Small wood

Candles are excellent candles, shiny all over, without any smoke, and the candlelight is orange-red and warm. Just one candle can light up the whole room.

Amu sat on the edge of the bed, resting his hands on the edge of the bed, knocking his chin and looking at the person on the bed.

He has been in this place for two months, but he can't remember what happened two months ago, his memory is very vague, and every time he tries to remember something, he always feels a headache.

The person on the bed was breathing very shallowly, sleeping peacefully, with a small red mole between his eyebrows, other than that, he looked exactly like Amu, just like himself in the mirror, only thinner.Their names are also so similar, Ah Mu's name is Lin Mu, and his name is Lin Shu.One is wood and the other is a small tree.

Amu looked at him quietly, not daring to relax at all.

Half a month ago, he almost couldn't survive just because of choking on his saliva. Amu had never seen such a weak person.It seems that just blowing one breath can turn into a portrait and fly.

As soon as he thought about it, Xiaoshu moved, hugging the quilt, his eyelashes were wet with water drops, and he yawned a little, as if he wanted to rub his eyes.

Amu hurriedly stretched out his hand: "Are you awake? But your eyes are itchy, don't move, I'll rub it for you."

Xiaoshu groaned, grabbed Amu's hand with his backhand, and called out, "Brother."

The two look alike, and even their voices are exactly the same, but Xiaoshu is weaker, as light as a kitten.

"I'm here." Amu coaxed him, then touched his hair, watched him obediently close his eyes before reaching out his hand, breathed into the palm of his hand, and waited for a long time on Mrs. Tang before touching him Eyes, rubbing gently on the eyelids.Xiaoshu was born blind, and he didn't realize it when he opened his eyes and closed his eyes. If he rubbed his eyes when it was itchy, he might directly touch the eyeballs, and then cry for a long time due to the pain.

Seeing Xiaoshu's face upturned, Amu yawned again while rubbing slowly, grabbed his fingers and put them under the quilt, and fell asleep peacefully.

There are already a lot of Tang Pozi in the quilt, which is very hot, and Amu felt too hot when he put his hand in, but Xiaoshu's body was still ice cold, no matter how warm it was, it was not hot.

When he woke up two months ago, the first person he saw was Xiaoshu, and then there was a man following him. The man looked so good-looking and familiar, but unfortunately his eyes were full of hostility, which was astonishingly bright.He stood behind the little tree with his hands behind his back, staring at Amu.

Amu couldn't remember what happened before, but for some reason he didn't panic.

There are only three consciousnesses in his mind.

Xiaoshu is his brother in the same robe.

Gu An is the benefactor of him and Xiaoshu.

Xiaoshu and Gu An are very important to him.

He doesn't remember anything, but has a deep awareness of these three concepts.

They said that he fell from a tree and hit his head, and he forgot what happened before, as long as he raises it slowly, he will remember it eventually.

Amu didn't believe it, he didn't have any wounds on his head, but there was a brand new wound on his chest, like an arrow piercing through the whole chest, the fresh and tender flesh had just grown, it was still red, and it was painful to press it .This injury will never last more than a month, and it must not have been pierced through his chest by a branch when he fell from the tree.But Xiaoshu and him are so similar, one can tell at a glance that they are brothers.And Amu didn't have time to doubt, because the little tree was too weak, it seemed that if he didn't see him for one night, the little tree would disappear.

"Brother." The cold little hand holding his fingertips moved: "What are you thinking?"

Amu came back to his senses, and hurriedly replied: "It's nothing, I just stared blankly for a while."

Xiao Shu said kindly, took his hand hard, and said: "Brother, do you want to come up, it's going to be cold."

"I'm fine, the room is very warm." Amu said: "Go to sleep quickly, or Gu An will be unhappy."

Xiaoshu curled her lips, and shrank her head under the quilt, only revealing a pair of eyes, those eyes were gray, without a trace of light, but clean and shallow like a stream: "What about brother, will brother be unhappy?"

Amu shook his head, remembering that Xiaoshu couldn't see, so he leaned into his ear and said, "No, as long as Xiaoshu is happy, he can sleep at any time."

Xiao Shu pursed his lips and smiled, his white lips were pursed, his eyelashes were trembling, he lifted the quilt, and asked Amu to sleep with him without any explanation.

Amu had no choice but to take off his shoes and go to bed to hug him, but his quilt was too hot, and he might sweat if he covered him like this, so he finally hugged him through the quilt, holding him while gently holding him Patting him on the back, like coaxing a child.

Xiaoshu is actually a child. Although he is about the same age as him, he grew up in a temple, ignorant of worldly affairs, and innocent as a piece of paper. His behavior always reveals the habits of a child.

After taking pictures for a while, he confirmed that Xiaoshu was asleep, so he began to wait.

One, two, three, four, five...

Before counting to twenty, the door was pushed open, and then gently closed again before the wind and snow blew in.

It was like this every night, he coaxed Xiaoshu to fall asleep, then he left, and Gu An came over to take his place.

Gu An is very strange, he is a strange person, and Amu's feeling towards him is also strange.

The person is strange, the strange thing is that he is taciturn, full of hostility, always with his hands behind his back, his eyes are as deep as a black pool, and he can't see what he is thinking.

And the strange feeling towards him is because Amu felt that Gu An gave him a sense of familiarity, such a silhouette, such a figure, made Amu always want to get close, but also because of the hostility in his eyes made people feel scared.

Amu felt that those eyes should not be like this.Instead, it should be a light brown, a color that looks cold but is actually warm.

Shaking his head and closing his eyes, every time he thinks of this, his head hurts for a long time.

But no matter what kind of person Gu An is, he treats Xiaoshu the best. No matter he is busy or not, as long as Xiaoshu falls asleep, he will rush over and hug him to sleep together.

Amu knew that he should go down, but Xiaoshu held his hand too hard, so he didn't move for fear of waking him up.

Gu An stepped forward, his black robe was stained with the snow dew outside, and it became darker in color, and seemed a little heavy. He didn't know how long he had been waiting outside, but when he walked over, there was a layer of dew on the ground.Amu watched him cover his hands with Mrs. Tang for a long time, and then gently opened Xiaoshu's hand. The moment Amu got out of bed, he immediately sat beside him.

Xiaoshu just frowned, but didn't wake up, instead hugged the person next to him habitually, rubbing his head.

Amu looked at them, and had long been used to their closeness, scratched his hair, and said softly, "Then I'll go back."

Gu An glanced at him and nodded.

Amu's body turned cold from his eyes, so he hurriedly turned and went out.For some reason, Gu An always looked at him with cold eyes, as if he shouldn't appear in this place, showing disgust, although such eyes don't appear often, at least in front of Xiaoshu, his eyes looking at him are considered It's not mild, but at least it's normal, where there is such obvious boredom now.

Amu scratched his hair and walked out in embarrassment.

The moment he opened the door, the wind and snow outside hit his face, his eyelashes were covered with snowflakes, and he could not see clearly almost immediately.He hurriedly closed the door and sneezed outside.

The thick fur cloak was immediately put on him, covering him from head to toe.

Amu looked through the gap between the hats, and saw a dark man standing in front of him, holding a light orange palace lantern in his hand, shining brightly like a little sun in the wind and snow.Amu laughed, and shouted hoarsely: "Jin Yi."

"Master." Hei Ying replied, even without looking at his face, he could feel the bluntness in the words: "It's snowing outside, master, go back quickly."

He ran out without a coat on. Lin Yi must be angry. Amu touched his cold nose and said, "Okay, let's go back." of.

Every time he stayed late at Xiaoshu's place, this idiot would stand outside and wait for him, his clothes were wet by the wind and snow, and he would not hide. Although he had internal energy to dry, how could the hard-earned internal energy be wasted like this? Lose.

As soon as he touched it, he knew that it was already soaked. Amu hurriedly pulled him away: "Why did you stay outside for so long? Didn't you agree to go back and wait for me? I'm not a child, so I won't get lost."

Ji Dong followed behind him, the light orange palace lantern swaying slightly, he suddenly stepped forward and picked up Amu.

Amu let out a cry of surprise, then fell silent again, spontaneously found a comfortable position to hook up, and gave him a little of his cloak, nagging: "It's snowing so hard, I don't know how to find a roof to hide for a while." Hide, stay outside and make a snowman model, do you want to give you another carrot and two twigs as your nose and arms."

Amu Mi stared, yawned, and was very sleepy while talking, and Ji Dong was warm again. As he chattered, the rigidity disappeared long ago, and then came helplessness.

Amu heard him sigh softly.

In the past two months, Amu has heard Lin Yi sigh many times.

Every time I ask him: "Why are you sighing?"

He would always answer: "Master misheard."

Even if he was caught by him, Ji Dong still didn't change his words, and refused to admit that he sighed.

Being with Ji Dong is very relaxing, because he is almost like a silent shadow, always behind when needed.Amu felt that Ji Dong should know a lot of things, that's why he looked at him like that, and even sighed like that.

But Amu never asked.

Because Xiaoshu once held his hand and looked at him with those eyes that were exactly like his, clear as clear water, he said: "Brother, just stay with me for three months, just three months, just stay with me I."

Three months is almost equal to the last time that Xiaoshu will stay in this world.

The doctor said that it was a blessing to survive for three months.

Not long after three months, Amu was not afraid that he didn't know anything, nor was he afraid of why he couldn't remember the past. What he was afraid of was that Xiaoshu would leave earlier than expected, or even leave soon.

Maybe it's the relationship of blood, now nothing is more important than Xiaoshu.

Two months have passed since March, and Amu has nothing else to do except watch Xiaoshu sleep more and more and become weaker and weaker.

But besides being with him, there was nothing else he could do.

Even if the two had nothing to say, they tacitly never mentioned the past.

"Master." Lin Yi called him softly: "Don't fall asleep, it's too cold outside."

Amu groaned, it was really too cold outside, if he caught the wind and cold, he would not be able to see the little tree.

He took a breath of cold air, cleared his mind, and jumped off Ji Dong's back, shaking off the snowflakes on his cloak.Pushed open the door.

A few candles were burning in the room. I don't know how long they had been lit, but they were no longer very bright. The halo was blurred and flickering. There was a person sitting inside, wearing a red cassock. The red was so deep and intense that it almost turned black.

Amu frowned, looked at the people inside, and called his name: "Qian Sheng."