your gift of my love

?Jun Xiuye's recent state is very wrong. Not only Li Yi, but basically every doctor and nurse working in the surgery has noticed it.

"Little Ye?" Looking at the medical journal that Jun Xiuye ​​hadn't flipped through for a long time, Li Yi couldn't help calling him.

Jun Xiuye ​​looked at Li Yi blankly after hearing the sound, rolled his eyes, and then came back to his senses, "Well, senior?"

Li Yi sighed, "You and him..."

Before Li Yi finished speaking, he was interrupted by Jun Xiuye, "He proposed to break up, and he said that if I can't bear his indifference to me, then we should break up!" Jun Xiuye ​​tried his best to make his voice sound harmonious. Usually there is no difference, and I try my best to hide the pain in my heart.There wasn't much grief on his face, but he didn't know how much Li Yi couldn't bear to see his indifferent sadness.

"Xiaoye, if you are really tired, let go."

"Senior?" Jun Xiuye ​​was in a daze for a moment.A week ago, when he asked Li Yi what he should do, Li Yi encouraged him to go to Su Jiaming and tell him what was on his mind face to face.It was also because of Li Yi's encouragement that he had the courage to take the initiative to go to Su Jiaming's company to find him.Although in the end, he ran away disheveled and bruised.

"Xiaoye, feelings are not the only thing in your life. When I saw you for the first time, I was thinking, how can this young man be so full of vigor and drive. I don't want the emotional bruises to make me unable to See that young guy who is always high-spirited and optimistic. Sometimes, letting go may not be a choice that is beneficial to both parties. Give him and you some time to think about the things between you and see your own heart clearly. There is no relationship without personal space, you understand?"

Jun Xiuye ​​was sitting in a very ordinary hot pot restaurant.He and Su Jiaming came to this hot pot restaurant many times during college.A year has passed, and the business of this hot pot restaurant is still so good.

The few dishes he ordered were all Su Jiaming's favorites - shredded konjac, crab, lettuce, enoki mushroom... put them into the pot one by one, and the boiling water brought out the taste of the past.Through the white mist rising from the hot pot, Jun Xiuye ​​seemed to see that handsome and young face.

A year ago, at this hot pot restaurant, at this window seat, he said to him: "Let's be together, Xiu Ye!"

"Xiu Ye."

The voice that sounded out of thin air pulled back Jun Xiuye's drifting thoughts.

The face that appeared in front of him was still handsome, but it could no longer match the face in memory.

"Jiaming, you're here!" Jun Xiuye ​​smiled at the person, "I ordered shredded konjac, crab, lettuce, enoki mushroom...it should be ready to eat after a while. Look, there are more Would you like some more?"

"Xiu Ye, what do you want me to do?"

Seeing Su Jiaming look down at the quartz watch, Jun Xiuye ​​felt an unspeakable loss in his heart, but he still smiled forcefully.He didn't know how stiff his smile was. "Well, Jiaming, how long has it been since we sat down and had a good meal together?"

"I'm sorry, I've been really busy lately."

Jun Xiuye ​​looked deeply at Su Jiaming who was opposite him.

All the cooked food in the hot pot has floated to the surface of the water.White water vapor spewed continuously, blurring the man's cold and hard facial lines.

This is the only man he's ever loved, but it really seems like it's time to let go.

Jun Xiuye ​​said to himself.

Even though Su Jiaming couldn't hear Jun Xiuye's inner monologue, he could still sense something was wrong with him, "What's wrong?"

Taking a long breath, Jun Xiuye ​​took out a passport from his pants pocket and put it in front of Su Jiaming.

Su Jiaming frowned his heroic eyebrows, "What does this mean?"

After a brief silence, Jun Xiuye ​​said with difficulty: "I let go."

If possible, he really doesn't want to let go.But when he saw that Su Jiaming didn't even have the patience to have a meal with him, he felt that he really didn't have the courage to continue their inexplicable lover relationship.

Seeing what Su Jiaming was about to say, Jun Xiuye ​​didn't give him a chance, "We each paid half of the money for that house at the beginning. I counted that part of the money as interest and already stored it here." Zhang □□Zhong. The password of this card is your student number when you were in college."

After hearing Jun Xiuye's three words "I let go", Su Jiaming was inexplicably angry.He didn't know why he was angry, obviously this was what he expected, obviously he himself put forward the word "breakup", didn't he?Suppressing the impetuousness in his heart, he said calmly, "You should keep the money and the house!"

Unexpectedly, after hearing Su Jiaming's words, Jun Xiuye, who has always been mild-tempered, became furious, "Su Jiaming! What do you mean? A breakup fee? I, Jun Xiuye, can't be like this..." The last adjective is still there. Stuck in his throat, unable to speak out.

Su Jiaming was a little dazed by the scolding.

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Jun Xiuye ​​actually regretted it.

Su Jiaming made him lose his usual calmness, doesn't that mean that he still cares about him? "I'm sorry," Jun Xiuye ​​felt that an apology was necessary, "I think both parties should be equal in a relationship, and you don't owe me anything, so you must accept this money. There are still many of you in that house I will organize and mail it to you..."

"No need," Su Jiaming shook his head after recovering, "Just throw it away if you find it annoying!"

After hearing the words, Jun Xiuye ​​nodded after a moment of silence, "Okay, I'll go first!"

As soon as the voice fell, the man got up and walked out gracefully.

Su Jiaming's gaze followed his thin figure until he could no longer see it, then turned his head and stared at the business card on the table, lost in thought for a long time.

The white steam was getting stronger and stronger, and the boiled food in the hot pot was so rotten that it could no longer be eaten.

It has been a month since I broke up with Jun Xiuye.

During this month, Su Jiaming's condition was very bad, and he often remembered some things from his college days.

He and Jun Xiuye ​​held hands for the first time, kissed for the first time, hugged for the first time...

He tried every means to devote himself fully to his work.But every time he was very frustrated to find that within a quarter of an hour, Jun Xiuye's face appeared in front of his eyes again.

The way he smiled, the way he was silent, the way he was sleeping... and the way he tried to hide his sadness on the last day.

Su Jiaming felt that he was about to explode.

Does this mean that Jun Xiuye ​​still has some status in his heart?

Does this mean that I really loved him deeply and cared about him?

It is undeniable that Jun Xiuye ​​was indeed the only one who made him feel special in college.

In getting along with him, Su Jiaming could feel the peace of mind, the peace of mind from the inside out.

He hasn't felt that kind of peace of mind for a long time, since the person he followed since he was a child went abroad.

When Jun Xiuye ​​was wearing a white shirt and wearing a headset, playing the piano and singing "Always Be Quiet", Su Jiaming felt as if fireworks exploded in his chest, and his whole heart was shaking and sank.

As long as he was by his side, the restlessness in my heart seemed to be swept away, and I was immersed in it.Perhaps it was because of this that Su Jiaming was unconsciously drawn by him.

Back then, Su Jiaming was indeed the one who took the initiative to pursue Jun Xiuye.

Except for the first few encounters, those later encounters that Jun Xiuye ​​thought were coincidences were actually made by Su Jiaming on purpose.Jun Xiuye ​​was as pure and clean as he expected, half a year later, he had become an irreplaceable existence in his heart.In fact, even a person with a deep city background would find it hard not to be tempted by Su Jiaming's enthusiasm and thoughtfulness.

After their relationship was confirmed, Jun Xiuye, who had always been filial to his elders, came out to his parents.This is something Su Jiaming never thought of.As a result of coming out, Jun Xiuye ​​severed ties with his parents.After Su Jiaming found out about this, it would be a lie if he said he didn't feel guilty at all, but at the time he thought it was okay, he would take good care of Xiu Ye in the future, and would not leave him alone in the world.

After graduation, they bought a small suite that only belonged to two people.The small suite was furnished by Jun Xiuye, and the kitchen was the most carefully arranged.Su Jiaming's stomach is not very good. As a doctor, Jun Xiuye ​​has an occupational disease, and the disinfection of the tableware is extremely strict. He has to scrub and wash it at least three times each time. He has put a lot of effort into the nutritional menu. Su Jiaming only needs to As soon as you get home, you can eat meals with a reasonable combination of meat and vegetables, light and not greasy.

That kind of day is very plain, very real.

Su Jiaming felt that it was not impossible to live like that for the rest of his life.

However, half a year later, the person he had been buried in the deepest part of his heart returned.

Years of longing overflowed in my heart.

He couldn't wait to see him.

So much so that on the day of Jun Xiuye's 23rd birthday, instead of accompanying him, he went to the airport in City B, waiting for that person's arrival.

The flight appeared to be delayed and he didn't see the man until the next day.

Still facing the wind in the jade tree, with a dignified appearance, but the lines of the face seem to be a little colder, and there is a little bit more piercing in the starry eyes.

He, who he relied on when he was young, is the eldest son of Su, Su Jiazhen.