your gift of my love

?The sunlight outside the window is very bright, shining through the thick glass windows into the not-so-bright room.

In the dim light of the room, the handsome face of a man could be seen vaguely.

The man looked a little confused.

The sadness in the light-colored phoenix eyes is self-evident.

"drop--"

The moment the most primitive mobile phone text message alert rang, the man's dim eyes lit up instantly.

But when he clicked on the text message, those bright phoenix eyes were overshadowed.

The text message only has a few words, which shows the perfunctory and casualness of the sender——

Xiu Ye, I won't be coming back tonight.

The inorganic light of the mobile phone screen deeply hurt Jun Xiuye's eyes.

He and Su Jiaming lived together for nearly a year.

The two of them pooled enough money to buy this small house, which was not big or even a little too small.The size of the house is actually irrelevant. In Jun Xiuye's view, as long as two people can stay with each other, even living in a thatched cottage is still a kind of happiness.For the first few months, they were really happy.Every morning, he can see his lover's peaceful sleeping face, and every evening, he can see his lover's real smile. Jun Xiuye ​​thinks this is the happiness that belongs to him Jun Xiuye, and he thinks that he will always be happy like this.Obviously, in the face of reality, he was too naive.

Half a year ago, Jun Xiuye ​​could clearly feel Su Jiaming's alienation and indifference towards him.

He knew there must be something wrong between them.He also wanted to find an opportunity to have a good talk with Su Jiaming, but it seemed that this opportunity would never come again.

He no longer knew that this was the first time that Su Jiaming hadn't returned all night.

He counted with his fingers, and suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, revealing a self-deprecating smile.

After all, he hadn't seen Su Jiaming for a whole month.

I don't know if everyone will recall some beautiful moments in the past when they are vulnerable.

At least, Jun Xiuye ​​is like this.

Since the relationship with Su Jiaming has undergone subtle changes, Jun Xiuye ​​has dreamed about the trivial things about him and Su Jiaming in college during many lonely nights - how they met, how they fell in love, and in the end, how they fell in love with each other. Shou, until now, how to become indifferent... The dream came to an abrupt end here, and he suddenly woke up.

Repeatedly, every time.

Now, it seems that he doesn't need to fall asleep, the youthful smiling face of Su Jiaming in college will always appear in front of his eyes.

Su Jiaming...

Jun Xiuye ​​leaned against the bed weakly, hugged the pillow tightly, and murmured.

It was three years ago that I met Su Jiaming for the first time.

Jun Xiuye ​​can still clearly remember every trace of expression on Su Jiaming's face when he saw him for the first time - there was surprise and surprise.

They were both sophomores at the time.Su Jiaming majored in finance, while he majored in medicine.

Jun Xiuye ​​knew that Su Jiaming didn't like history, but for some reason, maybe it was something called fate that made them take the thread-bound "Bamboo Book Chronicles" that day.

There was a person standing on either side of a bookshelf near the window on the second floor of the Seirin University Library.

Their hands clasped together.

They opened their eyes full of astonishment, staring blankly at the person opposite.

Every time he recalls this scene, Jun Xiuye ​​can't help laughing.

He clearly remembered that at that time, Su Jiaming moved his lips, but in the end he turned around and ran away without saying anything.

But he stood where he was and chuckled lightly: Idiot.

The chance meeting in the library didn't make Jun Xiuye ​​take it seriously. He thought he would never see Su Jiaming again. After all, Seirin University, the best university in City A, has so many majors and so many students, but fate didn't. Let the fate between the two be broken.

The day before the official New Year's Eve party of the sophomore year, Lu Feng, who performed the piano and violin concerto with Su Jiaming, developed a high fever, and the fever did not subside the next morning.Just when Su Jiaming felt powerless, Lu Feng suddenly said that he remembered a person, who was from Seirin University and also a piano genius.That person was Jun Xiuye ​​who had studied piano with Lu Feng.Lu Feng believes that with Jun Xiuye's outstanding piano talent and ability, it is not impossible for him to master "The Butterfly Lovers" in one or two hours.

As the second youngest of the Su family, Su Jiaming has a wide network of contacts in Chenglin University, so he quickly found out that Jun Xiuye, whom Lu Fengkou was talking about, was in the same grade as him, and was majoring in medicine.Not surprising, Su Jiaming thought.Of course, this idea did not last long.

When Su Jiaming, who was carrying the violin case, came to the piano room and saw the figure sitting in front of the black and white keys of the piano, the two of them were taken aback.

"You...you are..."

"I've already finished reading that "Bamboo Book Chronicles"..."

Two voices sounded simultaneously in the small space.

They looked at each other again in embarrassment and surprise.

Later, I don't know who came back to their senses first. When they came back to their senses, they had already started practicing the ensemble seriously.

The piano and violin concerto in the New Year's Day Gala shocked many people.

A boy in a white tuxedo sat in front of the elegant grand piano, and a boy in a black suit stood behind him.

The white and slender fingers are flying freely on the black and white keys, and the dark brown bow rubs against the strings and moves back and forth extremely fast.

Perhaps no one has noticed that the expressions of the two teenagers are so similar when they are playing - their eyes are lightly closed and the corners of their mouths are slightly raised, because their ensemble is so perfect and harmonious that people can't bear to scatter a little energy to focus on other things , I just want to immerse myself in the concerto that seems to be alive.

"drop--"

The original cell phone rings.

Jun Xiuye ​​was no longer able to immerse himself in the past.After clearing up his emotions, he hesitated to answer the phone.

Li Yi's anxious voice came from the other end. "Xiu Ye, come quickly, a wounded patient has just been sent to the hospital, it should be burnt, the injury is quite serious!"

Jun Xiuye ​​responded lightly, hung up the phone, put on his coat and walked towards the door.

"boom!"

The door was closed, and there was an empty table of home-cooked dishes that were no longer steaming but remained untouched.

By the time Jun Xiuye ​​arrived in the operating room, most of the surgery had already been carried out.

After Jun Xiuye's arrival, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

The next operation was carried out in an orderly manner under the organization of Jun Xiuye.

Half an hour later, the patient was safely pushed out of the operating room.

"Little Ye, you are getting more and more stable with the knife!" Li Yi took off his mask and patted Jun Xiuye's shoulder lightly.

Jun Xiuye ​​breathed a sigh of relief and smiled faintly.

After graduation, Jun Xiuye, who went to work in the Municipal People's Hospital, was young but very capable.During the internship at the school, Jun Xiuye ​​was very attentive. At that time, Li Yi, the deputy director of surgery at the People's Hospital, noticed this young and careful child. After he officially came to work in the People's Hospital after graduation, he paid more attention to him.Jun Xiuye ​​really admired and appreciated Deputy Director Li Yi from the bottom of his heart.No matter how strong the ability is and how rich the professional knowledge is, without Deputy Director Li Yi, Jun Xiuye ​​knows that he would not be able to take over so many operations in just one year, and it would be impossible to accumulate so much practical experience.

Now Jun Xiuye ​​has become the perfect lover in the hearts of countless nurses in the People's Hospital of A City, with strong ability, good character, and outstanding appearance.Only a very small number of people in the People's Hospital knew Jun Xiuye's sexual orientation, and Li Yi was among the very few people.When he learned of Jun Xiuye's sexuality, Li Yi wasn't shocked, but the astonished expression didn't stay on his face for a long time, and immediately he looked normal, expressing that he understood.This is undoubtedly a great comfort to Jun Xiuye.When he was 20 years old, that is, in his junior year, when he accepted Li Yi's confession, he came out with his parents.Since then, he has severed ties with his parents.Jun Xiuye ​​always felt that Li Yi was like his elder brother.Li Yi's understanding of his sexuality made him feel warm, as if his wounded heart felt nourished by family love again after a long absence.

Li Yi is a person with very delicate feelings and thoughts.He was very sensitive to the changes in Jun Xiuye ​​over the past year, not the changes in body shape, nor the changes in skills.Compared with Jun Xiuye ​​when he first arrived at the People's Hospital a year ago, Jun Xiuye's silence time has gradually become longer, and the time of smiling has gradually shortened. Even now, even when he smiles, it seems to be a little sad .

"Little Ye?" Li Yi stood behind Jun Xiuye.

Jun Xiuye ​​took off his surgical gloves and was washing his hands, "Huh?"

"Xiaoye, you and him, aren't you..." Li Yi froze when he saw the faint smile on Jun Xiuye's lips.

Jun Xiuye's froze smile disappeared the moment he turned off the tap.His expression was serious, "Senior, what should I do?"