I forget the river

My heart is ashamed.

Pei Baishe laughed loudly and said, "Do you regret it? That's right, it's all because of your stupidity! You learned a little bit later, but do you know? As long as you make a wrong move in the first move, you will be Lose everything! Hahahahaha!!"

Xiao Qin looked at Pei Baishe with grief and resentment on his face: "You are such a beast!" He turned to me and said, "Don't believe him, I don't blame you, he is too cunning."

Pei Baishe said: "Qin Gentiana, if I were you, I wouldn't care about others now." He asked Xiao Qin with great interest, "Don't you think Huo Bai is actually very wrong?"

Xiao Qin's pupils shrank sharply: "What did you say?!"

"You know what I'm talking about. Don't you notice that Huo Bai's health is getting worse? Have you ever wondered why he never lets you touch his fan?"

Xiao Qin's complexion was very bad, he almost collapsed and asked: "What's wrong with him...!"

"He was poisoned, and I'm afraid he will die soon. If you still have some feelings for him, you shouldn't think about loyalty now, but say goodbye to him. If you miss it, it will be heaven and man forever." " Pei Baishe seemed to be saying something very interesting: "Do you know how he was poisoned? No, you don't have time to find out, and even if you do, so what? You look like this It’s a blessing to be able to barely manage to find him, let alone kill me?” He pretended to be surprised and covered his mouth: “Look, what did I say...you will blame me for laying down on him. Is it poisonous? Hahahahaha!!!"

"Pei Baishe, you will die..." I cursed word by word.

He killed Rong Xun, Huo Bai, and the two most important people in my life.But I can't avenge them, and I have to be humiliated by the enemy.Xiao Qin's heart must be very sad, I know.His lover was almost killed by the person in front of him, but he couldn't take revenge...

I said, "Xiao Qin, you go."

He glanced at me with tears in his eyes and a bleak face.He opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he didn't say it in the end.

I urged: "You go!"

He wiped his eyes, then got up, stumbled and ran towards the bamboo forest.

Pei Baishe looked at his back, shook his head and said: "It's a pity, what a pity." Then he smiled at me: "It's a pity that a genius doctor in this world will disappear like this; So he was buried with him."

I sneered, gagging in my heart: "How can there be such a hypocritical and shameless person like you in the world."

He came over and stepped on my face: "Zhuang Yu, you didn't recognize your position. Now, I won, you can only crawl at my feet. I will not kill you, I will Let you go back, just like Qin Geng watched Huo Bai die, I want you to watch Rong Xun die."

The soles of his shoes crushed my face, and I was numb to the pain on my face. I felt the pain in my heart, and my self-esteem was shattered bit by bit, turning into dust.

But I can't resist, I hate myself.

If it weren't for my stupidity, things wouldn't be where they are now.If I was willing to use my brain more, Rong Xun is still fine now, maybe we are together in the end of the world at this time.If my martial arts were higher, we might still have a chance of winning...

in case……

Unfortunately, no if.

He laughed arrogantly: "Zhuang Yu, I like your stupidity very much. Without you, I really don't know how to break through the weakness of Rong Xun's fox. He is too smart, he has calculated everything, and the clothes are seamless. But you stupid bug just wanted to eat a hole in this dress... But now, I hate your stupidity. Oh, and, Rong Xun may die faster, because I fed him something .” He smiled and said, “It’s the real heart-biting pill.”

He kicked me hard: "Get out, go back and watch Rong Xun die, you are so humiliated by me, but you can't take revenge, you can only watch him die, and you are the one who caused all this to happen You are so useless, if I were you, I would die." After saying that, he went back to the room.

I close my eyes, regretting that...

I don't know what else to say other than sorry.

Rong Xun, I'm sorry...

Every minute and every second here is a humiliation, and I staggered out of here when I got up a little bit.Every step I take, my bones are tearing like pain.

I don't know how I got down the mountain. When I looked up again, there was only a setting sun in the sky, like blood and weeping.

The horse was still tethered in the stable, and Xiao Er was startled when he saw me like this: "Guest officer, do you want to be okay?"

I shook my head at him and came out leading the horse.

I really want to go see him for the last time as Pei Baishe said...

I hate myself, very much.I hate myself for being useless, and I also hate Pei Baishe, wishing I could cut him into pieces.

but i can't...

I can only go back to Jade Dragon Snow Mountain in despair...

I went back the same way, and I was not interested in anything along the way, because my Rong Xun was going to die...

Yunnan is still as beautiful as the first time I saw it.And I am still dressed in rags, just like the first time I came here.

Because I had been driving for several days without rest, and I ate leftovers on the road, so my spirit was very bad.

I can't just go see him like this...

I was going to get off the horse and find a stream to wash my face first, probably because I was too tired. When I first got to the ground, my head was a little dizzy, and my steps were very sloppy.Immediately afterwards, there was a colic in the stomach, and a fishy sweetness surged in the throat.

"puff……"

I looked at the blood on the bluestone slab in a daze, then wiped the corner of my mouth lightly, and smiled at myself: What right do I have to suffer?

He staggered to a stream and washed his face with water, then sat down for a while to relieve dizziness and stomach pain.After I felt better, I took some money out of my body and went to the nearest cloth shop to sell a suit.After changing, I rode my horse again and rushed to Yunnong Peak.

Fengxi Pavilion is remote, so when I got to the foot of the mountain, I had to abandon my horse and climb up by myself.

When I came to Fengxi Pavilion, I vaguely heard the cry of a child.My heart tightened, and I thought: Could it be that something happened to Yiqing? !

I ran quickly in the direction of the sound, which was the way to Rong Xun's room.

The door of his room was locked, and the cries of the children inside became smaller and smaller. I thought in my throat, could it be that the enemy came to seek revenge?I kicked open the door, but what I saw shocked me.

Rong Xun sat cross-legged on the ground in white obscene clothes, his complexion was like snow, and his black hair drooped down, slightly messy.There were bean-sized beads of sweat on his forehead, and a few strands of forehead hair were lightly stuck to it, making him look weaker and weaker.He is currently putting Yiqing on his lap, supporting her with one hand, and holding a needle in the other hand, tattooing Yiqing's shoulder blade.The orchid pattern was about to be completed, and Yiqing's cries became smaller and smaller, her whole body was already swollen, her complexion was even more purple, she saw less air intake and more air out.Lu Zhu stood beside them, her eyes were red.

"What are you doing!" I was about to stop me as I said that, but Luzhu stopped me, and said with a slight cry: "Don't disturb Your Highness..."

I looked at her red eyes and struggled: "Yiqing is still a baby! If Rong Xun does this, she will probably die!!"

"Let him go..." Rong Xun finished the last stitch, and then said to Luzhu: "Take her away."

"Yes..." Lu Zhu agreed with tears in her eyes.

His voice was extremely weak, and his complexion couldn't be worse, as if he would collapse the next moment.

To tattoo this orchid requires a person with strong internal strength, and after the tattoo is finished, the person will be exhausted.He was not in good health, and he had taken the Heartbreaker Pill, and after this torment...

I ask him why……"

He looked at the direction that Lu Zhu was going, then turned his head to pretend nothing happened, but his eyes were already red.He was thinking about Qing memory, but why did he do this?

He said coldly: "Because she is the next Highness of Highness Li'a, so I have to do this."

"But she is still young, she will die easily if you do this!" I knelt beside him and hugged him tremblingly, for fear of hurting him.

After a long time, he said softly: "Life is glass, death is glass."

I said, "I'm sorry..."

He asked, "Why do you say so?"

I sniffed and said, "If I had obediently listened to you back then, and didn't make my own decisions, I wouldn't have given Pei Baishe a chance...you wouldn't have become like this...because of my stupidity, I ruined everything about you... Xun, I'm sorry... It's all caused by me, but I can't make up for it when I see you like this..."

He sighed softly and said, "How could you ruin everything to me? You are everything to me, and you are still fine now, but I..." He smiled slightly and said, "I'm very happy..."

"Don't comfort me..." I buried my head in his neck and said, "If you die, then I will die where you died. In the next life, I will obey you obediently. We will be together again. OK?"

"What fool...!" He frowned, and was about to speak, but was stunned for a second, and then trembled all over, looking extremely painful.

"Xun, what's wrong with you?"

With a hoarse voice, he tried to squeeze out two words: "You go."

"I do not!"

"Go!" He pushed me hard, I didn't expect him to have such strength, I was pushed out by him unexpectedly.Then he closed the door firmly with his palm, and I couldn't push it open no matter how hard I tried.

I said: "Xun, you open the door!" I was very worried about him, worried that something would happen to him.

He ignored it.

I only heard a sound in the room, like the sound of a cup falling to the ground, and I also heard his voice of enduring pain.It should be the medicinal power of the heart-biting heart-breaking pill, he must be in pain...

He didn't let me in because he didn't want me to see him like this, he wanted to retain the last bit of dignity.

Instead of begging him to let me in, I sat down against the door.I don't know when I have been crying into tears, or maybe my tears have never stopped, from the moment I saw him.

The two of us are only separated by a door, but it seems to be living in two worlds.We are so far away, so I can't share even a little for him; but we are so close, I know his suffering, so I have to wait, I have to wait for him to get better.