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?Chapter 3 farewell

Xu Zhenhua stayed at Yun's house at night and slept in Yun En's small bed.

There are only two bedrooms in the house, one is where Yundu and his wife live, and the other is where Yunen sleeps.

Yunen was small and his stepmother didn't value him, so the only room in the house was vacated for him to live in.

Yun En, on the other hand, slept on the sofa in the living room with a bowl.

In the middle of the night, both Yun Guoan and Xu Zhenhua couldn't sleep well.

Yun Guoan turned to look at his sleeping wife. He quietly picked up a corner of the quilt and slipped off the bed.

Walking into the living room, Yun Guoan slowly walked over to the little body sleeping on the sofa without turning on the light.

In a small county town in summer, there is no fan in the living room, and the windows are opened for ventilation, but it is still too hot to sleep.

Yun Guoan thought he was walking very lightly, but he didn't expect his son Yun En to wake up after walking over.

A thin towel was draped over Yun En's body. When he heard footsteps approaching behind him, he turned his head and saw his father.

Yun Guoan squatted by the sofa, patted his son's head, and asked, "Not asleep yet?"

Yun En rubbed his confused eyes, and said in a hazy voice, "Well, it's hot..."

Yun Guoan laughed, half of his face was illuminated by the moonlight cast into the room and the other half was silent in the shadows.

He looks better when he smiles, and his downcast eyes look gentle and good-natured.

He touched his son's ear and comforted him, "It's okay, you can go back to your room to sleep when uncle leaves tomorrow."

Xiao Yunen respected his father's words like an imperial decree. He squinted his eyes and nodded between going to sleep and not going to sleep, thinking that when he went back to sleep in his room tomorrow, he would have a fan.

Yun Guoan saw that his son was already sleepy, so he couldn't say anything more. Before he left, he covered the child with a quilt, looked at his son a few more times, and finally went back to his room.

Xu Zhenhua happened to see this scene when he got up, and he didn't open the door to go out.

Finally seeing his friend back in the room, he hesitated for a moment before moving the desk fan in the room to the living room.

Then came back to sleep, and so on until the next morning.

Early the next morning, Du Xiaoli didn't get up early.

She has been pregnant for exactly four or five months, and she has just passed the vomiting period, which is the time when she is extremely drowsy.

Yun Guo got up lightly, changed his son's clothes, and prepared breakfast. When everything was ready, Xu Zhenhua also got up.

A day in summer starts relatively early, only at 07:30 in the morning, the sun is already rising and shining on the earth.

The light is not strong yet, but the temperature is gradually rising, and it will reach the highest temperature of the day at noon.

The temperature is not too hot now, Yun Guoan cooked the porridge and marinated the eggs, and hurriedly called Xu Zhenhua over to eat.

The three of them ate a meal in silence.

It was rare that Du Xiaoli was not there in the morning, so the atmosphere of the meal was much cleaner and more peaceful.Without the loud insults, people seem to have a better appetite for food.

Yun Guoan shared his eggs with his son, and the child was overjoyed, his eyelashes fluttering as he looked at his father and smiled. That kind of smile had a hint of flattery in it.

This made Yun Guoan, a father, feel quite uncomfortable after being stabbed, with mixed feelings, and the corners of his mouth stiffened in response to the child's smile.

Put half of fermented bean curd into the child's porridge, and said, "Eat slowly, don't rush, so as not to burn your mouth."

Yun En laughed again, his thick eyelashes covered his eyes, and his little face was flushed.

Yun Guoan hardly ate much for breakfast this time.He took care of his son and took care of his son to eat. In the end, there was still half a bowl of porridge left in his own bowl.

Seeing the interaction between father and son, Xu Zhenhua felt mixed feelings in his heart.

After dinner, Yun Guoan was about to send Xu Zhenhua to the station.

Before he left, he saw Yun En sitting on the sofa and playing with the buttons on the sofa. The family did not buy him any toys. Buy toys."

When Yun En heard it, he immediately ran towards his father.

Because I heard that I was going to get a toy, I couldn't help hugging his legs happily, and smiled shyly and shyly.

Although he usually doesn't say anything, he is suppressed in his heart and doesn't want it.

Yun Guoan's heart was astringent and his eyes were sour, as if he never knew his son loved to laugh so much.

Yun Guoan went downstairs to pick up the motorcycle, put his son in the front, let Xu Zhenhua sit in the back, and the group drove to the bus station like this.

Xu Zhenhua silently felt that Yun Guoan would not entrust his son to him.

He didn't sleep all night last night, and wanted to talk to Yun Guoan several times, but when he finally saw Yun Guoan coming out, he didn't go forward to hold him back.

Xu Zhenhua also felt that it was cruel to separate other people's father and son.

He himself had experienced this kind of taste when he was a child, and he knew very well the harm caused by the separation of his flesh and blood.

Now let him take away his friend's child, this kind of thing is tantamount to hurting him for the child.

But if he doesn't take him away, what will happen to this child in the future?He grew up in such a family, and the next child has not yet been born. If he is born, how can he stay in this family?

Xu Zhenhua remained silent, but his heart was heavy all the way, thinking of many problems that existed afterwards.

When they arrived at the bus station, Yun Guoan knew someone who sold the tickets, so he asked Xu Zhenhua to wait outside with the child. After he bought the ticket, he came out.

Xu Zhenhua nodded and let him go.

He took the five-year-old Yun En to stand by the flower bed, waiting for Yun Guoan to come back.

Although Yun En grew up with his mother's family, he is not afraid of life.

Later, Tan Li divorced and left G City. Her grandparents didn't want him, so she asked her nanny to send him to a small county town. The first time Yun En saw his father, he stretched out his arms and put his arms around his neck.

When he came to his stepmother's house, although beatings, scolding and punishment were common, Yun En didn't think there was anything wrong with it. At that time, he felt the pain, slept, and when it was over, he forgot about it.Did not leave any psychological shadow.

He seems to have an inherent place in his heart, no matter what the outside world is like, he can shrink back to his own world to live peacefully.

Xu Zhenhua looked at Yun En, and saw that he was staring at the ants in the flower bed intently, playing alone in his own world, and it was fine for him if others didn't understand him or ignore him.

He has a special temperament that makes him not belong here, nor does he belong to Yun Guoan's dilapidated family.

Xu Zhenhua squatted down, at eye level with the children, he reached out and stroked Yun En's hair, and asked Yun En, "Yun En, will you come with me?"

Yun En looked at him with open eyes, as if he didn't understand what he said.

But he understood it, but he didn't understand the meaning of the three words "follow him".

He shook his head directly, because he didn't understand and didn't want to understand the meaning of Xu Zhenhua's words, he looked at him with clear eyes, then shook his head again, then turned around and left.

Xu Zhenhua was a little disappointed. He looked at the determination in the child's eyes, and withdrew his hand regretfully.

He originally thought that Yun En would agree to go with him.

After all, it is better to leave such a home without warmth and tenderness and go somewhere else.

It's just that he forgot that he thought he would treat Yun En sincerely, treat him well, and save him from physical pain, but to Yun En, he was just a stranger who hadn't known him for 24 hours.

Compared with his own father, a stranger would choose to be with his relatives because of family affection, even if his biological father treated him poorly.

The ants were still carrying food and crawling neatly all the way, with the mild wind blowing, Yun En stopped and observed them intently.

Yun Guoan bought a ticket and came out, just in time to see his son talking with Xu Zhenhua.

Xu Zhenhua squatted beside him and touched his son's head with his hand, while Yun En's eyes were all on him.

Yun Guoan was quite shaken by this scene, as if a white light flashed in front of him, dazzled his eyes.

When he recovered, he had already made another decision.

When he woke up this morning, Yun Guoan saw the fan in the living room.

That was clearly a fan placed in Xu Zhenhua's room.

The house faced south and was narrow and cramped. It was unbearably cold in winter and hot in summer.

But Xu Zhenhua got up in the middle of the night and gave the fan to his son.

Seeing Yun Guoan, he couldn't help but feel grateful to his friend for being so kind to his son, and couldn't help feeling guilty again.

As a father, what he can and can do for his children is really too little.

Yun Guoan immediately returned to the ticket office, bought another ticket, then rushed to the canteen, sold juice, bread, and instant noodles, packed a whole bag, and then went out to meet Xu Zhenhua.

Xu Zhenhua was surprised to see that he brought so many things back, so he couldn't help asking, "Are you...?"

Yun Guoan grinned, handed over the food and the train ticket, and said, "Buy it for the child, Yun En will follow you, and you have to take care of him more in the future."

After hearing what he said, Xu Zhenhua was stunned and did not recover.

After he saw the two tickets in his hand clearly, he said, "Are you serious?"

Yun Guoan smiled more and more, with wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, and said, "It's true, take Yun En away. I thought about it all night last night. The child has nothing to do with me. You are more capable and knowledgeable than me. Let him follow you, you will never treat him badly, it is more promising than letting him follow me."

Xu Zhenhua looked at Yun Guoan quietly with dark eyes, almost seeing the pores on his face clearly.

He could guess how much struggle and determination Yun Guoan had to make this decision, so he took a deep breath, immediately agreed, and said, "Okay, I won't treat him badly."

This kind of agreement between two men completely changed Yun En's life.

But he was still ignorant at this time, and didn't know what happened to him at all.

His eyes moved from the tiny ant to his father, his eyes were big, but his face was expressionless. Yun Guoan smiled at him, the kind of smile that signaled his peace of mind and peace of mind. Go play your own.

Yun Guoan let out a breath, as if he had finally taken a step that he hadn't dared to take before.

But in fact, in his heart, he didn't know whether he would regret this decision, so he quickly said to Xu Zhenhua, "Okay, you guys go quickly, the car will leave if you go late."

But in fact, there is still a quarter of an hour before the departure time.

Xu Zhenhua made a decisive decision, immediately took the things, said a good word, and hugged the child in his arms.

When Yun En was hugged by the unfamiliar Xu Zhenhua, he didn't react in any way other than feeling a little strange.

He watched his father smile at him, that smile seemed to contain tears, happiness and pain.But he still doesn't understand all this, he can only watch the situation happen, and he can't change it.

The corners of Yun Guoan's eyes were wrinkled, bearing the traces of the years and the bitterness of life. Yun En's big black and white eyes looked at him. He reached out and touched his son's arm at last, and said, "Yunyun, come back with uncle." G City went to grandma's house and waited for Dad to come back, you know?"

When Yun En heard that it was his grandmother's house, he had no objection, so he nodded and obeyed.

He didn't quite understand what was happening at this moment, or what it all meant. This was the first time Yun Guoan had seen such a docile child who didn't cry, make noise, or ask questions.

In addition to feeling that my child is sensible and considerate, I can't help but think, what would happen if the child is not so obedient and submissive?

But it's useless for him to think so much about these things at this moment. It's impossible for him not to feel heavy when he personally gave his son to someone else.

He turned his eyes away and waved to Xu Zhenhua, saying, "Let's go, let's go."

Xu Zhenhua glanced at him and knew that his heart was bleeding at this moment.

He nodded solemnly, and before carrying Yun En into the car, he said one last word to Yun Guoan, saying, "Yun En, goodbye to Dad."

Yun En remained motionless in Xu Zhenhua's arms, blinked and said to his father, "Goodbye, Dad."

Yun Guoan turned his face away from him.

Then he was taken into the car by Xu Zhenhua.