North to Hanchuan

"You did it on purpose." Outside the ward, Ji Ningsheng's face was distorted, resentment mixed, "You asked me to tell Xiao Chuan on purpose, you deliberately used me to tempt him!"

Gu Hengbei looked calm: "Yes..."

"You!" Ji Ningsheng was furious, "How can you be so vicious?"

"After so many things happened, I'm also afraid that he will blame me, and I'm also afraid that he will be shaken. You are his important relative, if even you can't let him leave me," Gu Hengbei actually smiled slightly, "Then there is nothing in this world that can separate me from him."

"He is in such a bad health now, you actually use me to stimulate him..." Ji Ning stared at Gu Hengbei, gnashing his teeth, "You are too selfish! Gu Hengbei, you don't like him at all, you just want to possess him He, you are not good for him at all, how can you treat him like this?"

"I would like to bet against Ji Ningsheng," Gu Hengbei said indifferently, "If I hear you sowing discord in front of Ji Hanchuan again, I will find a place where he can't see and slap you in the face."

Ji Ningsheng was almost directly shocked by Gu Heng Beiqi.

The moment Gu Hengbei turned around, his eyes were stung by the unknown light, and all the waves hidden under the calm appearance crashed in the shadows where no one could peep.

He felt guilty for a moment, but more fortunate.

Love is a war, cheating, kidnapping, burning, killing, and plundering.

Ji Ningsheng appeared on the stage once, and he could get the most truthful answer than he could get the most truthful answer by insinuating on the sidelines countless times.

Gu Hengbei does not deny that he is selfish, it is selfish, and it is also self-protection.

When he liked Ji Hanchuan again, Ji Hanchuan didn't respond, he would always leave enough room for himself, he could appreciate his beauty without giving up other possibilities.

To make Gu Hengbei unreserved, it must be based on the premise that he is sure that he will not be let down.

Unrequited love and wishful thinking are two different things. The former is self-pleasure, while the latter is self-defeating.

Gu Hengbei can give for those he likes, but he will not sacrifice for those who don't like him enough.

It is said that human nature and feelings are the most untestable, but he won the test, didn't he?

With this reassurance, Gu Hengbei dared to be the enemy of the whole world.

After that day, Gu Hengbei and Ji Ningsheng entered a superficial period of peaceful coexistence. It wasn't that Ji Ningsheng compromised, but that Gu Hengbei always let Ji Ningsheng be on the front line.

Ji Hanchuan told Gu Hengbei about his life experience the next day.

The afternoon sun was particularly good. When Gu Hengbei walked into the ward, Ji Hanchuan was still lying on the recliner on the balcony. The golden sunlight fell on him, enveloping the long-lost warmth and brilliance.

Gu Hengbei's footsteps were very light, but Ji Hanchuan still noticed it. He stretched out a slender hand in the sun. Gu Hengbei stepped forward to hold it, and then squatted down beside the recliner.

Ji Hanchuan closed his eyes, with a slight smile on his lips.

"As soon as I came in, I saw my Sleeping Beauty..." Gu Hengbei's laughing voice pressed against Ji Hanchuan's ear, and the warm breath blew against his ear, "It's so beautiful!"

Sure enough, the corners of Ji Hanchuan's mouth straightened instantly, and he opened his eyes: "Gu Hengbei, I told you..."

"I just want to say that you are beautiful. You are beautiful, you look beautiful, and you do things beautifully. You are beautiful everywhere. I really like it!"

Gu Hengbei kissed Ji Hanchuan lightly on the forehead, successfully stopping Ji Hanchuan's protest.

Ji Hanchuan moved to the side of the reclining chair, and patted the empty seat on the right: "The sun is sunny today, let's have a sunbathing together."

It is of course impossible for two tall and long-legged boys to be accommodated in a single recliner. Gu Hengbei only sat in a corner, and Ji Hanchuan leaned over, resting his head on his shoulder.

The shadows of the two cuddling each other were dragged by the sunlight, casting long shadows on the ground, and they felt so peaceful in their hearts.

The wind and rain, the raging wind and the violent waves in the past few days, all turned into faint gossamer fluff, and evaporated together in the blazing and bright sunshine on this early summer afternoon.

All the appearance of strength and calm that the young man had propped up in front of others peeled off, revealing the unwillingness, fragility and bewilderment that only Gu Hengbei could see.

"Actually, I didn't do this beautifully... I was very angry, and very angry. At the beginning, I couldn't figure out why it was us, it was unfair...

I handed over the users of MiniWeb to Tech, and I hated so much that I was about to vomit blood, Gu Hengbei, I refuse to accept it, I really want to carry a pack of explosives and blow up the State Administration of Radio, Film and Television..."

Ji Hanchuan buried his head in Gu Hengbei's arms, like a cat that has been ravaged by wind and rain outside, and returned to its owner's arms, meowing and whimpering.

Gu Hengbei echoed: "I'll accompany you to bomb."

"You will go to jail after the bombing."

Gu Hengbei snorted and said, "Who am I? Can I put you in jail? If you dare to blow up, I will catch you."

Ji Hanchuan pursed his lips and shouted, "Gu Hengbei."

"Um……"

"You are a privileged class, so annoying."

Gu Hengbei narrowed his eyes: "What did you say? Are you brave enough to say it again?"

Ji Hanchuan is mighty and unyielding: "It's just so annoying."

"Then what should we do?" Gu Hengbei pinched Ji Hanchuan's chin, and smiled threateningly, "My privileged class just likes to see you hate me and can't do without me."

Ji Hanchuan smiled and hugged him: "Then don't leave!"

This kid, really, Gu Hengbei pinched Ji Hanchuan's face: "You are so cute now!"

"Life is hard, so I have to prepare a few more survival skills..." The young man who was beaten up by the society said aggrievedly, "I don't know what to do next, and I have no idea how to pay back so much money. ...

But they all looked at me, no matter what I do, I have to put this force on first..."

"You are well dressed and handsome!"

"really?"

"necessary!"

Ji Hanchuan happily grabbed Gu Hengbei's hand and rubbed it against his face, but after a while, he fell silent again, his cold little finger gently scratching the back of Gu Hengbei's hand. The way he always flattered and apologized to Gu Hengbei, every time he did this, it meant that he felt that he had made Gu Hengbei angry.

Gu Hengbei looked at him questioningly.

"My brother is not very kind to you. I apologize to you on his behalf, and please..." Ji Hanchuan apologized, "Please forgive him more."

Gu Hengbei laughed: "You defend me in front of your brother, and you protect your brother in front of me, do you know that this is the method with the lowest EQ, and the two of us will only become more and more jealous of each other..."

"No..." Ji Hanchuan said firmly, "You won't be jealous of him, you don't have to be jealous of anyone."

Yes, Gu Hengbei never envied anyone, even if Ji Ningsheng and Ji Hanchuan have been friends for so many years, so what, he is not Ji Ningsheng's brainless fool insisting that Ji Hanchuan choose one or the other.

An elder brother is an elder brother, even if he has no blood relationship. He doesn't know if Ji Ningsheng will have any abnormal thoughts, but Ji Hanchuan will not. Ji Hanchuan will only have sex with Gu Hengbei in his life.

Gu Hengbei Shuangshang Online, he has always been able to analyze and sort out the messy things clearly, without digging into the horns, and never wronging himself against his will.

In fact, he didn't worry about how to get along with Ji Ningsheng. Who doesn't have a difficult brother-in-law?

Thinking so, Gu Hengbei still deliberately said: "That's up to him to figure it out, if he dares to arrange me in front of you again, I won't spare him!"

"No..." Ji Hanchuan bowed his head and kissed Gu Hengbei's finger, "If my brother is unreasonable, I will stop him."

Gu Hengbei's heart was sore, he stroked Ji Hanchuan's hair: "You have done a good job, you are good enough for me and him..."

"Not enough..." Ji Hanchuan smiled, the smile was very shallow, but the warmth in the smile was very strong, with warmth and regret, "Compared to how well you treat me, I am not good enough to you."

"Have you ever thought about it, in fact, everything you encountered today is because of me." Gu Hengbei finally asked this sentence.

"I've thought about it..." Ji Hanchuan said without hesitation.

Gu Hengbei: "..."

Damn, the answer was not what he expected.

A teasing smile flashed across Ji Hanchuan's eyes, as if he had seen through Gu Hengbei's hypocrisy: "Without you, there would be no NorMou, and there might be no MiniWeb, let alone the shutdown of MiniWeb.

I don't meet bad guys every day, but I am very happy to see you every day. The good things you bring me are far more than the bad ones. Didn't I also cause you a lot of trouble?Don't you want me because of this? "

Gu Hengbei also laughed. He rubbed Ji Hanchuan's face, feeling a little emotional: "I don't know how you developed your temper."

Ji Hanchuan looked at him hesitantly, not sure whether Gu Hengbei's words praised him or hurt him.

Gu Hengbei said frankly: "I heard everything you said to Ji Ningsheng."

Ji Hanchuan paused for a moment, then recalled what he had said, and touched his ears uncomfortably.

"What's so embarrassing?" Gu Hengbei smiled and pressed his forehead, "What about this kind of confession in the future, I will be happier if you say it in front of me, you know?"

What kind of confession is that... Ji Hanchuan thought in confusion, but still nodded.

"But it turns out that you and Ji Ningsheng are not biological brothers..." Gu Hengbei turned to Yunjie, and saw that Ji Hanchuan didn't seem to mind, so he continued to ask, "Are any of you adopted by the Ji family?"

Gu Hengbei was purely curious, but Ji Hanchuan shook his head and slowly told him many things.

Gu Hengbei did not expect that Ji Hanchuan's life experience was much more complicated than he guessed.

Ji Hanchuan's parents are Chinese in country A, and he lived in country A until he was four years old.

But because his parents were busy with work, he was taken care of by a nanny all year round. Later, his parents died in a car accident, and the nanny who took care of him took him back to China. The nanny was Ji Ningsheng's mother, Shen Lan.

Gu Hengbei heard something wrong: "Your parents passed away, what about your other relatives? Where are your grandparents?"

In fact, Gu Hengbei still has a series of questions. Country A has very strict child custody management. How could a nanny take Ji Hanchuan abroad?

His parents passed away, and he had no other relatives, how would the inheritance be handled?

There are no such records in Ji Hanchuan's file, and his citizenship of country A has been completely wiped out!

Ji Hanchuan thought about it and said: "My parents are Chinese orphans, and their adoptive parents were very old when they adopted them. After I was born, I have no other relatives except my parents."

Gu Hengbei could hear that Ji Hanchuan's answer was evasive, and he also understood that there must be a lot behind this kind of unreasonableness, but there are some things that Ji Hanchuan doesn't say, so he can't ask more.

So Gu Hengbei didn't ask any more questions, he just listened to what Ji Hanchuan said.

The country A that Shen Lan smuggled to when she was young, she was still pregnant at that time, living on the streets and almost unable to survive, it was Ji Hanchuan's mother who brought her back, and their mother and son had a safe place, so later Shen Lan reciprocated , and also took care of Ji Hanchuan.

Ji Hanchuan and Ji Ningsheng were originally not Ji.

"Then what's your real name?" Gu Hengbei felt that this question should be asked.

Ji Hanchuan pursed his lips tightly.

Gu Hengbei hurriedly said: "I can't say it's okay."

"It's not impossible to say, but..." Ji Hanchuan blushed, "Don't laugh."

"Why should I laugh?"

Ji Hanchuan hesitated to speak: "My real name is a bit..."

"What's the matter?" Gu Hengbei patted his chest and assured, "It's okay, I won't laugh no matter what your name is."

Ji Hanchuan naively believed Gu Hengbei's guarantee: "Snow, my English name is Snow."

Gu Hengbei's eyes lit up: "It's pretty good, what about the Chinese name?"

Ji Hanchuan pursed his lips, his voice was like a gnat.

"What? Can't hear clearly."

Ji Hanchuan leaned against Gu Hengbei's ear, every word seemed to float out and penetrate into Gu Hengbei's eardrum: "Han Xueluo, Han whose surname is Han, Luoxue is upside down, Xueluo."

Gu Hengbei blinked and smiled: "It's a beautiful name."

"Do not laugh!"

"I laugh because it sounds good, although it looks like a girl..."

"Don't say you look like a girl!"

"Hahaha..." Gu Hengbei was not a kind person in the first place, so he couldn't hold it back. No wonder Ji Hanchuan hated him when he called him "beautiful". He must have been teased by his name when he was young. Such a pretty girl's name!

Ji Hanchuan was annoyed: "It snowed heavily on the day I was born, isn't it normal to be called this name?"

"Of course it's normal..." Gu Hengbei laughed for a while, and then said sincerely, "This name is not suitable for other boys, because they can't stand it up, but you can stand up to this name, and this name also deserves it." you."

Gu Hengbei read: "The snow falls and the city is full of flowers, and Yu Cong's appearance is accompanied by Qingyan..."

This is a poem describing the beauty of a girl, Gu Hengbei laughed while reading it.

Ji Hanchuan covered his mouth: "Don't laugh anymore."

"Okay..." Gu Hengbei rubbed his face vigorously and held back, "Don't laugh."

After such a commotion, the heaviness and sadness represented by this topic were finally diluted a little.

Ji Ningsheng's real name is not Ji Ningsheng, his name is Shen Ningsheng.

Shen Lan brought her two children back from Country A to her hometown of Province J, and soon remarried to a family of border residents named Ji. The Ji family already had two children at that time. But she is only seven or eight years old, and has a youngest daughter named Ji Miaomiao, who is three years younger than Ji Hanchuan. Both Ji Ningsheng and Ji Hanchuan were named by Shen Lan after she remarried.

Gu Heng said in his heart that it is fortunate that Ji Hanchuan's adoptive mother is reliable, otherwise, according to the naming method of his stepfather's family, Ji Hanchuan would not be so handsome if he were called Ji Chuanchuan.

Many managements in that remote village are very rough. Ji Hanchuan and Ji Ningsheng settled in Ji's family. No one asked where Shen Lan came from, and no one cared who the biological father of these two children was. They followed their adoptive mother and stepfather's family as Ji Er Ji San Started a new life.

Even though the Ji family was poor when they were the pillars of the family, life was not too difficult. The people living on the border depended on the mountains to eat, Ji's father looked after the forest farm, and Shen's mother kept a fish pond in addition to doing housework, which could barely support two elderly people. and four children.

At that time, Ji Ningsheng had already gone to school, and Ji Hanchuan was always playing with Ji Da. Although Ji Da was lacking in intelligence, it did not affect his common sense in life. He always took Ji Hanchuan into the mountains to pick mushrooms, and the two boys carried back a basket of mushrooms. Enough to feed the whole family for a week.

For two years, Ji Hanchuan felt that their family lived happily.

When Ji Hanchuan was seven years old, he was only waiting for autumn to go to primary school when something happened to Ji's family.

Ji Da took Ji Hanchuan into the mountains and encountered a storm. The two hid in a tree stump for a night, and when they returned home the next day, the world was shattered.

Ji's father and Shen's mother went out to look for their two children on a rainy night, but they disappeared together in a mudslide.

"I clearly remember that my elder brother didn't want to go out that day. He was catching crabs by the fish pond at home in the morning, and his finger was pinched and he kept crying. Although I didn't start school at that time, I read every day. I was crying by my elder brother. If it’s annoying, I’ll drag him to pick mushrooms…”

Ji Hanchuan lowered his head, and his voice was very low, "He refused to go, I said I would take him to buy candy when I finished picking...then we went..."

Gu Hengbei didn't speak, and gently stroked his hair with his fingers.

All the comfort and relief after many years are meaningless, Ji Hanchuan has already mediated himself in a long time.

Later, Ji Ningsheng dropped out of school, and Ji Hanchuan also failed to go to school. Until two years later, Ji Ningsheng followed others to the distant and prosperous Nanjiang. Ningsheng was only 14 years old at that time.

"It wasn't until I came out that I realized how difficult it is for teenagers to earn a living..."

Ji Hanchuan's eyes turned red, "I can't imagine how my brother came here. After he went to Nanjiang for four months, he asked someone to bring the money back. He didn't give it to my grandparents, but asked that person to help me directly to school. To pay the tuition fee, that person came to me with the registration notice.”

Ji Hanchuan said: "In the newspaper you read on the Internet, I took my elder brother to go ice hunting. In fact, for a long time before that, my brother took me to go ice hunting like that."

If it wasn't for Ji Hanchuan's words, Gu Hengbei would never have imagined that the slender and thin Ji Ningsheng, in his eyes, was even a bit effeminate.

Ji Hanchuan talked about Ji Ningsheng's kindness to him: "When I was young, I didn't have any concept, but I realized how difficult it is to earn money when I came out. Although I didn't spend money on going to school, other expenses were more than ordinary children. I read books fast, my brother He kept sending me books, and he saw other children in the city, and he sent them back to me, electronic dictionaries, Mp3, and bought me expensive schoolbags and clothes..."

"But he only treats me well." Ji Hanchuan murmured at last.

Gu Hengbei probably understood.

Ji Ningsheng was almost 11 years old when he arrived at the Ji family, and left home at the age of 14. He didn't have much relationship with the rest of the Ji family, and Ji Hanchuan was with Ji Ningsheng from birth, they were close relatives. brother.

However, Ji Hanchuan has feelings for the entire Ji family. All the money that Ji Ningsheng privately sent to Ji Hanchuan was given to the two old people by him, and some good things were also distributed to the elder brother and younger sister. Even the clothes Ji Ningsheng bought for him were changed. I gave it to my sister to wear.

Gradually, Ji Ningsheng stopped leaking the money into Ji Hanchuan's hands, and he still felt that keeping the money in his own hands was the safest.

But this time Ji Hanchuan owed several million in debt, and Ji Ningsheng didn't hesitate to take out all his savings, even making a wedding dress for Gu Hengbei.

Gu Hengbei's heart was full of knots for a moment.

Ji Ningsheng is a narrow-minded person, but he has an extreme preference for Ji Hanchuan.

Most of the feelings in this world are just as follows, one is the icing on the cake, someone who is rich in the mountains knows it, the other is selfless devotion, wholeheartedly for the other person's good, and the other is the sacrifice of the whole body, exchanging my life for yours No hesitation.

Gu Hengbei knew that he had always obtained the first and second types of affection, but Ji Ningsheng and Ji Hanchuan were the third type.

Gu Hengbei was thinking all the time, Ji Hanchuan held his hand tightly: "What are you thinking about?"

"You've said so much, I understand what you mean, you just want me to give way to your brother more in the future, right?"

Gu Hengbei grabbed Ji Hanchuan's hand, moved it to his mouth and took a bite, and said with a wicked smile, "Then if I promise you, how can you thank me?"

Gu Hengbei originally wanted to take this opportunity to let Ji Hanchuan know about his obstacle, so that he could use gags to make Ji Hanchuan accept this fact and actively cooperate with the treatment, but Ji Hanchuan was not as good as he thought. Wish's face was blushing, but he shook his head very seriously:

"I hope you can tolerate my brother, and I won't let my brother bully you. I tell you this just to let you know my complete life, Gu Hengbei..."

Ji Hanchuan pursed his lips, showing that shy and candid smile again, he immediately carried out the "confession in person" that Gu Hengbei asked him, and said, "I want you to know that I am more than As you thought, I still like you."

This confession came too suddenly. At that time, Gu Hengbei was full of thoughts about how to treat him. He didn't even have time to organize Ji Hanchuan's words and go over what they meant in his mind. He just answered the sentence subconsciously: " It's useless to say so much nonsense, can you be tough for me?"

The author has something to say:

The first volume is coming to an end, and the second volume will directly return to the real line, let’s watch and cherish the boyhood.