Riceless cooking

[confession]

The teachers and students of Class 9 (Grade [-]) got together and had a lively dinner. Most of them felt dissatisfied, so they invited them to the barbecue restaurant for a second meal.

Zhou Wang was already a little drunk, and Hu Bo came over to pull him: "Hey, you can't go first, stay here and let me take care of the place, and I'm pointing at you to keep those girls."

Zhou Wang rolled his eyes at him, took out his mobile phone, and planned to tell his brother to go home later, but after thinking about it, he gave up the idea.

The place where the stall was renewed was a hot barbecue stall. The open-air tables and chairs were not enough to fill the space, and they extended to the sidewalk for a long time. They found a seat and sat down side by side, and immediately found that there were many familiar people at the next table. For high school students, there are many KTVs and bars that cannot close their doors tonight.

Everyone punched and chatted, and the cold beer was called more than a dozen times. The atmosphere was still warmer than the temperature. A drunk girl was already coaxed by her companions and walked towards Zhou Wang.

Zhou Wang drank a little too much tonight, and by the time Hu Bo realized that something was wrong with him and wanted to stop him, it was too late. The guy spread out on the plastic chair, shaking the wine bottle.

"Zhou, Zhou Wang." The girl who walked up to him also looked quite drunk, and hiccupped after speaking.

Zhou Wang didn't seem to hear it, and stared at the road where the cars were coming and going.

"I like you, I have liked you for a long time..." This blurted confession instantly ignited the emotions of the teenagers, and the clamor of these few tables of graduates aroused the dissatisfaction of the people around, and the laughter was deafening.Zhou Wang still seemed to be unable to hear anything, his eyes were fixed on one spot, and the corners of his eyes did not move.The girl who woke up for a moment because of the laughter realized what she had done, but the boy she had a crush on turned a blind eye, her face was almost flushed, and she stood there helpless, about to cry.

They didn't know that Hu Bo leaned over to push Zhou Wang, but they didn't find anything strange about what Zhou Wang was staring at.

Zhou Le and Jiang Mo stood across the street.

There are too many drunk people tonight, Zhou Wang slanted the corner of his mouth, watching his brother stop the car with the unconscious Jiang Mo, Jiang Mo leaned on his brother's shoulder, and was stuffed into the car, the projections of the two were separated Looking at the glass, it looks even more ambiguous.

It wasn't until the car disappeared into the traffic that Zhou Wang turned his head. The girl in front of him was already crying and was paralyzed by alcohol. She didn't know how to retreat, and she was sad and embarrassed.

Zhou Wang stood up and put the wine bottle on the table after a few times. He smiled, bent down and whispered to the girl, "Why do you like me? I'm not good at all."

His alcohol sprayed on the opponent's face, and the laughing people around him also stopped.

"But I can't help it. Since the first time I saw you... I can't stop..." The girl was already covering her eyes and crying.

Zhou Wang blinked and straightened his back: "Is that so..."

"Yes." In exchange for a violent nod with tears falling.

"I see."

Including the bystanders, the girl couldn't help but looked up at him in surprise, Zhou Wang's cheeks were burning hot, and his eyes were still squinted. Even in such a drunken state, he still looked handsome, which made people's hearts flutter.

"I see, I'm sorry, I can't stop the person I like."

Not long after, the sound of punching and laughing sounded again in the barbecue restaurant, and the smoke from the charcoal roasting was mixed with sweat and tears. This will be a sleepless night for many people, because of the college entrance examination or broken love.

Presumably there will also be a confession to abandon all fear.

Jiang Mo's friends used her mobile phone to call Zhou Yao, saying that she was unconscious at the bar and they didn't know Jiang Mo's address.

Weeks later, I didn't ask why I called myself, but I went out immediately, and rushed to the bar to send Jiang Mo home, but found that this person didn't know what was going on, and the ankle injury had obviously worsened, so I had to go to the hospital and wait for him By the time the community hospital had finished prescribing medicine and treating the wound, it was already late and the barbecue shop was bustling.Jiang Mo's wine quality is not good, Mimi stared and started crying immediately after waking up, clutching his clothes and not letting go, taking care of him until he fell asleep before returning home, which delayed the whole night.

He didn't expect how he could be considerate of this. For so many years, besides Xu Wanqing, Jiang Mo was probably the only one of the opposite sex who enjoyed the food he left in the pot. Maybe this person is indeed special.

What is so special about her?Zhou Yao opened the door with the key and thought.

Probably because the appearance rate in front of me is too high?The idea was so good that he laughed to himself.

However, when he opened the door, Zhou Wang happened to see the lingering smile on his lips.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Zhou Li bent over to change his shoes.

"Wait, where have you been?"

"...It's a little bit troublesome to ask a friend out." Zhou Liao remembered how awkward his younger brother was, so he hid the truth.

Zhou Wang stood there for a while, then turned and walked into the house: "I'll run water for you to take a bath."

Zhou Yao drank some water, and when he entered the bathroom, Zhou Wang was testing the water temperature. The bath towel that had been washed and dried was no longer the old, thin and rough towel, it was soft and white, and Zhou Wang hung it up.

When he got closer, he realized that Zhou Wang had the residual alcohol smell on his body. Thinking about breaking up, it was inevitable, so he didn't say anything.

After taking a bath, he was even more tired. He just wanted to go to bed as soon as he was around. The lights in the bedroom were turned off. He thought his younger brother had already fallen asleep, but when he looked up, he found Zhou Wang standing on the balcony. The silhouette is a pose holding a cigarette.

Zhou Wang hadn't smoked in front of him for many years. Although he knew that his younger brother had never quit since meeting him that summer vacation, he was too polite to come in front of him.

Xiaowang had just passed the college entrance examination, and was separated from his classmates again, so he had to call out to him: "Go to bed early, and smoke less." Then he prepared to climb to the upper bunk.

"Brother." I don't know why, this voice sounds especially abrupt at night, as if something is being suppressed, a warning that it is about to explode.

Zhou Li put down his legs: "What's wrong?"

The boy on the balcony directly pressed the cigarette butt next to the potted plant, Zhou Liao frowned, feeling even more weird.

But then, he discovered something even weirder, Xiao Wang's hands were shaking.

"What's the matter with you?" He walked over quickly, passed the half-opened sliding door of the balcony, the gentle evening wind mixed with the smell of tobacco hit his face, Zhou Wang still turned sideways, as if he didn't dare to look at him.

"Brother, brother." The younger brother's Adam's apple trembled, and he uttered a low, difficult cry that made people tense up instantly. Zhou Ji had a bad premonition, and he should have stepped forward to appease Xiaowang, but he moved towards him strangely. Take a step back.

Zhou Wang took out a cigarette from his pocket again, and eagerly lit it like a junkie. Zhou Wang finally couldn't see it, and was really nervous and confused, so he slapped Zhou Wang's lighter: "What's wrong with you!"

This action seemed to wake Zhou Wang up at the same time, and he slowly withdrew his hand and hung it by his side.

"Brother, we are the closest people in this world, right?"

On a sultry summer night, there is a sense of tranquility in which the air is stagnant, while the chirping of insects is noisy. However, the atmosphere is not contradictory, and they live together.

"We have the same blood in our bodies, we have lived in the same womb."

"In fact, compared to the relationship between parents, we are closer, right?"

"When I was young, I always thought, I have such a good brother, you are my brother, I feel lucky countless times, I can live with you, be able to be protected by you, and be able to protect you , there is nothing more blissful than this.”

"But it's so strange, why, even though we are so close, and we are brothers of the same blood, I'm still not satisfied."

"How greedy I am, it's not enough for you to be my brother."

"I can't accept it if I meet you inexplicably on some street. I still want to grow up with you, and I still want to call you brother."

"If this is the case, if this is the case, what exactly do I want?"

"Or, can you still give me the extra... what I want?"

Zhou Wang raised his eyes towards him, his younger brother's beautiful star-like eyes suddenly became close and ordinary at this moment.

It is full of desire, and has a sense of oppression that pushes people into a corner, but it also makes people feel distressed, and it hurts to the bone.

Zhou Le's mind was completely confused, he opened his mouth, lost his voice for several seconds, and then said, "Xiao Wang?"

"Brother, I like you." Zhou Wang seemed to be waiting for him to call his nickname.He confessed his words word by word, very earnestly, and did not take it as a proclamation that he should be willing to fight. He hesitated for six years on the most serious matter in his life, and poured all his mind, all his emotions, and all his thoughts into These few words that should never be uttered, each word was crushed repeatedly in his chest, chewed sourly between his teeth, and when he spit it out, he had already lost the freshness and warmth that the emotion of "like" should have. Full, but scarred, cracked after being suppressed.

He didn't dare to speak anymore, he had no strength, and he was afraid that any pressure or urging on his brother would make him abandon himself.

The small balcony instantly became extremely silent, and the cicadas seemed to have stopped singing.

"Xiao Wang... Xiao Wang, why are you doing this?"

Zhou Wang's fingers trembled like a spasm.

There is probably nothing in this world that can describe his mood, that trembling question that was also full of pain made all the shame, guilt, remorse and the pain of abandoning the body hit him heavily.

Zhou felt that he had said something wrong, but he didn't know what to say. He hurriedly reached out to touch his younger brother, but was quickly waved away.

Zhou Wang was trembling all over, and grabbed his touched arm as if he had been stung: "I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry, don't look at me, just pretend I didn't say anything, I, I..." He said no Speaking out, he screwed up everything, the 18 years of his life he had, and the life he would lose in the future, he screwed it all up.

"I'll leave home, I'll leave here."

I will leave you.