The days of being in love with facial paralysis

A man with a strong desire for control hates being controlled.

When He Lan saw the child who was a head shorter than him for the first time, he had a good impression in his heart. He was so small, so thin, and his moist eyes were like a young animal. People have the urge to hold him in their arms.In the days that followed, the relationship between the two gradually improved, and he wanted to treat him well.But he never thought that his life was actually in the hands of that child.

When he was lying on the bed due to the cold, He Lan was lying on another bed.This was the first time he felt that, as Tang Fuguo said, "destiny is connected", in the days to come, even their illnesses were the same.At that time, He Lan had two emotions in his heart, one was sweet, and the other was unwilling.He was originally a healthy person, but he had to bear the pain for him, as if he was completely controlled.

In the following days, these two extreme emotions fermented in his heart, and in the end, it finally got out of hand.If it weren't for He Lan's strong self-control ability, he almost thought that he would become two people.

One loves him to the bone, the other hates him from the bottom of his heart, and there are two He Lans.

However, whether they love him or hate him, they must be married and live together.Just because there is a He Lan who hates him, he loves him even more, but the more he loves him, the more he hates himself.

He Lan felt as if he had entered an endless loop.

Day after day, year after year, they have been married for eight years, and he has also become an official to the prime minister, an extremely human minister.As the desire for profit grew, the He Lan who hated him became stronger and stronger. Finally, one day, he didn't dare to see him anymore. He was afraid that one day he would lose control of himself.

He was afraid he would kill him.

Suddenly one day, a servant rushed to report: "Madam... Madam was killed!"

At that moment, the whole world fell silent, his movements also stopped there, and the whole person remained motionless.

The servant raised his head and glanced at him quietly, and suddenly wept out of fright.

He walked towards the familiar place, the place where he lived with him for eight years, the place where they married.But now, there is no bookish young man holding a book and reading there, only a corpse with a hole in it lying there.

This was something he had thought about countless times, but when it really happened, He Lan was suddenly stunned.

It was all over, and he finally didn't have to live in that painful contradiction.

He Lan walked over and knelt down in the pool of blood, letting the bright red blood soak his robe.He stretched out his hand and took off the jade pendant on his body.

This jade pendant was given to Meng Que by him, and when he got it back, it also meant that everything was over.A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.

He didn't know how terrifying his smile was.

The jade pendant was already stained with blood.

He Lan's hand suddenly started to shake, and the jade pendant in his hand fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

He Lan still didn't come back to his senses, his gaze moved from the ground to his face dully.The face that would smile at him, cry at him, get angry at him, and get angry at him, now there is no expression at all, only stiffness and black and blue.

He Lan slowly reached out and touched his face, Meng Que's face was completely cold.

The servants all dared to stand far away as if they had seen an evil ghost. Suddenly, they heard a roar from that room, the roar was intermittent and accompanied by hoarse crying.

The faces of the servants were completely pale.

The sky also seemed to be soaked in blood, and half of the sky was red.

When He Lan came out again, she was holding someone in her arms.He bandaged his wound, took a shower, changed into clean clothes, and put him in a clean room.They slept together day and night, as if they had returned to the way they were when they first got married.

In the days after that, the whole of Kyoto seemed to be shrouded in a shadow.He Lan, who was born as a cruel official, almost washed the capital with blood, and the entire court was in a state of trepidation.

He killed those who harmed him, but he never woke up again.

Many people came, those who were him or those close to him, and they begged him to let him go.

"Meng Que is dead, let him rest in peace." That's what they all said.

When winter came, he just put a newly made fur coat on his body.What those people said was also a consistent argument. He heard it in his ears, but never paid attention to it.

His complexion was a little ugly, he found some powder and carefully rubbed it on his face.He knew that Meng Que didn't like this, so he was quiet and cautious, for fear that he would open his eyes and discover his plot.

After all, those people just sighed and left helplessly.

Until one day, a woman in red walked up to them, stared at him for a long time, and said, "Do you want him to wake up?"

He froze for a moment, a light suddenly flashed in his originally dull eyes.