Riceless cooking

[willing to violate]

He never thought that one day he would leave Xiao Wang.

Even when he was confessed by his own brother, he was full of repulsion all over his body, not daring or willing to meet him.Even at that time, he never thought that the two would be separated.

They've been together for too long, and they don't care about the short separation for a long time, but this time it's different, he shed tears when he didn't realize it, it should be the light liquid falling to the ground , but it seemed that there was a loud noise, which woke him up.

Zhou Wang reached out to hold his face with his hands, and wiped his tears with his thumbs in a panic.

"Look, you can't bear to part with me, right? Stop thinking about it, I can't leave, and I won't leave even if you drive me away."

He raised his hand to block Zhou Wang's movement.

The young man standing opposite him was a head taller, with the same blood flowing in his body.He once thought about whether this unchangeable fetter would affect his judgment and choice, make him fall into the quagmire of incest, and mistake family affection for love, but then he didn't think about it anymore, life has pushed them into a dead end, There is no time for him to think about unnecessary things.

Maybe all human beings have such bad roots, no, maybe he is the only one who really can't pull out the bad roots.

The tsunami subsided, the volcano fell silent, and the earthquake calmed down, just like all the conflicts in the world that will inevitably resume after the disaster, how much Zhou Yao once held onto Zhou Wang without hesitation, and fell into the sea of ​​desire with him, so now he looks forward and backward.

"I'm ready to be hated by you, Xiao Wang, so don't let me be shaken. I let you go, not only for your own good, but also for myself, my normal and ordinary life of more than twenty years Life, just because you have such a deviant brother, has completely changed. Yes, I accept you, and that is because you are the most important person in my life. Do you understand the weight? That is to say, I can die for you, but that is based on a truly threatening situation, but the situation is calm now, and you can no longer take advantage of my importance to you."

He knew that he was lying, he knew how cowardly he was, and he knew that compared to Zhou Wang, he was a human being who couldn't get rid of his bad roots and didn't deserve to be loved so intensely.

"...Use?" Zhou Wang murmured in disbelief.

"That's right, I can't bear your feelings. I'm your elder brother. What I should do is to take good care of you, instead of delaying your future, letting you be criticized, and watching you go all the way to the dark. Come with you."

"Shut up! I don't care, I don't care about anything! You know I only care about you!"

"But I care!" Zhou Li raised his head, "And they care too."

Zhou Wang understood who his brother was referring to, who they were, almost immediately.

When he was 12 years old during his summer vacation on the winding mountain road, the bus was caught by the wind and thrown off the cliff. That extremely real accident had already become a treacherous nightmare in his mind.

He felt cold and scared reflexively, and unconsciously wanted to pull Zhou's hand, just like every time he couldn't fall asleep, his brother would lift the quilt and make a warm quilt for him.

But this time it was Zhou who fended him off again.

Zhou Wang was stunned, and became more and more afraid.

"Parents are in the sky, and they don't want to see their two sons like this." Zhou Liao closed his eyes, feeling self-consciously absurd, which was described in the novel as bleeding from his heart.

It's not that he didn't know that the death of his parents was a shadow to Zhou Wang. His younger brother saw the whole incident with his own eyes. The two brothers depended on each other for life. As orphans, they went through the most difficult and helpless adolescence. , Even when worshiping, most of them are silent.At this time, he said these words to Xiao Wang, undoubtedly using the most cruel method.

Sure enough, Zhou Wang only knew how to stand still, not even daring to move his fingers.

"Xiao Wang, let it be like this, we will be separated for a few years, whether you want to understand it, or simply forget...we will still be together at that time, you will still be my most important brother, my only relative."

The fire next to him finally burned out, Zhou Wang didn't speak, and he didn't seem to want to speak anymore.

Zhou Li waited for a while, then turned and left without saying goodbye.

He never thought that one day he would leave Xiao Wang.

However, this hopeless life seems to be made up of backfires.

Returning to City K on weekdays, he dialed Mo Yi's number from Langsheng's downstairs.

The man in a suit hurried downstairs, and the first time he saw him, he punched him hard on the shoulder.

"What are you doing now!? Send me that kind of text message like last words, why come back now? Do you think I will take you in?"

Zhou Liao clutched his shoulders, feeling a little out of breath, looked up to see Mo Yi's face crooked with anger, and smiled cheekily: "I'm sorry."

Mo Yi gritted his teeth: "The landlord refuses to vacate the rent, so you move me back quickly, or you will lose money, you know? You missed a month's work, and I will make up for it within three days. This month's salary is not negotiable. How about no year-end bonus? If you don’t want to, find another job.”

Zhou Yao opened his eyes wide, and finally nodded hurriedly: "Is there a contract of prostitution? Bring it for me to sign!"

There was only a small bag all over his body, and when he returned to the old community, he opened the door and the inside was still the same as when he left. Although he and Zhou Wang hadn't lived here for a long time, there were traces of life left here, and there was nothing missing.

He walked in and sat down on the single sofa in the middle of the small living room. In front of him was a low table and opposite was a creaking recliner. Zhou Wang often lay on it and played with his mobile phone boredly, waiting for him to get off work.

He felt ashamed of himself for clinging to his memories like this.

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Zhou Zhou went to the bank after get off work the next day, withdrew most of the small balance in the card, and remitted it to Jiang Mo.

He didn't have time to touch the money, he and Zhou Wang ran away in a hurry, and didn't dare to go to the bank when their hands were too tight. Now that the matter is over, although Mo Yi is willing to let him reinstate, he is still struggling. The money is barely enough for one month's living expenses.

But he couldn't think of a better way.

Although feelings are the most irreparable thing in this world.When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had indeed abandoned Jiang Mo. When Zhou Wang had an accident, the situation was critical, and it was a proper way to put aside the relationship with Jiang Mo, but the current situation was stable, and he definitely could not go back to Jiang Mo again. After all, he once thought he could live a good life with this girl who loved him, but he just followed the flow of life. Compared with the feelings Zhou Wang gave him, it seemed unbearable.

But he is the only one who is unbearable, Jiang Mo is too innocent.

Although they haven't dated for a long time, Jiang Mo was trying her best to manage their relationship at that time. She found a job in Huancheng, earning money to pay off her debts in a serious manner, and said that she would come to K City to find Zhou after saving enough money. At that time, Zhou Yao was also wholeheartedly paving the way for the future of the two of them. As a result, he disappeared as soon as he helped Jiang Mo pay off his debts. He couldn't imagine how much Jiang Mo would be hurt.

A person like him is not qualified to give happiness to others, so let's just end it like this, Jiang Mo should treat him as dead.

Weeks later, I deliberately withdraw the money and then remit it, because Jiang Mo knew his card number, but he didn't know that he had plans to come to K City before, so the remittance place probably won't attract her attention, it's best to treat it as a windfall and silently Received.

He left the bank and went to the vegetable market alone to buy some cheap ingredients, and was going home to cook something to satisfy his hunger. Mo Yi's asking him to make up for his workload was not a joke, it seemed that he would have to stay up late tonight.

As a result, when he walked to the door of the house, he saw Duan Yiyuan sitting on the steps smoking a cigarette regardless of his image.

It seems that for a long time Duan Yiyuan has been so exhausted with his tie casually torn off and dark circles under his eyes. Zhou Yao knew that it was all because of him, so he couldn't drive him away, although he hoped that his life would not be disturbed anymore.

Duan Yiyuan stood up from the steps, looked at him for a moment, avoided the man's eyes, opened the door and said, "Come in."

The other party didn't say a word, and followed him into the house. The house was old-fashioned, even the door frame was opened low, and Duan Yiyuan had to lower his head slightly.

"I haven't bought enough vegetables, so just eat something." He didn't even need to open the refrigerator, he directly carried the vegetables into the kitchen, and soon there was the sound of skillfully chopping them.

This time Duan Yiyuan finally did not follow up with the kitchen, but sat down on the only sofa in the living room.

His coming here is just the first step.

I've liked Zhou for so many years, and the confession was not long ago, and then all his time and energy were spent on those deliberate conspiracies. Although there were episodes in the process, after all, the result was what he wanted, even It was better than he expected.

After the obstacles were cleared, it was not easy. After Zhou was released, he left City X without saying a word. He probably treated him the same way as he treated Zhou Wang, completely refusing him.But after all that, he couldn't give up.

It was a week, and soon two vegetarian dishes were fried, and the rice was cooked. There is no dining room in this house, so he put the dishes on the low table, sat cross-legged on the floor covered with white-washed carpets, and greeted Duan Yiyuan, Just put your head down and eat.

Before Duan Yiyuan had a chance to speak, he had already finished eating after a week, put away his own bowl, opened his notebook at the side, and got busy with work.

After Duan Yiyuan finished eating, he went into the kitchen to wash the tableware. In the past, he had to be polite to him, but this time he didn't come in to stop him.He dried his hands and walked back to the living room. Seeing Zhou Jin, he looked at him with embarrassment, but he didn't speak, as if he was determined to separate himself from him.

He couldn't bear it anymore, sat on the ground like Zhou Yao, and said, "Why don't you ask, why am I here?"

"Probably not necessary."

"Ok?"

"I know it in my heart."

"It's a week, how dull you were before, why are you suddenly sharp now?" Duan Yiyuan smiled.

"...Brother Yiyuan, you made it clear earlier, how could I pretend to be confused, and in the past few years, no matter what, I have failed your friendship, let alone being sticky." Zhou Le stopped what he was doing, and turned around. To Duan Yiyuan: "I am always grateful and respectful to you, brother Yiyuan, I just want to call you that in my life, you are like a brother to me, and also a friend, and because of the original kindness, there is nothing else. "

Duan Yiyuan looked at him, his expression unchanged.

"If you will too, I hope there will be no change in our relationship."

"What if I refuse?"

"I can't see you anymore."

Duan Yiyuan smiled again, "It's Zhou, I don't remember when I started to like you." He relaxed his body and leaned back on the sofa leg: "I probably liked you when I first saw you, right? You are timid, grabbing your schoolbag and poking your head into my office, your expression is nervous and humble, and strangely reserved, ah, you are not the feminine kind, you have an unsharpened sharp aura, all wrapped in The weak and flustered appearance is gone."

"At that time, I helped you with little effort, and maybe I had an impure purpose in the beginning. I didn't realize it myself, but it was remembered by you as a kindness to this day. Sometimes I don't know it. It's a good thing. Still bad."

"Whether it's good or bad, I don't want to be treated as a benefactor by you again."

"You only know that I went to the detention center to talk to your uncle before he gave up custody. I thought I had to work so hard to get this done, but it wasn't at all. I just made a start, and he agreed and asked me to bring a message to your brother, asking your brother to let him go."

"You should know better than me what happened in your family at that time, so in fact, it was your brother who prompted your uncle to give up his custody."

"That's when I knew he was not an ordinary kid, in fact he was always dangerous and you were right to leave him."

"And I never gave up protecting you."

"Not out of mercy, you know what I am for."

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Seeing the familiar red dates makes me even more guilty_(:з"∠)_