and the tentacles were icy cold, and the sheets were very smooth, without any trace of being pressed.Sighing, I got up to get myself something to eat, only to find that I couldn't do anything.This year, he spoiled him so much that he couldn't even wash his clothes clean, so how could he talk about cooking?

But I must not allow myself to be hungry, I told myself, I am a smart person.So I imitated Wangchuan and put the carbon into the stove, but I forgot to fan the wind again, so after waiting for a long time, I didn't see it lit up, but there was thick smoke.

I thought maybe it would be good to start a fire, then I went to the living room to get the sword hanging on the wall, gestured to the painting and then went out.

Because I don't know how to recite poems and write very well, unlike Wang Chuan who can grind ink and write when he comes back from the wind outside like Wang Chuan.So, the only way I miss him is to practice swords, and when I practice swords, I lose track of time.It was only when the sun was setting that I remembered that I was still burning. I hurried home only to find that the whole house smelled of burnt fire. The kitchen almost didn’t catch fire, and the pot that I burned seemed to be a trivial matter.

At this time, I picked up the kettle decisively and poured it into the burning stove!

……

Ever since, the charcoal ash all flew out.There was a lot of noise, making the whole kitchen full, and I ran outside the house to wait for them to disperse.

I was speechless for a while, maybe I'm really not smart.I thought, if Wang Chuan came back suddenly, he would definitely leave me here, and then he would go into the kitchen to tidy up, mend the pot, and make me a delicious meal again...

I don't know why, why do I miss him so much?

I wiped my tears, I don't know if I lost my eyes or I was really crying, I just know that I feel very uncomfortable.In fact, I don't want to let him go, and I want to say it rebelliously, in fact, I don't care whether I have hatred or not, I just want to forget Chuan.

But Wang Chuan wasn't there, so I could only go in and clean up the mess by myself.

The room was extremely dirty, filled with a burnt smell that lingered for a long time.

I sighed, and fumbled to wipe the ground, and then took a lot of effort to catch a hare.I might have hurt its ears when I held it up, and its claws just scratched two bloodstains on the back of my hand.I was in pain, but I still couldn't let go, so I locked its throat, and with a light click, it stopped moving.

If Wang Chuan was here, he would definitely say that I am stupid. He can make it die unconsciously by just picking up something, and then walk over to get the rabbit back, but I tortured it for so long before it died. .I shook my head, and went to the kitchen to take out oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, flint, and carbon, and then went to the yard, lit the carbon first, then broke some bamboo branches, and then put the packed rabbit on the sword when the fire was hot. Roast over fire.

Then, I came to a conclusion that I am actually afraid of fire.

The roasting experience this time was really thrilling, because I always thought I was going to burn my eyebrows, so I was so scared that I threw the rabbit several times and walked out for several steps.The rabbit was baked half-baked, but I didn't bother to bake it again, so I just ate it.After all, I have been hungry for a day, so I don't care so much.

Today is already dark, I am eating my own roasted rabbit, looking up at the moon, thinking of Wangchuan.

Wang Chuan, are you thinking of me too?Do you know that I'm so good that I can actually make myself something to eat?Have you taken your revenge now?Been... how are you?

I seemed to see him smiling at me, and I couldn't help but smile too.

Suddenly a figure fell down, I thought it was Wang Chuan at first, but I immediately denied it.This man was wearing night clothes and a mask, and he was about the same size as me.

I didn't know if it was an enemy or a friend, so I picked up the sword that I still had a rabbit on and stabbed at it.The man froze for a moment, and then reacted immediately.His martial arts skills are much higher than mine, and he directly met me without hiding, grabbed my arm holding the sword at a faster speed, then turned me into his arms, and stuffed my mouth with the other hand. Go for a pill.I clenched my teeth tightly to prevent him from feeding it in. He directly pinched my face and used a clever force on one place. When I loosened my jaw, he slapped the pill down.

He made me swallow the pill and left.His lightness kung fu is very good, with the help of bamboo leaves, his toes disappeared without a trace.

I knew I couldn't catch up, so I kept clacking my throat with my fingers, hoping to get that thing out, but I was running out of time.

I sat on the ground slumped, my mind blank.

After about a cup of tea, another man came, but he stood on the top of the bamboo forest in front of me, and he seemed to be another martial arts master.I looked at him and he looked at me.

The man was tall and wore a black cloak and a strange mask.

I asked him, "Who are you!"

He doesn't talk.

I was made very angry by the people before me, anyway, I can't beat this, so let's die!I yelled at him: "If you are a hero, don't hesitate like a woman! Report your name!"

"You don't deserve to know my name." He told me in ventriloquist, with a very arrogant tone.But in this way, I can hear that he has strong inner strength, and I feel that he is not the same as the last man in black, because their martial arts are two ways.

"Then what are you doing here!"

"Heart-biting heart-breaking pill." He only said these five words.

Heart-biting heart-breaking pill? ?I realized that he was saying that the thing I just took was called the heart-biting pill?Just by the name, you know it's not a good thing.I couldn't help feeling cold, and listened to his next words.

"You have been taking it for a while, do you feel that your meridians feel cold now, as if you have lost the masculinity that a martial artist has?"

Practicing martial arts is to open the meridians step by step, but practicing evil kung fu requires going in the opposite direction, but the power of the kung fu can be greatly increased.Therefore, if you practice decent martial arts, your body will have a warm current, which we call masculinity.As martial arts become stronger, this qi will become hotter and purer. Therefore, people who have advanced martial arts to a certain level will not feel cold even if they take off their clothes in the bitter cold of the extreme north.

And I... really felt a cool air moving in my body, and the masculinity was completely gone.

"This... will first infect your heart veins with evil cold air little by little, and then you will feel unbearably cold three times, as if you were placed in an ice cellar, each time getting worse each time, with an interval of one Months. After three times, your intestines will be cut off one by one, and you will feel so painful... When the intestines are broken, your life will be gone." He paused: "He is really cruel. Heart... Even Huo Bai can't save it, you can only wait to die."

"He? Who is he!" I felt as if I had been struck by a bolt from the blue, and I was about to die, that is to say... I might not be able to wait for Wangchuan, would I never see him again?

"It's okay if I want to tell you, but you have to promise me one thing."

"Anyway, I'm dying, so it's okay for you to say it." I felt very tired, but I didn't know where to start.If I say I am most afraid, I am only afraid that the regret of my life will tell me to say goodbye to Wangchuan Tianren forever.

"You must keep it secret and don't tell anyone, so I might avenge you."

I nodded, indicating that I agreed.

"You have to swear that if you break this oath, you will pass by your beloved forever and ever, and there will never be a time to meet, and he will not die well."

I began to hate this person from the bottom of my heart: "What I do by myself is done by one person, so don't take my sweetheart as a bet!"

"But if you don't, I can't trust you."

Perhaps, the oath really cannot be promised casually, so later he will...

"Okay, I promise you, you go ahead."

"It's Rong Xun."

I was surprised, Rong Xun?But I always felt that something was wrong. This bamboo forest is remote, and it is not easy for someone to find it. Today, two of them came one after another.One gave me medicine, and the other told me that I was poisoned.The previous person is gone, so I can't ask, but what is the origin of this person?I asked him, "Why did you come here and tell me this?"

"Of course I don't want to be kind, I just have my purpose."

He suddenly said slowly: "But... you are surprised to hear the name, aren't you? Oh, yes, I know your sweetheart is gone, but you really think he's out for revenge? Hehe..." He gasped Taunted: "Don't be stupid."

Wangchuan is my god, the most beautiful thing in my heart, how can you slander it?I don't care if his martial arts is better than mine, as long as I can beat him, I will win.I raised my sword and jumped, but he made a quick move and grabbed my wrist with one hand: "You can't control yourself."

My wrist was numb from his grip, the sword fell, and hit the ground with a whoosh.And the next second, I fell beside my sword.

He just finished humiliating me and said: "You are really stupid like a pig~ I'm afraid you won't know how to die in the end~ Do you really believe that your good lover treats you wholeheartedly?" Then he seemed to hear something Like a joke, I couldn't stop laughing, until his people had flown far away, I could still hear his laughter.

One sound stabbed in my heart.

I hate myself for being useless and unable to protect the one I love, so what face do I have to say I love him?

I looked at the sword Wang Chuan gave me next to me, and couldn't help closing my eyes in distress. Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes and fell into my hair.I said, "Wang Chuan...I'm sorry...I've shamed you..."

But I'm dying... I don't know when Wang Chuan will come back, I'm afraid he won't find me when he comes back, I'm afraid he will face my dead body, I'm afraid no one will understand him after I leave, I'm afraid he will be alone again The one who had no one to accompany him...

I feel tired, exhausted, sour, aching.

I wanted to think about what to do in the future, but my mind was so distraught that I couldn't calm down and was just decadent for a while.Then I actually fell asleep here...

The cold dew was heavy in the middle of the night, and when I woke up after a sleepless night, I couldn't help feeling a headache.But not long after I woke up, I made a decision: I'm going to find Wang Chuan.

I must find him, even if I can't find him.Because I am really afraid that this farewell is like a blue sky and a yellow spring, and I will not meet each other in the vast expanse.

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The author has something to say: the last chapter of the first volume is over!It's finally time to open book two, so happy.

What's more, it's not convenient for me to use the computer all the time, so most of the novels are written on the mobile phone text, so it is not as convenient as the computer, and the speed will be slower.However, my lovely vacation is about to leave, and it is like a river of forgetfulness, saying to me: You wait for me, I will come back to find you, and I will spend a good night with you next time I meet.So it is even more inconvenient to update the text. .

Therefore, I still ask for votes, recommendations, and collections. If you like Huobai's articles, can you recommend them to more people? 233333 I am very grateful