North to Hanchuan

After exhaling from the back of the head, both of them were a little dazed, gradually surrounded by a strange sense of familiarity or familiar strangeness.

Ji Hanchuan's eye circles slowly turned red.

"Does it hurt?" Gu Hengbei hurriedly asked.

Ji Hanchuan shook his head: "It doesn't hurt, it's just..."

It's been a long time since this happened, and the sudden gain and loss made him feel terrified and unreal.

"Damn," Gu Hengbei uttered a very light, meaningless sound, and rubbed his nose with a wry smile, "Why do I feel a little embarrassed?"

Ji Hanchuan looked at him with moist eyes, full of hesitation.

When I was a teenager, I was flamboyant and reckless, whether it was confession, apology, quarrel, or reconciliation, it was all rampant and no one was afraid of anyone. Now that I am older, my mind is more tactful.

Most people's emotions are in a rush. If the tenderness last night can last until this morning, the two of them opened their eyes and said "Hi, you are back", and then smiled and kissed naturally, then we will never meet again The atmosphere of you and me will probably continue.

But Gu Hengbei went to find Ji Ningsheng, and Ji Hanchuan was given another class by Zhong Ran, both of them felt a little melancholy in their hearts.

They were all thinking that in the past four years, after all, it was his suffering.

Gu Heng Beixin said that this is not possible, every kind of broken mirror that cannot be reunited starts from embarrassment, he has to find a way to warm up the situation: "That..."

buzzing-

I don't know if the vibrating sound of the phone was disturbing the scenery or it was raining in time, Gu Hengbei took out the phone, and when it looked obvious, he immediately shouted "broken", and the little nephew at home woke up!

A child would be scared if he woke up and couldn't see adults around him. As soon as Gu Hengbei answered the phone, he heard Gu Yuze crying on the other end, "Little uncle, where have you been?"

"Little uncle went out to buy you breakfast," Gu Hengbei coaxed the child without blinking, "I'm back now baby! Don't cry, be good."

The child cried even louder: "Ultraman... Ultraman is gone too..."

Gu Hengbei hurriedly said: "Altman is with my little uncle, so I'm not afraid."

Ji Hanchuan couldn't help showing a trace of shame when he heard it.

The child sobbed: "I, I got up..."

Gu Hengbei gestured to Ji Hanchuan, telling him to put on his clothes and leave immediately: "Honey, sleep on the bed for a while, little uncle will be back soon."

The child cried less: "How long will it take?"

"Soon, little uncle won't hang up the phone, do you want to talk to Ultraman?"

"Okay."

Gu Hengbei handed the mobile phone to Ji Hanchuan, and he packed the bags of drips and medicine boxes on the bedside table into plastic bags and carried them, then took Ji Hanchuan's arm and walked out.

Ji Hanchuan was in charge of comforting the children: "What do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you."

The child's voice was like a kitten, whining and whining through the receiver: "I want to eat chocolate mille-feuille cake, as well as Dirty Burst, and banana omelet..."

Ji Hanchuan couldn't help but said, "Isn't this too sweet?"

"I'm going to..."

"Okay," Ji Hanchuan continued to ask, "Then do you want milk? Or yogurt?"

"I want strawberry yogurt," said the little man, "don't tell my little uncle, he can only let me eat one."

"I can't do it if I don't mention it..." Ji Hanchuan took a hard look at Gu Hengbei who was pressing the elevator, turned his back and covered the receiver, and said to the child almost in a breathy voice, "I don't have any money."

The child lamented: "You are so poor!"

It is not a good thing to be labeled by Gu Hengbei's precious nephew, Ji Hanchuan subconsciously straightened his back: "I am not poor."

The little prince of the Gu family said proudly: "It doesn't matter, I will be friends with you if you are poor, and I am rich!"

Ji Hanchuan, the youngest rich man on the Forbes list, also said confidently: "I don't care whether he is rich or not when I make friends!"

In the elevator, Gu Yuze's little milk voice was full of air, and it was deafening in the small space: "Of course! We are not three-year-old children anymore, we have a sense of loyalty! Right?"

Ji Hanchuan felt that this statement was not very correct, but the logic was so rigorous that he couldn't find any mistakes, so he could only say: "Ah, you are right."

Gu Hengbei put Ji Hanchuan's shoulders on his shoulders and laughed until his skeleton trembled, and he was still laughing until he got into the car.

Ji Hanchuan looked at him puzzled.

Gu Hengbei patted his forehead, teasingly said: "You and Xiao Ze are so loyal, why don't you just call me little uncle like him, huh?"

Ji Hanchuan's face turned red in an instant, and all the jokes he had made earlier flooded into his mind.

"Are you going to be ashamed?" Gu Hengbei started the car, the corners of his mouth raised in a high arc, "When you woke up, you yelled 'Dad' one by one, I didn't feel any better at that time, but now... ..."

"Just what?" Ji Hanchuan just smiled when he saw that Gu Hengbei had accepted the words, and asked him innocently, "How do you feel now?"

"You want to know?" Gu Hengbei's narrow and smiling eyes slanted over.

Ji Hanchuan really hasn't experienced Gu Hengbei's hooliganism for a long time, so that when he saw Gu Hengbei's smiling face, he only felt that he was so beautiful and radiant, completely ignoring those hidden in the corners of his eyes. Lil'er was bad, so he said very honestly: "I want to know."

Gu Hengbei blinked: "Cover the phone." His little nephew is still on the other end of the phone, so it's not suitable for children.

Ji Hanchuan didn't understand why he had to cover the microphone, but he obediently did so, covering the microphone tightly.

Gu Hengbei's smile deepened, his tongue protruded from the white teeth and licked his lips, Ji Hanchuan's eyes followed him, his heart suddenly thumped, a fire burned to his throat, and he hurriedly moved away look.

It's a pity that Ji Hanchuan avoided the visual attack but could not avoid the sound attack. Gu Hengbei smiled, his voice was so magnetic that it could seduce a sage to commit a crime, and the content is even more colorful: "...Now just think of you Calling me 'Dad' feels very exciting, role-playing, father and son, messing around, tsk! It's so exciting!"

"Gu Hengbei!" Ji Hanchuan burst his blood vessels.

"Hahahaha!" The clear laughter came from the car and continued all the way.

……

The two men returned home with a lot of sweets, Gu Hengbei yawned so much, he didn't rest well for several days and nights, Ji Hanchuan told him to go to sleep.

Gu Hengbei consciously lay down on the bed: "I will probably sleep until the afternoon."

Ji Hanchuan tucked him in the quilt: "Then sleep until the afternoon, preferably until dark."

Gu Hengbei reminded: "There is nothing in the refrigerator. When I wake up, we will buy together. You can order takeaway for lunch. You don't need to call me. You can take Ozawa out to eat. He likes sweets just like you." Yes, it’s okay to eat, but you must watch him brush your teeth after eating, he may take a nap at noon, you sleep with him, and you have to take him to do homework in the afternoon..."

Ji Hanchuan's deep eyes stared at him, with a faint light flickering.

Gu Heng was sleepy when he put his head on the pillow, and he was already in a daze after chanting a bunch of words, but he realized that Ji Hanchuan seemed to have something to say, so he forced a little consciousness: "What do you want to say?"

Ji Hanchuan stroked his temples with slightly cool fingers, and smiled: "Our family, Gu Hengbei, can take care of people." The last sentence was already choked up, "He took care of a child so well."

Gu Hengbei's heart was instantly filled with warm and turbulent liquid, the water flowed straight into his brain, almost overflowing from his eye sockets, he raised his hand to hook Ji Hanchuan's neck, and said softly: "In the future, I can also take care of you?"

At such a close distance, Ji Hanchuan kissed Gu Hengbei's forehead very naturally and gently, and said in a hoarse voice, "Well, go to sleep... I will take care of you from now on."

Gu Hengbei fell asleep within a few seconds without struggling, his arms were still softly wrapped around Ji Hanchuan's neck, his crow-wing eyelashes were tightly closed, his lips were slightly opened, and he still insisted on saying the last word to Ji Hanchuan The mouth shape at that time, the word is "good".

Ji Hanchuan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, his eyes flooded with moisture.

Gu Hengbei lost weight, and the thinness made his facial contours more distinct and profound. His facial features were as perfect as a work of art carefully crafted by a master craftsman. He was still so good-looking, but Ji Hanchuan stroked his jet-black hair little by little. Eyebrows, white and cold cheeks, I just feel that the once lively face is now as delicate and fragile as a marble sculpture.

This kind of fragility is something that Gu Hengbei didn't have before, and only Ji Hanchuan can see it.

Ji Hanchuan's consciousness was briefly blurred for a few days, but now he remembers everything. From the moment he saw Gu Hengbei again, the feeling of distress and heartache was like a sea tide, submerged to the top.

The thought that Gu Hengbei is having a bad time is like a sharp claw tearing open the scarred heart, bleeding all over the ground, screaming in pain, piercing the heart.

During the years of separation, he always thought about whether Gu Hengbei was doing well. He prayed that Gu Hengbei was doing well, but he knew that Gu Hengbei's life would mean forgetting about him. He thought of Gu Hengbei's life. It's not good, his heart hurts like a knife, but if Gu Hengbei has someone else by his side, he will definitely go crazy.

Thinking about it, thinking like crazy, people who have never experienced it will never know what it feels like.Dreaming back at midnight, the pillow is lonely and cold, a man in his twenties hugs the quilt and cries like a dog.

Ji Hanchuan called Gu Hengbei countless times, and every time he heard the word "Hello" lightly and politely from him, it shot into his chest like a bullet blown by the howling wind and quenched by the raging fire.

I can't think about those days together, once I think about it, I can't bear it.

But how can you not want to.

Ji Hanchuan's life has gone through one third of his life. The best and worst breakpoints are all in the same person. He was shocked when he met at the age of 15. He fell in love with him at the age of 16. He fell in love with the best man in the world. , lost him at the age of 23, and since then the world has fallen apart.

How envious he was when he saw other people being together. He felt incomprehensible when he learned that others broke up for some inexplicable reasons. He thought to himself how extravagant these people are. Know how to cherish.

He and Mu Nancheng are a pair of brothers and sisters, one "couldn't ask for it" and the other "has lost it". They once argued about who was worse, and they both felt that they were worse.

Later he said that "it has been lost." The knife stabbed two people. He was uncomfortable, and another person was also suffering. The pain that made that person uncomfortable was far greater than the pain he suffered. Mu Nancheng said that you won, and sure enough You are worse.

Only he himself knows that he has not won, he is finished.

Every day of pain and regret is real, it is the years and lives that he and Gu Hengbei have really passed away.

Regardless of whether he still has the chance to return to Gu Hengbei's side in this life, the scars caused by the separation have already been cut to the bone, indelible and irreparable.

After all, this knife stabbed both of them right through...

The subtle whispers were inaudible, but Ji Hanchuan had been looking at Gu Hengbei, and he naturally saw his lips moving. Ji Hanchuan pressed his ear against Gu Hengbei's lips, and sent the warm voice into the trembling heart. In the ears, Ji Hanchuan's eye sockets burst instantly.

Gu Hengbei was calling him: "Chuan'er..."

Ji Hanchuan thought that Gu Hengbei had woken up, so he lowered his head and kissed Gu Hengbei's cheek lightly and lightly, and his eyelashes were wet with tears.

Ji Hanchuan wanted to wipe his tears away with his cheeks, but more and more, Ji Hanchuan finally found that part of the tears came from the corners of Gu Hengbei's eyes, and they kept slipping, but Gu Hengbei didn't wake up, he was sleeping soundly Shen seemed to be in a bottomless dream.

"I'm back..." Ji Hanchuan kissed him softly and uninterruptedly, silently saying over and over again, "I'm back Gu Hengbei."

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The supermarkets under the New Year's Eve are crowded with people, and the New Year's goods are being snapped up like they don't want money.

Gu Hengbei pulled a cart, he lowered his head and just carried Gu Yuze into the cart, when he looked up again, Ji Hanchuan had already taken the cart and took a step forward, half turned to wait for him.

The face under the brim of the hat is deep and sharp, with sharp edges and corners, and the fair skin is covered with a thin layer of crimson under the high temperature of the powerful central air conditioner. Beautiful.

Just like the moment when he caught a glimpse 12 years ago, Gu Hengbei can still feel a thin spider's thread lingering in his heart, and the entanglement is getting tighter and tighter.

"When I brought you to this supermarket for the first time, you were scared to death when you saw the prices of the vegetables. You didn't dare to take this or that. You were so stupid at that time, do you remember?" Gu Hengbei Standing shoulder to shoulder with Ji Hanchuan by the freezer, pointing to a pile of plastic-wrapped beef, "Snowflakes, or tenderloin?"

Ji Hanchuan threw the snowflakes and tenderloin into the cart, his eyes looked up at Gu Hengbei with curved arcs from under the brim of his hat: "At that time, you couldn't even tell the difference between onions and garlic, do you still remember?" ?”

Gu Hengbei snorted: "I can't tell the difference now."

Ji Hanchuan was startled: "Then how do you cook?"

Gu Hengbei said nonchalantly: "I cook all the meals for Gu Yuze. A child can't always order takeaways because he eats delicately. Every time he comes back, he spends most of his time with me... There is a child who really It's fun, but I can only make sweets, and this beef can only be made by you."

Ji Hanchuan smiled: "Okay."

Gu Hengbei asked him: "Have you improved your cooking skills over the years?"

Ji Hanchuan was a little embarrassed: "Maybe there is still a little step back."

He hasn't been in the kitchen for years.

"It's okay," Gu Hengbei patted him on the shoulder, and pouted into the cart, "You will soon return to peak cooking skills, that little guy has a pickier mouth than me!"

"I'll try my best." Ji Hanchuan smiled and looked down at Gu Yuze who was sitting in the stroller, and rubbed the child's soft hair, "He really looks like you."

Fortunately, there is such a little guy who brings a lot of happiness to Gu Hengbei.

"Everywhere is like me," Gu Hengbei pretended to be disgusted, "I don't eat ginger and garlic, I don't eat onions, I don't eat coriander and celery..."

"It doesn't matter," Ji Hanchuan patiently picked things from the vegetable stand, "If you don't want to eat it, just cut it into pieces. If you don't put these side dishes, it won't taste good."

Gu Hengbei looked at Ji Hanchuan's handsome profile glowing under the lamp, and was a little lost in thought.

"Little uncle, look!" Gu Yuze called Gu Hengbei, the child was sitting in the stroller, stacking everything neatly, like building Lego.

Gu Hengbei twisted the child's face: "It's so neat, it's awesome."

Gu Yuze put his arms around Gu Hengbei's neck, and kissed his little uncle hard on the face.

Ji Hanchuan turned around with two tomatoes in his hand. Seeing this scene, he pursed his lips, his dark eyes filled with envy.

Gu Hengbei couldn't help pointing at the cart: "Why don't you sit in it too, and I'll push it with you?"

Ji Hanchuan's cheeks were flushed, didn't he want to ride a stroller...

Gu Hengbei pressed Ji Hanchuan's back neck and brought his face closer to Gu Yuze, the child happily hugged Ji Hanchuan's face and sucked hard.

Someone who passed by them couldn't help saying, "This family of three is too beautiful!"

Gu Hengbei and Ji Hanchuan looked at each other and smiled.

"Ultraman Ultraman," while Gu Hengbei was shopping for fruit, Gu Yuze grabbed Ji Hanchuan's clothes and pointed his little finger to the opposite corner of the container, "Let's go there!"

Ji Hanchuan looked at Gu Hengbei, who was waiting in line with fruit in his hands.

"Hurry up, hurry up," the child urged, "don't let my little uncle see it!"

Ji Hanchuan didn't move, he saw Gu Yuze's big eyes rolling, even if he wasn't doing something bad, he was doing something that his little uncle wouldn't allow.

The villain saw that Altman was not happy, and was anxious: "We are good friends!"

"I'll tell your little uncle."

"I can't say it!"

"Why can't you tell?"

"Little uncle will not give it!"

"We can't do what your little uncle doesn't give us."

The child was so anxious that he jumped straight in the stroller, and suddenly he had an idea, and his little chin lifted: "You still owe me 100 yuan!"

Ji Hanchuan: "..."

Ji Hanchuan was penniless before, and he borrowed 100 yuan from Gu Yuze when he bought medicine for Gu Hengbei in the amusement park. His wallet and mobile phone are all with Ji Ningsheng, and he doesn't want to ask for it for the time being.

With short hands, Ji Hanchuan had no choice but to push Gu Yuze to the designated container.

Standing in the cart, Gu Yuze cheerfully carried the delicate and beautifully packaged boxes on the shelf into the cart. Ji Hanchuan picked them up curiously, and his eyes lit up.

This is a candy blind box, and the figure inside is Ultraman!

"Buy Ultraman, why are you afraid that your little uncle will know?" Ji Hanchuan held a blind box and shook it by his ear, not forgetting the sneaky appearance of the child before.

The child pouted: "The little uncle said that you can only buy one at a time, but I can't get Ultraman Tiga."

Everyone who likes to draw blind boxes wants to collect all the figures of that series, but some rare models are difficult to get, and the Tiga in the Ultraman series is even more invisible, so it is difficult to draw. It is about the same size as the □□ second prize.

"But when we pay later," Ji Hanchuan reminded the child, "Your little uncle will not let us buy so much after seeing it."

"Then what should we do?" The child slumped his tender face.

"There is a way," Ji Hanchuan threw a blind box up and caught it again. He bent over to look at the child, pinned his thumb away from himself, and smiled deeply in his eyes, "You call me little uncle, I will send it to you You Ultraman Tiga!"