The Demon of the Tibetan Moon

Uncle, if you don't like it, call me Lu Li..." Lu Li paused, if he really called him Dad, he might not be used to it either.

"Land from."

"Alright then, Lu Li is going to cook, and the baby will sleep for a while."

Qing Tan slightly bent the corners of her lips, and slowly retracted her body into the quilt.

Lu Li raised his lips involuntarily, his baby was so beautiful.

Lu Li likes to cook, but due to various reasons, he spends most of his time eating at the company. Occasionally he cooks by himself when he has time, but he still has the cooking skills honed by studying abroad.In order to have a balanced nutrition, and because he was afraid that Qingtan would not like it, Lu Li diced the carrots very small, shredded the lean meat, and cooked a small pot of lean meat porridge.

"How is it? Is it delicious?"

Such a question with expectations often makes it difficult for people to give a negative answer, but Qingtan is more like nodding habitually.

"It's delicious, but don't eat too much." Lu Li was obviously in a good mood, and said something very unreasonable with a smile.

"..."

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Later, Lu Li went to the orphanage several times. Although he really liked this exquisite and beautiful child, he had no idea of ​​adopting Qingtan at that time.He is unmarried, too busy, has neither experience nor time.

Another weekend, there was a little sporadic snowfall that day, and the children were all wrapped up tightly like little bears, clumsily but excitedly running around outside.

Lu Li saw Qingtan standing in front of the window on the second floor at a glance, but this time he was not alone. There was a middle-aged couple standing next to him, who seemed to be bending down to talk to Qingtan lovingly.

Seeing Lu Li, Qing Tan's eyes lit up, and he unconsciously put his hand on the window glass.

"The couple wanted to adopt a child, and they liked Qingtan very much." Seeing Lu Li looking up, the nurse girl explained, with some regret in her tone. After Qingtan was picked up, Lu Li probably wouldn't. Come often.

Seeing Qingtan's small hand on the glass, Lu Li raised his head and smiled, then took off the things he brought in the car, and spent a while with the children in the yard, not intending to go upstairs.

The couple worked for a long time without getting a response, but they didn't intend to give up. They were afraid that the child would be disgusted by following too closely, so they had to go out first, and the woman sighed, showing a disappointed look.

"Qingtan likes Mr. Lu downstairs very much, but he doesn't intend to adopt him. Maybe you can talk to him and hear what he has to say." The little nurse comforted.

After the couple went downstairs, they chatted with Lu Li. Qing Tanba looked at the window for a while, then picked up his coat, put it on, and walked downstairs on the wooden stairs.

Although she came down, Qing Tan didn't know what to do, her long eyelashes drooped to cover her dark eyes.

When Lu Li noticed the green sandalwood at the door, he had already stood there for a while.Compared with other children, he was dressed very thinly, his ears and small face were exposed to the cold wind, his face was slightly red from the cold, and he lowered his head to look a bit lost.

Lu Li approached, lifted the hat behind Qingtan's clothes and put it on for him.

"Little fool, is it cold?"

Qing Tan stared at Lu Li for a while, then suddenly threw herself into Lu Li's arms, and stretched out her arms to wrap around his neck.

Lu Li patted Qing Tan's back lightly, helped him up and looked into his eyes, "They want to take you home, so please let me persuade you, are you willing?"

Qing Tan frowned, his dark eyes showed some sadness, and the arms around Lu Li's neck loosened, showing obvious resistance and alienation.

"Then would you like to come home with me?"

Qingtan raised her head, her eyes suddenly lit up.

"Let me take care of you in the future, okay?"

"it is good."

warm winter ([-])

"You will see a kind old grandfather in a while, remember to call him great grandfather, you understand?"

"understood."

After Lu Chengyan handed over the company to Lu Li, he moved to a villa in the suburbs, grew flowers and fished, and lived happily ever after.The car was driving on a slightly empty road, and snowflakes began to float in the sky.

Looking at Qingtan with drooping brows and eyes in the rearview mirror, Lu Li was actually a little nervous. Lu Chengyan was not kind, sometimes he could be considered harsh, and Qingtan was too silent.He was a little worried that Lu Chengyan would not like Qingtan.

Lu Chengyan was happy and quiet, there was only one old housekeeper who had a sense of presence in the villa, and he was waiting at the door early.

"Master, young master."

"Uncle Qian, it's so cold, why are you waiting outside again, go in quickly."

Lu Chengyan was sitting on the wooden rattan chair, and when he opened his closed eyes, his sharp gaze swept across, making it clear that he was in good spirits.

"grandfather."

"Grandpa."

Lu Chengyan glanced over Lu Li, landed on Qingtan, leaned forward, and waved, "Come here."

Qingtan walked over obediently, and called again: "Great grandfather."

Lu Chengyan responded with a smile, and took out the children who shouldn't be here to eat.

The crisp and tender child's voice really makes people happy, and it's not that Lu Chengyan doesn't look forward to such a day. Although it's not his own, it's worth being happy.I had long forgotten that when I found out that Lu Li adopted a child, I was still angry for a long time, thinking that young people were too nonsense.

"Master has already prepared it." Uncle Qian leaned closer to Lu Li's ear and whispered.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Lu Li took Qing Tan to bed first, and then stayed with Lu Chengyan until twelve o'clock.The villa is decorated in a classical style, the rooms are large, and unfamiliar to Qingtan.Afraid that he might not be able to sleep well, before returning to his room, Lu Li walked to the Qingtan door and opened the door lightly, only to see a pair of dark eyes reflected in the dim light of the bedside lamp.

"It's me. Are you still asleep?" Lu Li approached, and Qing Tan sat up. There was no obvious emotion on his face, but Lu Li still showed some fear and grievance.

Lu Li took off his shirt and put it on Qingtan, picked him up, and almost walked out the door before asking, "Sleep with me?"

"Ah."

Lu Li was very naughty when he was a child. He climbed trees, fought and bullied little girls, but his childhood was not complete, because he was not accompanied by his parents, and Lu Chengyan was very strict. No one slept with him, let alone bedtime stories.

Lu Li doesn't know how to be a parent, but he really loves Qingtan, loves him, and wants to take care of him.Looking at Qingtan's round eyes, Lu Li raised his hand to touch his soft face, "Can I tell you a story?"

"it is good."

"Once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple in the mountain. In the temple, there was an old monk and a young monk. The old monk told stories to the young monk..."

"what story?"

"The story is that once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple in the mountain. In the temple, there was an old monk and a young monk. The old monk told stories to the young monk..."

When Qingtan smiles, her eyes will bend, revealing a row of neat little white teeth, not to mention how cute it is.Lu Li couldn't help but pull him into his arms, and kissed her soft little face.

"My sweet baby."

The baby grows very fast, and will graduate from elementary school in the blink of an eye. The 12-year-old Qingtan has grown taller, and is still very thin, but still looks ridiculous. On the day of the graduation ceremony, someone chased her to take a photo.

"Baby, what gift do you want?"

"Do not want to."

"Oh, then forget it."

Qing Tan looked up at Lu Li, looked away, couldn't help looking back again, and smiled playfully at Lu Li.

Recently, the family raised tropical fish, and Qingtan would sometimes stare at it for a long time. Lu Li thought that he probably liked fish, so he brought Qingtan to the newly built sea world.

Colorful fish swim in the blue water, separated by a layer of transparent glass, so close to the trance that you are really in the ocean.The corners of Qingtan's lips are slightly raised, it seems that she really likes it.

Lu Li took out his phone and took a few photos. In fact, each of them looked similar, but he was reluctant to delete each one.

From the age of 12, it is almost time to enter puberty.A few years in middle school, Qingtan's neck has a bulge, her voice has become a little deeper, the baby fat on her face has faded, and her height has increased by more than [-] centimeters, she is already a teenager.

Qingtan gradually grew up, Lu Li felt happy, but at the same time felt a little sad, time passed so fast, before he knew it, a full ten years had passed, Qingtan grew from a small ball when he first met, to a handsome boy, I can no longer knead, knead, or hug casually.

Standing at thirty, he is already 34 years old. Although he has a child, he has no wife.Back home during the Chinese New Year this year, Lu Chengyan mentioned a girl and asked Lu Li to meet him, and Lu Li agreed.Qingtan will go to university in two years, and he will leave home at that time, so he probably won't have too many entanglements, and it's time to think about these things.

These words were said at the dinner table, and they did not intentionally avoid Qing Tan.Qing Tan lowered his head to eat, and seemed to have no reaction to this.

That girl was called Li Qingwan, and she was the granddaughter of Lu Chengyan's old friend. She had a bright smile, gentle and lively, and it was hard not to have a good impression of her.After dinner, Lu Li left the car to take Li Qingwan home. Halfway through, he remembered that he had left his clothes in the restaurant. After doing this again and again, it was already 10:30 when Lu Li returned home.

There was cold food on the table, which didn't look like it had been touched. Lu Li opened Qingtan's door and heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom. He went back to his room to change his clothes, and put the food on the table into the microwave.After the food was ready, Qing Tan came out with her wet hair.

Lu Li took out a towel and handed it over, "Didn't eat? Would you like some?"

Qing Tan took the towel and wiped her hair a few times, "It's too late."

"You can't be hungry, have a glass of milk, and I'll heat it up for you."

"no need."

Lu Li stopped at the door of the kitchen. These three words sounded very uncomfortable. After thinking about it, he suddenly realized that perhaps Qingtan had never rejected him.Perhaps for so many years, he has been ignoring a question, what exactly does Qingtan really want?

"You...haven't been happy recently?"

When Lu Li asked this question, there was a long silence. Qingtan was about to go back to the room, but stopped when he heard Lu Li asked, "No."

Lu Li was too familiar with every reaction of Qingtan, he sighed, "I won't get married now."

Qing Tan's back was facing Lu Li, her thin and thin body was wrapped in a large bathrobe, feeling quite lonely.He just paused for a moment, then pushed the door and went in. The sound of closing the door was a bit loud, and even locked the door.

Lu Li froze in place, he really did not expect that Qingtan would have such a big reaction.

Lu Li walked to the door of Qingtan's bedroom and stood there for a while.There is only one door separated, but the distance between the two has never been felt so far.

Lu Li didn't go back to the bedroom, but sat down on the sofa in the living room, then got up and turned around a few times, took out a thick photo album from the cabinet and sat down on the sofa again, opened the thick cover, the protagonist of the photo All are green sandalwood.

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Qingtan looked like a porcelain doll when she was young, with round face and eyes, black eyes and black hair, and snow-white skin.It's very quiet, and one person can do puzzles all morning. Unlike other children who cry and make noise, it makes people feel more distressed.

Later, when I entered puberty, I gradually began to develop. Although I grew a lot taller, I was still thin and thin.Lu Li originally thought that adolescent children would have some problems, such as confusion, rebellion, and secondary illness, and made a lot of preparations for this, but Qingtan was still very good, which made Lu Li feel that his efforts were wasted.

The only time that could be regarded as a problem was not long ago, not long after Qingtan entered high school, Lu Li suddenly received a call from the school, saying that Qingtan had fought.This was unbelievable to Lu Li, he immediately put down the things in his hands and hurried from the company to the school.

"what happened?"

Lu Li looked at Qingtan from head to toe, at least there were no injuries, and the clothes were neat.On the other hand, the other boy's cheekbone was bruised and a little swollen.

"We asked, but both of them refused to say anything, but Qingtan has been doing very well, but it was another classmate who got hurt." The young teacher showed some embarrassment, the school stipulated that parents should be invited to fight.

"I said, I fell it myself, and it has nothing to do with Qingtan." The young man lied confidently.

"Are you okay?" Lu Li asked after looking at the wound on the boy's face.

"Uncle, I'm really fine, don't blame Qingtan."

"Since it's all right, let's forget it. What a big deal, I'm not a primary school student anymore." Another teacher said.

After leaving the office, Lu Li walked in front with Qing Tan, and the young man followed behind, keeping a short distance not too close or too far.

"What's going on?" Lu Li rubbed Qingtan's hair, his tone didn't mean to blame.

The young man and Qingtan are front and back, staring at the back of Qingtan's head every day, or occasionally seeing the curvature of his side face, for some reason, he feels that the more he looks the better, he can't stop at all, sometimes he wants to reach out and touch it .

I guess I liked it.

The young man has always been in a hurry, flaunting his indulgent temper, without hiding it, and unscrupulously using all the tricks used to chase girls.Buying snacks, sending flowers, writing love letters, and then using all threats and temptations, but did not get any response.

This afternoon, the school was being cleaned, and almost all the classmates had finished cleaning and went back. Qing Tan picked up a broom that had been left under the tree, but when he stood up, someone blocked his way.

The young man didn't know that the "shudong" that he thought was handsome was just an act of blocking the way for Qingtan, he looked down at Qingtan's slightly furrowed eyebrows, and his heart beat endlessly.

"Qingtan, can you listen to me a few words?"

Qing Tan stepped back a little, looked up at the young man, "Speak."

"I like you, seriously, can you...try to accept me?"

"No."

There was no trace of hesitation in this refusal, the young man could hear it, but it was really hard to be reconciled, looking at Qingtan's docile and drooping eyes, he grabbed his shoulder and was about to kiss him.It's not like the overlord can't succeed with his hard bow, but he didn't make it and instead received a heavy punch in the cheek.Qingtan looked thin, but she was quite strong. She was sent to learn karate by Lu Li before because of her weak body. This punch didn't use all her strength, but she didn't show much mercy.

The young man was still following behind. Lu Li turned his head. The young man was clean and handsome, with the unruly stubbornness of a small animal in his eyes. When he saw Lu Li turn to look at him, he smiled, showing a row of neat and white teeth, and ran to the place consciously. In front of Lu Li.

"uncle."

"I'm really sorry, Qingtan has hit hard, I'll take you to the hospital."

Lu Li really had no other meaning in his words at the time, but the boy's expression changed, wondering if he had watched too many soap operas with his mother.

"Uncle, you are not a rigid person at first glance. True love has nothing to do with gender. I am sincere to Qingtan. No matter what you say or do, I will never give up!"

This made Lu Li laugh and cry, "I didn't say anything, I'm not gay, but you have to ask Qingtan if he likes boys."

Lu Li looked at Qingtan, "You have to solve these problems yourself, I will wait for you in front."

"Qingtan..."

"I will not like you."

"You... how can you be so sure, even if you don't like it now, you might not like it in the future..." The boy raised his head suddenly, "Do you have someone you like?"

For the first time, the young man saw obvious emotions in Qingtan's eyes, and followed his gaze, but his eyes fell on the man in front of him.Standing under the shadow of the mottled trees, the man noticed the sight from this side, turned his face to the side and raised his lips into a smile, soft and warm.

"You...you like your father?"

It's not just that he likes, he can see, hear and feel only that one person, Lu Li is his whole world.She had long ago completely decided not to leave a way out, and put everything on him.

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Lu Li rubbed his eyes. The clock on the wall pointed to twelve o'clock, and the door of Qingtan's bedroom made a slight sound, and then slowly opened a crack.

"Why haven't you slept yet? It's too late, go to bed first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Lu Li stood up, the living room was dimly lit, Qing Tan's expression was unrecognizable, but it made people feel sad for no reason.After Lu Li said this, he felt a little regretful. He really wanted to ask clearly, and wanted to know now what he really wanted and what he was asked to do.

Qing Tan walked over from the dark, her eyes turned slightly red.

"Baby……"

Qing Tan leaned over and hugged Lu Li's waist. At this time, his height was just over Lu Li's chin. His soft hair was pressed against Lu Li's neck, making his heart itchy and painful.

The two of them hadn't been this close for a long time.

"You cannot marry."

Lu Li raised his hands and rubbed Qing Tan's hair, and when he heard him make such an unreasonable request in a muffled voice, the corners of his lips were raised, and he agreed dotingly, "Okay, I won't get married."

Qing Tan looked up at Lu Li, intense emotions surged in his dark eyes, Lu Li didn't have time to understand what it was, his brain went blank with astonishment.

The lips that are soft and slightly cool on the lips are the lips of Qingtan.If that's all, maybe there are other explanations, but the lower part of the body is also being held, and the cool temperature of Qingtan's palm can be felt through the thin summer home clothes.

Lu Li pushed Qingtan away, but his movements were restrained. He took a few steps back and tried to calm down his tone. He still had uncontrollable anger and panic, "Do you know what you are doing?"

Qingtan's eyes showed some grievance and innocence, "I can do what you need."

Lu Li sighed and seemed to relax a little, "Stop making trouble, I didn't get married for this... It's my fault for making you depend on me too much, but when you grow up, you will be able to get married if you have someone you like. I don’t think so anymore.”

"I don't like others, I just want to be with you, no matter how long it takes, it won't change. You shouldn't treat me like a child anymore. Besides, have you ever thought about your feelings for me?"

The boy's sudden sharpness caught Lu Li by surprise. He was stunned, frozen in place, and there was a flicker in his eyes that he didn't even notice.

Qing Tan smiled slightly, and quickly leaned forward, kissing Lu Li's lips, her body rubbing against each other seemingly without a trace, the young man's clean and seductive aura filled Lu Li's nostrils.

Before learning the lesson, Qingtan backed away, glanced at Lu Li's lower body, with a sly look on his face, "Father, think about it carefully, I'm going to bed. Good night."

He dared to confess in such a provocative way because he had no fear. Maybe he didn't really know what he wanted, but he knew that he didn't want to share Lu Li with anyone, and he was stubborn to the point of pathological possessiveness.The young man was unreasonably confident, because he knew that no matter what kind of feelings Lu Li had for him, he would never let it go.

Watching the door of Qingtan's bedroom close, Lu Li raised his hand to brush the hair that was scattered on his forehead, his eyes were full of helplessness, exhaustion and struggle, and finally heaved a sigh of resignation.

He loves him, spoils him, and wants the best for him.Such an idea is no different for relatives or lovers.And Lu Li always thought that he really regarded him as a close relative.But why did Qingtan hesitate when she asked this question instead of answering like that?

I thought I would suffer from insomnia that night, but I fell asleep at some point.Because he always got up early, Lu Li didn't have the habit of drawing the curtains. When he woke up the next morning, the sky was light and his chest felt a little heavy.Lu Li opened his eyes and saw the fluffy head on his chest. He didn't react too much. He raised his hand and touched it with the same strength as usual.

"Good morning, Dad." Qing Tan looked up at Lu Li, his eyes were curved like when he laughed, and he was very pretty.

I don't know why, but I suddenly started calling my father yesterday.

"morning."

Lu Li supported Qingtan's shoulders to help him up, propped up his upper body and leaned against the head of the bed, brushed up his hair which was a bit messy from sleeping, but a few strands were still scattered on his forehead.As Qingtan watched, the infatuation and admiration in her usually dull eyes did not know whether it was revealed undisguisedly, or a deliberate show.Lu Li felt awkward and looked away.

The young man caressed Lu Li's face aggressively, "Dad, you are so pretty."

Lu Li pressed down his mischievous hand, raised his lips and smiled, but there was no familiar warmth in his eyes, which made the young man flustered.

"Thank you for the reminder, I just realized that I am your father."

"Wouldn't this make you more excited, unethical pleasure?" Qing Tan's smile deepened, his eyes bent like a little fox.

"Qingtan, I have spoiled you."

"Yes, I am spoiled by you. You give me everything. If you don't want me, I will have nothing. Don't you want me anymore? Do you want to throw me away like them?"

Qing Tan lowered his eyes, there was a small mole above the eyelashes at the corner of his eyes, which can only be seen from this angle, this gesture has always been a sign of his weakness.Looking at it now, I always feel that there are some false elements. If only the first half of his words can be believed, adding the second half is purely to win sympathy.

But even if he knew, Lu Li would still feel really distressed.There was really nothing he could do about him.

"Why would I not want you?" Lu Li sighed, his tone full of compromise, "You're right, I don't want you to be sad and wronged, and I will feel sorry for you if you pretend to be pitiful. If you don't want to, I can never get married for the rest of my life Have children. But that's all, we will have no other relationship."

Qing Tan looked into Lu Li's eyes, there was a faint light in the depths of the dark eyes, it seemed to be the only warmth beneath his clear appearance, tempting people to get closer.

"it is good."

warm winter ([-])

"Tell me, you used to look for me several times a week, and how many times a year after raising that little thing?"

"Xiaoyun, I was wrong." Lu Li grabbed Qin Guiyun's arm and pressed his face against it. This childish and slightly fragile side was probably only seen by Qin Guiyun.

"Come on, you, what I said at the beginning, you still don't admit it."

"I'm really not a lover, a child, or a fetish. I wasn't like that when he was young. So I never thought about it..."

Qin Guiyun waved his hand, expressing that he didn't want to hear this.He put out the cigarette in his hand, and sat down on the chair opposite Lu Li, "Now tell me frankly, what do you think of Qingtan?"

"I don't know..." Thinking of last night, Lu Li rubbed his hair a little irritably, "But I have desires for him..."

Qin Guiyun was about to light a cigarette, when he heard Lu Li's words his hands trembled, he raised his head to stare at Lu Li, and almost threw the zippo in his hand on his head.

"Did you fucking come here to stimulate me!"

Lu Li looked up at Qin Guiyun, with innocent little eyes that looked confused, "I'm here for psychological counseling, you're so unprofessional."

"Professional?" Qin Guiyun stepped in front of Lu Li, lifted his chin and bit Lu Li's lips viciously, "Fucking professional, I've been guarding it for so many years and dare not touch it, only to be beaten by a little thing." Can I be willing to go away like this?"

Lu Li really didn't know that there was such a thing. He opened his eyes wide and stared blankly for a long time. A bead of blood slowly formed on his lips. It looked a little tempting. He really wanted to stick out his tongue and lick it for him.

Qin Guiyun coughed lightly, and smiled nonchalantly, "What were you thinking just now? When I bit you."

It's about biting, not kissing.

Seeing Qin Guiyun's expression, Lu Li obviously relaxed, but then became serious again, "Qingtan."

What comes to mind is Qingtan, there is no substantive content, but Qingtan's face suddenly flashes in his mind, with a slightly sad look.

"Lu Li, there's nothing to talk about. No matter what you think, or how you lie to yourself..."

"Stop talking, I know." Lu Li's voice was low, full of depression and frustration, a mocking arc curled up on his lips.

"He is underage, he is your son in name, you are older than him..."

"I know!"

Lu Li has always been gentle, and he has never seen Qin Guiyun angry a few times. I don't know if it is because of this that he wants to make people more... Qin Guiyun controlled his inappropriate thoughts, and Lu Li's expression has calmed down.

"I'm sorry." Lu Li raised his lips and smiled, "I have a sense of proportion, and I won't do anything to him. I'm going back to the company first, and I still have things to deal with."

After Lu Li left, Qin Guiyun bent down to pick up the lighter on the ground, lit a cigarette, his expression was invisible behind the smoke.Now that Lu Li's mind is full of Qingtan, he easily believes that Qin Guiyun did that to make him formalize his thoughts.But Lu Li is not stupid, as long as he looks back, he can find Qin Guiyun's abnormality.Lu Li has always attached great importance to those close to him, and according to his personality, he may be entangled in how to deal with it.

The door was pushed open, and the person standing at the door coughed violently because of the choking smoke.Qin Guiyun raised his head impatiently, and saw a teenage boy dressed neatly in his bloated school uniform.

When the word "roll" was swallowed, Qin Guiyun straightened his body almost paralyzed in the chair, "What's the matter?"

"Of course I'm here because I'm sick!"

When Lu Li opened the door, Qingtan was reading a book in the living room. The yellowed light shone on him, reflecting the softness and warmth that did not belong to that Qingling youth.

"You're back."

Qing Tan closed the book, stood up and walked over. This wasn't a habit. Lu Li was still wondering and speculating about the boy's behavior, but he stopped, staring at Lu Li's lips, his dark pupils bursting out with coldness.

The young man's gaze was so strong and substantial that Lu Li unconsciously raised his hand to touch his own lips, and lied for some reason, "I accidentally touched it."

Like a child with sprinkles still stuck to his mouth denying that he stole candy, very clumsily.

"you're lying."

Qingtan's merciless debunking made Lu Li feel a little embarrassed, and his voice became cold, "I have my own life."

Lu Li deliberately didn't look at Qingtan's expression, and turned back to the bedroom.

Qingtan stood where she was, looking at the closed bedroom door, raised her hand and grabbed the shirt on her left chest, the sadness in her eyes overflowed and could swallow everything.

Lu Li found that he couldn't face Qingtan the way he used to. No matter whether he didn't realize it before or was suppressed to cover it up, it was a completely different state of mind than after he realized it now.He loves him, and when he looks at him, he can hardly control the desire to be close to him, to hug him, to kiss him, to have him.

When the ego can't control the desires of the id, the strong sense of guilt and deep dislike of oneself tortures people almost insane.

Pack up your emotions and go out from the bedroom, Qingtan is no longer in the living room.His bedroom door was open, no one was inside, and his cell phone was left on the corner of the table.

After finally calming down, my heart panicked.

The moonlight was rarely bright that night, and there were clearly visible tree shadows on the ground.But it made people feel that it was still a bit worse, as if he had seen a more beautiful moonlit night than this, the moonlight like water, but he didn't know when it was.

The evening wind hadn't cooled down yet, and it was wrapped in too much moisture, which made it very stuffy against the ****'s skin.Qingtan stopped and felt that she wanted to go back, but found that she didn't know where she was.

Except for a few street lights illuminating patches of smooth road, and the occasional car whizzing by, there is nothing.Qingtan had no choice but to turn around and walk back, at least along this road.When he came to a "person" intersection, Qingtan stopped and watched the two roads stretching farther and farther apart, the flickering lights not far away were cold.

Qingtan frowned, I don't know how long it's been since he came out, Lu Li should be worried... Is he still worried about himself?

"I have my own life."

Qingtan suddenly felt very tired, and had no energy to go on, maybe it was fine if he couldn't go back like this, he didn't want himself anymore.

He suddenly heard someone calling his name.Qingtan raised his head in a daze, and there was a person running over in his blurred vision, Qingtan opened his eyes wide, something rolled down his cheeks, his sight was finally clear, Qingtan raised his lips and smiled, falling into a familiar warm embrace .

"Baby."

"I'm lost."

Qing Tan looked up and explained, the tear on his face was like a sharp knife cutting through Lu Li's heart, making him at a loss what to do.

Qingtan never cried.

Qingtan clutched Lu Li's sleeve with such strength that she didn't even notice, "Lu Li, I'm so tired, I want to go home."

Lu Li turned around suddenly, Qingtan's heart skipped a beat at that moment, fearing that he would leave.But Lu Li just squatted down, didn't wait for the weight of expectation to fall on his back, turned his head to look at Qingtan, "Come up, aren't you tired?"

Qing Tan lay on Lu Li's back, wrapped her arms around his neck, and put her face on his shoulder.This kind of posture is not unfamiliar to the two of them, but the warmth that has been repeated countless times in each other's lives is completely different now. Fear……

Lu Li walked through the vegetation behind the villa area with Qingtan on his back, passing through the curious and probing eyes of the tired people who had returned home late, something gradually melted away, and his lips slightly raised an arc, as if he could go on like this forever.

Walking into Qingtan's bedroom, Lu Li thought that the person who was already asleep on his back was wrapping around him even tighter, and his legs wrapped around Lu Li's waist, making it clear that he would not get off.

"There's a thunderstorm tonight, I don't want to sleep alone." Qing Tan's words touched Lu Li's ears, easily staining them crimson.

Lu Li sighed, and with a hint of compromise, he turned and went into his bedroom, but Qingtan still refused to let go.

"I just walked too long and I'm tired. I want to take a bath."

"Come down first, I'll get you some water."

"You take me with you."

Lu Li sighed again, but still obeyed, and carried Qingtan on his back into the bathroom, only then did Qingtan let go.Lu Li stiffly straightened up slowly, and thumped his waist.Caught off guard, water from the shower above his head poured down his body.Lu Li brushed up the hair that was sticking to his forehead to cover his eyes. Through the water curtain, he saw the sly black eyes. He laughed because he succeeded in a prank, and he was obviously wet...

Qing Tan took a shower before going out, and only wore a white shirt, which was wet and stuck to her body, outlining the natural lines of her body, youthful but attractive.The looming flesh-colored skin, and the particularly eye-catching two spots of different colors on the chest, add a sensual and erotic atmosphere.

Lu Li raised his hand to turn off the shower, his face was normal, but his slightly hoarse voice betrayed his cover, "It's not good to take a cold shower."

Qingtan's dark eyes stared at Lu Li, a drop of water gradually formed at the end of his wet black hair, and his beautifully curved light-colored lips became bright red...

Lu Li looked away, turned and turned on the faucet to pour water into the bathtub.The water in the bathtub gradually rose, and the chaotic breathing and heartbeat gradually calmed down.Lu Li turned around and was stunned again.

He took off all of Qingtan's clothes and threw them on the ground, his body was already naked, but his eyes were clear and innocent.Stepping into the bathtub with long, fair legs, he looked up at Lu Li, "Would you like to take a bath together, Daddy?"

Feeling as if he had run away, Lu Li walked out of the bathroom, grabbing his hair irritably, walked to the balcony and was blown by the night wind, feeling cool all over his body.

Qingtan's seduction and seduction of youthfulness and innocence are also fatal temptations.But Lu Li didn't dare, the conflict of wanting to love but not being able to was too tormented, making his heart itchy and painful.

Lu Li turned around and went back to the room, took off his sticky wet clothes, before he reached into the cabinet to grab the clothes, the bathroom door opened with a "click", and Qing Tan, who was wrapped in a bathrobe, came out.It was just a slight delay in the movement of closing the bathroom door, and then he quickly looked away and walked over, and the movement of lying down on the bed was very natural.

Lu Li had no choice but to continue putting on his clothes, and his eyes fell on his body.When she turned around, Qingtan was lying quietly with her eyes closed as if she had fallen asleep.

Right now, Lu Li would never dare to sleep on this bed. His self-control was exhausted, and he would lose control even if he took a second look.

"Where are you going?" He was about to step out of the door when a voice sounded from behind, as well as the rubbing of the bedding.

"There's still a little thing to deal with at work, so go to bed first."

He walked away without looking back.

Qing Tan stared at the cold door panel, and after a while she straightened her bathrobe that exposed most of her shoulders. Her eyes fell on Lu Li's cell phone by the table.