math teacher please go away

Shuyan was walking on the road, and saw a familiar little white cat with black hair, she walked over to pick up Kimchi, and patted it on the head, "If you let you sneak out, your master will be angry again, and I won't do it then." save you."

Kimchi kicked her hind legs and raised her paw to scratch her, but Shu Yan avoided it.

"I'm back." Shu Yan opened the door, walked in impatiently, rubbed her feet, took off her shoes and walked into the room, anxiously asking her about the chocolate.

Hearing her voice, Yao Shuhan raised his head. The floor lamp at the foot of the sofa gave off warm orange light, which fell gently on Yao Shuhan's soft facial curves. A pair of black-rimmed glasses hung on the bridge of his nose, casting a shadow on her fair face. The more prominent face is shiny and moist, and the long and smooth hair hangs quietly by the neck.

Shu Yan was short of breath, took a deep breath, and looked at her, "You are wearing glasses." As long as Yao Shuhan wears glasses, it will bring back memories of Shu Yan's past, reminding her of that sunny summer, that piece of greenery Yin's green grass, a love letter, a sentence "I like you".

Yao Shuhan hummed, took off his glasses, and put them on the small table beside him with the closed book, "I'm back, you sit first, I have something for you."

Shu Yan was slightly taken aback, there is something to give her, eh?Eh?

What to give her?

Shu Yan sat on the sofa blankly, her mind was a little dazed, her fingers twisted back and forth, her heartbeat was a little fast, thumping, and she felt uncomfortable, and her breathing was faster than usual, which was strangely uncomfortable.Hey, why is it a little hot?Shu Yan touched her cheek, it was a little hot...

What's going on, I've never seen anything like this before.

Shu Yan was in a mess.

At this time, Yao Shuhan took out a small box from the refrigerator and walked over, put it in front of Shu Yan, Shu Yan patted her face to see, it was a red heart box, much bigger than the little heart she took from Yao Shuhan's desk that day. up.

Well, Shu Yan blinked, swallowed, "You are..."

Yao Shuhan smiled softly, his eyes glowed, and he nuzzled, "Here, here it is for you, open it and have a look."

"Okay..." Shu Yan lifted the lid with both hands, trembling a little, holding the box for a long time but didn't open it, she raised her eyes and secretly looked at Yao Shuhan, Yao Shuhan just looked at her quietly, with a gentle look on her face all the time Smiling, with a pair of willow leaf eyes full of affection, her eyebrows expressing affection, Shu Yan smiled embarrassedly, lowered her head and continued to open the box, it's really weird, why can't it be opened!

Shu Yan took a deep breath, wiped the sweat from her palms on her trousers, took a breath, held the bottom of the box with her left hand, clasped the lid with her right hand and pushed it upwards, finally opened the box.

Looking into the box, the big red love heart is full of neatly arranged mathematical symbols, and each symbol has a mini Pikachu emoji made of small sugar particles, pouting, staring, crying, and laughing Each one of them is done so seriously, and each one is filled with one person's heavy feelings for another person.

Shu Yan suddenly felt her throat tight, dry and hot like being burned, her nose was sore, her eye sockets were hot, her lacrimal glands could not help secreting salty liquid, she raised her head, and it took a lot of effort to hold back the tears that gathered in the corners of her eyes Going back, he opened his mouth and inhaled heavily. He really wanted to call Yao Shuhan's name, but he couldn't make any sound.

"Shu Yan, happy Valentine's Day."

Hearing the sound, Shu Yan lowered her head slowly, and looked at Yao Shuhan. Yao Shuhan pulled out a yellow rose from the vase on the small table as if by magic, and handed it to her, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

Shu Yan's eyes dimmed, she didn't pick it up, she just looked at her blankly and asked, "Why isn't it red?"

Yao Shuhan shrugged, "Giving red roses on Valentine's Day is a way for lovers to express their love. I can't give you that. This yellow rose is a pure friendship, and it's my best wishes to you—"

"Yao Shuhan, do you think I don't know that Huang Meigui also means 'goodbye love'?"

Suddenly, Shu Yan grabbed Yao Shuhan's hand violently, looking fiercely into her panicked eyes.

But Yao Shuhan quickly returned to his usual expression, smiled and said, "It's true, but I really want to give you the blessing of pure friendship."

"Yao Shuhan."

"Ok?"

Shu Yan held her hand, and pulled her closer. Their foreheads were against their foreheads, their noses were against their noses, and their breaths were on each other's faces, feeling each other's breath and hot temperature.

At this moment, it was quiet.

"Yao Shuhan," Shu Yan said, exhaling hot and humid breath on Yao Shuhan's fiery face, "Don't think I don't know what you're thinking."

Yao Shuhan remained silent, without saying a word, closing his eyelids occasionally, brushing his eyelashes on Shu Yan's face, itching.

Shu Yan lowered her eyes, "I thought that if I liked someone, I had to say it out. Even if I failed once, as long as it was still possible, I didn't care about failing again."

Yao Shuhan lowered his eyes and chuckled, "That's because you haven't liked anyone before, so your thinking is so naive."

"How do you know I never liked someone?"

Yao Shuhan leaned back, raised his head suddenly, and looked at her with a dazed expression.

The corners of Shu Yan's mouth curled up, with a sly and confident smile on her face, she stretched out her hand in front of Yao Shuhan, "Come on, I'll take you somewhere."

Yao Shuhan was pulled up by Shu Yan and walked out the door, asking while putting on his shoes, "Where are you going?"

"Don't ask, you'll know when you arrive."

The streets are full of neon lights, many student-like children on the streets are selling small buckets filled with red roses, and there are couples kissing affectionately under the street lamps in the corners. Passers-by are a little embarrassed to avoid it.

Shu Yan dragged Yao Shuhan along the road, walking faster and faster, and finally started to run.

Along the way, I met Shu Yan who was selling roses and bought them all, five yuan a piece. Shu Yan stuffed all the flowers into Yao Shuhan's arms. In the end, Yao Shuhan couldn't hold her in her arms. She had never seen Shu Yan before. Spending money so extravagantly, she wanted to reach out her hand to stop her, but just as she raised her hand, the roses fell to the ground. She bent down to pick them up again, straightened up and Shuyan gave her another big handful.

Yao Shuhan called her, "Enough, Shu Yan! Enough!"

Shu Yan gave her a deep look, without saying a word, helped her carry half of the roses, holding the roses in one hand, holding Yao Shuhan in the other, and walked quickly along the roadside along the river.

As the night deepened, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and the lights of passing vehicles hit them, dim for a while and bright for a while.

"Shu Yan, where are you taking me!"

Shu Yan didn't answer, and held Yao Shuhan's hand even harder, as if what she was holding was not a hand, but a treasure, there was only one in the whole world, and it was like this once in a lifetime, let it go, miss it, and come again I can't find it anymore, and I don't have a chance.

The river turned up big waves, and the waves kept hitting the embankment and dam, making a dull sound.

The fresh night wind brought moist water vapor on the people's faces, making their faces flushed.

Shu Yan stuffed all the roses in Yao Shuhan's arms. Yao Shuhan stood on the Tongjiang Bridge holding countless red roses. In her bright eyes, like stars, they kept shining.

"Shuhan." Shu Yan walked slowly in front of Yao Shuhan, leaned forward slightly, raised her right hand to caress her side face, gently caressed her soft skin with her fingertips, her voice was hoarse and her eyes were deep, "You eyes can speak."

Yao Shuhan raised his head blankly and remained silent, only his eyes were fixed on Shu Yan, unable to move away.

Shu Yan lowered her head slightly, rubbed her forehead against the hair beside Yao Shuhan's ear, and whispered, "They told me that you still love me."

The corners of Yao Shuhan's eyes became hot, and hot tears dripped down.

Shu Yan's eyes trembled, she hugged her head with her hands, touched her cheek with her lips, and licked off the hot and salty liquid bit by bit with the tip of her tongue, her taste buds felt bitter, her heart began to contract violently, for the first time , Shu Yan found that people's hearts can be so painful.

Gradually she couldn't control her emotions, her whole body began to tremble, she held Yao Shuhan's face in her hands, her voice trembled, "They also told me that I am a bastard, a big bastard, you are always there, but I still can't understand it."

"Stop talking." Yao Shuhan backed away holding the rose, shaking his head slightly.

Shu Yan clamped Yao Shuhan's chin with one hand, and hugged her shoulder with the other. She refused to let her go, and did not give Yao Shuhan any chance to escape. She said in a deep voice, "They said, Yao Shuhan loves me."

"I told you to stop talking!" Yao Shuhan yelled, shaking his shoulders desperately, trying to break free from Shu Yan's imprisonment.

"Shuhan, I like you."

Swah——

In an instant, Yao Shuhan's mind went blank.

At the foot, roses were scattered all over the ground, dazzlingly red.

A pair of lips pressed against Yao Shuhan's cold lips, and the light fragrance of olive oil lingered on the tip of her nose. Shu Yan stretched out the tip of her tongue and licked Yao Shuhan's lips lightly, bit by bit, not letting go of every part. Slowly, she was not satisfied. That's all, he opened his mouth to hold Yao Shuhan's tender and sweet lips, which Xiao had wanted for a long time, and sucked hard, biting gently with his teeth.In the end, she wanted to stick her tongue into Yao Shuhan's mouth, but Yao Shuhan pushed her away violently.

"Shu Yan! You're crazy!" Yao Shuhan's face was red enough to bleed, his eyes were red and swollen, his lips were red, and his long hair was messy and tangled in the wind.

Shu Yan stepped forward to hug her, buried her head in the crook of her neck, and exhaled softly, "I'm not crazy, I'm very clear, I know what I'm doing."

Yao Shuhan's shoulders trembled, his voice was crying, "Do you know what you are doing!"

Shu Yan nodded, hugged her head, and kissed her forehead tenderly, "I know. I'm confessing to you. I said I like you. I want to be with you. I want to fall in love with you."

Yao Shuhan broke away from her hand, glared at her, turned and walked away without looking back, Shu Yan hurriedly followed, took her hand, was thrown away, held again, was thrown away again, and so on, finally Finally grabbed Yao Shuhan's hand and ran up to block her, "I said, if you like someone, you have to say it out, even if you fail once, as long as it's still possible, you don't care about failing again.

"Shu Yan! You don't understand, it's not that you say you like me, and I say you like you, and we can—"

Shu Yan hugged her, kissed her lips hard, took a deep breath, then let her go, hugged her tightly in her arms, and said calmly, "Maybe it's difficult, but how do you know if you haven't tried it? Maybe try, we can."

"..." Looking at Shu Yan's sincere and firm eyes, Yao Shuhan felt bitterness and sweetness in his heart. Shu Yan was always so confident and determined, and could always do what she couldn't.No matter when, Shu Yan is stronger than her.

But this time, Yao Shuhan was absolutely convinced that she was right than Shuyan.

Yao Shuhan has tasted the disgust of relatives, the contempt of the crowd, corrective electric shocks and emetics, and the endless darkness and waiting. She can't let Shuyan touch those things. She can't let her favorite Shuyan bear it. Same pain as her.

Shu Yan, you should go back, go back to Guangming, where I am, does not belong to you.

Yao Shuhan grabbed Shu Yan's hand on his shoulder and slowly moved it away, with a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth, "Shu Yan, it's been 12 years, why do you think I still like you?"