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Yi Shi didn't come back from the office until the first class started, with two extra sets of Chinese test papers in hand.

Teacher Tan's ultimate skill, punishing people to do test papers.

He Zhao hesitated for a moment, and took the initiative to ask for work: "Shall I write one set for you? Forget it, give me both sets?"

Yi Shi didn't seem to hear, and folded the test paper neatly and put it in the drawer.

He Zhao apologized again: "Brother, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, your lord has a lot, and the prime minister can hold a boat in his belly, so just give me a chance?"

Yi Shi paused for a moment, but still didn't look at him.

He Zhao rolled his eyes, put the milk that Luo Hao gave him into a straw, and put it on his table respectfully: "Brother Yi, Brother Yi Shi, Big Brother, Big Brother, drink some milk to calm down."

Yi Shi pushed the milk back with a blank expression, and took out the textbook.

Well, if you don't want it, you don't want it, at least you're not gassed enough to throw the milk in the trash.

He Zhao picked up the milk, bit the straw and drank it by himself, and motioned to Luo Hao with his eyes.

Before the teacher came, Luo Hao put a bottle of milk on Yi Shi's table: "Brother Yi, drink milk."

Yi Shi did not refuse, raised his eyelids slightly, and said, "Thank you."

Tsk tsk tsk, just don't want him to give it, it's so angry.

Throughout the morning, He Zhao consciously kept his distance and did not take the initiative to provoke Yi Shifan.

After class at noon, He Zhao followed Yi Shi and walked out of the school, staring at the back in front of him, throwing his eyes and throwing knives. How long will this man be angry, and when will he pay attention to him.

After much difficulty, they only got a little familiar with it.

Walking through the shady tree-lined avenue, Yi Shi suddenly stopped and said, "What did you ask me to wait for you?"

He Zhao was shocked, what is this?Not so angry anymore?Is there room for maneuver?

He Zhao took a few steps to stand beside him, and replied honestly, "It's nothing, I just wanted to treat you to breakfast."

Yi Shi: "What about breakfast?"

Should be on the dinner table at home.

He Zhao couldn't say these words, so after being quiet for a while, He Zhao snorted softly when he heard Yi Shi.

He Zhao immediately glanced at Yi Shi's face, fortunately, it wasn't ugly, it seemed much better than before, at least he wasn't ignoring people coldly.

For a moment, He Zhao felt a little wronged again. He originally had good intentions, so why did he become like this?

He couldn't help explaining: "It was impossible for me to forget that it was my grandma who came to see me early in the morning. Hey, don't believe me."

He fanned the wind by his collar, a little depressed, although it did not sound convincing, but it was true.

"You heard what Ren Shijie said yesterday. My parents are divorced. My mother and Zhang Jiangyang's father remarried. My father also remarried. My grandma came to see me with my father's wife early this morning. I like my mother, so I don't want her to come to my current home, so I let her wait for me at the breakfast shop. Anyway, things in my family are very complicated, but I really didn't mean it. Then they sent me to school directly, and I forgot I made an agreement with you." He Zhao spoke quickly, like a tongue twister.

Yi Shi finally took a look at him.

He Zhaoyuan didn't want to speak so clearly, but as he spoke, he felt bored, as if there was a breath stuck in his chest, which made him want to vomit quickly.

Who can he tell the pain in his heart?

Luo Hao and his father's family are still neighbors. Luo Hao's grandfather and his grandfather are old friends for decades. Luo Hao's father and his father are classmates. The two families are too close. Luo Hao talked too much.

Jiang Lin...Jiang Lin is very warm and kind, but many times he really can't control his mouth. Although there is no malicious intention, telling him is equivalent to telling the whole world.

Zhang Jiangyang can't say that grandma has always looked down on Uncle Zhang and Zhang Jiangyang, telling him that it is just adding trouble to the family.

There are other friends, too, who are either innocent flowers in the greenhouse, who simply cannot understand his situation.Either he would feel very serious and shocked when he said it, and he could even imagine those surprised and sympathetic eyes. In fact, these things are not simple, but they are not too complicated.

Changing times are different——

There was no deep reason, maybe it was because he had held back for too long and was eager to find someone to vent to, He Zhao quickly came to the conclusion in his heart: Yi Shi is the most suitable listener.

The two of them are like people in two worlds who don't have much intersection, so there is no need to worry about him talking nonsense, and Yi Shi is not that kind of person.And maybe because Yi Shi also had a similar experience, there was no extra shock or sympathy in his eyes just now, as if it was just an ordinary thing.

That's exactly what he needs, no need to comfort or criticize, just want someone to listen to his swearing, it's best if Yun Danfeng listens lightly and doesn't take it to heart.

He Zhao stared at him, and asked tentatively, "Are you not angry anymore?"

Yi Shi said calmly, "I'm not angry."

I believe in you.

Yi Shi read the unconcealed disbelief from He Zhao's expression, but soon, he bent his mouth, his eyes were clear and bright, and the tails of his eyes were slightly raised, revealing that Yi Shi had seen him several times before. The teacher and elders smiled obediently in the same style: "It's good that you're not angry, I knew you wouldn't be so stingy."

The sunlight fell sporadically through the gaps in the leaves, as if adding a bright and soft filter to the boy in front of him, magnifying the vigorous youthfulness that naturally emanated from him.This youthful feeling seems to come out from the depths of his soul from the inside out. It is natural, young and tough, and it is unconsciously refreshing and naturally innocence.

To be honest, Yi Shi wasn't really angry, but saw He Zhao cautiously watching to please him, and wanted to see what he would do next.

He Zhao looks lazy and gags, but in fact he has a bit of a temper and a bit of a tongue, but Yi Shi can understand why He Zhao is so popular.He has a talent. It seems that everything he says and everything he does doesn't have any hypocrisy. Whether it's friends, relatives, or even strangers, he seems to treat them sincerely and openly. Fang, as if he took the initiative to lead the way for him when they met for the first time.

No normal person would hate such a person.

He Zhao seemed a little embarrassed, kicked the stone under his feet: "Then do you want to listen to me?"

Yi Shi: "Tell me."

"To tell you the truth, my parents' divorce was quite ugly at the time, because of my troubles. Originally, my father's family conditions were better in various aspects, and they also fought desperately for my custody rights. I didn't have any accidents. It was my father who changed the result by crying, making noises and running away from home, but they all blamed my mother."

It can be seen that He Zhao tried his best to speak these words lightly, but there was still a bit of melancholy in his brows and eyes.

It's not like making it up, it should be real.

Yi Shi paused: "Your father treats you badly?"

He Zhao looked up at the lush green branches: "I can't say it's bad, but it's pretty good. Grandpa, grandma, and dad are very good to me, and they want to give me the best in everything, but they are not good to my mother." , very bad. In my previous home, any one of them could belittle my mother, if I did something well, they would praise me for being great and say I was like my dad, if I did something badly, I will blame my mother for not teaching me well, as if everything is my mother’s fault. Just like when I am sick, my grandma will feel distressed and say that it is because of my mother’s poor health that I was born with poor resistance. I don’t like it In this way, in the end, I couldn't bear to persuade my mother to divorce, and at that time I made up my mind that no matter what, I would bear the result with my mother, no matter whether it was good or bad in the end."

These words have been pressed in He Zhao's heart for a long time, and he hardly ever mentioned them to anyone.It was because his father's relatives treated him very well that he couldn't easily distinguish between likes and dislikes.If they treated him worse, he might justifiably say that they were bad, but they treated him with all their heart and soul, and he didn't even have the right to dislike them.

Yi Shi's voice was very low: "Are you persuading your mother to divorce?"

He Zhao still raised his head, feeling that the sun was glaring: "Yes, it's been so hard to be together, why can't you let yourself have a way out? Tell me, if there is no eternal love, why should you always pay for the previous wrong promises? My dad He should have liked my mother, I guess he likes this type of girl, and Aunt Xu also has the same personality, but under various pressures and huge differences, that bit of liking has long been worn out. Parents should also have their own Let's live, there is no need to sacrifice for the children all the time, I am especially afraid that they will say that everything is for me."

Yi Shi is not good at chatting, and has almost no experience of chatting with people so frankly, let alone enlightening others.He Zhao talked a lot, and he could hardly get in. However, He Zhao didn't seem to need him to say anything.

When He Zhao stopped, he thought about asking him why he thought so clearly and spoke so freely, but in the end he sighed melancholy.

Why sigh?

After being silent for a while, Yi Shi still didn't ask, but only said: "It's good that you can think so."

He Zhao should take the initiative to say what he wants to say.Although he looks informal, he is actually smart and sensitive, and he never oversteps in a very measured manner.People who can perceive and respect the self-awareness of others will not have a weak self-awareness themselves.

Who knows, He Zhao immediately glanced at him dissatisfied, and frowned slightly: "Why didn't you ask me why I sighed?"

Yi Shi suddenly felt like sighing, but he still asked, "Why are you sighing?"

He Zhao rubbed his nose, and finally said what was really troublesome: "Actually...they, my dad treated me very well, but not that well. Well, I don't know what to say, because I It's a son. My dad gave birth to two daughters after remarriage. Although they won't treat my sister badly because of this, they are indeed a bit patriarchal and think that boys can inherit the incense. Do you know? My parents are divorced At that time, my grandfather asked me to swear that I would never change my surname, and said that as long as my surname was He, I would be his grandson as always. Just...the love they give is not unconditional, and the reason is so simple and ridiculous, but no matter what the reason , They really treat me very well. But I really feel breathless from time to time, I can't sacrifice my own life for the so-called family, and I obviously feel that my dad and I are people from two worlds I don't have too many unpleasant experiences, but I just feel that he and I will never be able to understand each other, let alone reconcile. Sometimes I think that I can only choose to stay away, but it is not that easy. Can you listen Do you understand what I'm saying?"

Perhaps it was He Zhao who looked over and hoped that he could understand, so Yi Shi subconsciously nodded.

"When I was young, I always felt that I was the center of the world. Everyone and everything revolved around me, and everyone would love me for granted. Later, I realized that there is no unconditional love in the world. It’s definitely not okay to put on shackles and seek approval. You know, every time I go back to my dad’s place, I feel like I’m back in my childhood. In that way, if you go the right way, if you go the wrong way, your life will be ruined. You have to consider not only for yourself but also for your family. Although I didn’t emphasize what I did for me, it seems that everything I got from it must be in the end. Pay it back."

He Zhao originally thought that he would complain calmly, but he didn't know why his nose got sore after speaking halfway through.

It is easy to say these words, but it is really difficult to really ignore them, and even more difficult to realize and accept them.

He Zhao is also at an ignorant age. In his daily life, he gradually realizes the collision of self and responsibility, and the involvement of love and shackles.The more he grows up, the more he realizes that his life is controlled by others. What friends he makes, what interest classes he attends, which school he goes to...all must be within the control of his father and his grandpa, who is more controlling than his father. .The freedom they give is limited. You must go to a key high school, you must be admitted to a bachelor’s degree, and after graduation, you will be admitted to the system to become a civil servant and marry a wife who is well-matched... They have already planned a life course for him, and he can have a little A little deviation, but if it deviates by one step, it will definitely cause an uproar.So much so that he couldn't meet their requirements, just like when he was admitted to the unsatisfactory No. [-] Middle School and they had to lower the bottom line, it was like a kind of alms from above.

Maybe it's not just him, because of him, Lin Peiling's life is also under control. Lin Peiling's natal family is not in this city, but the first condition for agreeing to He Zhao to follow his mother back then is that the mother and son must always live in this city .

Feeling the tears welling up, He Zhao immediately lowered his head, but he still pursed his lips stubbornly: "Anyway, these things will pass, wait for me to be fine, grow up and try to live the life you like."

In fact, he has a very understanding mother, Uncle Zhang treats him like his own, and Zhang Jiangyang treats him very well.He Zhao has always felt that he is very lucky and has gained a lot. Although his father's side is mostly unhappy, he should not be able to interfere with him too much gradually, but he just feels wronged.

He often thinks about it by himself when he is free, and he is more irritable and wronged, and he never has the urge to cry.

I don't know why, but now I burst into tears.

So humiliating.

What's the matter!

Originally, he just wanted to find someone to talk to, so that he could vomit quickly.

It's amazing!

He Zhao pretended to be a few steps behind naturally, and wiped away the tears from his cheeks.Yi Shi cooperated with him and walked a little faster, and suddenly remembered the first time he met He Zhao. At that time, he subconsciously felt that this person's life was engraved with the words "finely crafted". His family background may not be very good, but he will be Soaking in love is the noble young master who was raised in the palm of his hand.

He thought blankly, it turns out that the young master is not ignorant of the ugly truth of this world, it turns out that he can think so sharply and soberly.

He glanced at it out of the corner of his eye, but although the young master's eyes were red, the transparent fragility and tenacity of his body intertwined but did not violate harmony, like a small tree, lush and green, even the leaves were shining, frankly expressing all emotions All spread out in the sun.

When he walked out of the school gate, the young man behind him walked up to his side again: "Let me treat you to lunch."

There was a little crying at the end of the speech.

Yi Shi kept his eyes straight: "No need."

Suddenly, He Zhao squatted down on the corner of the street, covering his eyes, and angrily accused: "Stop pretending! You must have seen it! I know you saw it! It's too obvious! Otherwise, why would you not look at me so deliberately! You must Eat the lunch I invited, and then act like nothing happened, and quickly forget about today's lunch."

Yi Shi looked down and saw the tips of his reddish ears, and after a while, he twitched the corners of his mouth: "I can't forget it."

He Zhao raised his head abruptly, and was about to speak when he was taken aback for a moment: "No, Yi Shi! The first time I saw you laughing was because you were laughing at me? Do you have a conscience?"

"No," Yi Shi said without emotion, "I'll leave if you don't get up again, young master."

He Zhao stood up with a look of disbelief on his face: "Fuck? You call me young master? You are only young master, what right do you have to call me young master? I really misread you! How can you be so vicious at such a young age? None of them are kind."