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?Chapter 35 Persuasion

Xu Zhenhua waited for everyone to rest, and walked outside the courtyard to smoke alone.

Now he is very careful not to smoke when Yun En is around, but seeing that the whole house is quiet tonight, he just wants to smoke a cigarette quietly by himself.

Walking outside the yard, the air is filled with the freshness of summer air and the humidity of rural paddy fields.

It smells good, mixed with the smell of smoke, inhaled into the lungs, and then spit out, it feels comfortable.

Yun Guoan hadn't seen Yun En for so long, and Yun En saw that his relationship was still there, and even proposed to sleep with his father. Xu Zhenhua smoked silently, thinking in his heart that this was a blood relationship.

If it was me and Yun En, it would not be like this.

He and Yunen each had their own rooms at Mrs. Fu's house, and every time they came back from other places, they never slept in the same bed with Yunen, probably because he felt that it was not worthwhile and that it was inappropriate to do so.

Aunt Fu's house is spacious, and there are plenty of rooms to live in. He is not used to sleeping with other people, and probably Yun En is not used to it either.

In the beginning, Yun En was not his adopted child, but Yun Guoan took him carelessly, and then took him to K City.

At that time, Yun En was very repulsive to him and didn't trust him at all. Under such circumstances, it was naturally impossible for the two of them to sleep together.

Later, Yun En gradually accepted his status as a adoptive father, and the relationship between the two improved slightly, but at this time, Xu Zhenhua never thought about sleeping with the child.

He felt that Yun En was not his own, and it was a bit weird to do so, and even with his character, even his own son and daughter would probably not be close enough to sleep together in the same bed.

After investigating all kinds of reasons, Xu Zhenhua never slept with Yun En.

But between the two of them, it is not without the warmth of father and son.

It's just that there is always a little lack of heat.

There is no affection between father and son, but it is the tacit relationship that only those who are close have cultivated.

For example, Xu Zhenhua took care of Yun En's daily life, Yun En already felt that it was natural, accepted it, and did not resist, on the contrary, he gradually developed a habit, seeing Xu Zhenhua at home, unconsciously relying on him more.

The intimate actions are nothing, but the way they speak and look in their eyes, they all have the breath of a family.

I don't know if they lived together for a long time, and it became like this naturally, with some kind of tacit understanding.Not saying a word, neither warm nor light.Xu Zhenhua thinks this is actually quite good.

Now that Yun Guoan is here, it seems that he has no intention of reminding all this that the peace that he had managed before is tilting.

Xu Zhenhua's thoughts drifted far away, remembering that the past few years of raising Yun En did not mean that the two of them had no conflicts and frictions, but they brought Yun En over during the most difficult times he felt, Yun En is now with him Occasionally there will be unpleasantness, and he doesn't think those things are a big deal.

And Yun En is indeed a very worry-free child, basically he seldom cries and is rarely unreasonable.

As long as Xu Zhenhua talked to him well and told him in a soft voice, he couldn't accept it at first, but most of the time he would follow Xu Zhenhua's words afterwards.

Xu Zhenhua felt that Yun En was not his own child, and he was not his own father. It was a matter of fate and blessing that the two of them could get along like this.

Therefore, he doesn't ask too much, he just thinks that he can raise his children safely and grow up.

When I have the ability in the future, I will definitely send him to the school where my cousin, Yuan Qingwei, has studied before.

The Xu family has strict upbringing, the father is harsh, never caring about the children, just raising them, indulging in their own little world, reciting poems and painting, and keeping their ears to the outside world.Discord with wife.

And the mother is kind, even if she is eccentric, she is not a good mother.The love and care for Xu Zhenhua can be described as very little.

Xu Zhenhua grew up in a family environment like Xu's, with a restrained and tough temper, and indifferent to intimate contact with others.

He doesn't know how close the relationship between parents and children is in other people's families, but he knows that between himself and his father, the degree of intimacy is based on thoughts and feelings, not body language and intimate contact.

General Xu spent his whole life as a soldier, and he didn't have much contact with his children, and his emotions were extremely restrained and introverted. The guidance and education of Xu Zhenhua was reflected in his precepts and deeds.

Xu Zhenhua believes that his father is his No. 1 mentor in life. From his youth to his adulthood, he has always been a solid and stable existence in his heart.

His father let him stay by his side to see all kinds of people and things, introduce celebrities from all walks of life to him, and then teach him the ability to read and write, and to be a sensible person.

For Xu Zhenhua, his father was more of a spiritual guide and support than anything else.

When he thinks about the past now, although he has bad memories, there are also tender parts. The scenes seem to be vivid in his memory. He remembers that his father often called "Yu Zheng" in the study, and then he quickly ran into the study to listen to his father. order.

Most of the time, his father ordered him to pour tea, deliver water, or sort out the garbage in the house, which are things that servants do.

Xu Zhenhua, as the third son of the Xu family, was just a servant at his father's beck and call in front of General Xu.

I don't know why the general doesn't like to let the eldest son and eldest daughter do these things, and he doesn't want his servants to do them. He will knock out others who enter his study, but Xu Zhenhua is the only one who comes in and out casually, and he has nothing to say.

This seems to be the same reason that many chefs don't like others to enter their kitchen.

I feel that my territory has a strong sense of territory, and I will feel nervous when others appear, so once an outsider breaks in without authorization, I will be furious.

Except for Xu Zhenhua, cousin Yuan Qingwei, and some friends who came to visit, the family members were indeed not welcome into his study by his father.

Sometimes Xu Zhenhua would take advantage of his father dozing off with his arms propped up on the desk and go in to read the books on the bookshelf. He was young and naughty, and his infinite longing and longing for the outside world were all poured into his father's row of books. , on a column of classical ancient books.In his eyes, his father is extremely talented, knowledgeable and wise. The thread-bound books of the Ming and Qing Dynasties filled the entire bookshelf, which fascinated him. He couldn't help but secretly read his father's books, wondering what kind of books his father read. , What is the world in the book like?

This is a young boy's simple yearning and longing for his majestic father. He is curious about the pure world in the book, and often touches his father's bookshelf with a pilgrimage, and finds the book he is looking for. , the father's voice sounded from behind, asking, "What are you doing?"

His voice was majestic and stern. After Xu Zhenhua heard it, he couldn't help but feel a feeling of "being caught for doing something bad".

He turned to face his father, General Xu looked at the book in his hand, and asked with calm eagle eyes, "You came in secretly just to steal my book?"

Xu Zhenhua didn't dare to argue at all, so he could only lower his head and say, "Father, I was wrong."

General Xu stared at his son for a while, then said after a while, "Forget it, you can take it, and put it back for me after you finish reading it, you go out, I'm going to rest."

After hearing these words, Xu Zhenhua felt amnesty, thanked his father immediately, and left with the book in his arms.

He was almost galloping with joy as he walked back from the corridor to his room.

He didn't care about his father's tone of speech to him, just like an officer treats his subordinates, and he was not afraid of his father's stern words and tone just now. He only had joy in his heart, the joy of getting his beloved.

Although his father has always had various unreasonable hobbies that are almost paranoid, such as teaching him that each book on the bookshelf has a fixed position, and after reading it, it must be put back in the original position, or The money in the wallet must be sorted at the corners of each piece of money, and arranged according to the face value of the person's head upwards from small to large.

His strict requirements and paranoia about details have almost reached the point where it is unacceptable and unbearable.

But Xu Zhenhua grew up beside him, but he felt that his father's persistence in such amazing details was precisely the place where he felt the most benefited.

The depression that was common in childhood in the past, but when you look at it as an adult, he should thank his father for his training in shaping his character.

Xu Zhenhua never felt that his father was sick in these areas. His mother said these words. On the contrary, he always thought that his father was serious and his facial expressions were not close and gentle, but it didn't mean that his heart was not soft and warm.

General Xu has a stern face to everyone at home. The elder brother and elder sister don't get close to him, and he doesn't like these two children. The relationship between them is alienated and indifferent. The two children greet him respectfully and politely every day. "Father", he said "hmm" and nodded. This is already the moment when he communicates with the children most often.

In contrast, Xu Zhenhua was able to get in touch with him more, talk more, and even borrow his books to read, and was questioned severely by him. This is a manifestation of his preference for Xu Zhenhua.