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He Zhao has always been a person who enjoys the moment and lives in the moment. Although he also thinks a lot intermittently, it will pass when he thinks through.

In fact, secret love is also very good, just like a good youth, everything is too early, everything is full of hope.Tomorrow seems out of reach, but it is full of infinite possibilities, and we can have many good expectations, guesses and longings.

Except for the occasional self-study class, Yi Shi was not in the classroom, and returned to the normal class schedule as before.

In the second year of senior high school, I have to finish the courses of the third year of senior high school. The week of the midterm exam seems to be a short holiday. After that, the daily class schedule is full and tight, and the homework test papers of each subject can be piled up in a few days. Volume, so compact that it does not give any free time.

He Zhao obviously has a lot of things to do every day, but he still feels that he is very leisurely, psychologically leisurely, the kind of leisurely that he can spare time to peek at his sweetheart in the midst of his busy schedule.

This kind of mood seems to be playing hide-and-seek, hiding all the tiny thoughts slyly, liking someone quietly but not asking for credit, not wanting the other person to catch traces, let alone ignoring his own existence.

He Zhao, a young man with a fledgling love, often couldn't help provoking Yi Shi, rubbing against each other, deliberately saying something to attract his attention, but when Yi Shi really frowned, he quickly confessed his love and apologized to coax others , he is afraid of being troubled by troubles.

Sometimes even he himself can't look down on his bad taste, but he enjoys it.

In the last evening self-study session, He Zhao stared at Yi Shi, who was serious and focused on writing the questions, for a long time, then took out a lollipop from the drawer, tore off the wrapper, stuffed it into his mouth, and continued to read.

"Finished?" His gaze was undisguised, and Yi Shi had noticed it a long time ago. Seeing that he hadn't restrained himself for a long time, he couldn't help but make a sound.

"It's finished." He Zhao pushed the physics paper for him to read.

Yi Shi took his filled paper, checked it for a while, and put it back in front of him: "It's improved."

He Zhao bent his eyes in a good mood, but instead of staring at Yi Shi, he lowered his head and started fiddling with his phone.Pretend to be just looking at Yishi just to wait for him to finish his homework and check his papers.

He is often on a whim, and he is also good at whitewashing the peace.

Evening self-study is over, Yi Shi has something to go to the office, He Zhao sits on the seat and plays with his mobile phone waiting for him.

Zhu Ye'er came over and whispered, "Go out and chat for a while?"

He Zhao put away his phone when he heard this, and responded readily, "Okay."

The two of them didn't go far, they walked to the big balcony outside the classroom, where the windows were not closed tightly, leaving a gap, and a little wind came in.

The boarding students in the third year of high school were about to go to the third period of evening self-study. At this time, the class bell rang, and the rustling upstairs returned to silence.

"Why do you suddenly want to chat with me?" He Zhao casually put his arms on the window sill and spoke first.

In fact, the two of them were not particularly familiar, and such a one-on-one chat could easily be awkward, but He Zhao's tone was very comfortable and familiar.It seems that as long as he wants to, he can always get along with people easily.

"I probably haven't told you that you are very much like my neighbor's elder brother when I was young." Zhu Ye'er said after thinking about it, "I have had a crush on him for a long time, but he doesn't look very similar, but he loves you just like you laugh."

"When you were young? Can't tell you were quite precocious?" He Zhao said with a smile in his voice.

"Yeah, it's abnormally precocious. My mother is a very capable and kind woman, maybe because she's not pretty enough, maybe because she's not gentle enough, maybe because she has a bad eye for men, she didn't have the good fortune to meet a lover Her man." Zhu Ye'er looked out of the window, the rain had stopped, but water marks were drawn on the outside glass from time to time, "She married three times, was cheated three times, and my biological father also ran away with money. One. I haven’t even met my dad since I was a child, but I have some Electra complex. I like the opposite sex who is much older than myself. I have a crush on the neighbor’s big brother in elementary school, a crush on my classmate’s father in junior high school, and a crush on the teacher in high school.”

"It's not abnormal, is it? It's quite normal. As far as I know, half of the boys liked a beautiful teacher in kindergarten." He Zhao said, "It's not illegal to have a crush."

"You are so kind. I knew you were very kind the first time I saw you. My intuition has always been accurate." Zhu Ye'er smiled, and the smile was a little pale, "But sometimes it's not so accurate. I told a good friend about my favorite teacher, and I trusted her very much. Later, the whole class and even the whole school knew about it, including the teacher. You may not imagine how harmful gossip is. I got depression and took a year off from school, but now I’m fully recovered.”

He Zhao was startled. He heard from Luo Hao that Zhu Ye'er suffered from depression, but he didn't know it was because of this.

He frowned: "Is it too much?"

A girl's heart is inherently soft and delicate. A girl at this age is as thin as a piece of paper, with sensitive nerves and fragile self-esteem.It was clearly a secret hidden in secret, but it was uncovered and trampled on repeatedly by others.

"It's too much, but human nature is like this. It's hard to distinguish between good and evil. It doesn't matter who I am. I'm just the object of their curiosity and criticism." Zhu Ye'er looked at him slowly, her eyes calm, " So when there is no way to change others, everyone should hide and protect themselves.”

These words were addressed to him, and He Zhao subconsciously stood up a little bit, as if he had guessed why Zhu Ye'er wanted to chat with him.

"If I'm wrong, I hope you don't mind." Zhu Ye'er asked softly without creating any suspense, "Do you like Yi Shi?"

shit.

To people other than Yi Shi, He Zhao was surprised and ashamed of being poked at the center, but there was nothing he dared to admit, so he smiled embarrassedly: "Is it obvious?"

"Fortunately, I can't tell, maybe I'm more sensitive." Zhu Ye'er said.

She took a year off from school and is one or two years older than her classmates. In addition, she is precocious and delicate, and sometimes notices details that the people around her don't.

He Zhao was unexpectedly interested in this point: "Is it easy for you to see who likes whom?"

Zhu Ye'er thought for a while: "At the age of teens, except for those who have an obviously extraordinary psychological aging to restrain themselves, other people are more or less agitated and restless when they see the person they like."

It's easy to notice that she doesn't show herself much but likes to observe people's existence.

"Then...do you think Yi Shi likes me?" He Zhao asked.

He Zhao's eyes were shining, he was a bit shy, and he was more frank without pretense, which made Zhu Ye'er a little surprised and dazed.

It seemed that it was unnecessary for her to remind He Zhao specially.

He Zhao may be sensitive, but not fragile.

The boy listened to everything she said, but still only cared about the person he liked.He looked a little arrogant at the moment, but he was innocent and sincere at a glance.

As a young man, he is fearless and brave. It is not bravery to show off his strength, but a stubbornness in what he believes.

"Yi Shi should belong to the type of person who has an obviously extraordinary psychological aging and can restrain himself." Seeing He Zhao like this, even Zhu Ye'er felt a little lighter for some reason, she said with a smile, "He treats you very differently, though."

Of course it is different, He Zhao is still very sure of this.

Yi Shi is very indifferent to things he is not interested in and irrelevant people, and occasionally shows some impatience.He doesn't take anything lightly, but he isn't eager either.He doesn't like to talk, and looks a little arrogant, but this arrogance will not take the initiative to hurt anyone, it's just his coldness to alienate the crowd.

He Zhao was probably the closest person to him.

It's just that He Zhao doesn't know what the reason for this closeness is.

"Thank you for your reminder, I will pay attention to it in the future." He Zhao said with a smile.

He has indeed been a little drifting lately. He has to work hard to hone his acting skills, and it won't be good for others to see it.

Yi Shi came out of the office, and after only a few steps, he saw He Zhao and Zhu Ye'er outside the classroom.

The two of them didn't know what they were talking about. He Zhao smiled and rubbed his nose. He would do this trick every time he was embarrassed.

A strange feeling disappeared in a flash, but the gaze followed He Zhao and couldn't move his eyes, so he just looked at it for a while.

He Zhao is very good-looking, especially when he smiles like this.

Yi Shi, who is about to turn 17, didn't realize at the moment that at the moment, at the age of 17, only when he is moved by a boy who is ignorant of love can he look shockingly good-looking.

He just thought that He Zhao looked as bright as ever with a bright smile, but there was an indescribable difference, very attractive.

Yi Shi raised his feet and walked towards the classroom, only then did He Zhao see him, then he said something to Zhu Ye'er, and walked over briskly.

Ever since he made his mind clear, He Zhao felt that he was about to split into two people, one was his serious friend He Zhao, and the other was his cranky crush He Zhao.

He can play the role of good friend He Zhao very well when there are other people around, but when he is alone, his crush He Zhao can't help but go online.

Many times, when Yi Shi patiently gave him a lecture, when Yi Shi came out of the bathroom with steam after taking a shower, when he was staring at Yi Shi, Yi Shi raised his head and looked at him... He almost opened his mouth , The words came to his lips and swallowed again.

However, these are all based on He Zhao's assumption that Yi Shi has no one he likes.

After taking a shower, He Zhao ran upstairs by asking chemistry questions, and was talking on the phone when Yi Shi opened the door for him.

He Zhao obediently wrote the questions first and waited for Yi Shi, but Yi Shi's phone call really took a long time.

This is not Yi Shi's style, he always speaks quickly on the phone.

He Zhao pricked up his ears to listen, but his level of English didn't even allow him to eavesdrop. He could only hear Yi Shi's silence from time to time, and his fluttering of English words from time to time.

After finally hanging up the phone, He Zhao asked, "Who is it?"

Yi Shi: "A friend."

He Zhao: "Girl?"

He heard a girl's voice.

Yi Shi pulled a chair and sat down beside him, flipped through his exercise book: "Well, which question can't you?"

"Is it pretty?" He Zhao continued to ask.

"It's okay, which question can't you?" Yi Shi asked.

"What do you mean it's okay?" He Zhao refused to let go.

"It's just okay." Yi Shi said.

"Oh, you still have such a close female friend?" He Zhao bit the word "female friend" heavily.

Yi Shi rolled his eyelids and said coldly, "I'm not you."

What's the meaning?What do you mean I am not you?

He Zhao wanted to know what those words meant, and who that girl was, and was about to speak.

"What business does Zhu Ye'er want from you?" Yi Shi asked first, he asked casually, as if asking casually.

He Zhao has been a little anxious since he knew that Yi Shi was talking on the phone with a girl. He didn't have time to think about it, so he said what he thought: "It's okay, just chat, what do you mean you are not me? What's wrong with me? Could it be that Is the girl someone you like? Why did she call you?"

"Are you here to ask questions or gossip?" Yi Shi said, "I don't have any gossip for you. She is a tutor who teaches Chinese courses abroad. She is an international student. She has urgent matters to consult me."

Yi Shi's voice was flat, but He Zhao was keenly aware of a trace of irritability.

This trace of irritability pricked He Zhao like a thorn.

That's right, why did he press Yi Shi? What right did he have to ask?He should grasp the distance between people, ask tentatively at most, express concern, and stop when he realizes that the other party doesn't want to say more.

He Zhao was silent for two seconds, and flipped through the exercise book to the few questions he didn't understand: "Okay, don't ask, I don't know this and this one."

Yi Shiding stared at him for a few seconds, turned the pen in his hand, and began to give him a lecture.

He Zhao didn't listen to what Yi Shi said, he just pretended to listen carefully, his mood fell to the extreme, and he couldn't wait to say that he was sleepy and wanted to go back to sleep, so that Yi Shi didn't ask the usual questions in the end That sentence "Got it".

The throbbing of the young man, one moment full of courage and vitality, the next moment he was full of uncontrollable panic and powerlessness.

A hot and soft heart is held in the hands of the person you like, and it is flattened and rounded by others.