support

?Chapter 5 initial

The first time Yunen was alone with Xu Zhenhua, it was a bad experience.

Xu Zhenhua didn't know that he was small and weak, so he took him to and fro on buses under the scorching heat of June, got off at the long-distance passenger transport center in City G, and immediately bought two tickets and rushed to City K.

Yun En had insisted on walking on the ground by himself before, but after being exhausted from running all the way, others could no longer support him.

From the moment he fell asleep in the car, Xu Zhenhua pulled him over and leaned against him.

Yun En is a little uncomfortable to be in close contact with strangers, but he is too sleepy and too hot, the sun is scorching hot on his body, and he can't close the windows, it will be hotter and more stuffy, and everyone in the car will be exposed to the sun Feeling drowsy, Xu Zhenhua patted his face lightly and said, "Sleep, it's fine."

Yun En tried his best to open his eyes and look at him, but his willpower was limited, and the sense of drowsiness had already prevailed, so he closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

Xu Zhenhua stretched out his arms and put him in his arms, letting him rest on his chest. There was a clear and rhythmic heartbeat, hitting the atrium one after another. Even Xu Zhenhua himself could clearly hear the beating of the heart. sound.

But Yun En fell asleep very soundly, listening to the regular and quiet pacing sound, like a reassuring lullaby, fell into a deep sleep, opened his mouth slightly, and began to breathe sweetly.

Xu Zhenhua carefully looked at his sleeping face, his eyes outlined his unopened facial features, his breathing was shallow and weak, but it was also a fresh and young life, the eyelashes covered like a feather fan, with distinct roots , looks unreal.

Xu Zhenhua felt extremely secure in his heart, never before was Ning Xi quiet like this moment.

The car traveled all the way on the bumpy and unruly country dirt road, and arrived at G City at noon.

Xu Zhenhua hugged Yun En and squeezed out of the car from the crowd. The flow of people was like water, exuding an unclean smell and buzzing sound. He hugged Yun En with one hand and walked out, standing alone, higher than the people around him A large part of it is very conspicuous among the crowd full of women and children around.

Yun En woke up ignorantly from a sound sleep, with a face flushed from sleep, and the confusion and hindsight left in his body after a coma.

He rubbed his eyes and said that he wanted to walk down the ground by himself without Xu Zhenhua hugging him, but Xu Zhenhua was afraid that there would be too many people and things would crush him, so he said, "Yun En, wait a while, after I pass over there, I will let you go." get down."

Yun En refused.He was hugged by Xu Zhenhua with thin arms and legs, and Xu Zhenhua was busy avoiding those obese old women who were swearing at each other. The baskets on their backs contained chickens, ducks, geese, and even suckling pigs, animal excrement and human excrement. The sweat is mixed together, which makes people feel flustered and want to vomit in hot weather.

Yunen was always the most obedient in Du Xiaoli and her father's house. He never said a word when Du Xiaoli beat and scolded him like that. Suddenly he became disobedient and insisted on going down to the ground and walking by himself.

Xu Zhenhua also refused, so he started throwing kicks.

The child's slender legs kicked wildly in the air. Although the strength was not great, Xu Zhenhua couldn't stand such a toss.

Not only did he hug Yun En with one hand, but he also held a bag of food and water in the other hand.

Yunen suddenly became not docile, and for the first time Xu Zhenhua couldn't cope with his stubbornness. He was so anxious that his face was covered with sweat, and he was busy walking through the crowd, still comforting Yunen, saying, "Yun En, be good, I will let you down as soon as you get to a safe place, don't move around..."

However, Yun En was trapped in his strong binding arms, and his whole body was full of irritability from getting up and the heat hitting his head. At this moment, he was struggling and dissatisfied. Hearing Xu Zhenhua's words, he felt even more aggrieved and uncomfortable. There was already a cry in his voice that hated him treating him like this, "Put me down, let me go by myself, I want to go by myself..."

Xu Zhenhua was so busy that he was not willing to let him down and walk by himself. At this time, an old woman who was carrying a basket hit him again on his right hand, but the old woman ignored him and rushed forward without even noticing that he had bumped into someone. and go.

He felt a dull pain, but it wasn't too serious. Fortunately, Yun En was not hurt, but he immediately changed his arms to hold Yun En, and the left and right hands were handed over in the air, skillfully and forcefully. Yun En was still crying, He switched hands to catch it firmly.

He comforted Yun En again and said, "Yun En, wait a minute, there are so many people here, if you let me down, you will be squeezed away, and then I can't find you, what should I do?"

He explained to Yun En in good words, and wanted to be more intimate with him, and more intimate and meticulous, but at this time Yun En had already shed tears, and the tears dripped warmly on his arm, and he turned his head away Look, only to find that he has been wronged and dissatisfied, and burst into tears.

Yunen is definitely not such a willful and reckless child. Xu Zhenhua saw him at home, very docile and obedient, innocent as a small animal that has not been taken care of by his mother, thin and weak, and extremely pitiful. In the corner, he licked his wound and whimpered.When he sees him like this, he will be tempted by him.

But now he has become extremely arrogant, as if he has changed into another person, the time and place for being self-willed makes Xu Zhenhua feel that he is one head and two big, and he has never raised a child before, Yun En suddenly burst into tears like this , making him feel so embarrassed.

Fortunately, this is a crowded and noisy long-distance bus passenger transport center. A child suddenly cried out, and the numb and busy people around didn't have time to stop and watch the good show.Mediocrity and indifference became the best barrier at this time, skillfully concealing Xu Zhenhua's embarrassment.

He took a few steps and took one step at a time, and immediately strode out. He reached the window steps of the ticket window on the platform, only to find a safe place to put Yun En down.He took out a tissue again to wipe away his tears.

Yun En stood on the ground, but did not accept his love, and continued to cry.The grievances he had suffered at his father's house before seemed to be as much as the grievances at this moment.

Tears fell down, wet the front of his chest, and it was the way of a child crying loudly. No matter what, he opened his mouth and closed his eyes. The small hanging clock was red and swollen from the shock.

Xu Zhenhua has no experience in dealing with children. He made a hasty decision to take Yun En away because he couldn't bear to see him suffer, but he never thought about the responsibilities of a father.

Yun En stood on the ground and wept wantonly. Although it made him feel embarrassed, he felt uncomfortable and anxious at the same time.

He lacks experience in coaxing children, but he has to learn at this time.

He took out a face towel to wipe Yun En's tears, and said in a tone full of pain and tenderness, "Yun En, don't cry, now we are fine, we have reached a safe place, you can come down and go , It was my fault just now, I was worried that you would be squeezed away and I couldn't find you, so I refused to let you go down and go by yourself, don't cry, if you cry again, your eyes will be broken."

Yun En ignored his gentle words of comfort, but was full of grievances and incompatibility.The weather is so hot, and the sun is so poisonous. Since I left home in the morning, I haven’t eaten lunch yet. When I think of leaving home, I am leaving my father. .

Just cry and say "I want my daddy, I want to go home."

Hearing what he said, Xu Zhenhua felt pain in his heart, and the root of his tongue also became bitter.

He was busy taking care of Yun En all the way, and now he didn't even drink a sip of water, and hurriedly brought him here to buy a ticket to K City, in order to be able to settle down in K City today.

But at this time, the sun was so hot at noon in summer, his mouth was already dry without drinking water, and he was deeply shocked when he heard Yun En say that he wanted to find Yun Guoan, but he had to pull himself together.

Is there anything more frustrating than being ungrateful when you give your best to someone?

But these principles will not work in front of a child.Xu Zhenhua stroked Yun En's hair slowly, and comforted him, "Well, okay, we'll go home now, didn't Dad tell you to go to grandma's house, we bought a ticket to go to grandma's house now, after that Wait until Dad comes to see us, okay?"

He speaks in such a soft voice, I'm afraid he has never treated anyone else except Yun En in his life.

Yun En was extremely sad and wronged, and cried for a long time before gradually stopping and turning into sobbing.

He was still talking about going home, but he was already moved by Xu Zhenhua's words, and he no longer embarrassed him.

While sobbing, he took Xu Zhenhua's hand and said, "I want to go home, I want to go home, I want to go to grandma's house."

Xu Zhenhua's fingers are slender and strong, but not weak. They are very masculine hands, covered with blue veins, but they look noble, clean and strong. Even in such a noisy and unclean environment, looking at a person's hands is still You can see what his nature is.

Xu Zhenhua is not a down and out person. His current predicament is temporary for him. He has the ability and the destiny to walk out of this trough in life. It is only when he walks out of this depressed life , he now needs to solve another problem.

Yun En's soft and thin fingers were full of tears and sweat, sticky and extremely warm, he held Xu Zhenhua's hand nervously and anxiously, but Xu Zhenhua didn't care at all, just let him hold it, As if feeling that he was grasping at a straw, Xu Zhenhua was afraid and clinging to himself when he saw him like this, and felt uncomfortable, but he really felt that he was indeed his only support now.

He knelt down and hugged him into his arms, patted his back, comforted him, and comforted him softly, "Okay, let's buy a ticket to go to grandma's house," and snorted on his soft face, Ask him, "Go now, okay?"

Yun En cried in disbelief, he was a child, he had no idea at all, and he didn't know Xu Zhenhua's abacus, so he could only nod with tears in his eyes, his big eyes were timid, with small Children have unique fear and panic about this unclear world, but they are still full of innocence and clarity.

Xu Zhenhua saw that he had coaxed him, and the spontaneous joy and pride melted something in his heart. He didn't realize that he had already scented Yun En's neck to express his happiness, smelling him The warm smell on the child's body exuded from the skin, and I was even more delighted. I hugged him with one hand, and asked, "How about I take you? Let's go buy tickets first, and then go to grandma's house." Home."

At this time, Yun En has calmed down after crying and making a lot of noise. Children are like this. They cry for no reason, and then get better again. I feel empty in my heart, but I vented it out anyway. He was dull, but after listening to Xu Zhenhua's words, he knew how to nod slowly.

His amber-like pupils seemed to be as translucent as the blue sky washed by the heavy rain, covered with a layer of bright water, as clear and lustrous as glass, his big and bright eyes looked around aimlessly, and stopped crying Noisy, rational return, and then slowly realized that he was in a completely strange environment.

Unfamiliar places, unfamiliar people, and the smell of unfamiliar air all made him feel a strong sense of insecurity.

Feeling trembling in my heart, I also became anxious, my eyes and movements were also anxious, worried that I would not be able to return home, or maybe, worried that I would be abandoned like this.

At this time, Xu Zhenhua became his only support.

He was unconscious, but he tightly strangled Xu Zhenhua's hand with both hands, not allowing him to let go. He didn't know that the force was too much and his hands hurt, but there was still a crystal tear on his chin, and his eyes stared at the front as if Without looking at anything, he said nervously, "Uncle Xu, I want to go home, take me home, I want to find my father, where is he, do you want me..."

As soon as he showed weakness and guilt, Xu Zhenhua laughed.

He still prefers the willful and arrogant Yun En, and the pitiful, weak and small Yun En.

The child's temperament can change freely, opening and closing, he was still having a headache for Yun En, who was crying and ignoring before, but now he is haunted by his pitiful, weak and helpless tone.

Yun En grabbed his finger tightly, and the movement of not letting go made him feel relieved. This little guy is completely afraid and worried now, worried about being abandoned and taken away by bad guys. Xu Zhenhua can understand that when he The child's helplessness and pity, but on Yun En, he just smiled.

Said, "It's okay, your father doesn't want you, but your uncle wants you."

Then he said, "Let's go buy a ticket."

Yun En was obediently held in his arms, and this time his mood was a little different from when he was brought into the car before.

He didn't accept Xu Zhenhua before, but now, when he realized the strangeness and insecurity of the surrounding environment, he found that there was no one to rely on, and his inner defense gradually collapsed, and he had to start looking for support again. Gradually began to take the initiative to approach Xu Zhenhua.

Xu Zhenhua was overjoyed because of this.