I refused at first

?Winter vacation is fleeting, and Shen Yifan still feels like a dream until a week after school starts.

It's like falling back to the world from heaven, but I still miss all the things in heaven.

Life is going on as usual, Shen Yifan sits in the self-study room and brushes up the questions over and over again, desperately trying to get rid of Lu Nan in his mind.

Think no more!

Lu Nan's attitude has always been resolute and decisive, he has always refused, and has never softened.

On the contrary, he was the one who was entangled. The deeper he got into the quagmire, the more entangled Lu Nan was.

Shen Yifan was clear in his heart, but all his rationality collapsed after seeing Lu Nan, and the little bit of reluctance was slowly pieced together again, and then he lowered his brows, but then his mind...

Maybe, the relationship between him and Lu Nan can be salvaged?

Maybe, Lu Nan also has him in his heart?

Maybe, they can really come together?

Under countless possibilities, he became more and more unwilling to give up this relationship.

He didn't know that at the same time, Lu Nan also questioned himself on the other side of S City.

Although Lu Nan missed the opportunity of being sent abroad by the government, his efforts were not in vain while staying in the country and working hard. His position in the department was promoted faster than his colleagues who joined at the same time.

In mid-April, as a representative of the First Hospital of S City, he participated in the Respiratory Research Conference held at S Medical University.

After the meeting, with the idea of ​​revisiting his alma mater, he did not leave immediately, nor did he follow the team to the hotel for dinner.Walking alone in S Medical University.

This is the teaching area. From freshman to postgraduate graduation, every teaching building has his presence in all grades.

Only the first-year students of S Medical University are required to go to self-study in the morning and evening. He still remembers that his self-study classroom is Room 504 in Building E.

There are few majors in them, and the self-study classrooms are smaller than other majors, so who has gone and who has not, you can see clearly when you stand at the door and count.

Lu Nan also thought about being a full-time student at first, but in winter, after clocking in for morning exercises, he couldn't escape the claws of the bed, and was tightly sealed.

Fortunately, the discipline inspection of their class will help you sign in as long as you come to the classroom before the end of self-study, so Lu Nan has also successfully won the scholarship for several years.

When walking towards the living area, I passed the school's famous lover's slope.

In summer, there will be a sunflower field, and there are several rows of swings under the field. Whenever the season is suitable, it will be full of couples showing their affection.

Because of his age, Lu Nan had never dated at school, and he had no chance to go into the sunflower field to find out.

This is also a pity.

Walking through the cafeteria, there are two cafeterias in S Medical University.The first canteen has three floors. From the first floor to the top, there are ordinary canteen meals, special snacks from all over the country, and special dishes. There are also boxes; the second canteen was only open on the first floor at that time, and the second floor was for college students’ activities. center.

Lu Nan has a lot of professional classes, and the last class in the morning will end at twelve o'clock, so he often can't eat a good meal in the cafeteria.But it was much better when I was in my senior year, and it was considered comfortable for two years.

The cafeteria used to be a commercial street for students.

Supermarkets, restaurants, express delivery offices, boutique gift shops, etc.

I was planning to visit the dormitory area according to my memory, but at this moment I bumped into Shen Yifan.

It should have just finished some activity, and there are many classmates around him.

The moment he saw him, Lu Nan, who had always boasted of being calm, was stunned for a long time, and his heart was beating for a long time due to unknown reasons.

He really hasn't looked at Shen Yifan carefully for a long time.

Now he simply looked at it thoroughly.

Probably because he became addicted to shaving during military training, Shen Yifan's hairstyle is still clean and neat, which immediately made his facial features look a lot tougher.

Shen Yifan's eyes follow Qian Xiaojing's, obviously there is no mixed blood factor in the family, but they are so deep, and the bridge of his nose is like Shen Zhiqian, tall.The stature is tall and straight, because of regular exercise, it is not difficult to see that there are more obvious muscle mass on the body.

If he is in the circle.

He remembered Li Ran's words——

"If he is a member of the industry, he must be very popular, and there will be a lot of people chasing him."

Both Li Ran and Zhang Lan knew about Shen Yifan and his affair, and they both said that if Lu Nan hadn't recognized his own sexuality, it would indeed be a good choice to try with Shen Yifan.

But he never told anyone that his relationship with Shen Yifan had developed in that direction.

He also remembered the second half of Li Ran's words in his heart at that time - "The root of the mountain is upright, the palm is broad, and the joints are distinct. That must be big, and that aspect must be strong." Li Ran laughed more and more wretchedly. "

Lu Nan also made up his mind, and they all matched Shen Yifan one by one.

But he has always been stubborn, how could he admit that he is about to fall?

He took a sip of beer, and he did not forget to squint to express his "disdain" for Li Ran, "Oh, who said that he was the big boss of the gay circle? Now everyone looks at it from the perspective of the bottom, um ?”

Li Ran turned his back resentfully, pretending that he didn't hear.

Originally wanted to tease Lu Nan, but ended up being teased instead, thankless.Li Ran is not happy anymore, and has a little emotion!

Lu Nan thought about it in a daze, and forgot to say hello to Shen Yifan.

Xu Shi felt the fiery gaze here, and Shen Yifan also looked over here, and immediately stopped in his tracks the moment he saw Lu Nan.

He tightly clutched the corner of his clothes, wondering for a long time whether he should come forward to say hello, and what to say after saying hello.

But he still walked over, "Lu..." At first he wanted to call out to Lu Nan, but he stopped abruptly, "Uncle!"

If the "little uncle" had been normal, Lu Nan would have smiled smugly, but now it made him a little confused.

Lu Nan nodded a little at a loss, as a greeting.

There were also two girls standing next to Shen Yifan, and they were shocked when they heard Shen Yifan calling Lu Nan's uncle, the young girl Huaichun, when she sees someone with a pretty face, she can't help being a nympho.

"Oh my God, Shen Yifan, your family's genes are too good!"

"Yes, hello, uncle! You look so good-looking, do you have a girlfriend yet?"

Lu Nan hadn't felt the enthusiasm of a female college student for a long time, so he was even more confused.

Shen Yifan originally wanted to smile wryly because of "uncle" and "good genes", but now he thinks it's really funny, and unknowingly turned on the mode of boyfriend power (mistake) and child protection (big mistake), and grabbed Lu Nan "It's alright, alright, my uncle has a thin skin, so stop making fun of him!"

There were also many rotten girls in the girls group, some sharp-eyed girls saw the small movements of Shen Yifan's hands, and unconsciously booed, "Oh, Shen Yifan, look at you!"

Lu Nan hurriedly pulled Shen Yifan's hand away, smiling awkwardly.

"Sister Hua, you're here again!" After replying, she became serious again, "I'm sorry everyone, but my uncle is here today, so I won't go out with you guys."

Everyone also expressed their understanding and broke up one after another.

All of a sudden, only the two of them were left around.

When alone, Shen Yifan can't tell what mood he is in now.

In front of outsiders, he could pretend to have a good relationship with Lu Nan, and holding hands with him would only be ridiculed for two rounds at most, but only he and Lu Nan knew the crack between them...

"Why did you come here today?" After thinking for a long time, Shen Yifan still decided to use this sentence as his opening remarks.But after asking, I felt like I was being an idiot again. Lu Nan posted in Moments today that she was going to S Medical University for a seminar.

When he saw Moments, he was still excited for a while, wondering if he would meet Lu Nan.

In the end, he was really touched.

Lu Nan still explained well, "Come to hold a seminar today."

"when are we leaving?"

Shen Yifan himself did not notice the heat in his eyes when he asked this sentence.

Lu Nan really didn't think about this question, "Just leave if you want to."

Shen Yifan got angry and simply proposed the invitation, "Then...then why don't you leave after dinner?"

As if afraid that Lu Nan would not understand his invitation, he added, "I mean, would you like to have dinner with me?"

The tone was so pitiful that he was so wronged that he thought the speaker was about to cry. Lu Nan had no reason to refuse, so he complied.

"Do you have anything to eat?"

After all, Lu Nan hasn't been back to S Medical University for a long time, and he doesn't know much about the changes in the facilities inside. After thinking for a while, he said, "Let's just go to the cafeteria. It's been a long time since I graduated, and I still miss the meals in the cafeteria."

The two went to a cafeteria together.

The meal in the cafeteria tasted very fast, and the meal time was only 10 minutes, and the two of them didn't say a word in a daze.

Shen Yifan has been struggling to find a topic, but knowing that Lu Nan sat in front of him and watched him after eating, he couldn't find a topic.

He sighed heavily, "Lu Nan."

Lu Nan looked at him.

"Do you really have nothing else to say to me?" Shen Yifan's face was full of begging.

They used to have countless topics, and they never expected that one day, the atmosphere between them would become so weird.

Lu Nan shook his head, as if he was treating himself and Shen Yifan, and asked for a long time, "Can we just say goodbye like this?"

Many emotions flashed in Shen Yifan's eyes, but he quickly suppressed them, "If, I have to say no?"

Lu Nan pulled the corner of his mouth helplessly, "That's right, I should have thought of it earlier."

After speaking, he picked up the plate and stood up, "Thank you for the canteen meal, I should go back."

"Lu Nan, can't you give me a chance to try it out with you?"

Shen Yifan followed Lu Nan to place the dinner plate, and then sent him to the east gate of the school. Seeing that Lu Nan was about to leave, he spoke again, wanting to be selfish again and fight for himself.

Lu Nan stopped in his tracks without turning his head. After a while, he quickened his pace of leaving.

Obviously it was a kind of running away, but it didn't fall into Shen Yifan's eyes.

No, I cannot give you such an opportunity.

because--

I dare not. ?