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The strong intuition of the sixth sense told Jian Chi'an that what he thought was true, and Jian Chi'an was not afraid of what Shen Yu would do to him, but he didn't know how tragic the relationship between the two people would be. Only then will the idea of ​​imprisoning the other party come up, so desperate, so sad.

If you can't love each other, that's probably the case, but how did he and Shen Yu like each other, how did they get to that point?

Jian Chi'an suddenly remembered the towel that Shen Yu handed him when they confirmed their relationship. That day, the car was driving on an unfamiliar road. Since then, since that day, has Shen Yu had such an idea?

Shen Yu looked at him, watched his eyes drift towards the door, watched him sink into thoughts, moved his hands, and flipped forward a photo again.

Jian Chi'an's pupils trembled slightly, and he shifted his gaze to the camera again, and another photo was changed. This was the first photo Shen Yu took for him, but Shen Yu's hand was still holding his hand and placed it on the button.

"Shen Yu." Jian Chi An suddenly called him.

"Huh?" His eyes were reflected on the black LCD screen on the edge.

Looking into those eyes, Jian Chi'an asked slowly, "What...is there on that towel after the stage play?"

Shen Yu paused, and took his fingers to press the button, Jian Chi'an suddenly closed his eyes.

On the screen is an empty scene, without any figures, only the Ferris wheel occupies half of the page.

In the end, he still made an extra layer of protection.

Jian Chi'an is very smart, he has always known, and he also knows that there are many flaws in everything he does. One day he could have raised the partition to block Jian Chian's view, but he didn't. He didn't hide what he wanted to do to Jian Chian at all.

Jian Chi'an didn't get an answer for a long time. He couldn't help but curled up his fingers. He closed his eyes and couldn't see anything, but he could feel Shen Yu's breath in his ears more clearly, the temperature of his chest, and the warmth of his chest. to being imprisoned.

"Shen Yu," he said again, "You want to lock me up, right?"

Shen Yu finally answered him this time, "The towel is TN-1, a new type of intoxicating agent, colorless and odorless, as long as it touches the skin, you will be unconscious. Jian Chi'an, I am indeed Those who want to lock you up, lock it up to a place where only I can see it and I can find it."

Jian Chi'an didn't know why, but when he heard this answer, his heart suddenly ached, "Then why, did you regret it again?"

Shen Yu said: "I hesitated for a long time between letting you go and not letting you go, and then I found out that I can't let you go."

Jian Chi'an's eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, Shen Yu suddenly sighed, and said, "Jian Chi'an, open your eyes."

"I thought that when the relationship reached that point, there was no way to go, so I chose such a path in despair. I couldn't love it, and I wanted to lock up the person I liked, because other than this kind of A tragic way, there is nothing left to keep him..."

"Yes."

Jian Chi'an's voice stopped, he opened his eyes suddenly, and looked back at him, "What did you say?"

Shen Yu said: "I said yes, I would do this only if there is one way to go."

Jian Chi'an was stunned. He tried hard to understand the meaning of Shen Yu's words, but found that he couldn't understand why Shen Yu would make such a sad judgment on the relationship between them.

He couldn't help asking: "Why, why are you so insecure? It's impossible for us to get to that point."

Shen Yu didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, and then pressed his forehead to his.

Jian Chi'an suddenly understood, he didn't want to say, or, like today, he was waiting for a specific moment, and he already thought that the relationship between them would definitely reach the final step, he recalled when did Shen Yu let Shen Yu let him go? He noticed something was wrong, as if everything came from the few days before Lin Xingran transferred to another school, all the sadness and despair that he could detect seemed to be spreading in front of him bit by bit, all he could see was just It is a part that is revealed, and more is buried under the calm surface of Shen Yu.

What ever happened?

"Jian Chi'an, are you leaving?" Shen Yu asked him suddenly.

Jian Chi'an didn't answer, and twirled in his arms, then tiptoed to kiss him, "Shen Yu, will this make you feel more secure?"

Shen Yu froze for a moment, his eyes were filled with mist, and for the first time he unabashedly revealed all his sadness and despair in front of Jian Chian. His eyes were slightly red, and tears dripped on Jian Chian's raised face on his lips, but he smiled again and said, "I'm afraid not."

Jian Chi'an kissed the tears off his face, "Then I will do this every day, it will always be useful."

The soul collapsed in the darkness for a long time, and the crying that did not stop for a moment was buried by the darkness. He thought that this despair would never see the light of day.

Who can help me

I'm here to save you

Shen Yu held him in his arms, and suddenly felt that the relationship between them might not reach the tragic ending that Jian Chian felt.

Because of his Jian Chi'an, the light on his body surrounds him for a long time, and one day it will dispel the darkness around him.

Jian Chi'an feels that the current atmosphere is too heavy, covering them like an impenetrable net, but now Shen Yu doesn't want to talk about it, and Jian Chi'an doesn't want to ask about the things that Shen Yu doesn't want to talk about. Clearly, because he didn't know what was behind it, it would definitely not be a pleasant experience for Shen Yu to become what he is now.

If these things are related to Lin Xingran, then he has appeared now, and the truth is not far away.

Thinking of this, Jian Chi'an changed the subject and asked, "Shen Yu, when did you like me?"

Shen Yu said: "At the very beginning."

Jian Chi An asked blankly: "At first? In the classroom?"

Shen Yu chuckled, "No."

Jian Chi'an came out of his arms and asked him, "Where is that? We've met before?"

Shen Yu said: "On the playground."

From the first time I saw Jian Chi'an, I wanted to keep him as my own.

Jian Chi'an was still thinking about when they met on the playground, Shen Yu dragged him to the middle of the lawn.

"After the weather got cold, it went into the night early, and after so long a delay, I couldn't see the bull's-eye clearly when it got dark."

Jian Chi'an was brought to the long table by him, looked at the bows and arrows on the table, and immediately threw away the thoughts in his head, picked up the bow and put it in a good posture, then pulled the string to shoot the arrow in one go, and the arrow drew a straight line in the air After the line, he shot steadily on the target.

Shen Yu took a look through the binoculars and praised: "It's great, Bahuan."

Jian Chi'an took it from his hand and looked at it, a little unhappy, "Why is it only the eighth ring? It turns out that when I play, I can reach the tenth ring."

Shen Yu raised his eyebrows, picked up his bow, and aimed at the string, while Jian Chian took a look through the binoculars with great interest, "Seven point five rings, Shen Yuyu, you can't do it."

Shen Yu intentionally wanted to tease him, and also wanted him to quickly forget what happened just now, but he didn't expect him to jump back and forth on the verge of death as soon as he spoke, and he repeated: "I, can't you?"

Jian Chian took down the binoculars and said: "It's not that it's not good, it's just that I'm not good at taking pictures, but I can't blame you, you study so well, you must be not good at sports."

Shen Yu listened amusedly, and didn't point out that he won the No.1 high jump event in the sports meeting, but only said: "Then you teach me?"

What Jian Chi'an was waiting for was his words, "Come, come, let me teach you."

Both of them seem to have forgotten what happened before, and their emotions are extremely high, but only they know where they put this matter in their hearts.

Jian Chian looked at Shen Yu's serious side face from the side, thinking about what he said, he already had an idea in his heart, he only knew that it was his Shen Yu, the closest person besides his family, and the future He not only likes Shen Yu for the person who has been with him in this life, he wants to marry him, spend the rest of his life with him, and wants to have him in every frame of memory in the future.

The sky was getting darker, and the Ferris wheel in the distance was lit up with colorful lights, like a dream, Shen Yu dragged Jian Chi'an to walk there slowly, he felt that once they walked, it seemed as if they could go on like this for a lifetime.

There is a beautiful legend about the Ferris wheel. It is said that a pair of lovers can be together forever if they kiss at the highest point.

Jian Chi'an and Shen Yu walked under the Ferris wheel, and found that except for the open box on the platform, all the other boxes were filled with white roses, "Wow..."

Shen Yu pulled him to sit on it, the box closed, and slowly lifted into the air.

The fireworks exploded with a bang outside the window, and it was extremely gorgeous. Jian Chian lay by the window and watched, and asked, "Shen Yu, do you want to kiss me at the highest place?"

Shen Yu seriously looked at his side face reflected by the fireworks, and said, "Jian Chi'an, I want to be with you forever."

Jian Chi'an looked back at him with the same serious eyes. The two of them just looked at each other like this. The fireworks outside the window bloomed one by one, and the sky quickly wiped out the last halo. "We will be together forever."

The fireworks were in full bloom, dyeing the night sky into colorful and dreamy colors. In the place closest to the sky, Shen Yu heard Jian Chian say: "Shen Yu, I am an independent and thoughtful person, not someone who will be distorted by others. My marionette, I have eyes to see and ears to hear, and I know better than anyone who is right for me and who is wrong for me. I hope you remember that and always remember that."

Shen Yu's eyes widened slightly, then he laughed again, and said, "Jian Chi'an, I remember."

Jian Chian also laughed, and when the Ferris wheel reached the highest point, she put her hands around Shen Yu's neck and kissed his lips.

"Shen Yu, we can be together forever."

作者有话要说：恭喜我们安安成功躲过第二次进小黑屋的机会！但是嘛，俗话说，事不过三～感谢在2021-03-2721:26:25~2021-03-2723:58:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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