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"So...uncle is off work?" Yao Shuhan asked.

Father Shu waved his hand, "I have to guard the shop at night, and now I'm going to deliver food to Ayan's mother." Turning to Shuyan, he said, "You will accompany Xiaohan first, and then go to see your mother?"

Food delivery?Shu Yan's mother is so busy at work that she has no time to eat, so she wants to send it home?Can't eat out?Yao Shuhan was a little puzzled.

Shu Yan said: "It's okay, Shuhan, let's go together."

Father Shu was a little embarrassed, "It's not good for Xiaohan to come here once, and follow her to the unclean place like the hospital."

As soon as Yao Shuhan heard about the hospital, she knew that Shu Yan's mother was sick and was lying on the hospital bed, so she had to go to see her. If she had known earlier, she would buy more supplements besides skin care products.But I don't know what the specific disease is, and different diseases require different supplements.I don't know if the disease is serious or not.

"Uncle, I brought you some presents, and Auntie also has them." Yao Shuhan took two boxes of Moutai from the box and put them on the table, "I just wanted to take them to see Auntie. Don't be polite to me."

"Hey, Xiaohan, look at you, it's really—" Shu's father cast a reproachful look at her, and didn't say much, since people came all the way, he couldn't ask her to be kicked back like a little girl, right?Shu's father said: "Okay, Xiaohan, your aunt must be happy to see you. Although we always look forward to Ayan bringing a boyfriend back, we are also relieved to have a friend like you accompanying Ayan."

"Dad, is the dish ready? Why don't you go get it?" Shu Yan walked over to push Shu's father out.

Father Shu couldn't hold back his daughter, so he turned his head and wanted to say something, but was dragged away by Shu Yan. Yao Shuhan pursed his lips and smiled, and when Shu Yan and his daughter walked away, he lowered his head and sighed lightly, wiping the sweat from his palms.

The buzzing sound of the microwave oven came from the kitchen, Shu Yan pushed the door and walked in, straightening the messy hair on Yao Shuhan's forehead, "Shuhan, don't think too much."

In fact, Yao Shuhan didn't think too much about it. Before she came here, she had done all kinds of psychological construction. The key point was to be filial to Shuyan's parents. No matter whether the two of them could be together in the future, Yao Shuhan would treat Shuyan's parents as biological parents of.Yao Shuhan felt that he was a bit of a white-eyed wolf. He offended his two big Buddhas and forced them out of the family temple, but he came to offer incense to other parents...

But what can be done?If you like it, you will like it, if you love it, you will love it, and the coaster is notorious.

Unexpectedly, Shu Yan's next words startled Yao Shuhan.Shu Yan said: "Let them understand your goodness first, I will find a suitable opportunity to explain clearly to them, and then we will get married."

"Shu Yan, what are you talking about!" Yao Shuhan rushed forward to cover her mouth, and looked at the door with a guilty conscience, Shu's father was still busy with hot dishes and did not come over.Yao Shuhan went to close the door and pulled Shuyan's hand, "I warn you, don't mess around."

Shu Yan held Yao Shuhan tightly, raised her head and said, "Shuhan, I'm serious. I want to marry you."

Yao Shuhan looked at her, thinking how could this person be so simple and not listen to persuasion.Not to mention that the relationship between the two of them has not yet been confirmed, even if the relationship cannot be deeper, it is as thin as a piece of paper under the pressure of family affection and cannot stand the toss.Yao Shuhan had experienced that kind of power, she didn't want Shu Yan to suffer for her.

He even didn't want to leave her after Shu Yan suffered for her.

In the past, Shu Yan refused to humiliate Yao Shuhan in public and felt nothing. After all, it is very difficult for a person to accept same-sex confession.So in the past ten years or so, she has been sad, but she has never blamed Shu Yan at all.

But if one day Shuyan leaves her again, Yao Shuhan doesn't know if he can bear that kind of pain - because he is not afraid of losing again and again, only afraid of having it once.

"If you're not happy, you can marry me, I'll be your wife." Shu Yan thought that Yao Shuhan was not happy to marry her, so she put it another way.

Yao Shuhan shook his head, "I didn't mean that."

Shu Yan said: "Then don't think about anything else." He hugged her and stroked her hair, "You have been worrying about it for more than ten years, and leave the rest of the time to me."

"I..." Yao Shuhan opened his mouth, Shu Yan pressed her head to her chest, and gently stroked her back.Yao Shuhan buried his face in her chest, rubbed against her, and swallowed back the words when he reached his mouth.After a while, Yao Shuhan raised a hand and put it on Shu Yan's right chest, and smiled, "It seems to be older than me."

Shu Yan leaned her head on Yao Shuhan's shoulder, and laughed, "I told you before that you still didn't believe me." She sat up and lifted her chin, "When will you take it off for comparison?"

Yao Shuhan touched his chin and thought about it seriously, then nodded and said, "Yes."

"Hey, can you be more reserved, Teacher Yao." Shu Yan patted her with a smile.

Yao Shuhan looked at her, "If you like to be reserved, I'll be more reserved." Leaning over to her ear and blowing, "If you like to be flirty, I'll be a little more."

Shu Yan froze for a moment, and was about to speak when there was a knock on the door.Yao Shuhan hurriedly backed away to open the door, Shu's father smiled at her, "Xiaohan, I'm ready, let's go?" He waved to Shuyan, "Ayan, come here to pick up the lunch box." Yao Shuhan hurriedly said: "It's okay Uncle, let me come." Shu's father stopped her, "What's the matter, she should do it to bring food to her mother." Yao Shuhan paused, Shu Yan walked over and hugged her shoulder, "I'll come."

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Shuyan's mother didn't live in a big hospital, but a small community hospital with inadequate medical equipment.When the three of them went to the internal medicine department on the second floor, there was no one in the nurse's station. Yao Shuhan went into the office to take a look. There was only a very young girl in a white coat sitting under the air conditioner playing with her mobile phone.

The ward is a large ward for four people. In addition to Shu's mother, there are two other patients, and there is no one to accompany them. They are lying on the bed and panting, looking like half of their legs are buried in a coffin...

Shu Yan gently placed the lunch box on the bedside table, and there was a bouquet of lilies on the cabinet, which looked like it had been there for several days, and the petals and leaves were all wilted, just like the gasping patient next to her.

"Mom..." Shu Yan sat on the edge of the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt and held her mother's hand.

Shu's mother closed her eyes and breathed evenly, as if she was still asleep, with a faint smile on her lips.

Yao Shuhan stood quietly at the side, frowning as he looked at the tube inserted into Shu's mother.She didn't know what kind of disease Shu Yan's mother had, but judging from her pale face, the situation could be said to be very bad...

Father Yao opened the lunch box, gently pushed his wife, and said softly, "Old man, look who's here?"

Eyelids trembled slightly, Shu's mother slowly opened her eyes, her eyeballs were cloudy, she turned left and right, and finally her eyes fell on Shu Yan.Shu Yan leaned against her mother, her voice trembling, "Mom, are you feeling better?"

Shu's mother opened her mouth and let out an ah. She couldn't utter a complete syllable for a long time. It took a while to squeeze out a hoarse voice from her throat, but it was too broken to form a complete sentence, "Okay...okay..." She She raised her hand slowly, her fingers were shriveled like a branch with no leaves in winter, and trembling, she approached Shu Yan a little bit, trying to touch her daughter, but she couldn't reach her no matter what.

Shu Yan hurriedly approached, grabbed her mother's hand and placed it on her face, "Mom, I'm here, don't worry, don't worry."

"Come, come, my daughter is here too. Try the fish soup that the old man made for you." Father Shu sat down with a lunch box full of white soup, Shu Yan moved to the side, took the lunch box and scooped it up with a spoon , moved it to the mouth and blow gently, and then slowly fed it to the mother.

Mother Shu took a sip of the fish soup and looked at Yao Shuhan. Although her eyes were cloudy, she couldn't hide her gentle smile.With a vague sound in her mouth, she looked at her husband and wife, and then at Yao Shuhan.

"Hello, Auntie. My name is Yao Shuhan. I'm Shu Yan's friend. I'm here to see you." Yao Shuhan immediately stepped forward and held her hand. It's the same, it hurts and itches.

While feeding her mother soup, Shu Yan said with a smile, "Mom, this is Shuhan." She slowed down her speech and lengthened Yao Shuhan's name to make it clear to her mother, "I often tell you on the phone, excuse me The girl who lives in my house, buys me things, and treats me very well."

Mother Shu listened quietly, looked at her daughter, then at Yao Shuhan, nodded with a smile, and tremblingly stretched out her hand to Yao Shuhan, Yao Shuhan rushed forward to hold it, "Auntie." Mother Shu took a deep look at her, Yao Shuhan just Jue Shu's mother's eyes were indescribably mysterious, like a thousand words, but also like a silent sigh, and finally all turned into a little light, which was received in the eyes.Yao Shuhan was a little distracted by Shu's mother, and when he was looking for something to say, Shu's mother clapped her hands and nodded slightly. Yao Shuhan hadn't seen such a kind smile for a long time.Including her mother, she has never shown such a serene, warm and tolerant smile to her.

Yao Shuhan felt bitter in his heart, tears welled up, and shouted under his throat: "Auntie, you will be fine."

"Yes, Mom." Shu Yan held her mother's hand with one hand, and wiped the corner of Yao Shuhan's eyes with the other, "Shuhan said you will be fine, you can't be lazy, you have to work hard to fight against the illness!"

Mother Shu nodded with a smile.

"Okay, okay, let's eat, it's going to be cold in a while!" Father Shu said with a smile.

Shu Yan said: "How can it be so easy to be cold in summer?"

"That's easy to spoil!" Shu's father said, and said to Yao Shuhan: "Xiaohan, uncle's skill in making fish soup is amazing! You can try it when you get home!"

Yao Shuhan finally knew how Shuyan's fish-loving gene came about, but luckily it was just soup, so she didn't need to eat fish.She replied: "I must try my uncle's fine craftsmanship."

But Yao Shuhan still didn't taste Shu's father's handicraft that day.There was still an empty bed in the ward, Shu Yan wanted to stay with her mother, but she was afraid that it would be bad for Yao Shuhan to stay at home alone, so she was in a dilemma.In the end Yao Shuhan grabbed her hand and said, "I'll accompany you with Auntie." Shu Yan thought, how could such a precious person like Yao Shuhan be wronged in the hospital all night with her.But Yao Shuhan was firm, "Don't talk about it, I've made a decision, that's it!" So the two of them huddled together in a small hospital bed all night.

The next day, Yao's father didn't have to work the night shift, so he asked Shu Yan and Yao Shuhan to go back and have a good rest. Tonight he would accompany Shu's mother.Besides, they will go to their hometown in the county by car tomorrow, and the road is bumpy, so they should take a rest in advance.

During the day, Shuyan said to take Yao Shuhan for a stroll, but Yao Shuhan saw that her face was not looking well, so forget it, and told her to rest at home.

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At night, the two slept on the small double bed in Shuyan's room. Yao Shuhan covered his face under the quilt and took a deep breath, full of the smell of Shuyan.

Shu Yan wrapped her arms around her neck and hugged her, "What do you smell?"

Yao Shuhan sniffed, "I smell you."

"Does it smell good?" Shu Yan measured her body, holding her ear with one hand.

Yao Shuhan buried his head in the pillow and did not speak.

Shu Yan said: "This year's Chinese New Year, when I go back during the winter vacation, you will sleep on my bed."

Yao Shuhan listened to her quietly, not daring to breathe loudly.

"At that time, I thought, you like me." Shu Yan smiled and touched her nose, "And you still feel very insecure. Think about it, you don't go home for the New Year's Eve when you are a person, and you don't even want the protection of your parents. But carefully hiding where there are traces of me, that person must love me so much." She raised her head and breathed out, "It seems to be injured, and I am the only one in the world who can take her in. For her, I am all."

There was a rustling sound in the pillow, Yao Shuhan hugged her body and trembled slightly, Shu Yan sighed and hugged her into her arms, and said: "It's not that I don't know many things, I just pretend not to know. It's not that I'm not tempted, it's just that I'm afraid I can't give you what you want."

Yao Shuhan's subtle breath turned into a low cry, he hugged Shu Yan suddenly, leaned hard into her arms, trying to rub himself into her body.

Shu Yan hugged her tightly, and followed her back, "You can also see that my family is very poor, my mother is not in good health, and my family can't afford the daily medical expenses. At the beginning, I could barely pay for it in a regular hospital. Treatment, I really had no choice but to..."

She paused, feeling her chest was wet. She was stunned for a while, then rubbed her chin against the head of the person in her arms, "Didn't you think I was stingy and greedy for petty gains? That's because I was really short of money, very short, very short. I am just a single mother, I work hard to earn money, and all the salary is given to my mother for medical treatment. I really didn’t make much money when I started teaching. My mother’s kidney function is failing. Because I have no money, I missed the best time for treatment. I found it. Kidney source, but it was bought by other people at a high price."

Shu Yan sighed, as if resigned to fate, "I was thinking at that time, you are so beautiful, and the conditions are so good, you are really blind to see me, what do you think I have that you like? I don't know why, Gradually, I always miss you in my heart. Seeing you with other men makes me feel very uncomfortable, and I can't help but want to make trouble. Later, I slowly discovered that you have experienced more than I imagined. When I think of so many years The pain you suffered alone—”

Shu Yan took a deep breath, blinked hard, and hit her heart with her fist: "It's like being strangled with a rope, it's so tight that I can't breathe."

"Ayan." Yao Shuhan struggled up from her arms, put his hands on Shuyan's ears, lowered his head, and could see her eyes burning in the dark.Yao Shuhan said: "I love you."

Lowering her head, she kissed Shu Yan's lips fiercely.

Shu Yan's mind went through a flash, and then went blank.She hugged Yao Shuhan's waist and kissed back desperately.

Yao Shuhan said: "Ayan, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you..."