I refused at first

?Shen Yifan locked himself in the room, no matter how Lu Nan knocked on the door, he would not open it.

At first the whole house was so quiet that only Lu Nan's knock on the door could be heard, Lu Nan was so anxious that he thought Shen Yifan was going to commit suicide.

After a while, Lu Nan knocked on the door until his hands hurt, so he gave up, but still leaned against the door, waiting for something to happen inside.

As soon as he stopped knocking on the door, he heard the sound of banging and smashing things from inside.

Shen Yifan smashed everything that could be smashed in his room.

First, everything on the desk was swept away, and the glass products fell straight to the ground, making crisp and clear sounds one after another.

Immediately afterwards, he picked up the bench and threw it at the table, the wardrobe, and the bed. Suddenly, the room was full of chaos.

He is in a mess right now, he just feels that all the negative emotions are scrambling towards him at this moment.

His mother was stupid in his first year of junior high school, and his father passed away in his third year of junior high school.

The two people who brought him into this world let him go because they met each other.

"Damn it, Shen Yifan, you are a fucking loser!"

He smashed everything that could be smashed, seeing that there was nothing in a room that could make him vent his anger, he pounded his fist heavily on the solid wall.

This fist was solid, and it made a loud bang under the interaction of forces.

At the same time, Lu Nan finally found the spare key of Shen Yifan's room and opened the door.

The room was groggy, and it was so dull that the hearts of the two of them felt the same.

Shen Yifan squatted by the bed, with his head buried in his knees, Lu Nan couldn't see his expression.

He walked over, stood beside Shen Yifan for a while, took a deep breath, and let it out again, "Would you like to come out and sit with me for a while?"

Shen Yifan was silent, and after a while, Lu Nan asked again in a good temper, "Would you like to come out and sit with me for a while?"

Shen Yifan raised his head, sucked his nose for a while, then buried his head heavily, sealing himself off.

Lu Nan was a little helpless, sighed as if he had no choice but to take Shen Yifan, and then sat directly on the open space next to Shen Yifan.

"When my parents left, I was in the same mood as you." Lu Nan drew circles on the ground with her fingers, and said to herself.

Perhaps the similar background evoked Shen Yifan's taste of "the same people who have fallen in the end of the world", and he finally spoke, "Your parents are gone?"

Shen Yifan couldn't believe it, he almost thought that Lu Nan made up a story to trick him.But after thinking about it, who would joke about the death of their parents?

However, it is true that Lu Nan, who has always been happy and heartless, actually...

Lu Nan saw that Shen Yifan had the intention to listen to him, so he continued.

"Let me think about it, how old was I when my parents left?" Lu Nan rolled his eyes, "Well, I must be much younger than you are now."

"You, parents..." Shen Yifan blinked, his eyes revealing shock and curiosity, "What is it because of?"

"You know about SARS that year?" Lu Nan asked.

Shen Yifan nodded silently.

Although he had just entered elementary school at that time, he still had some impressions of this term.

However, compared with SARS, more people should be familiar with its other name - "SARS", atypical pneumonia.

Six years ago, a large-scale outbreak occurred in Province G, causing panic across the country and the world. Many schools across the country decided to suspend classes for the sake of students' health.

In a short period of time, everyone was in danger.Tourists who are still staying in Province G are restricted from going home, and all those who have been to Province G before and after the outbreak of the virus are required to go to the hospital for physical examination in time.Colds and fevers that once seemed insignificant will attract attention and even be pulled into the quarantine area.

At that time, Lu Nan and his parents who were doctors lived in Province G. Lu Mingbo originally wanted to send his son back to his wife's natal home for Lu Nan's grandmother to take care of him for a while, but at this juncture, Lu Nan caught a bad cold and had a constant fever.Because of the outbreak of SARS, Lu Nan had to be separated into the isolation area, unable to meet his parents.

At this time, there was a shortage of doctors in the Department of Respiratory Infection in the city, and Lu Mingbo and his wife happened to be in charge of this work. Even though their son was also suspected of being infected, they still couldn't stay by his side.

The hospital's special car drove to the door of Lu's house, and the couple simply packed their luggage and got on the car in a hurry.There were four other doctors sitting in the car, and each of them had calmness and composure written on their faces, ready to devote themselves to the rescue work at any time.

The deputy dean sat on the co-pilot's seat, turned his head sideways, looked haggard and dignified, "Thank you, everyone, thank you very much."

The young but sensible Lu Nan cooperated with the doctor to do routine checkups every day, and with the treatment, the fever quickly subsided.Fortunately, he was not infected with the SARS virus, but even so, he was only transferred to another isolation area.

He was not too worried about his parents, thinking that they would always take good care of him—the patient is indeed the most important, but the premise should also be his own health, so during the days in the quarantine area, he did his job peacefully. Take care of yourself, read a book, or watch TV, and do a few questions when you feel emotional.

One afternoon when I went for a walk, I saw the head nurse in charge of their floor lying on the glass and greeting the outside.She was just wondering why she didn't just go out when the door was right next to him, and when he got closer, she immediately understood.

Outside the glass door is a lawn. A man in a sports suit carefully accompanies the boy sitting in the toddler. The man raises his head and smiles at this side from time to time, while Lu Nan can only see the head nurse His hands kept pressing against the glass, and his shoulders twitched.

He didn't know how long he stood here, but he saw the man carrying the boy away, and the head nurse also packed up her emotions and turned around to go back to work.As soon as he turned around, he bumped into Lu Nan just in time.

During the short look at each other, Lu Nan saw the head nurse's flushed eyes and various emotions hidden in the pretended calmness in the pupils.

It has been more than a month since the outbreak of the disease, and everything has gradually settled down.

Lu Nan originally thought that he could go back to his warm and happy home and continue to live with his parents.To his surprise, what he was waiting for were two handfuls of ashes.

"I always think, there are tens of thousands of people in this world, but why are they my parents?" Lu Nan leaned back against the bedside table behind her, turned her head to Shen Yifan with a wry smile, "Do you also want to To ask this question?"

Shen Yifan covered his face with his hands, and nodded emphatically.

"I don't understand what people say about angels in white or heroes. Even though I read a lot more books than my peers at that time, I still can't understand why the son of an angel or a hero can no longer have the warmth of his parents." embraced."

That year, Lu Nan came out of the funeral home alone holding the ashes of his parents, with Mozart's "Requiem" playing behind him all the time.

The playing is low and slow, and the music is calm and harmonious.

"The matter of the teacher's wife was purely an accident. No one can be sure, but the teacher, my parents, including the future me, are always ready to give their lives. Because often, The most critical time is the embodiment of the value of doctors."

Lu Nan, who broke free from the memory, stood up, shaking his numb feet, limped to the window, opened the curtains, and let all the light from the window pour in.

"Okay, let me introduce myself again. My name is Lu Nan, Lu from the land, and Nan from Nanmu. From today onwards, I will be your guardian."?