The Art of Raiders of Rebirth

Turning around and walking to the window of the hotel room, Anderson was looking at the night scene outside, which was the place farthest from the door,

Standing in place for a few seconds before recovering, his fingers unconsciously brushed the kissed place, and Anderson's kiss as thin as a cicada's wings made Yi Chengyi a little top-heavy.

When he approached, the ambiguity that had been brewing in the air for a long time almost occupied all the oxygen, even the breathing was suspended, the senses were maximized, and the feeling of hypoxia was very clear from the beginning to the end.Yi Chengyi let out a breath, pressed his swollen temples, raised his head to look at Anderson, at that moment he saw in this man the deep depression that often appeared in that man, and he couldn't help it. When he saw the boy's handsome side face imprinted on the glass in a controlled manner, the emotion seemed to become clearer, the emotion in Yi Chengyi's eyes might not even realize how complicated it was.

"How to do it, you will like me."

In this serious atmosphere, Anderson didn't look him in the eyes and speak. In my impression, every time I recall the throbbing words he said, I always think of those clear eyes, drowning in the blue sea and blue sky. Here, people can't tell whether they are sinking at the bottom of the water or floating in the air.

Yi Chengyi lowered his head and clenched his fists, clenched his teeth a bit. At that moment, he felt that he was very bad. Perhaps it is not a good thing to be too clear about love and hate. For some things, he really had to keep some ambiguity ambiguous attitude.

"Anderson, you may be old enough to fall in love abroad, but it's too early for Chinese education, and you like the same sex, which is more rejected by society. I'm not against homosexuality, it's just you You are still young, and you still have a lot of time to grow up. Even if you think you like me very much now, this kind of love can last a lifetime, but there is no guarantee that you will suddenly find that this kind of love is actually not true at some point in the future. Like you so much, or find that feelings no longer take up much of your life. It’s too early to say these things. If you still ask me how to like you when you become an adult, if I still haven’t given you the answer at that time , I think maybe I will accept you to invite me to dinner or go to an art exhibition or watch a movie, just like ordinary people, everything starts slowly, but now, you are too young, so you can't, you know?"

"Adulthood is so important..." Anderson's back looks a little more confused. In fact, his stature has begun to grow. Foreigners usually look precocious, but the fact that he will only turn 15 in a month is not acceptable. In doubt, Yi Chengyi didn't speak, but nodded slightly, but Anderson didn't see it, or maybe Yi Chengyi nodded just to answer himself.

"However, since you said so, then it is so." The boy's voice finally became clearer, at least he gained a hope.The neon lights from far away outside the window are colorful, and the high-rise buildings in the city look like bright crystals because of the LED embellishment, which is so beautiful that people are dazzling. After it became cool, Anderson turned around and pulled his scarf. His slightly lowered eyes seemed to glide over shooting stars, bright and dazzling. His chin was covered by the scarf that was just raised, but it did not prevent the corners of his mouth from being seen A shallow and gentle arc that sags downward.

"I am looking forward."

"..."

A little unsure if he was delusional, Yi Chengyi stared at Anderson while the other patiently waited for him to recover.

Anderson... laughing?

"Brother, I look forward to your continuous improvement in art, and hope that one day I can go to a height that has never been touched with you. Apart from lovers, we have another thing to maintain our relationship, but this is just stocking, don't like it Love others, don't let others take advantage of you, don't get too close to others, don't do things that make me anxious..." Anderson walked up to Yi Chengyi with steady steps, his eyes were firm and calm, and he didn't do anything out of line The thing, standing there looking at him was almost polite.

"But it's unreasonable..."

"If it exceeds the limit of my patience, I can't help but want to spoil you in bed."

"..."

The wind was turbulent for a while, Yi Chengyi almost covered his chest with his hands and spit out a mouthful of old blood, as if a thunderbolt fell from the sky, his legs were a little weak, and Anderson read books and paintings under his nose every day, Obviously obedient, where did this kind of thing come from?

"Ann, Anderson... This is not something you can think about now... This matter is very obscure, and you can only study it when you are older. In short, don't think about it!"

"You are only one year older than me, why can you always put on an adult air?"

The sound of palms touching the wall came from the ear, and Anderson pressed against the wall next to Yi Chengyi, leaning forward slightly, staring at him intently, adding a domineering feeling to the atmosphere, the upper body The angle between him and his arm was just right, just after being pressed against the door for a kiss, he was thumped against the wall again after a while, before taking a few breaths of fresh air, Yi Chengyi had a stomach ache, maybe he was really too gentle with Anderson, Just like what he said, with a punch in the face, it will be safe for one person and one chair to sit in the future.

"One year older is also older."

A low, inaudible, slightly disdainful laugh came from deep in the throat, his face was still expressionless, but his eyes conveyed that he thought that sentence was probably a bit ridiculous.

"Brother, do you think I am a very serious person?"

I couldn't understand the look in Anderson's eyes, and the question was asked inexplicably, but Yi Chengyi still nodded in accordance with his usual views on Anderson. "Yes, serious and unsmiling. No one is more serious than you. From the inside to the outside, it seems that there is nothing that can change you."

Finally gave up looking at Yi Chengyi, as if he couldn't bear to face such honest trust, Anderson turned his face and exhaled a long breath, Yi Chengyi looked at Anderson's profile even more inexplicably, Anderson didn't seem like People who can talk about this kind of topic... Well, in fact, every time we get along with him, the two people basically have nothing to say.

"Ah, maybe that's the case, but you misunderstood a little bit. No matter how serious a person is, he can't stand seeing the person he likes hugging tightly with other people."

His vision instantly turned cold, and Yi Chengyi's spine felt half chilled, and the oppressive feeling brought by Anderson almost made his heart arrhythmia.

"what……"

"It doesn't matter, he can always find a reason to approach you, but, brother, I think it is necessary for you to recognize me a little bit more. For example, when I read a book, my brain has calculated countless times what posture and strength I should use to enter Your body, I also want to figure out all the places that make you depressed and trembling, I want to enter you from behind and bite your shoulder blades and side neck, I want to spend the afternoon with you until the early morning..."

Perhaps sometimes words are more unbelievable than physical actions. The naked words give people a sense of reality, and Anderson looked at Yi Chengyi's dilated pupils and laughed dumbfounded.

"I'm not like my senior brother. I didn't drink or smoke or watch R18 before. When I first reacted to you in England, I already watched everything I needed to watch. I couldn't force myself to watch those things without thinking about you." Get up, I drank a lot of wine when that Lily kissed you before, and then I realized that I want you, the only person who has been serious all the time may be you, brother."

Yi Chengyi's brain was still roaring, obviously it was extremely noisy, but Anderson's words could be conveyed to his brain for processing information verbatim, and it was clearer than ever before.

Anderson still maintained the posture just now, his indifferent eyes seemed to be on fire, Yi Chengyi finally reacted, but he was awakened by the anger, and pushed Anderson away without mercy He punched Anderson in the face with the strength of a man, and when he grabbed his collar, he was dragged to the ground by inertia. Yi Chengyi grabbed his collar tightly and the sound almost came out from between his teeth. It was rare It's a little gloomy.

"As I said, don't think about such things, and I don't like to hear such things at all."

It was obvious that he was hit on the face with considerable force, but Anderson didn't rub or frown, just looked into Yi Chengyi's eyes.

"How, is such a confession more powerful than a sentence of 'I like you'? What I can't do to you, others can't do to you, otherwise my patience will become ridiculous. What will happen then? I don't know either."

"..." Anderson's confession was a bit extreme, and Yi Chengyi's teeth were clenched tightly. He couldn't accept this kind of complete restriction, but he finally let go of his fist.

"I don't know what will happen in the future, but I can assure you that in the future, your feelings will be considered first when deciding how to get along with others."

It was rare for Yi Chengyi to be violent once. This is probably the reason why rabbits bite people when they are in a hurry. He stood up and rubbed his hair with a bored face, while Anderson was still lying on the ground.

"Brother, have I said that I don't like people touching me, and if you hug me with someone else's hand, I will feel dirty."

A scene was suddenly awakened, and the scene at that time suddenly filled the mind. Anderson's voice was a little hoarse, which made people feel sad.

"Then I found out that I still want to hug you even if you touch people every day. There are so many people you can touch, and I just want to touch you."

Suddenly lowering her head, Yi Chengyi felt inexplicably sad.

Turning around and stretching out his hand to Anderson, eyes met, Anderson grabbed Yi Chengyi's hand and stood up.

It was back to the time when there was nothing extra to say. This time Anderson had made his words completely clear, leaving no room for Yi Chengyi to be confused, nor did he lack the real sense of what happened. To a certain extent, Anderson He acted very responsibly, at least not the kind of person who left a word like you and started singing a one-man show on his own.

"Don't do this again next time, sorry for hitting you."

Anderson didn't respond. He tidied up his black mid-length coat. The lapel design of the jacket was flamboyant and handsome. It was just right for a teenager. He glanced at the time on the wall. After finishing his scarf, Anderson turned to look at Yi Chengyi.

"Do you want me to go back?"

Yi Chengyi also glanced at his watch. It was almost eleven o'clock after ten o'clock. He turned around and frowned and thought about it. It seemed a little troublesome to go back. The main reason was that the temperature outside was low, and Anderson's clothes always gave people a feeling It's useless.

"You should sleep on the left side of the bed. It's very big anyway. As long as you sleep better, it doesn't matter." Yi Chengyi pressed his temple that was a little swollen and sore helplessly, and opened one eye to look at Anderson.

"But let me tell you, don't think about things you shouldn't think about, otherwise you will never think about the convenience I will give you."

"Hmm." Anderson moved his eyes to the side, but he didn't meet Yi Chengyi's eyes anyway, as if he was casually looking at other things.

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Danqing: Hey, isn't this just setting the marriage after adulthood?

Yi Chengyi: What the hell is a marriage.

Bai x Shen Yu: It's just a matter of kissing... probably

Anderson: ... (nods thoughtfully)