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After asking the question, Yi didn't make another sound, as if he was patiently waiting for his answer.

"I... am not unhappy." He Zhao squeezed the headphone cable, trying to make his voice sound calm and normal, "I just miss my grandpa and father-in-law very much, and I want to visit them."

Yi Shi didn't know if he didn't want to talk or didn't know what to say, the other end of the phone was still very quiet.

After a while, Yi Shi responded with a monotone: "En."

He Zhao whispered again: "My mother suddenly wanted to go, so I followed."

Yi Shi didn't speak much, and He Zhao didn't know why his voice was a little dry due to nervousness, as if he was waiting for a judgment.

After a while, Yi Shi seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and finally stopped being silent: "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

Yi Shi originally wanted to say, "You don't have to say anything you don't want to say, I won't force you, and you don't need to lie", but when the words came to his lips, he felt that these words sounded like a reproach, and He Zhao would feel uncomfortable when he heard it. sensitive.

He often couldn't see what He Zhao was thinking. He Zhao always had a lot of thoughts, did some unexpected things, and said some unexpected things.Sometimes it's cute, sometimes it's quirky.He also knew that He Zhao would always find excuses for what He Zhao didn't want to say, and that was fine, he would listen to what He Zhao wanted to say, and forget it if He Zhao didn't want to say it.But the apprehension in He Zhao's words was too obvious, and he couldn't bear to listen to it.

He Zhao is a very thoughtful person. He doesn't need anyone's advice when he encounters something. It may take a little time, but he can figure it out by himself.Yi Shi is more willing to take care of his emotions than to get to the bottom of it.

His tone was very light, his voice was very low, and he tried his best to make his words sound without the slightest reproach.But he overestimated He Zhao, and every word he said hit He Zhao's heart heavily, leaving him speechless and speechless.

It was He Zhao's turn to stop talking, not knowing what to say.

He obviously talked about the same thing with Luo Hao and Jiang Lin today, talking about the beautiful scenery of the countryside, how nice grandpa and grandma are, how delicious the food is, how stupid Rhubarb is, how happy he is...everyone I felt sorry for him and envied him, thinking that he skipped classes to enjoy life because of fun.

It was Yi Shi who saw through his unhappiness.

In fact, he is not unhappy, he just wants to give himself time to think and struggle, so that some emotions can be digested.

Just a little unhappy.

Just a little bit.

It will be fine soon.

But how to say it?

"How's the loofah on the roof?" Yi Shi asked suddenly.

He Zhao was stunned for a moment, then pursed his lips again, and smiled a little. The topic turned too bluntly, right?Yi Shi still needs to practice more in this area.

How would he know what happened to the loofah on the roof?

He Zhao was still looking at the night scene outside the window, the not-so-clean glass vaguely reflected the outline of his own face, and he saw his eyes curved: "I've grown up a bit, so I should grow up well."

"That's good." He heard Yi Shi say.

"If there is something about me that makes you unhappy, you can tell me directly." Yi Shi quickly added something softly, so lightly that He Zhao almost thought he heard it wrong.

He shook his head immediately, and shook his head again, realizing that Yi Shi couldn't see, and immediately said: "It's not because of you, you are fine."

After a second pause, he explained again: "I'm not unhappy, really."

"En." After a moment of silence, Yi Shi responded with a monotone.

"If, I mean, if I did something wrong, what would you do?" After a few seconds of silence, He Zhao asked anxiously.

In fact, it can't be considered a wrong thing, how can it be a wrong thing to like Yi Shi?

"I don't know, you can try." Yi Shi replied without hesitation.

Easy answer.

He Zhao himself didn't realize that he was relieved, and there was a smile in his voice unconsciously, and he said with a smile, "You don't know anything, just let me try."

"What can you do wrong?" Yi Shi asked him.

This tone sounds faint, but why is it full of contempt?

Who do you look down on?

Just as He Zhao was about to refute, he heard Yi Shi ask again: "Skipping class? Arguing with your father? Or puppy love?"

shit.

He Zhao was shocked and wanted to laugh. Ever since he answered Yi Shi's call, his mood was like riding a roller coaster with his eyes closed. The remote control was held in Yi Shi's hand. He didn't know what was in front of him, and he was only controlled by him Constantly follow the ups and downs.

"Why? No way? These are very important things for me now." He Zhao relaxed, and his tone returned to his usual laziness.

"I didn't say no." Yi Shi replied lightly.

I hope you know what happened and you can still be so calm afterward, He Zhao casually twisted the headphone cable around his fingers, thinking viciously, if you know, it will scare you to death.

"When are you coming back?" He Zhao asked.

In fact, he already knew the end date of the Yishi competition, but he just wanted to ask again.

"In a few days." Yi Shi said.

"Oh."

"You go back, I'm going to do the problem." Yi Shi said again, he seemed to know that He Zhao hadn't entered the house.

"Okay, come on, bye."

"Goodbye."

After hanging up the phone, He Zhao didn't go upstairs immediately. He squinted his eyes and looked at the lights outside the window. The pleasant mood brought by the phone call quickly subsided.Music started to play in the earphones, lively and calming.

Do all relationships have to find an exit?

Must it be clearly distinguished?

Can emotions in the world be simply divided into three categories: friendship, love and family?

Do all feelings have to be categorized?

Want to pursue a result?

That's good, good enough.

He doesn't have a big concept of love. He likes Yi Shi. Except for some special impulses, Yi Shi is his best friend. He wants to record all the fun and beautiful things and share them with him. He can spend time in complete relaxation. companion.

You can't pretend not to care about the people and things you care about, otherwise you will regret it, and his care about Yi Shi is not only about love.

Yi Shi occupies a specific place in his heart, and there are certain things that he only wants to say to him.

All relationships have two boundaries, good and bad, and He Zhao is still not sure if this will exceed Yi Shi's tolerance for him. No matter what, he doesn't want to cross the bad line.

Anyway, Yi Shi shouldn't have anyone he likes, so he can like him unscrupulously without any influence.

Just bear it first, can't help it before talking.

Although there is no real experience, too many people told him that he was easy to make mistakes when he was young.

He Zhao leaned against the wall, thinking slowly, it would be easy to make mistakes if he wanted a result too eagerly, besides, he still had a long way to go before being calm and self-sufficient, he hadn't fully grown up yet, and too often he didn't know what to say or do. Use your brains.

Although he doesn't want to admit it, he is a person who is good at giving up halfway, likes new things, is lazy and fickle, and has never insisted on anything except painting since he was a child. He is always on a whim and never makes plans.

Perhaps it was because of this that he was attracted to Yi Shi. When he looked at a person at a closer distance, he could notice a different and admirable side of him.If it is said that He Zhao always wants to take a detour and give up at any time, Yi Shi is the one who looks for the goal and moves forward.

He wasn't sure how much of his love was a curious look at another completely different life. People's minds always have misidentifications and miscasts.

Besides, like grandma said, everything changes.

He is not sure how long his love can last.

Just wait, it's not a big deal.

It is a difficult homework to put the enthusiasm and uncontrollable liking in the right place, and it is a homework that he should learn.

In the next few days, Yi Shi didn't call again, and He Zhao didn't bother him either.

He Zhao is optimistic by nature, basically everything can be revived after sleeping.

His life is still running normally, he goes to class, studies, chats and jokes... he follows the steps without flaws, it is still this group of friends, and it is still the same life.There is no Yi Shi to make up lessons for him. He can ask Luo Hao, Xie Lili, and Lin Maoxiu to ask the teacher if he has questions...

Liking someone doesn't seem to change much, except for some throbbing hidden in the middle of the night, he almost forgot that he likes Yi Shi.

But on the day when Yi Shi was coming back, He Zhao remembered his coming back the moment he opened his eyes in the morning.

The weather was very good in the morning, he got up sleepy, washed up, and ate the breakfast made by Lin Peiling slowly.

Lin Peiling said: "Help me go to Aunt Xiao Ma's store to get calcium tablets at night. I asked Aunt Xiao Ma to buy calcium tablets for pregnant women."

He Zhao: "Okay."

Aunt Xiao Ma's sugar shop is just two streets ahead, and for He Zhao, it's just an extra five or six minutes' walk after evening self-study.

The evening self-study was tormented by the physics problems so dizzy that He Zhao almost forgot about it during the next night's self-study. Fortunately, Lin Peiling sent him a WeChat message to remind him.

Aunt Xiao Ma was not in the store, only her daughter Xiaoqin was there: "Here, my mother said this is a treasure for you."

He Zhao and Xiaoqin were classmates in junior high school, he took the bag and said, "Thank you."

Xiaoqin said again: "You can step back on the balance bike at the door. My brother borrowed it from Zhang Jiangyang and it was confiscated when he stepped on it to go to class. My mother went to the parent-teacher meeting two days ago to redeem it with great difficulty."

He Zhao took a look and found that it was indeed Zhang Jiangyang's balance bike, and said casually, "Let's play more for your brother, Zhang Jiangyang doesn't like playing anymore."

"Farewell, my mother issued an imperial decree, my brother will break his leg if he plays with this thing again." Xiaoqin shrugged.

So He Zhao stepped on the balance scooter that he had been away from home for half a year, leaned over, quickly passed through the streets with little traffic, and started on his way home.

I have to say that I haven't played for a while, and it's quite cool, but it's a bit cold.

Turning a corner ahead, He Zhao saw Yi Shi stepping out from the back seat of a black car, said something to the driver for some reason, closed the door, and the car started to speed up and disappeared.The dim street lanterns cast Yi Shi's tall figure, with the zipper of the sports jacket pulled to the top, a long jacket outside, and a large canvas bag on one shoulder.Yi Shi didn't notice He Zhao at the corner of the street, turned around and walked straight to the community.

The moment He Zhao saw Yi Shi, he swayed his feet and almost fell off the balance bike. After he stood still, he watched it quietly for a while, thinking about the big dark green bag that Yi Shi was carrying on his back like a luggage bag. The bag is really big and ugly, but Yi Shi drives it really well, and the Nordic air-conditioning blows in his face.

Those emotions that were trying to hide, the distance that was created hard, and the careful thoughts that were repeated over and over again, all disintegrated and completely collapsed the moment they saw Yi Shi.

He Zhao worked very hard to restrain his urge to rush forward and hug him.

Finally, with a movement of his feet, he slid the balance bike towards Yi Shi quickly, and stopped the balance bike next to Yi Shi: "You are back!"

Yi Shi subconsciously turned his head to look at him. He Zhao was about the same height as him when he was riding a balance bike. His nose was a little red from the wind, and he smiled brightly.

Yi Shi suddenly remembered the night when He Zhao brought ginger tea after the rain, He Zhao smiled at him like this, his clear and bright pupils clearly reflected his shadow.

"Well, I'm back." Yi Shi said.

The author has something to say: My son is back~ I am about to start a new life!