North to Hanchuan

(One)

On the day Gu Hengbei left country A, it was rainy and rainy in the city.

Ji Hanchuan sat in the last seat by the window of the Subway on the second floor of the airport early in the morning. This seat can give a panoramic view of the entire security check area.

Gu Hengbei was on the plane at ten o'clock in the morning, and Ji Hanchuan saw him at nine forty o'clock.

There is a long distance from the taxi stop to the lobby, Gu Hengbei has many minor problems when going out, he doesn't wear scarves and gloves in winter, and he doesn't like to open an umbrella in rainy days, no matter how far the distance is, he always wears light clothes.

So the moment Gu Hengbei stepped into the airport hall, his whole body was covered with water vapor, his damp hair looked extraordinarily black, which made his complexion extraordinarily fair.

He took off his coat, turned it over and simply folded it into his backpack. While fiddling with his hair, he sent the backpack to the security inspection conveyor belt, and then walked up to the security inspector with open arms.

The security inspector scanned him twice with a metal detector and let him pass. Gu Hengbei took his backpack and walked straight to the ticket gate.

The airport lobby in N City was crowded with people. Gu Hengbei was wearing a light blue checked cotton shirt, black jeans, white sneakers, and a schoolbag loosely on his shoulders. Standing in the crowd, apart from being too good-looking, It's no different from an ordinary college student.

With one hand in his trouser pocket, he looked up at the flight status screen in front of him, with a calm and indifferent expression on his face, when someone touched his shoulder from behind, he turned his head to talk to the other party, and finally smiled.

He looks all right.

Gu Hengbei walked smoothly and resolutely that day. It took him no more than 10 minutes from entering the airport hall to disappearing at the ticket gate. Except for talking to the people behind him, he didn't turn his head once.

He lived in this city for four years, and when he left, he seemed to have nothing to miss.

"The wife you are looking for is not so hard-hearted," Mu Nancheng who was sitting across from him took a sip of his cold coffee and said in a neutral tone, "Aren't you afraid that he will completely forget you before long?"

Ji Hanchuan didn't speak, his eyes moved to the mobile phone in Mu Nancheng's hand.

There were two "buzzing" vibrations, and there was indeed a movement on Mu Nancheng's phone. He picked up the phone and looked at the text message, and said succinctly: "He's getting on the plane, and Feng Zhi will follow him until someone in the capital takes over."

Ji Hanchuan nodded, picked up his coat and stood up: "Let's go."

Ji Hanchuan stopped and looked back for a long time when he passed the passage where Gu Hengbei checked the ticket, until Mu Nancheng said, "If you really don't want to part with it, you can go back again", then he shook his head.

"It was also September when I met him. At that time, I never thought that one day we would like each other and be together."

The pouring rain washed over the entire city, Mu Nancheng leaned on the back seat of the car and closed his eyes to rest, Ji Hanchuan's voice suddenly sounded in his ears.

Mu Nancheng opened his eyes and looked sideways.

Ji Hanchuan was sitting upright in the slightly swaying car, with his eyes slightly lowered. The dim light on the top of the car wall encircled his outline with a soft texture: "I didn't understand at the beginning, but I thought he was very kind to me, and he treated me very well. It’s strange why he is so nice to me. Later I found out that he likes boys. I was embarrassed and panicked. I didn’t think that boys can also like boys. I almost ran away at that time, and I embarrassed him. ..."

Mu Nancheng knew that Ji Hanchuan didn't need to respond by himself, so he just looked at him quietly.

"But he still came to me later, it was his birthday and I was 16 years old, he told me that he liked me, but he let me go because I was straight, he just wanted to be my brother, He is such a proud person, but he is very tolerant to me, from the very beginning he let me everywhere..."

A very faint smile was drawn on the corners of Ji Hanchuan's lips, immersed in memories that seemed both sad and joyful, "For a long time, I felt at ease as a brother with him. He never asked me anything, he just treated me wholeheartedly. Well, he also seems to be enjoying himself very well, without burdening me or making me feel guilty... But in fact, I know his heart, I have always known... His heart is not hard at all, he It’s just that I’m used to hiding all my weaknesses and don’t want others to see them.”

Mu Nancheng asked, "So you were moved by him?"

"No," Ji Hanchuan shook his head, "I like him, maybe a little later than he likes me, but not a little less than him."

"His injuries are all here." Ji Hanchuan pointed to the position of his heart, his eyes were flushed, and he smiled sadly, "Only I can see it."

"Then you still let him go? You are taking a risk. He may not be able to wait for you all the time," Mu Nancheng said indifferently, "The farther the age goes, the further the heart will be. There may be other people around him , someone else will suture his wound, and he will forget about you completely by then."

This is from Mu Nancheng's experience. He used to be like this, pushing his beloved into the hands of other men.

"He has lost enough. He originally had everything. After being with me, he lost everything. What I can give him is a little stability and happiness, but now I keep him by my side. , may not even have this bit of stability and happiness..."

"Do you know what will happen to him if I tell him everything?" Ji Hanchuan bit his lower lip and smiled at Mu Nancheng. The smile was very subtle, mixed with pride and shyness, sweetness and bitterness, "He Will say, 'Don't be afraid, baby, I have everything, I'll see who the hell can bully you in my hands!'"

"Then what are you afraid of?" Mu Nancheng asked.

"I am afraid that he will be wronged, I am afraid that he will be sad, I am afraid that he will be in danger, I am afraid that his future will be delayed... I used to think that one day I would be able to make up for everything he lost, but now looking forward, the troubles are endless It's gone, I don't know when it will be completely resolved, I have no confidence at all... I can't bet his life and future, and I can't hide him in a place where no one can find it, like my parents did back then. Like hiding me in the Red Maple Villa, he is Gu Hengbei, and he will be the greatest doctor in the world in the future."

"If he really forgot about me..."

Ji Hanchuan lowered his head, murmured sobs that were barely audible, and a round teardrop fell on the carpet in the car, but there was no other sound.

(two)

The breakup between Gu Hengbei and Ji Hanchuan caused quite a stir within NorMou. Gu Hengbei is the fifth largest shareholder of NorMou after Wilson, Miki, Ji Hanchuan, and Mu Nancheng. Ji Hanchuan has the right to speak in NorMou's overseas headquarters It was already insufficient, if Gu Hengbei stood with his opponent, then Ji Hanchuan would be even more passive in the boardroom.

Many people contacted Gu Hengbei openly and secretly, wanting to buy his shares. Even Xu Jin felt that with Gu Hengbei's fierce personality, he would definitely retaliate against Ji Hanchuan. Everyone waited for Gu Hengbei with a sigh of relief. Bei swung the sword of Damocles.

But in the end, Gu Hengbei contacted Xu Jin through a lawyer, and sold all the shares to Xu Jin—the shares that were given to Xu Jin were given to Ji Hanchuan.

Xu Jin let out a long sigh of relief after completing the handover with the lawyer: "I thought Senior Gu would give the shares to others, or hold them in his hands and not sell them, just to fight against you!"

At that time, Ji Hanchuan was standing by the window, looking at the blue-gray sky after the rain. Even if you are angry with me again, you will not help outsiders deal with me."

"I really don't know what you think," Xu Jin said sadly, "I can never support you in this matter."

Ji Hanchuan turned around in silence.

Those Ji Hanchuan were criticized by almost all his friends, even his younger sister Ji Miaomiao came to the office to cry with him, Shen Ruoyao said that she would never believe in love again, Li Chu did not take the initiative except for business Talk to him.

In the eyes of everyone, Ji Hanchuan has become a heartless person who sees differences, thinks about changing things, and is ungrateful.

In the face of these accusations, he never refuted them, almost acquiescing.

However, at the same time, his work style has become more and more tough. Ji Hanchuan used to have too many constraints. NorMou is like a jade bottle in his arms. There are treasures in this bottle and rats and ants. He wants to kill Mouse Ant is always apprehensive about breaking the jade bottle, but now he has no taboos.

Ji Hanchuan no longer smiled and listened to the opinions of shareholders, and he no longer patiently and meticulously explained every decision he made to shareholders. He also threatened everyone, "If you are not satisfied, I will remove me. I am as happy as you, lying at home and counting dividends."

He even learned to be rogue-like. He seemed to understand his own value overnight. He said that NorMou is not his own anyway. NorMou can't live without him now.

Ji Hanchuan recounted that he had devoted himself to NorMou. He cried on the board of directors and complained that his head price on the dark web was soaring. It's a wolf in sheep's clothing.

If the previous NorMou was the era of Zhou Tianzi, when the monarch was weak and the ministers were strong, then Ji Hanchuan had brought order out of chaos in just a few months, fighting against the princes.

"These old bastards, I couldn't deal with them before because they were too embarrassing!"

That year's Christmas snowflakes fluttered, and Ji Hanchuan was lying on a rocking chair on the balcony of Mu Nancheng's house, shaking a goblet in his hand, with a little red liquid swaying in the glass.

"Then how do you learn to be shameless now?" Mu Nancheng asked coolly.

Ji Hanchuan held the wine glass, his cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were in a daze: "I want face, they want my life, anyway, Gu Hengbei is gone, why should I want face..."

Mu Nancheng knew that Ji Hanchuan couldn't drink, but he never thought that this kid could not drink so much. With only half a glass of red wine, Ji Hanchuan even forgot who he was.

Ji Hanchuan held the mobile phone and shouted Gu Hengbei how are you? I celebrated my birthday a few days ago. I can't accompany you too, but I will prepare a gift for you.

He said that it was snowing in N city at Christmas, and I built two snowmen underneath, one is you and the other is me, holding hands.

He said I miss you so much, I don't want you to go, come back.

Ji Hanchuan asked "Why don't you talk?" Ji Hanchuan said "Can you say something?" He repeated it hundreds of times, and Mu Nancheng finally couldn't bear it and snatched his phone:

"Gu Hengbei's number has been canceled, you idiot!"

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The author has something to say:

The holidays have passed like this, I really regret the lazy days 555...

But the days when I started coding are also very happy, because I can date you again!