I'm heartbroken for my possession

After I was secretly proud, I realized the problem - no matter what, I was at a loss!After all, I paid for it, and logically speaking, I should be the one who got it and I won't lose money.But now the other party is taking the initiative, so even if I get on it, I feel like I'm still at a loss!

Isn't this a dilemma!

Alas, my damn desire to win and lose really happens regardless of the occasion.

I tilted my head and brushed my cheek against his hair.At this moment, my hand was caught, and the other hand was wrapped around my waist.

This made me realize the second problem-this sitting in his arms seems to be the opposite, after all, I am sitting in his arms at the moment.

I raised my hand to press the other's hand that was about to go up, and said calmly: "Scientific research has proved that men can't get hard when they're drunk."

"..." Chanyuan Shi'er was silent for a moment, then put his chin on my shoulder, and said lazily, "Well, so I'm pretending to be drunk."

"... Are you as confident as you are?" I was shocked, but it's okay to talk about it this way. I took a deep breath, pulled away the other party's hand, and turned to face him with a dignified expression. He put his hand on his shoulder, stared into his eyes, and said seriously, "I really like you! So if you want to keep me with your body! Get rid of this idea! It's not necessary!"

After I finished speaking, I was speechless and choked for a while—listen, what kind of strange words did I say?

I was so surprised by myself, I quickly stood up and walked back to my room, and after closing the door with a slap, I let out a long breath, leaned my back on the door, slid down slowly and sat down , raised his hand to cover his eyes with the back of his hand, and let out a helpless moan from his throat.

——This guy really doesn't know what to do!

Am I sticking to the bottom line now for myself?Of course not!I'm doing this for...well, it seems to be for myself.

When I say I like it, I mean it. The other person’s appearance is indeed the type I like. Otherwise, I wouldn’t make that kind of invitation when the other person is my spirit holder.

Although the personality is quite bad, but I really don't mind it.

But——if I didn't stabilize here, then, I think it's reasonable to speculate that Fuheshier had such a big opinion on me afterwards, probably because of this time...Huh?its not right?He didn't lose anything, did he?It's not because of this, is it?

and……

【Shier, did you have any enmity with Mr. Hao before you were alive? 】

[I have a grudge against you. 】

"Hmm..." My expression became serious.

When Shier said that he had a grudge against me, it didn't feel like a lie.

It's a pity that I didn't know about this matter at the time, otherwise I would have to ask clearly... Ah, it's not right.

After all, I am also someone who has watched "Oedipus"... If the future is already fixed, then no matter what I did in the past, it would lead to that ending.

If you deliberately avoid certain things, it will only make the situation worse.

Good lord also said, I don't want to be limited by the future...

——[As long as you want to do it, that is the established future. 】

The words my good lord said resurfaced in my mind again.

I stretched out my hand to hold the red necklace pendant on my chest, and sighed helplessly: "Forget it... let's speculate a little bit from the known future."

I remember that I had a discussion with the person concerned about how I offended this guy Fuheshier.

The other party denied the issue of money... I also think that from the current point of view, if I really want to delve into money, this guy is definitely the only one who is sorry for me.

As for anything else...

【Could it be that someone who resembles me... cheated your feelings? ! 】

【……no. 】

Hmm... Since he denied this, it shouldn't be about this... So what's going on?

What did I do afterwards to make the other party feel sad after death?Did you buy our house and give it to Xia Youjie?I wouldn't do such a rubbish thing... Although I don't think it's okay for Xia Youjie.

I thought about it to no avail.

Even at the end of the day, my thoughts went astray, and I frowned and started to think about a new direction—won’t it be because I spent money but didn’t get him that he would have a grudge against me?This logic should not hold, right?

Speaking of which...it's so quiet outside.

I put my ear against the door and listened, but heard nothing.

But there was no sound of closing the door, and Shier probably didn't leave either...

As soon as I had this idea, I heard the sound of the door opening.I was stunned, and immediately opened the door of my room cautiously, poked half of my head to look out, and was relieved when I saw that the other party just opened the door of the compartment.

"What are you doing sneakily?"

"..." Has it been discovered?The super five senses given by the damn sky and the curse!

Zenyuan Shier didn't look back, and asked with his back to me, "Miss Meixu, are you worried about me running away?"

"...No, just make sure. Also, don't use honorifics to me, you always feel that you are secretly scolding me when you use honorifics." I hesitated for a while, swallowed what I wanted to say, and just Leave a sentence, "Good night."

Then I closed the door.

Originally, I wanted to say "tell me if you want to go out"... But when I think about it carefully, I don't seem to have that position.

Speaking of which... what kind of relationship do we have?

I always feel healthy and sick at the same time... Forget it, as long as it's not abnormal, it shouldn't be a problem.

Although there was a slight problem that night, everything seemed to be back to normal the next day.

As if nothing happened, they returned to the familiar and slightly alienated way of getting along with each other.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and then called him another 2000 million.

When I saw the message that the transfer was successful, I frowned, and suddenly realized that something was wrong—why should I send money?

"Why did you send me money all of a sudden? Are you guilty?"

"...Why should I be guilty? I'm simply afraid that you're not rich enough!" After I finished speaking, I thought about it and added, "Don't use it to bet on the horses!"

"It's my money if it's transferred to me. It doesn't matter how I spend it." Zenyuan Shier arrested Chou Bao, "I took a job and will come back in two days."

"Ah? Oh..." I glanced at him, and I was a little surprised - would this person inform me in advance?

But there's one thing I'm curious about...

This curiosity didn’t disappear with time. After I went out to deal with the wave of people who were guarding the seal of the jade dog before, and then went to the casino to play a little and came back, when I saw that Shier was already at home, I raised this question. out.

"Is it useful for you to bring the ugly treasure? Is it for battle?"

"Did you just call it Ugly Treasure...it's used as a weapon arsenal."

"Huh? So you shrunk the ugly treasure and hid it in your mouth?"

"No, it's hidden in the stomach."

"...Hey—?!" I was stunned for a while before I realized it, with a shocked expression on my face, "Is it okay like that?! Is your body okay?" Listen, is this something that humans can do? !

Zenyuan Shier really didn't seem to care: "What's so surprising? You know I'm bound by heaven and curse, right?"

"I know, but I didn't expect it to be so miraculous!" For a moment, I was about to move, staring at the other person's abdomen, and stretched out my hand eagerly, "May I touch it?"

The other party glanced at me: "Whatever, you have already paid in advance anyway."

"...Don't be so weird. I don't spend money for this, and if you don't want me to touch it, I won't force you."

After I finished speaking, I couldn't help frowning—Huh?Why does this sound so wrong?

Zenyuan Shi Er laughed when he heard the words: "Then what are you spending money for?"

"Uh... just to support you?" I replied with some hesitation.

"..." The other party didn't speak, just stretched out his hand and took my hand to stick it to his abdomen.

I couldn't help being silent.

There is nothing wrong with this action alone, I asked if I could touch it at the beginning...

But what I mean is that you can just touch it through the clothes, not that you lift the clothes up and touch it directly!Who do you think I am! ?

— Am I the kind who is easily tempted? !Of course it is!So you fucking pay attention to me!

I said with a dull face: "... Shier, let go." Don't force me, okay?

"Huh? Didn't you say you like me? Why don't you like it?" Chanyuan Shi'er leaned closer as he spoke, lowered his head, and touched my ear with his lips, and said in a hoarse voice, with a still tone Really confused, "It feels like you're not frigid either..."

...Fuck you - who is frigid!You guys really don't know what to do! ——I scolded in my heart, and forced myself to hold back, "I'm the kind of person who pays attention to the sense of ritual! If you don't like me, there is no point in doing that kind of thing! I won't do it!"

Zenyuan Shier paused, a bit of astonishment appeared on his face.

Seeing him like this, I secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and at the same time felt a little bit lost... But before I could find out what was going on with this loss, I saw this guy directly twitching the corner of his mouth and laughing out loud.

Me: "..." Even though I knew that this person was completely harmless, I still pinched his waist to vent my anger.

But the other party didn't care about this at all, and directly raised his hand to pinch my chin and bowed his head to kiss me.

I didn't react at first, and when I regained my senses, I tried to push the person away, but of course it didn't work, and I didn't move at all.

After the kiss was finally over, I immediately took two steps back, turned my head, raised my hand to wipe off the water stains overflowing from the corner of my mouth due to the action just now, panting, and stared at him with an indescribable gaze, I was a little angry : "What I just said is serious—"

"Well, I know." Zenyuan Shier laughed, raised his hand and wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb, "I like you. Can we continue?"

"..." I felt like I could hear the sound of the strings breaking in my head, I slapped the opponent's cheek with both hands and held on tightly, looked straight at him and gritted my teeth, "You said it yourself! You can't blame me in the future!"

I think I have worked very hard, and I really managed to sit still that night!

What happened after this really can't be blamed on me at all!

...Of course, what I didn't expect was that, before that distant future, at this moment, I would rather be the one to blame others.

Obviously, she should be very familiar with Shier, whether it is the future or the present, they have been together for a long time... But at this moment, the other party's body temperature, touch, ambiguous and explicit words, and absolute dominance, everything is in turmoil. Very strange.

It's not that I regret it, and I'm not uncomfortable, it's just... This feeling of losing control of my body makes me feel a little at a loss.

He wanted to shout out, but he felt that he would lose like that, so he could only hold his mouth and let out a whimper.

But... when the critical point was reached for the second time, and the other party didn't finish the action and intensified, I couldn't help it, and yelled out: "Shen Er!"

The other party's voice still sounded with a smile: "Sure enough, the physical reaction is more honest..."

"Shut up...you don't talk..." I gasped, and my voice could not be controlled with a hint of crying. Because I felt a little ashamed, I couldn't help but lower my head and bury my face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "I Don't go on, stop...please..."

"Mei Xu, your body is too sensitive... Is this unbearable?" Zenyuan Shier leaned over, put his lips against my ears, and loosened the hand holding my waist, whispering softly Said, "Come on, let me tell you a method, if you take the initiative, it will end quickly."

"..." I swallowed subconsciously, supported my upper body with my elbows on the bed, and turned to look at him, "Then what should I do?"

The author has something to say: the rest is due to well-known reasons, everyone can make up their own brains!

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But it tortured me to death. I have been reading English materials this weekend. My mind is in a mess now. I almost don’t know Chinese when I see it.Especially my English is not very good, and I feel like I will become illiterate if I go on.Fortunately, this chapter was written in advance.

Because I am not writing full-time articles, and the three-dimensional work has recently encountered a bottleneck and is bald and needs extra overtime to get it done. During this time, I will focus on the three-dimensional, and it is impossible to add updates like the last one! (cry)

But don't worry!Because it is not a full-time job, writing doujin is a way for me to relax and fish, and I only write when I like it!In addition to my own like disappearing, there will be no other factors that can affect the quality and update of my articles! (thumbs up)

PS: The Baji of the recent Shibuya Incident battles and the coasters limited to JUMP are all awesome!The handle is also very nice!