Don't call me milk dumpling!

Crisp rushed into the kitchen, stood at the door with a kitchen knife, and refused to let my dad go out. "

Ruan Mian held Bo Yan's hand, adding strength unconsciously.

He had guessed that Bo Yan's family environment must not be warm and comfortable, but he never expected that it would be so... so unbearable.

Bo Yan suddenly turned his head and looked at Ruan Mian, who even raised the corners of his lips and smiled, "Do you think my mother is a lunatic?"

Ruan Mian swallowed subconsciously, without nodding or shaking her head.

"You don't have to dare to say it," Bo Yan smiled again, turned her head back, and continued to look at the sunset in the sky, "because I also think that she is a lunatic, and this is only a small part of her control, she wants to control me Dad, she wants to control me even more, because I was born by her, and she thinks that I should be her subordinate, she wants to control all my basic necessities, food, clothing, housing, transportation, emotions, sorrows and joys."

"Didn't you always want to know why I have stomach problems? That's right, it's because of her, because she ordered the aunt at home to make me - like - every day from the first day of my elementary school - grade. The same dinner, after a long time, I feel disgusted when I see the dishes on the table, I start to refuse to eat, but she will yell, or simply force someone to push me on the chair and feed it into my mouth Li, later I stopped struggling, I would eat it, but it was really disgusting, and I would run to throw up after eating, this state continued until I was in junior high school and learned to drink, but my stomach was already very fragile at that time , I couldn’t bear the stimulation of alcohol at all, and I got acute gastritis directly after drinking one can, and it was difficult to raise it later.”

Ruan Mian opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't make a sound. The hand he was holding Bo Yan began to tremble uncontrollably.

But it's not over yet.

Bo Yan dragged his hand, and gently covered the position above his navel.

Ruan Mian knew that it was the location of Bo Yan's tattoo.

At this time, under his palm was Bo Yan's Agony.

"And this tattoo," Bo Yan continued, his voice flat as if he was telling someone else's story, "Don't you always want to know, what kind of scar is it used to cover? It's a smoke scar, is it She got it hot when she was crazy, and the reason she went crazy was because I didn't listen to her for the first time, and wore the clothes she arranged for me, but wore something I liked. That day, she hysterically threw my clothes away Tore it off, cut it into pieces, and pressed me to the head of the bed, and stuck me here with a burning cigarette."

Ruan Mian's hands trembled even more, he couldn't help rubbing repeatedly above Bo Yan's navel, as if he wanted to use this method to get rid of this scar and all of Bo Yan's painful past in vain.

After a while, Ruan Mian still couldn't hold back his tears, and his voice trembled: "Is your father not here? Why didn't your father stop her?"

Hearing Ruan Mian's voice changed, Bo Yan suddenly turned his head, kissed his eyelids, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and wiped away the tears on his cheeks.

"My dad? He can't protect himself. Before I went to elementary school, he already found out that my mother is a lunatic, but he is very cowardly. His parents, that is, my grandparents, are also very ordinary people. There is no way to compete with the Bo family, so my dad chose to escape, trying to deal with my mother every day, staying away from home day and night, avoiding her, he hoped that there would be no Bo Qing in his life, and the same, he didn't want to I want this, the son who came out of Bo Qing's belly."

Ruan Mian bit the tip of her tongue fiercely, but she still couldn't hold back the tears that flowed more and more.

"But in the end," Bo Yan let out a light breath, and continued, "In the end, they still had the same fate. My dad finally couldn't bear it, and got infected with drugs. In order to get revenge on my mother, he took the drugs. Adding it to the water my mother drinks every day made her addicted too. You see, Ruan Mian, I have already said that my parents are not good people."

Ruan Mian really wanted to say something, but couldn't utter a single word.

"Ruan Mian," Bo Yan's long eyes narrowed slightly, his eyes seemed to be infinitely tender, but also infinitely dangerous, looking at Ruan Mian's tear-stained face, after a moment's pause, Bo Yan raised his hand to caress Ruan Mian's cheek. Twist the earlobe lightly, with a hoarse voice, "Do you know who sent them to the prison?"

Suddenly, Ruan Mian had an answer in her heart.

But when he opened his mouth, he only felt that his throat was so tight that he still couldn't make a sound.

Bo Yan suddenly tilted his head, his lips brushed against Ruan Mian's ears, and two indistinct laughter came out of his throat: "Yes, that's right, it was me, it was my summer vacation in the third year of junior high school, and I called the police."

"So Ruan Mian," Bo Yan bit the tip of Ruan Mian's ear viciously, "Do you still think of me now? Do you still think that my desire to control and possess is nothing? Hmm ?”

Ruan Mian felt that there were no words to describe his feeling at this moment, his internal organs seemed to be mixed together, but they were tearing at each other, the pain was severe.

He couldn't help curling his legs, as if it would make him feel better—a little.

Tears are like a flood that has opened its gates and cannot be stopped at all.

In Ruan Mian's memory, the last time he cried like this was the moment when he clearly realized that his father was far away from him forever.

After a while, Ruan Mian buried her head tightly into Bo Yan's neck, bit his collar with her teeth, and said in a voice like weeping blood: "Yes! That's right! I still think you are good, it's nothing, I'm willing to accept everything!"

As if he didn't expect Ruan Mian to say that, Bo Yan suddenly closed his eyes, his breathing became rough instantly, he raised his hand to caress the back of Ruan Mian's head, and his fingers sank into Ruan Mian's hair.

The little remaining reason is telling him, so far, maintain the best and best result now, use a deep kiss to end today's unpleasant, dig out the already rotten self, and spread it out. Confessions flat in the sun.

But what's more, the bad factors in his bones are constantly causing trouble. He - while deeply loathing himself - can't help being paranoid to the end just like his lunatic mother: "But Ruan Mian, if one day... , I will also become like my mother, what are you going to do?"

However, Ruan Mian was only slightly stunned for a short second, and then she replied decisively and resolutely: "No, you won't become like her."

"Why?" Bo Yan felt that he might really have gone crazy, he was eager to find an answer to nothing at this moment, "Why are you so sure?"

He thought that this time it would really scare Ruan Mian, that Ruan Mian would want to run away, or at least, want to back down.

But the truth is, no.

Ruan Mian suddenly raised his head, and tilted his head back a little, so that he could see Bo Yan clearly.

Obviously the eyelashes are still wet, there are tears on the cheeks, and the voice is even more sobbing, soft, but Ruan Mian - word - pause, but each word is extremely firm, resounding: "You have me , because I know you like me, you are reluctant to treat me like that, because I also like you, within the controllable range, I am willing to satisfy your desire to control, possessive, Bo Yan, so, is it enough to make you feel at ease? ! "

This is true, the surprise of the surprise, the surprise of the surprise.

Bo Yan stopped completely.

At this moment, he clearly felt that the fierce beast that had been closed in his heart for a long time closed his eyes forever, and finally fell into a peaceful sleep.

And the cage in his heart also collapsed at this moment, and then disappeared into nothingness.

The sun had completely set, and the last piece of afterglow on the playground was also covered by night.

At the moment when night covered the entire playground, Bo Yan felt that his eyes had never been so bright.

Because, his Ruan Mian, his light, finally fully shined into the bottom of his heart.

"That's enough," Bo Yan raised his hand and embraced Ruan Mian with all his strength. He obviously just talked about so much painful past, and his tone could not fluctuate, but at this moment, he couldn't help being tainted. With a sour nose, "It's enough, very reassuring, Ruan Mian, I love you, I really love you very much, thank you, thank you for showing up."

Ruan Mian let out a long breath, the corners of his lips finally curled up a little, and he responded seriously: "Bo Yan, I love you too, I love you very much, every day from now on, there will be me."

The moment the voice of this sentence fell, both of them agreed, and heard a soft "meow" sound from not far away.

Ruan Mian and Bo Yan subconsciously followed the source of the sound, only to find that a kitten had barged in from the edge of the playground at some point.

The kitten was not afraid of strangers at all, it ran to Ruan Mian's hand with bold catwalks, its limbs spread out, revealing its soft belly.

Without hesitation, Ruan Mian raised her hand and covered it, skillfully scratching its belly.

The kitten made a comfortable "meow meow" sound.

Ruan Mian blurted out—"Meow~"

Time and space seem to be reversed at this moment, returning to the afternoon when we first met three years ago.

Bo Yan turned his head, and said in a hoarse voice: "Meow again, let me hear you?"

This time, the boy with a cute little face but a bad temper didn't frown any more, and didn't call him "sick", but responded obediently, with his milky and soft voice——

"Meow."

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The author has something to say: don't block what you say in this chapter!

at last!

At this point, the main text of our milk dumpling and Xiaobo is officially over.

The idea of ​​this story is: only by not forgetting the original intention, can we always achieve success.

Similarly, it is also the sentence that Ruan Mian's father said: Only by not forgetting softness can one sleep peacefully.

Our Xiaobo has always left a piece of softness in his heart, so he was finally able to fully embrace his Ruan Mian.

As I said before, there will be a lot of side stories, and now there are certain things: copywriting stalks, the real doi of two people, tattoo plots, sweet daily life, 100 questions about husband and wife sex, and a separate sub-cp part.

If you want to see anything cute, you can post it in the comments, and I will write it according to my discretion.

As promised later, in order to make up for the poor reading experience brought to everyone by unstable updates during the serialization period, it was originally said to give away three episodes, but due to the word count requirements of the list, it was decided to give away two episodes + before the next chapter is updated , Red envelopes will be given out for 2 comments in this chapter!

But today, the liver is bursting, and it needs to be postponed for two days, and it is tentatively scheduled for 5.2.

Finally, I would like to thank every little cutie who accompanied me, Nai Tuanzi and Xiao Bo along the way!

See you in two days~ Bow, I love you very much!