math teacher please go away

Yao Shuhan and Chen Yujie used to be classmates in high school, but Yao Shuhan met her later than Shu Yan.At that time, there were arts and science classes. Yao Shuhan studied arts, and in the second class, Chen Yujie also studied literature. She was an art student and studied fine arts.The two dormitories are on the same floor, but they are not together, but Chen Yujie will go to her every day.

As a student, class ends at 05:30 every afternoon. After eating, Yao Shuhan goes back to the art building. He first leans against the mirror in the dance room on the first floor and listens to the people in the piano room opposite play music for a while, and then goes to the studio on the third floor to find Chen Yujie.In fact, Yao Shuhan rarely talked with Chen Yujie, mostly Chen Yujie talked and Yao Shuhan listened.

Chen Yujie is not a talkative person either, she just immerses herself in drawing when she wants to say something, sometimes it is a plaster figure, sometimes it is a scene.Yao Shuhan likes to watch her paint watercolors, colorful ones are much more beautiful than black, white and white plaster figures.

Yao Shuhan likes watching Chen Yujie paint landscapes the most, and sometimes goes out to sketch with her.Probably the furthest time she traveled with Chen Yujie was the summer when she graduated from high school. Chen Yujie invited Yao Shuhan to travel in an ancient town, and said there was a resort hotel there, and the yam chicken soup was a must.That's right, the ancient town they visited back then is where Yao Shuhan and Shu Yan play now.

There is a witchcraft doll workshop in the ancient town. It is difficult for ordinary tourists to find it in the remote alleys on the edge of the town. However, Yao Shuhan and Chen Yujie are both people who like strange things. At that time, Chen Yujie was on the phone. I checked the travel guide online and found that store, so I dragged Yao Shuhan into it.

The shop owner is a 50-[-]-year-old lady wearing a big headscarf. She briefly introduced to them the general production method and different types of witchcraft dolls and their effects.The two discussed it and decided to sew a giant rabbit.

Yao Shuhan sat by the stove, resting his chin and watching Chen Yujie sew countless threads at the rabbit's heart, and asked her listlessly, "Why are you sewing so many threads?"

Chen Yujie raised her eyes to look at her, the fire light reflected on Yao Shuhan's fair face, which was coated with a faint orange-red light.

Yao Shuhan kicked her, "Speak."

Chen Yujie continued with the movements of her hands, and said calmly, "Fen Xin."

Yao Shuhan was stunned for a moment, the shop owner seemed to say that by sewing the doll's heart tightly, the other person's heart can be locked.

But what people say is "sewing the heart", not "burning the heart".

Yao Shuhan moved the stool over and looked down at her, "Hey, you remembered wrongly, what the boss said is sewing the heart, sewing the heart of the person you cursed, not burning the heart."

Chen Yujie raised her hand slightly, the silver needle pierced through the cloth, she smiled, "This is a doll you made, I will sew your heart for you, and curse the person you love to fall in love with you, but for those who sew dolls For me..." He raised his head and looked at Yao Shuhan with a smile, "It's Burning Heart."

Yao Shuhan moved his lips and lowered his head.

Chen Yujie lightly rubbed the top of Yao Shuhan's hair, "Just as long as you are happy."

After a brief silence, Chen Yujie sent the sewn doll to Yao Shuhan's arms, and said with a smile, "I'm very strong."

Yao Shuhan looked at Chen Yujie's expression with an indescribable sense of bewilderment.Chen Yujie is a person who loves to laugh, but Yao Shuhan always thinks her smile is very strange, it is a formatted smile.You will never be able to read the desired message from her expression, because she is always smiling, smiling when she is angry, and smiling when she is sad.And in those smiles, Yao Shuhan could hardly find Chen Yujie's happy moments.

After receiving the university notice, Yao Shuhan asked Chen Yujie if she went to Ymei, Chen Yujie said no, she went to Y Finance to study finance.Yao Shuhan was very surprised, saying that you are not an art student, how do you study finance?Chen Yujie just smiled and said that it was arranged by her father.

After freshman year, Yao Shuhan cut off contact with Chen Yujie, and asked other classmates. He heard that Chen Yujie had a big fight with her family not long ago and went to study in the United States.

Yao Shuhan wondered why Chen Yujie left without saying a word.

Later, when I was in my junior year, the aunt in the dormitory came to Yao Shuhan one day and said that someone was looking for her. She was not there at that time, so the aunt told the person who was looking for her to come back later.

Yao Shuhan waited in the dormitory. No one came after waiting all afternoon. It started to rain at seven o'clock in the evening, and someone knocked on the dormitory door at nine o'clock in the evening.At that time, it was the exam week of the next term of the junior year. Many students had finished their exams and went home. Yao Shuhan still had a subject lined up on the last day. Her roommate was still in the library and she was the only one in the dormitory.

Opening the door, the cold wind came in, Yao Shuhan shivered coldly, and then saw Chen Yujie, who hadn't heard from her for two years, standing at the door drenched, with wet hair sticking to her face, and staring at her with dark eyes.

Yao Shuhan was startled, wiped her hair with a towel, took off her wet clothes, found clean pajamas and took her to take a bath.

"Shuhan." When she walked to the door, Chen Yujie suddenly grabbed Yao Shuhan's wrist.

Yao Shuhan looked at her suspiciously.

The corners of Chen Yujie's mouth curled up. Although there was no expression on her face, Yao Shuhan guessed that she was smiling, or trying to make a smile.

Yao Shuhan really wants to tell her not to laugh if you are not really happy.

Chen Yujie asked Yao Shuhan: "Do you remember my birthday?"

Yao Shuhan froze for a moment, bit her lower lip...she didn't remember, she only remembered the birthdays of four people: Shu Yan, father, mother, and herself.

Chen Yujie raised her head and let out a sigh of relief, Yao Shuhan clearly saw that this time Chen Yujie really laughed.

Chen Yujie said: "Two years ago, on January No. 12, I waited for you for 24 hours, just beside the road."

Yao Shuhan suddenly remembered that the two of them were the only ones she had promised to celebrate Chen Yujie's birthday two years ago.At that time, Chen Yujie was very happy and kept repeating "Shuhan, don't lie to me".But then Yao Shuhan forgot about it because he was preparing for a program...

"I……"

Chen Yujie shook her head and said, "It's nothing."

Yao Shuhan bit her lower lip and lowered her head, whispering, "Ajie, I'm sorry."

Chen Yujie said softly: "You have nothing to do to me, no one stipulates what you should do for me."

After Chen Yujie took a shower in the bathroom, she changed into Yao Shuhan's pajamas. The clothes were a bit small, and a lot of her arms and legs were exposed. The top tightened her body, making her breasts appear fuller.

Yao Shuhan gave her a hair dryer, and Chen Yujie said, "No, I don't like blowing my hair, it's not good for hair quality."

Yao Shuhan resentfully put away the hair dryer, sat beside her, and asked, "Why did you leave without a word back then?"

Chen Yujie closed her eyes, her gaze was fixed, but Yao Shuhan didn't know where she was looking.

Chen Yujie said, "I had an operation."

Heart constricted for a moment, Yao Shuhan covered his mouth, got up from the upper bunk and took the blanket down to cover Chen Yujie.Although it is summer, it has been raining outside and the temperature is a bit low. Chen Yujie was caught in the rain just now, and Yao Shuhan was afraid that she would catch a cold.

Yao Shuhan took a glass of boiling water for her, Chen Yujie looked up into her eyes and said with a smile, "You care about me?"

Yao Shuhan didn't know how to answer.

Chen Yujie smiled and said, "You still pity me?"

Yao Shuhan was a little angry in his heart.

She has always respected Chen Yujie. During her three years in high school, during her most painful time, it was Chen Yujie who stayed with her, warmed her up, comforted her, and taught her many things she didn't know.She also admired Chen Yujie very much.Chen Yujie is not good at writing, but she always has a keen insight and can read the deep feelings hidden in the words.She thinks Chen Yujie is romantic, free, and even more tenacious.

Yao Shuhan thought: Chen Yujie should have a pair of wings.

She never looked down on Chen Yujie, let alone pity her.

Yao Shuhan said: "I'm not a philanthropist, I don't have that much sympathy and ability to sympathize with others, let alone pity anyone. In my eyes, am I that kind of person, Chen Yujie?"

Chen Yujie took a sip of water, put the cup on the table, and said with a smile: "Sometimes I also feel that I am boring." He raised his head and leaned on the edge of the table, stretched his legs, and said slowly: "Before I went to the United States, I I feel something is wrong with my throat. The night before my birthday two years ago, I was very uncomfortable, but I think you said you would come, and I will wait for you."

"Why didn't you call me?"

Chen Yujie smiled, "I'm afraid to disturb you."

Yao Shuhan feels that her logical thinking has been eaten by dogs, so why bother?

At this time, Chen Yujie suddenly raised her head to look at Yao Shuhan, and said in a deep voice: "Obviously you promised to celebrate my birthday, I have been waiting for you, why should I remind you? I hate bowing my head the most in my life, as long as All I beg for help is because of you."

It was as if an ice arrow pierced through Yao Shuhan's heart, his blood was frozen and could not flow out.

Chen Yujie sighed, and continued in a soft voice: "Don't talk about it, it's meaningless. I waited for you all night and didn't come out. In fact, I knew you forgot, and I didn't expect to wait for you. I just stood there thinking Let it go, just stand and stand and that's it."

Yao Shuhan asked: "What surgery did you do? Why didn't you tell me?"

Chen Yujie said: "Achalasia."

Yao Shuhan blinked, what is that?

Chen Yujie explained: "There is a problem with the esophagus, it's not a big deal."

Yao Shuhan said: "Then you ran away after the operation? You ran away without knowing it!"

"I had a falling out with my dad. He told me to leave if I didn't study finance. I took the money and went to the United States to do photography." After a pause, "Now I have a studio. Xu Bo is also here."

Yao Shuhan had heard about the quarrel between Chen Yujie and her family, but she never expected it to be so serious...

"I told my family that I am gay." Chen Yujie said suddenly.

"Ah?" Yao Shuhan suddenly raised his head.

Chen Yujie smiled at her: "Do you want me to say the next sentence?"

Yao Shuhan closed his eyes deeply, and said in a deep voice, "No need."

With a bang, Chen Yujie stood up abruptly, and the stool fell to the ground.

Chen Yujie shook off the blanket, hugged Yao Shuhan into her arms, and forced her to the cabinet. The two of them were wrapped in the blanket. Chen Yujie lowered her head and looked deeply into Yao Shuhan's eyes.

Yao Shuhan tried to struggle, but couldn't move.She knew that Chen Yujie had learned from Yongchun and was very skillful, if she dared to act recklessly, she would definitely not get any good results.

Chen Yujie narrowed the distance with Yao Shuhan little by little, Yao Shuhan blinked in panic, watching the other person's face gradually enlarge and become clearer...

Just when Chen Yujie's lips were about to touch Yao Shuhan, Chen Yujie stopped moving.

Yao Shuhan's chest heaved violently, his hands were restrained by Chen Yujie and he couldn't move, he could only feel the hot and humid breath coming from Chen Yujie in front of him.

Suddenly, Yao Shuhan heard Chen Yujie say: "I know you have always liked a person from the previous class. You like her. I said it would be a lie not to be angry, but I can bear it. But what I can't bear is to watch You're suffering for another woman, and there's nothing I can do about it."

Yao Shuhan had a sore nose, and tried hard to force back the tears.

Chen Yujie let go of Yao Shuhan's hand, stepped back, gently rubbed the top of her hair, and smiled, "I'm very strong."

I am strong.Chen Yujie often said this sentence to Yao Shuhan, and Yao Shuhan often laughed at her.Yao Shuhan said: "You can just say that you don't have to worry about me, why bother to make such a silly sentence?" Chen Yujie just smiled and said nothing.

But hearing this sentence again this time, Yao Shuhan felt like a knife was twisting his heart.

Yao Shuhan sighed, and said to Chen Yujie: "Ajie, don't laugh when you are unhappy, it's really ugly."

"Okay." She said yes, but Chen Yujie still smiled.

Chen Yujie told Yao Shuhan that it wasn't that she didn't contact Yao Shuhan, but that she couldn't contact Yao Shuhan.After Chen Yujie came out, Chen's father has been paying close attention to her private life. All female friends who have a close relationship with her have been investigated by Chen's father and received different forms of warnings.

Chen Yujie was afraid that Yao Shuhan would be hurt.

Facing Chen Yujie, Yao Shuhan was always helpless.

She felt that she owed her, but she always smiled and told her that she was strong.

Yao Shuhan said sorry to Chen Yujie, and Chen Yujie replied with a smile: All matter in the world is energy-conserving, but life and emotions are not.The emotional scale is tilted, one side is too light, and the other side has to share some weight to balance it. It doesn't matter who it is for, only whether you want it or not.

Chen Yujie said she was willing, so it was fine.

Shuhan, you should be happy.

I am strong.

Thinking of these words, Yao Shuhan closed his eyes sadly... Shuyan, there is always someone more tired than you and me, so should I be grateful for your love, or for my persistence?I must have accumulated a lot of merit in my previous life, so I was able to wait for you...

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Finally, when the private room was free, Shu Yan happily dragged Yao Shuhan to drink chicken soup.

Shu Yan was not used to the taste of herbal food, but she still drank a large bowl of it with admiration, praised it as delicious, so she continued to fill her with soup.

Yao Shuhan patted her away and ordered her a plate of black bean fish.

Halfway through eating, Yao Shuhan squeezed into Shu Yan's arms, and sat sideways on Shu Yan's lap. Shu Yan could bury her chest with her head down, rubbing against Yao Shuhan's chest happily.

Yao Shuhan looked at her with a smile and gave her some fish to eat.

After eating it, those who eat chicken and fish will change their taste and become "cannibals".

Yao Shuhan sat on Shu Yan's lap with his legs apart, held her head and kissed her. Shu Yan put one hand around Yao Shuhan's waist, and the other hand put his hands on Yao Shuhan's chest.

After kissing for a while, Yao Shuhan felt a little out of breath, so he let go of his mouth and lay on Shuyan's body to breathe.

Shu Yan gave her a smile, and suddenly asked: "Hanhan, what is your relationship with the one who hugged the rabbit just now?"

Yao Shuhan arched twice, looked up at her and smiled, "Old lover, are you jealous?"

Shu Yan shook her head, "I don't believe it."

Yao Shuhan made a surprised expression, "Oh, you don't believe it!"

Shu Yan nodded and said, "I feel she is dead."

Yao Shuhan was slightly taken aback, his eyes darkened, "What do you say?"

Shu Yan shrugged, "It's hard to say, it's the feeling of trying to suppress yourself, it's uncomfortable anyway."

Yao Shuhan nodded and murmured, "It's a personality problem."

Shu Yan patted her butt, and asked: "That photo she gave you." Recalling, "Well, camphor tree, she said she chopped it down, what does that mean?"

"Oh, that." Yao Shuhan jumped off Shuyan, sat back on the original chair, and said, "That's the custom in her hometown. Every girl in the family has her own camphor tree when she is born. When she gets married, she will have her own camphor tree. Cut down the tree."

Shu Yan rolled her eyelids, "But she said she cut it off herself, is she married?"

Yao Shuhan lowered his eyes, with inexplicable emotions in his eyes, a little sad, "Maybe, if she really wants to find a good home, it would be best. But I think..."

Shu Yan asked: "What do you think?"

Yao Shuhan thought of Chen Yujie sitting in the place where they used to stay while holding the witchcraft rabbit they made together, and felt a little cold in his heart.

"I think she just declared the death of her feelings by cutting down a tree." Yao Shuhan twitched the corner of her mouth, "It's a pity, such a beautiful tree..."

Shu Yan smiled and said: "There must be a reason for a person to do things that way. Everyone can't live for others. Only by being good at yourself can you take care of others. She is not the only one who suffers in this world. You don't need to feel guilty. "

Yao Shuhan pointed at Shu Yan and said, "Shu Yan, do you know that you are very heartless?"

Shu Yan was stunned, "I really think so. Would you accept someone and love him just because you can't bear to be hurt for you? You yourself said before that moving is not love, and you will never treat someone just because of someone. How nice you are to fall in love with someone who doesn't feel anything at all, so many men around you broke their hearts for you before, and you never thought about loving them."

Yao Shuhan was silent.

"Hey." Shu Yan walked over and knelt down in front of Yao Shuhan, looking up at her, "Shuhan, otherwise, what should I do?"

Yao Shuhan stroked Shu Yan's eyebrows.

Shu Yan said: "That woman likes you, and I'm afraid. There are many people who like you, and I've always been afraid. I have no other bargaining chips other than relying on the self-willedness of 'you like me'. I'm afraid, if One day you don't like me, I will have nothing."

Yao Shuhan's eyes trembled.

Shu Yan rested her head on Yao Shuhan's lap, closed her eyes and said, "Shuhan, I am selfish. You think you are the only one who loves me and cannot get me, but you don't know that it is me who is really panicking. If one day you are right My love is exhausted, what should I take to keep you?"

It wasn't until this moment that Yao Shuhan realized that she was never the only one who lacked self-confidence.

Some people who seem heartless and indestructible on the surface are actually vulnerable on the inside.

Yao Shuhan burst out laughing, hugged Shu Yan, and said with a smile: "It's about paying for the flesh, it was agreed a long time ago."

Shu Yan suddenly thought of something, raised her head, and said with bright eyes: "Hanhan, I just found out that there is a hot spring here when I was wandering around!"