Self-cultivation of spare tire

Amidst his thoughts, Chen Zhu heard a hasty knock on the door.

And Ye Xi's anxious and hoarse voice.

"Brother, are you inside... Chen Zhu!"

Then came Shen Qingqu's slightly tired voice, "Call the police. It's been a whole night, the phone is turned off, and I have searched at home and on the roadside—"

Ye Xi patted the door again, "Brother!" He turned around anxiously, and said, "It must be in Xu Lanting's hands, but that bastard still refuses to hand him over."

"Call the police." The more Shen Qingqu thought about it, the more uneasy he became. He turned on the phone and quickly pressed

Just then, the door opened slowly.

There was still tiredness on Chen Zhu's face, and because he had just washed his face, there were still tiny drops of water hanging from the tips of his hair, and although his expression was not good, he was not too haggard.

Apart from the fatigue caused by the hangover, Chen Zhu didn't seem to have anything wrong.

Ye Xi's eyes lit up when he saw Chen Zhu, "Brother, are you okay?"

"Yeah." Chen Zhu just glanced at him, then looked away, and said to Shen Qingqu who was looking worried, "You guys were looking for me last night?"

Ye Xi nodded with anger, "That bastard Xu Lanting took you away, we found his house, but he said he had sent you home, but you didn't answer no matter how we knocked on the door, I thought something happened to you It's..."

After saying that, Ye Xi's voice became quieter, and his eyes turned red.

"I'm fine." From Ye Xi's words, Chen Zhu also understood what happened last night.

Fortunately, there is probably no danger.

"I was drunk last night, so I probably didn't hear your knock on the door. I'm sorry for worrying you."

Xu Lanting was able to send him home well, although Chen Zhu was surprised, he was relieved.

That's right, the past is all in the past, and they each other, that's about it.

Chen Zhu sighed, and said to Ye Xi: "It's very cold, you should go home." Ye Xi had been looking for him all night, and his family must be in a hurry.

"Brother..." Ye Xi sniffed, "Aren't you going to let me go in and sit around...you hate me so much?"

Chen Zhu was helpless: "Ye Xi, we have already broken up."

If Ye Xi knew him better, he would not have said such things.

Chen Zhu is indeed a perfect lover, but once they break up, there is absolutely no possibility of turning back easily.

Xu Lanting is like this, and so is Ye Xi.

Fortunately, seeing the end of Xu Lanting's entanglement, Ye Xi didn't dare to say anything, just lowered his head, looked red, and walked away step by step.

When Ye Xi left, Chen Zhu leaned over and said to Shen Qingqu, "Shen Qingqu, come in." Seeing that Shen Qingqu's lips were turning pale from the cold, he felt a little guilty.

After Shen Qingqu entered the room, he didn't look around, but just sat quietly on the sofa.

"What would you like to drink?" Chen Zhu poked his head out from the kitchen, "But I only have milk and coffee here."

"Warm water is fine, thank you." Shen Qingqu bent his hands on his knees, and lightly tapped on his knees, as if he was a little nervous.

Suddenly breaking into Chen Zhu's room made him nervous and... a little uncontrollably joyful.

But thinking of the brooch and the unfinished confession last night, Shen Qingqu bit his lip.

He still didn't know Chen Zhu's attitude.

The water glass was placed on the tea table, and the slight sound brought Shen Qingqu back to his senses.

As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Chen Zhu brushing his half-wet hair and saying: "I made some breakfast, if you don't mind, let's have some together."

The boy's clean eyebrows were soaked in water, and became more translucent and clear. Coupled with a loose home clothes, he lost his usual regularity, and instead became more lively.

This was a side Shen Qingqu had never seen before, he was almost captured by those beautiful eyes, and it was difficult to look away.

Looking at the motionless person, Chen Zhu thought that Shen Qingqu was a little cautious when he first arrived, so he leaned over and handed the plate to him.

"Do whatever you want, eat something first."

"Oh...Okay." Shen Qingqu lowered his head now, the tips of his ears became hot.He looked at the simple toast and warm water on the table, and a stack of fruit.

"Do you like apples?" Shen Qingqu took a sip of water, and the apples on the plate were cut into neat small pieces.

Chen Zhu shook his head with a smile, he sipped the milk in small sips.After a hangover, it is inevitable that he will feel uncomfortable in his stomach, so he eats slowly.

I don't like to eat... Shen Qingqu thought about it, and it became clear that apples are the cheapest fruit in the local supermarket, and they are often discounted and promoted.

Shen Qingqu's heart was poked carefully, he pursed his lips, and asked Chen Zhu: "Yesterday, I gave you the brooch, do you like it?"

"Huh?" Chen Zhu just remembered that he was drunk and accepted the valuable "little gift" yesterday in a daze.

Only now did he faintly feel that something was wrong.Chen Zhu: "That brooch is too expensive, I'm afraid I can't take it." Saying that, Chen Zhu was about to get up...

"Chen Zhu." Shen Qingqu raised his hand and grabbed his wrist. He also realized that such a touch was a bit out of line, so he quickly let go of his hand, "I gave it to you, just keep it."

Shen Qingqu paused, then said, "Everyone has it."

But everyone else's is just a pen, but Chen Zhu's is an expensive brooch.

Chen Zhu faintly noticed something. After all, there were many people who expressed their love to him since he was a child. No matter how slow he was, he could still understand what Shen Qingqu's unique gift meant.

Recalling the special care during the class, Chen Zhu's guess became clearer.

"Mr. Shen," Chen Zhu still took out the box and put it on the coffee table, "This gift is too expensive, I..." He paused, "I don't want to accept it."

It's not "don't dare to accept" or "can't accept", but - don't want to.

Shen Qingqu is so smart, he naturally understood the tactful rejection in Chen Zhu's words, the disappointment in his eyes flashed, and then he just smiled faintly.

He said, "Just treat it as a small gift from me as a teacher, isn't it okay?"

"Sorry." Chen Zhu leaned over and pushed the box in front of Shen Qingqu, "I don't want it."

"This way..." Shen Qingqu lowered his voice, taking the box over with some embarrassment.

He thought about being rejected by Chen Zhu, but he never thought that he would feel so uncomfortable after being rejected.

Perhaps, he liked this indomitable and upstream person more than he expected.

Shen Qingqu's expression was so disappointed that Chen Zhu felt a little sorry.After all, Shen Qingqu can be regarded as a noble person that Chen Zhu met on his difficult road.

After thinking about it, Chen Zhu chose to speak frankly and clearly.

He put down the glass, got up and walked to the desk.

Shen Qingqu watched as Chen Zhu bent over to search for something, and then saw the other person walking over with a huge photo album in his arms.

"This was taken by Ye Xi when I was working in an Australian orchard last year."

Shen Qingqu didn't know why, but still involuntarily opened the photo album, flipping through photos full of sunshine and smiling faces.

The blond boy in the photo smiled very brightly, as if the light of the whole summer fell on his eyes.

And Chen Zhu was equally happy, the watermelon juice in his hand carried the sweetness of the whole summer.

"You guys," Shen Qingqu sighed, "It used to be quite, very good."

"Yeah." Chen Zhu smiled, and tapped the blond boy in the photo, "He is a pistachio, as long as he smiles, it seems that all the troubles will disappear."

Shen Qingqu looked at Chen Zhu's smiling face and frowned slightly.

Chen Zhu knew the other party's doubts, yes... If you are so happy, why did you get to where you are today?

"To tell the truth, I'm dissatisfied with you. The man who came to pick me up yesterday was my... first love." Chen Zhu smiled wryly. Unrequited love can also be considered first love...

Chen Zhu said slowly: "Being with him, what I feel is the sweetness that no one can bring to me." He lowered his head, pursed his lips lightly, and continued, "I love him very much...I used to love him very much. At that time, I remember, it seemed that all the happiness in the world could not compare to his smiling at me."

It seems that all the sweetness of love is so similar, as long as the other party smiles, it seems that the light of the whole world falls into the eyes.

But the sweet sugar coating has faded away, and the bitter taste is different.

Xu Lanting is the poison/drug that makes people heartbroken; Ye Xi is the faint melancholy dreamed at midnight.

Chen Zhu has experienced vigor and vigor, and also experienced mediocrity, but in the end, the ending was not satisfactory.

"Shen Qingqu." Chen Zhu said solemnly, "I still believe in the happiness brought by love, it was the same in the past, and it is the same now."

His gaze was firm and indifferent, "It's just that I still have a longer-term pursuit. To be realistic, love is a waste of time for me now."

Short-lived, vigorous happiness is indeed very attractive. It is normal for people to yearn for love, and Chen Zhu in the past was also attracted by it.

But beyond the wind and moon, the ideal is still waiting.

Shen Qingqu understood what Chen Zhu meant, and he was surprised by Chen Zhu's confession, and it was precisely because of Chen Zhu's confession that Shen Qingqu didn't want to let go.

The charm of Chen Zhu is not only the appearance, but also the thick and sincere soul.

"I know you want to achieve a career." Shen Qingqu said, "I understand."

He looked straight at Chen Zhu and said with a smile: "Chen Zhu, I don't expect you to agree to my pursuit right away. It's just that I have a small proposal."

Chen Zhu: "Shen Qingqu, you better not waste time on me."

"But, Chen Zhu, have you ever thought about it?" Shen Qingqu leaned slightly and approached, his ear tips were already red, but his tone was very firm, "You have tried the love of looking up, and you have experienced the love of looking down, but, Or, what you need is a lover who can stand by your side."

Side by side...Chen Zhu really never thought about it, he and Xu Lanting are like moths flying into a flame; being with Ye Xi is a short but warm sweetness.

He never imagined what it would be like to stand shoulder to shoulder with others on the road of growing up alone.

Shen Qingqu: "A lover who is evenly matched with you, standing side by side towards the future..." He paused, and said, "I have the confidence to be your companion on your path of chasing your ideals."

For a moment, Chen Zhu's thoughts were disturbed by him. He had rejected many people before, but he didn't know how to reject this man who was clearly excellent but kept his attitude extremely low.

Shen Qingqu also knew that chasing Chen Zhu would be a long process, so he didn't say anything more, he just picked up the water glass and took a sip of water.

The future is long, he believes that Chen Zhu will be his.

"Tsk, you little lover has some skills." As the boss of a top educational institution, Zhang Jiyu has information on educational institutions across the United States.

He immediately got the proposed admission list of the prestigious school.

Looking at Chen Zhu's name on the list, Zhang Jiyu finally understood what Xu Lanting had worked so hard on this person.

There are a lot of good-looking lovers, but Chen Zhu, who is both top-notch in appearance and talent, really can't find a second one.

Xu Lanting flipped through the materials sent by Zhang Jiyu, and when he saw Chen Zhu's name on the interview notice, his tense nerves relaxed.

He raised his eyes and glanced at Zhang Jiyu, "Keep your mouth clean."

There was a warning in the man's eyes, Zhang Jiyu didn't understand it at first, and then he realized that it was the "little love" that he blurted out just now that offended him.

Isn't it just a title?Is it worth it... Zhang Jiyu said helplessly, "Succeed, he has also passed the university entrance examination, and Mr. Xu is about to cross the river and tear down the bridge."

"There is still a final round of interviews." Xu Lanting thought for a while and said, "You find someone to write him a letter of recommendation."

Zhang Jiyu sneered: "Xu Lanting, don't put your eyes on your nose, I'm your errand for your feelings?"

"I will invest all the dividends for this quarter." Xu Lanting didn't even lift his eyelids, "I got the recommendation letter within three days."

"Fuck" Zhang Jiyu's heart has long been unbalanced, "Xu Lanting, how much did you earn in China? You don't even ask about this quarter's profit, so you don't want it all? Love my family, even mosquito legs with you Can't compare?"

Xu Lanting: "Stop talking nonsense." He began to write emails to former alumni, and in the name of holding an alumni association, he searched for available resources.

Seeing Xu Lanting's arrogant face, Zhang Jiyu became angry.

But he changed his mind, and soon put on a happy smile, "Hey, don't worry about it, Chen Zhu's recommendation letter is very simple."

He slowly sat on the sofa, crossed his legs, and said leisurely: "There is a high-achieving student from Massachusetts in our institution. A letter of recommendation from an old professor."

Zhang Jiyu bounced back and forth in Xu Lanting's thunder/area, "Hiss, it seems to be called, oh, it's called Shen Qingqu. He is gentle, with a high degree of education, and looks like a thief with Chen Zhuzhan—"

Before he could speak, his collar tightened, and he vacated in an instant.

Xu Lanting's eyes were like poisonous snakes, cold and dangerous.

"Don't think I don't know what you've done behind your back." Xu Lanting's tone was very light, but there was a hint of gloom that made people feel chills on their feet, "Shen Qingqu is indeed a good teacher, otherwise you thought I would let him come today?"

The man sneered, and the darkness in his eyes almost pierced him, "But as you said, crossing the river and tearing down the bridge, now he has no use value, do you think I will allow him to hang around Chen Zhu?"

Zhang Jiyu knew that he was not Xu Lanting's opponent, and he was only short-sighted. He didn't expect Xu Lanting's reaction to be so strong, "Cheng Chengcheng, you are the uncle, why don't I stop talking? There is no need to show that you are going to kill someone." Are you in a stance? Are you crazy!"

"Tell you that talented student, it's best not to get Chen Zhu's idea." Xu Lanting let go of his hand, looked down at the other party, with dark currents in his eyes, "Otherwise, I don't know why I would go crazy."

Xu Lanting smiled lightly, "Perhaps, it's not impossible to kill him by mistake one day."

The author has something to say: Xu Lanting: Say the most ruthless words, do the most embarrassing things and hug the little cuties who supported me during this time, thank you!

感谢在2021-03-1815:00:13~2021-03-2423:59:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Wuque;

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