math teacher please go away

Yao Shuhan was taken aback, "Outside the school?"

Daxiong was on duty today, sitting bored on a chair, watching the students walking into the school with their schoolbags on their backs. Suddenly, a guy with a bulging schoolbag caught his attention!

"Hey, that classmate!" Big Bear raised his horn and shouted, "Stop, stop!"

"Ah?" The boy had a bitter face, "What are you doing?"

Big Bear strode over and patted his bulging bag, "What's in it!"

The boy hurriedly clutched his schoolbag, "Ah! It's nothing, books! It's all books!"

Big Bear stared, "Books? Why are there so many books! Open me and have a look, check!"

"I'm in the third year of high school. I'm nervous about studying and I have a lot of homework. What's wrong with memorizing and going back to review!"

"No, open it for me to see, are you sneaking in breakfast for the boarding students? You want to lie to me, hmph, you're still young!"

At this moment, Yao Shuhan led Lanxi past the school gate, Big Bear's eyes lit up, he turned his head and waved the horn, "Hey, Teacher Yao—it's so early, isn't it because you haven't started class yet? Eh? This lady is..." A happy little flower bloomed in Big Bear's heart, bathing in the sun and dancing, ah~ two beautiful girls, really great!

Yao Shuhan smiled politely, "This is the writer who came to our school for an interview, Miss Lan Xi."

Da Xiong happily scratched his head, "Miss Lan Xi, how are you, ha ha, ha ha...you are so beautiful."

Lan Xi was amused by the shy look of the five-year-old man, covered her mouth and chuckled, "Hello."

Seeing that Daxiong's attention was attracted by the beautiful woman, the boy on the side ran away with his schoolbag on his back, thinking to himself: It's all nonsense that beautiful women are evil, but at the critical moment, beautiful women are still useful!

Lan Xi asked strangely, "Hey, why is that kid running so fast?"

Big Bear immediately turned his head to look, oops, that's too bad!He raised his horn and chased after him, "That classmate! Stop for me—"

Yao Shuhan smiled and shook his head, then asked Lan Xi, "Sister Lan Xi, where do you want to start?"

Lan Xi bent her index finger against her chin, thought for a moment, and said, "Ms. Yao, a little girl mentioned you to me and said that everyone who met you would like you. So I want to see how you make people treat you like that." Are you interested?"

Yao Shuhan blinked, "Huh?"

Lan Xi patted her on the shoulder, "Just kidding," pointing to the small car with red lanterns hanging on the street, "I want to write a travelogue to record the special snack culture outside Yingcai, so I asked that kid to be my guide."

Yao Shuhan looked at the oden stall, a little surprised, "Jiang Xue?"

Lan Xi smiled, "Jiang Xue? You are so intimate, it seems that you have a really good relationship."

Is it very intimate?Yao Shuhan didn't think so, it was strange, why did she always feel that Lan Xi gave her a strange feeling after close contact?

During the lunch break, Shu Yan usually does not go back to the apartment, she will stay in the office, and when classmates ask her questions, she will patiently answer them one by one.But today at noon, she didn't wait for a lovely student who was diligent and inquisitive, but an unexpected guest.

"Teacher Shu." Lan Xi knocked on Shu Yan's desk.

Shu Yan stretched her legs and leaned back, turning the ballpoint pen in her hand, squinting one eye to look at her, "Miss Lan Xi."

Lan Xi curled her lips and sat opposite Shu Yan, "Are you interested in chatting with me?"

Shu Yan grinned and turned her head, "Ah, how can we talk?"

Lan Xi clasped her hands together and crossed her fingers, "Talk about the stars, talk about the moon, talk about life, talk about you, and then talk about me."

Shu Yan nodded her chin, "Well, the sky is still bright, let's talk about the sun."

Lan Xi said, "Okay, you can talk about anything, the key is to see who you talk to."

With a smile on Shu Yan's face, she put away her pen and put it in the pen holder, zipped up her down jacket, looked up and said, "I'm so happy."

The two walked to the roof, the cold wind was blowing, usually no one came up, the roof was covered with grass, and it was growing vigorously, standing upright in the soil between the cement gaps, it was tenacious despite thousands of blows, let the wind from east to west .

Lan Xi tightened the fringed scarf, "Where do we start?"

Shu Yan laughed softly, pulled up the down jacket hat and put it on, "Do you want to date me, or Yao Shuhan?"

Lan Xi innocently opened her eyes wide and spread her hands, "We are all women, how can we say that I want to fuck you?"

Shu Yan kicked the grass in the gap, "You are too famous, senior."

Lan Xi was surprised, "You recognize me?"

Shu Yan waved her hand, "I don't know. Besides, I have always had a bad memory, and I don't care much about the people around me. But your hungry eyes are too revealing, don't you... don't you think so?" She raised her eyebrows. He glanced at her with his chin up, a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Lan Xi shrugged, "I don't remember what I did to make a big splash in the whole school. Which school do you belong to? I'm several years older than you, right?"

Shu Yan pulled her sleeves and tucked her hands inside, and said, "I'm from the School of Mathematics and Statistics of D University x4, because I entered the school from other provinces, the school ranked last, and the four people in the dormitory have different majors. There is a psychological psychology Yes, half of the reason why she took the psychology exam at D University was that her goddess was also there. However, when we were freshmen, her goddess just graduated from senior year. She was very sad and said that it would be better if we could not study together and live in the place where she stayed. .”

Lan Xi smiled and didn't speak.

Shu Yan continued, "She has a treasured school newspaper, and she has to read the psychological column every day. My dear, if I remember correctly, the column was an article about the exploration of La-La's psychology. , signed by Lan Xi. Sister, am I right?"

Lan Xi rubbed her chin and nodded, "Yeah."

Shu Yan thought for a while, and then said, "Ah, I seem to have remembered something again. The guardian fairy of the secret language of the soul, the aura beauty of the She nationality in Guangxi, the beauty of the Academy of Educational Sciences, the myth of the undefeated goddess of the x0 class."

Lan Xi finally couldn't help it anymore, and interrupted her with a smile, "Okay, okay, tell me again, you've got my back, it's all done by those brats at the radio station, and they used my name without authorization to create It's a gimmick, and I even charged them endorsement fees."

Shu Yan wiped the corner of her mouth with her thumb, "Okay, didn't I want to talk about you, the talk is over. Then I don't want to talk about me with you. The stars, no, the moon, now there is no, what else do you want to talk about?"

Lan Xi didn't answer, and glanced at the building opposite.

Yingcai’s three teaching buildings in the north, middle and south are very close to each other. There are galleries connecting each floor between the third floors. Head portraits of great men and famous calligraphy and paintings are hung on the walls of the aisle. Just now Lan Xi deliberately took Shu Yan from the middle school to Nanjiao said that he wanted to see the gallery, and finally went all the way to the top of the Nanjiao building. Each building is four stories high. From the third floor to the next teaching building, you can clearly see the people on the roof.

Lan Xi flapped her eyelashes, walked forward slowly, leaned into Shu Yan's ear and whispered, "Tell me, if you look up from the office on the third floor, will Teacher Yao see us?"

Shu Yan shoved her away, "What?"

Lan Xi curled her lips, stepped forward to hug Shu Yan, stabilized her chin, and lowered her head to kiss her forehead.

Shu Yan broke away from her violently, took several steps back, and subconsciously glanced at the middle school downstairs, frowning, "Lanxi, what do you mean?"

"You like Yao Shuhan, right?" Lan Xi went straight to the point, "Don't be too quick to deny it. Over the years, my gaydar is very accurate. When you hang out in bars for a long time and make a few friends, you'll understand."

Shu Yan rubbed her forehead with the back of her hand, she didn't intend to deny it, she figured it out, she likes Yao Shuhan.Perhaps in the eyes of ordinary people, homosexuality is a very disgraceful thing, and they will face many unimaginable difficulties in the future, but she, Shuyan, has never been a weak person who shrinks back in the face of difficulties, let alone some things are even more difficult. If you give up without trying and trying hard, wouldn't you miss the last window of God's handout when all doors are closed?

It's just that she doesn't want people to associate their feelings with night-clubs and promiscuity when they mention her feelings for Yao Shuhan face-to-face.

They will live together, be sad together, be happy together, just like thousands of ordinary couples, even if both of them are women, it doesn't make much difference.

Lan Xi's words made Shu Yan very uncomfortable, she said, "I like her, but this is between me and her, you don't need to associate us with you and your corrupt life."

Lan Xi was not surprised by Shu Yan's reaction, "Primary school girl, look at your seriousness, it's the beginning of love, right? Have you confessed to Yao Shuhan? Did she not accept you?"

Shu Yan felt pain in her heart, yes, how could she agree to her, when she insulted her like that back then, no matter how hot her heart was, after 12 years, it was extinguished by the cold wind even if it was not extinguished by cold water.

Lan Xi smiled, "It doesn't appear to be. But I can see that she has you in her heart, but she rejected you again. Do you know why?"

A thunderbolt hit Shu Yan on the top of her head, she slowly raised her head and asked, "Why?"

Lan Xi replied, "Do you think La-La falling in love is like falling in love with a man and a woman? Elementary school girl, you are too naive."

Shu Yan froze in place, her eyes were a little distracted.

Lan Xi said, "Have you ever thought about your dating with a woman, if your friends find out, what will your friends think?"

Shu Yan said, "That's my business, even my friends have no right to interfere with my feelings."

Lan Xi shook her head, "Some female friends would think: Ah, I didn't expect that you are gay, oops, I have to stay away from you, in case one day you mess with my ideas and come to harm me what to do?"

Shu Yan's mind was a little empty.

Lan Xi smiled, "Going further, how will your relatives react when they find out? Your father, mother, your three aunts and six wives, uncles and grandpas, they all expect you to marry a good man and hug a big fat boy , and suddenly brought a woman home and said: Dad, Mom, I like women, I am gay." She paused, looked at Shu Yan, "Say, what would your parents' reaction be? "

Shu Yan suddenly felt that her breathing was a bit tight, and she thought of her mother lying on the hospital bed, and her emaciated father. They didn't talk much on weekdays, but they always advised her to pay attention to rest and not to work too hard. I think I can find a good partner to settle down, so that I can continue the incense, my mother also said that I will die to save my life so that I can see if my grandson looks like Shu Yan in the future...

Lan Xi didn't wait for her reaction, and continued, "Do you know how many unswerving loves have finally lost to the secular world and family affection? Your love has not yet become love, and you dare to show it so little? You look down on my life and think that I live a corrupt life, but is your clean and pure life more noble than mine?

"There is no way to admit it, no way to make it public, and no way to promise the other party a clear future. Maybe some people would rather have a sweet promise, and don't care if it is a blank check that can never be cashed, and they don't want to see their lover suffer. On the day when I was exhausted by pressure and pain, I walked away as soon as I said it, and I broke up with each other.

"But some people can't do it. She only bets once in her life, but what she bets on is her whole life. What she wants is not the present, but the future. It's a complete promise that can be fulfilled. If she thinks you can't promise to leave In the end, then she won't give you any chance from the beginning, pay attention, this doesn't mean she doesn't trust you, doesn't love you enough, it's just because she's afraid of you suffering."

After speaking so many words in one breath, Lan Xi was a little out of breath, her chest heaved up and down, her face was slightly red, she looked at Shu Yan, "Shu Yan, do you understand what I said?"