Do you have a rice bucket in your house?

The sand table was just under the window. Bai Gu took a look, pulled Su Kuang's sleeve and sat down, but he didn't reach out to move anything on the sand table.

Su Kuang taught him patiently: "You can use what's in it as you like, just give it a try, okay?"

Bai Gu still didn't stretch out his hand, he seemed to have thought for a long time, and said to Su Kuang in a low voice: "I'm a little scared, can my brother tell them to go out?"

Several doctors stood far away and couldn't hear clearly, but the old doctor understood and asked them to leave after a few pleasantries. There were only three of them in the room.

White Gull then started to play with the small toys on the sand table.

Su Kuang has been standing beside him, staring at him, without moving.

The old doctor said, "Don't be nervous."

Su Kuang echoed him and said, "Baiou, don't be nervous, just play casually."

"I'm talking about you, Mr. Su."

"..." Su Kuang straightened up. After the old doctor said this, he realized that all the muscles in his body were tense, and when he relaxed, he felt a little sore.

"Okay, let Bai Gull play by himself, let's go out and talk." The old doctor turned sideways to open the door.

Su Kuang hesitated for a moment. He wanted to stay by Bai Gu's side, but he was afraid that he might influence Bai Gu's thoughts, so he followed with a sigh.

The old doctor found a seat and bought a cup of Coke while drinking and looking at his mobile phone.

Su Kuang sat across from him and asked, "Doctor, you seem to understand Baiou's situation very well."

"Yes, he used to come to us for inspections all the time. I'll remember it when I see him a lot. I happen to know his father too."

"In the past..." the old doctor paused for a while, "It was really not easy to see that he could be cured at that time. After all, brain injuries at that time were not curable with modern medical technology, but the human body is amazing. Now that it is cured , It is also possible to return to a normal person.”

"It's possible?" Su Kuang caught a word that made him very anxious.

"Well, his problem is not a physical problem, but a psychological problem. This cannot be influenced by external forces. He can't get out of it by himself, nor can he become a normal person."

Su Kuang was silent, and after a long time, he said, "Then I will keep teaching him, and he will be fine one day."

The old doctor lowered his eyes and saw Su Kuang's tightly clenched fists, "However... I had a patient who was in a similar situation before, and it took nearly a year for him to heal slowly, and Baiou is sure to be fine too. "

Su Kuang didn't speak, but his expression was no longer as anxious as before, and seemed to be calm. After all, he was an adult who had seen various scenes, even if he was a little emotional, he would eventually turn into a rational look.

"Time is the first requirement." The old doctor glanced at Su Kuang, "It will take a long time to accompany Bai Gull, energy and money, you have to think about it."

Hearing this, Su Kuang relaxed a little, "If you didn't think clearly, why would you come here?"

"Then I have a doctor's contact information here. Mr. Su can take Bai Gu to try it." Then, the old doctor took out the wallet from his pocket, rummaged through it for a long time, found a blue card and handed it to him. Su Kuang.

Su Kuang took a look and found that it was a business card with words such as professional treatment of psychological problems written on it, so he put it away after thinking about it for a while.

"No matter what the result is, in fact, Mr. Su doesn't need to care so much. No one can change what he chooses. Anyway, he is the happiest person."

Su Kuang didn't bother to listen to his consolation, and said, "I know, I'll take the time."

The old doctor could feel his urgency, and he finished the coke without saying anything.

About 20 minutes later, when the two of them entered again, Bai Guu was no longer playing on the sand table. He was picking at his nails, which seemed to be dirty, with a look of disgust on his face.

But when he saw Su Kuang coming in, he quickly sat up straight and reached out to touch the sand table.

Su Kuang quickly stopped, "Okay, that's it."

White Gull withdrew his hand, and asked a little uneasy: "Brother, can we go home?"

"Wait a while and go home, okay?"

"How long is the wait?"

Just as Su Kuang was about to answer, the old doctor coughed, "You can go back in half an hour."

But Bai Ou seemed dissatisfied, so he turned around and continued to ask Su Kuang.

Su Kuang also sensed that something was wrong, he patted Bai Ou's head reassuringly and said, "Okay, you go to the next room and wait for me, you can play with your phone."

White Gull was still very resistant, "I don't want to go out."

Knowing that he did it on purpose, Su Kuang said directly, "Then you stay inside, can we go out?"

Bai Gu pouted, obviously unhappy, he put down his hand holding Su Kuang's sleeve, "Then I'll go for a while."

Now that he knew how long it would be, Su Kuang felt that he was simply playing dumb.

"Go."

Next door is the reception room, and there are nurses watching outside the door, Su Kuang is not afraid that he will lose his temper and run away.

After Bai Gu left, the old doctor waved to Su Kuang to come and see Bai Gu's sand table.

On the sand table is a very simple painting, a tree, a house, a short little man inside the house, a tall little man outside the house, it looks very warm, and he usually draws children's paintings There is no difference, no problem seen.

"There seems to be nothing wrong with this painting."

The old doctor chuckled, "Mr. Su, you are so optimistic."

"..."

The old doctor pointed at the house, "The people inside represent himself, I believe Mr. Su can see it too."

Su Kuang couldn't deny it, and he hummed to show his agreement.

"This is indeed a house, a house that is airtight and tight on all sides. It is equivalent to him putting himself in a secret room. The person outside should be Mr. Su. He put you outside? If it is normal , he will not let these two villains who represent you and his image separate."

Su Kuang was a little astonished, but reason told him that what the doctor said was right.

"I see."

"One more thing, I hope Mr. Su can understand that he is not pretending or being stupid, but a coping mechanism. People with this psychological mechanism can only live in their hearts, not Into others. Therefore, his whole process, in the eyes of the bystanders, is an imagination, but he believes that this is true. This is true from the end result, because he has been projecting hostility, so in the end everyone will stay away He, but every specific process is mostly just a thing of his imagination.

Because he only has himself in his heart—please don’t think this is selfish, so his heart divides the world into two parts: the part he can only control when the body is out of control and when it is under great pressure , is psychology, and in order to protect himself, he will develop a protection mechanism to face the external environment with a psychology that is more suitable for the environment. "

Su Kuang felt that he understood these words, but also felt that he didn't understand, "Then is he doing these things consciously now, or unconsciously?"

"Let me give you an example. You can see the sand table in front of you, right? How about covering your eyes with gauze?"

Su Kuang understood what he meant, "It means that he wrapped himself in thick gauze, so he couldn't see clearly, and he couldn't be a normal person anymore."

"That's almost what it means. The healing process is like removing gauze. One day it will be cured and you can see clearly."

Su Kuang nodded, and took another look at the airtight house on the sand table.

"Because he only lives in himself, when he looks at others, he can only start from himself. Although it is difficult to change, even through consultation, it will take a long time to change fundamentally." The old doctor paused "He felt very resistant to us just now, and he didn't want to come to the sand table. It was subconscious self-protection, and he was afraid of revealing his heart. But just now you insisted on letting him come, and he came obediently. This is a very good signal. He is If you are willing to cooperate for you, the treatment process should not be too difficult."

Hearing this, Su Kuang didn't have the excitement of being valued by the white gull, but felt that he was also covered with a thick layer of cloth. He couldn't tell how much he was in the white gull's heart, but if he could do it for himself If he becomes better, then he must value himself very much. In the future...if Bai Gu is willing, he can be by his side for the rest of his life.

"Thank you doctor." Su Kuang took a deep breath.

"By the way, during the treatment, the family members try to be by their side as much as possible."

Su Kuang originally said that he had no family anymore, but before he could say it, he remembered that he now had himself.

"Ok."

-

On the way back, Bai Guu didn't say a word, didn't want to eat, and leaned on the back of the chair wearily.

Su Kuang didn't say anything, and the two of them walked home in silence.

Bai Ou said hello to Aunt Xu, and went upstairs to sleep.

Su Kuang sighed a few times in front of the kitchen.

"Mr. Su, today's test result is not good?"

"Very good." Su Kuang was very irritable, "He is not very willing to cooperate with the treatment."

"Children are afraid of the hospital. Mr. Su can just coax them." Aunt Xu smiled and made a serious suggestion, "You let him eat more, it's better than anything else."

Su Kuang smiled, "I don't know what's wrong, I don't feel full after eating so much."

"Does the white gull need surgery?"

"No, it's just psychological treatment." Su Kuang sighed, "Cook some meat dishes at night and add more rice."

"Okay, would you like to bake some cakes?"

"Bake more."

When the white gull woke up from sleep, he had completely forgotten about the incompatibility in the hospital, so he ran down and asked, "It smells so good, what kind of food is it?"

"Grilled chicken wings." Su Kuang replied.

"Then can I have one now?"

Su Kuang almost blurted out and said no, but held back abruptly, "Yes, you can go get it."

Bai Gu was also stunned, blinked and asked, "Brother, are you sick?"

Su Kuang: "I am very healthy."

"Then you suddenly let me eat chicken wings, didn't you say it's impolite?"

"...There are so many fallacies, do you want to eat?" Su Kuang looked into his bright eyes. Usually children would go to eat if they heard that they could eat, but he noticed something was wrong and secretly ran on Su Kuang.

Su Kuang remembered the doctor's words, such a protective mechanism seemed to be quite unsound, why did he always hate himself.

If you adapt to the environment, you should be obedient, not mischievous, or noisy.

This white gull is very clever, sometimes even Su Kuang can't beat him.

White Gull had already taken a chicken wing, climbed onto the sofa and gnawed beside Su Kuang.

Su Kuang looked at his appearance, chewing slowly, Su Kuang realized that the white gull would look like this no matter how hungry he was, very well-mannered and with an innate temperament.

"Brother, are you unhappy?"

"Happy." Su Kuang turned his face away, not daring to look at the white gull.

"Then you have a bite, do you want it?" White Gull reluctantly took out the chicken wings from his mouth.

"No." Su Kuang moved back.

"Brother! Eat!"

Su Kuang made a serious face on purpose, "I don't want to eat your leftovers."

The white gull leaned over and said happily: "Then I can eat what my brother left, and my brother will get one to eat, and then give it to me."

"I don't want to eat anything." Su Kuang laughed angrily at him.

"Okay then." Bai Gu finished eating the rest of the chicken wings, wiped his hands obediently, curled up in Su Kuang's arms, and rubbed affectionately.

Su Kuang stroked his hair and was silent for a while.

"Brother, what are you thinking?"

Su Kuang lowered his head and said, "I'm thinking whether we should get a divorce."