Self-cultivation of spare tire

The lights in the corridor were not repaired, and everything was plunged into darkness.

In the darkness, Chen Zhu took out the key and fumbled for the keyhole.The corridor was narrow, and he could feel Xu Lanting looming behind him.

The man was tall and slender, leaned slightly, held Chen Zhu in his arms, and gently rubbed Chen Zhu's soft hair with his chin.

The old iron door creaked, and as soon as Chen Zhu stepped into the house, he was pressed hard against the door.

Xu Lanting's wine-scented kiss gently landed on his lips.

At first, it was just gently rubbing and sticking, as if coaxing, with a little flattery.

Later, after tossing and lingering, the longing in the kiss was full of meaning, gradually tainted with desire.

The strength of Xu Lanting's hand became heavier and heavier, Chen Zhu felt his shirt was pushed up, the man's hand was slightly hot from Xia Ye, and the temperature under his fingertips made people shiver.

Before the kiss was deep, the old-fashioned PHS in the drawer suddenly beeped.

Chen Zhu pushed Xu Lanting away, and held down his hand that lit the fire indiscriminately.

"I'll answer the phone." Chen Zhu turned around, Xu Lanting's lustful eyes were hidden in the darkness.

Jiang Jianren usually would not look for Chen Zhu in places other than school.But recently, the recommendation quotas of various prestigious schools have been trending, and the two of them chatted more and more.

"The self-enrollment over there will be next month. If you are interested, we can try it together."

"Okay." Chen Zhu agreed, and thought about the fare and lodging expenses in his mind, "But I'm not sure."

Jiang Jianren asked him: "Are you waiting for the quota of walks? Although you have no problem with walks, there is one more way and one more choice."

Chen Zhu avoided Xu Lanting's deep gaze, and walked aside, "I will think about it, thank you."

As soon as he hung up the phone, Xu Lanting's kiss came back again.

Chen Zhu had something on his mind, so he hurriedly ended the kiss.

"I, I have something else to do." Chen Zhu let go of Xu Lanting, calming down the heat in his chest.

He got up and turned on the small lamp beside the bed, in front of him was Xu Lanting's red lips and the man's meaningful smile.

"Chen Zhu, don't you like using your mobile phone?" Xu Lanting sneered, "Why, you chatted so much with classmate Jiang."

He remembered that in order to save electricity and telephone charges, Chen Zhu would not even call him, let alone any communication software or remote video.

At first, Xu Lanting thought it would be easy, but now that he thought about it, he felt something was wrong.

Oh, the classmate is willing to call, but he is reluctant to spend money with him?

Chen Zhu silently calculated the fees needed to participate in the self-enrollment, and had no time to talk to Xu Lanting.

In Xu Lanting's eyes, the young man stubbornly turned his back to him, even refusing to explain a word.

Chen Zhu was planning to make an account and plan, but before he took out the pen, he was imprisoned by a pair of powerful arms around his waist, and then, his whole body suddenly hung in the air—he was hugged by Xu Lanting.

The world was spinning, and Chen Zhu was thrown heavily onto the bed. The old iron frame bed made a loud noise.

"Chen Zhu, you're good enough." Xu Lanting laughed angrily, pressed the man on the pillow forcefully, leaned over, with dark currents in his eyes.

No one has ever made him so angry.

Xu Lanting claims to be well-cultivated, and will never lose control of her emotions for unworthy things.Not to mention, it's such trivial things as love and love.

But Chen Zhu easily made him sullen.

"Why, chatting and laughing with classmates, and me, have nothing to say?" Xu Lanting bent his knees and pressed on his lap.

Chen Zhu was pressed heavily, and before he could resist much, his lips were covered with an angry kiss.

Different from Xu Lanting's usual step-by-step approach, this kiss directly vented the man's anger.Chen Zhu was pressed against the pillow, almost unable to breathe.

He could feel the man's sullen anger, but he didn't understand why an insignificant person could stir up Xu Lanting's anger.

"Enough." Chen Zhu shrank back, unable to bear the man's overly aggressive attack, "It hurts." His hands were pressed to his sides, and his wrists felt aching from being held.

"What relationship do I have with Jiang Jianren?" Chen Zhu explained patiently, "It's just to talk about the school."

"Talk for a few words?" Xu Lanting sneered, the so-called chat for a few words, is to go home together until dark, or to talk endlessly with that broken mobile phone after returning home?

Chen Zhu: "The school has self-enrolment, I..." He licked the blood on his lips, and there was a sharp pain, "I don't have enough money, I want to ask for news."

Chen Zhu can frankly reveal his poverty in front of anyone, but Xu Lanting is the one he doesn't want to show weakness.

But at this moment, he has no choice but to let go of his hardships one by one and put them in front of Xu Lanting.

"The money is not enough. I want to ask him about the travel expenses. I heard that it costs a lot of money to take the high-speed rail." At the end of Chen Zhu's speech, he could no longer meet Xu Lanting's gaze. He turned his head slightly and stared at the old lamp beside the bed. desk lamp.

Embarrassment, embarrassment, the fragile self-esteem of young people is already crumbling at this moment.

It's a pity that Xu Lanting didn't have the mood to pay attention to the embarrassment in the young man's eyes. When he heard Jiang Jianren's name, Xu Lanting only felt the anger that was ignored just now.

"Oh, self-enrollment? Isn't that great?" Xu Lanting showed a rare arrogance, "Chen Zhu, is it useful to ask him?"

In front of him, the man's flirtatious lips were opened and closed, and Chen Zhu heard him tease casually, "If you are more obedient, wouldn't it be easy to go to any school you want?"

Chen Zhu looked at him quietly for a while, then said hoarsely, "Xu Lanting, in your eyes, what am I?"

A trivial bauble?

Or an ant that can be easily crushed to death?

Or, is it a...joke who overestimates himself and tries to change his destiny?

Xu Lanting let go of his hand, under the dim light, his shallow pupils were stained with the depth of night.

"Chen Zhu, you are mine now, understand?" Xu Lanting stroked Chen Zhu's messy hair, different from the gentleness in the past, his eyes were slightly cold, "Hey, be obedient, don't Make me angry."

Chen Zhu stared at him for a while, then suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Who is getting angry?

The basketball that can never be bought;

That pair of canvas shoes that can't be put on the table;

Tears secretly hidden in the bathroom;

Self-esteem that has been neglected countless times;

Countless sleepless nights with longing;

That, the person he has waited for countless times, but will never be able to wait for.

In the end, who should be wronged.

Chen Zhu covered his eyes, and pressed his bloodshot lips tightly.He lay quietly on the pillow, a tiny trace of water fell on the pillow along his slightly wet forehead hair.

On the pure white pillow, a circle of water blurred.

"Chen Zhu?" Xu Lanting couldn't react at first, but after realizing Chen Zhu's silence, he finally showed a little annoyance, "Chen Zhu..."

The person who has always been as tough as a rock is crying quietly.

Chen Zhu didn't even make a sound, just silently covered his eyes with his hands, only a trace of water fainted on the pillow on both sides of his cheeks.

It was heartbreakingly quiet.

Xu Lanting got up, was silent for a moment, then bowed again, raised his sleeve and wiped Chen Zhu's wet cheek.

"Sorry, I..." His heart tightened inexplicably, an emotion he had never had before, climbing along his rationality. "My brother was wrong, I'm sorry."

"sorry baby."

He kissed Chen Zhu's wet temples one by one, kissing away the bitter tears one by one.

"Azhu, don't cry." Xu Lanting softly coaxed the boy in his arms, showing an expression he had never seen before, "Don't cry, baby."

In the house, it was unnervingly hot.

The hot and long silence in the summer night made Xu Lanting helpless.

Chen Zhu kept his eyes closed all the time, his straight and long eyelashes were wet, and there were still drops of water hanging from them.The corners of his eyes were red after crying, and the corners of his mouth also showed traces of being bullied.

Poor girl...Xu Lanting gently kissed Chen Zhu's blushing eyes, regretting his gaffe just now.

Looking back, he didn't know that he would go to war with Chen Zhu for a trivial matter.

It even made people cry.

In the damp corner that no one cares about, the soil watered by tears, the unknown feelings grow quietly in the sticky and sultry summer night.

Chen Zhu's breathing gradually became gentle and long, just when Xu Lanting thought that Chen Zhu was about to fall asleep, he was suddenly pushed away by the person in his arms.

The old iron frame bed creaked, and Xu Lanting nearly rolled down.He propped up his arms, and saw Chen Zhu's slender back disappearing behind the bathroom door.

After locking the door, Chen Zhu turned on the faucet and waited for a while before the cold water came.

He picked up the water and slapped himself on the face.

There were water stains on his face and the stickiness after Xu Lanting's kiss.He didn't like this feeling, and put his whole face under the faucet.

The cold water splashed on his body, half of Chen Zhu's body was drenched, and he was slightly awake.

Xu Lanting's faint call came from outside the bathroom door.

Chen Zhu tightened the tap, thinking, after all, water should not be wasted.

"Chen Zhu, let's talk."

Chen Zhu sniffed, looking at his embarrassed appearance in the mirror.Is it necessary for the wolf to reason with the sheep?

"Azhu." Xu Lanting pressed his finger on the door and slowly drew a crooked love heart, "Let's chat, okay?"

Seeing Xu Lanting's usual tricks, Chen Zhu was inexplicably annoyed, he stepped forward suddenly, and opened the door with a bang.

Xu Lanting didn't expect that Chen Zhu would open the door suddenly, his fingers were still in mid-air, and he couldn't react in time.

"What are you talking about?" Chen Zhu's voice was moist and cold, "Talk about how I can't control myself, how poor I am, and how hard I try to get you?"

As he spoke, he walked around the person in front of him and walked outside.

A pair of hands wrapped around his waist suddenly, and Chen Zhu was held in Xu Lanting's arms, and a man's low, coaxing voice was heard next to his ears.

"Baby, brother is wrong. Don't be angry anymore, huh?" Xu Lanting gradually understood the reason behind Chen Zhu's so-called 'stubborn' and 'unruly'.

It's just that young people don't want to bow their heads in front of the one they love.

Xu Lanting is so smart, of course he can see the enthusiasm in Chen Zhu's eyes, and understands the sensitive and fragile self-esteem of young people.

In the past, he paid no attention to it, but for some reason tonight, looking at Chen Zhu's slightly red eyes, Xu Lanting unexpectedly had many thoughts that he had never had before.

He let go of Chen Zhu, walked to the desk, took out a pen and paper, and the handwriting was neat and correct.

After a while, Xu Lanting handed the written paper to Chen Zhu, along with a written check.

"Don't get me wrong." Before Chen Zhu refused, Xu Lanting said slowly, "I'll borrow it from you."

Chen Zhu never thought that a man who was always defiant would carefully hold up his self-esteem and show such a cautious and probing gaze.

He looked down at the IOU written by Xu Lanting, and the not-so-large amount on the check.

"Why?" he asked.

Xu Lanting walked up to Chen Zhu slowly, and kissed the young man's frowning brows.

He didn't answer, he pressed his fingertips on the position of Chen Zhu's heart, and slowly and gently drew a crooked love heart.