fall in love with Bo Xingren
Chapter 129 The Complete Past
Now it is a very embarrassing scene, Du Min and Ye Zi are shocked and speechless outside the office, Yan Se also turns her head to look when she hears the sound, but she still maintains the posture of embracing Sang Yiyu, the gesture is not too intimate or ambiguous.
As for Sang Yiyu, she immediately pushed Yan Se away and seemed to be trying to cover up, even if she would jump into the Yellow River, she would not be able to wash away; but don't push her away, this Yan Se will know when to let her go in the future, see Seeing that Du Min and Ye Zi were full of astonishment and disbelief, she couldn't wash it off even if she jumped together in the Yangtze River and the Yellow River.
She originally thought that according to Du Min's way of doing things, if she was caught, she would definitely make use of the problem and would not let her go.Unexpectedly, Du Min turned his back at the door: "President Sang, I'll give you a minute."
Sang Yiyu also thought that with Yiyanse's character, she could always change her face immediately to put on a sweet and pure expression, and then give the most logical explanation, and finally confused everyone to follow her train of thought with watery innocent eyes Walk.Unexpectedly, Yan Se did not have such a reaction at all. When Du Min turned her back, she let go of Sang Yiyu's waist, then quietly walked out of the office and closed the door.
Du Min had originally come from Hong Kong to Macau to inquire about his crimes, but he was interrupted by the scene just now, and half of his accumulated momentum disappeared, but his anger was still hard to dissipate.She slapped Sang Yiyu's desk: "Sang Yiyu, what good did you do?! You made the sales company look like this on purpose!"
As if the scene just now had never happened, the best professional manager has the most perfect emotional self-control ability, and Sang Yiyu's expression has returned to the usual indifferent and confident.She sat down on the office chair in a leisurely manner, picked up the gold pen on the table and played with it in her hand, and said with a smile: "I am just someone hired by the boss. Since I want to be transferred, I must hand over the management rights of the company to the boss." .And Mr. Du, don’t you always suspect that there is something wrong with my sales company’s accounts.”
"When did I say that I suspected that you had financial problems?" Du Min gritted his teeth, "Besides, I am the one who took over the sales company. Could it be that you handed over the financial rights to Du Yufeng because of your guilty conscience? You woman !"
Du Min tried every means to suppress Sang Yiyu and compete for the power of the sales company, in order to control the financial status of the entire group by controlling the financial power of the sales company.Unexpectedly, this woman, Sang Yiyu, even gave her a hand before leaving, and actually handed over the originally independent finance of the sales company to the group for unified management through the change of operation method.A well-planned plan was destroyed by her, and Du Min was so angry that he was half dead.
"You don't doubt? There are not many people in my finance department who have not been attracted by you." Sang Yiyu deliberately teased her, "Since you doubt, I have no choice but to take the initiative to hand over the finances to the boss obediently, so as to prove that My innocence."
"You—financial affairs don't care about you first. You still have a customer profile that you plan to develop, why didn't I see it in the handover material!" A person who is on the same level as her for this kind of position, and who is soft and hard , Du Min really hated and felt helpless.
Sang Yiyu didn't speak, but tilted her head, resting her elbows on the armrest of the leather chair, gently stroked the shiny diamond earring on her earlobe with the tip of her index finger, her beautiful eyes were shining like stars like diamonds.Sang Yiyu's graceful movements were casually charming, and she quietly looked directly at Du Min with a triumphant smile in her eyes. She didn't say a word, but she was extremely alluring.
She made a gesture to Sang Yiyu, and Sang Yiyu responded unceremoniously. Du Min slapped Sang Yiyu on the table angrily: "Well, you woman, let's see how I deal with you in the future!"
Du Min left angrily, but returned in vain.Sang Yiyu pursed her lips and smiled more subtly. This is the self she likes. She can fight wits and bravery with ease. She can look at others under the cold appearance, but others can no longer have the power to hurt her. ability of the heart.Many, many years ago, she told herself so on the day her mother passed away, but she had practiced for many years, but Yan Se six years ago still became that accident.This time, she must warn herself from time to time!
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In the following week, Sang Yiyu did not inspect various departments or promulgate a series of new regulations as frequently as ordinary new officials took office.There are no so-called three fires for new officials to take office. Instead, they stay in the office every day without signing, giving orders, or formulating policies.Even if a subordinate asks for instructions, she will make some suggestions and let them go back and make their own decisions.
In the past few days, Yan Se has never been so excited to focus all her energy on seeing her lover whom she has cared for for many years like ordinary people.She still works and lives as usual, the only thing that is more is that she likes to spend some time paying attention to Sang Yiyu's every move today. She has always been patient and waited for the result she wanted, but this time She was more at ease in waiting, because she followed the teacher's disappearance many years ago, and came back again.
On this day, Yan Se didn't get off work until almost eight o'clock, and all the colleagues in the company who worked from nine to five had already left.After she drove out of the garage, she happened to see a person waiting for a taxi at the intersection, and upon closer inspection it turned out to be Sang Yiyu's assistant, Ye Zi.Because the company building is located in a busy area, she saw Ye Zi stretched out her hand several times but failed to stop the car. She should have gone to the right, but Yan Se lowered her eyebrows and thought for a while, and turned left and stopped in front of Ye Zi.
"Yezi, it's not easy to stop the car at this time, I'll see you off." Yan Se pressed the car window and showed a sweet smile.
"Thank you, Manager Yan. I've already called a taxi and will come right away, so don't bother you." Ye Ziwen replied politely, thinking that Manager Yan was two years older than her, but her doll-like smile and face were really real. Like a young girl who doesn't grow up, it feels like she is two years younger than her.
"Yezi. Actually...I want to treat you to dinner," Yan Se bit her lower lip and hesitated for a moment, then opened her big watery eyes: "Can I?"
"This..." Faced with this expression, what else can people say.Ye Zi nodded: "Okay."
Half an hour later, I was in a booth of a Portuguese restaurant.Both Yan Se and Ye Zi had ordered their meals, but after Yan Se sat down, she remained silent, with an embarrassed expression on her face.
Ye Zi is used to following the boss's side, and waits for the boss to give instructions first before giving an answer.So Yan Se didn't speak, and she waited unhurriedly.
"Yezi, I... this dinner..."
"Manager Yan, don't worry, I won't mention it to anyone." Ye Zi was very understanding.She knew that Yan Se asked her out so abruptly to inquire about her boss in private.Ordinarily, she shouldn't have agreed to her invitation, but she still remembered Yan Se's sad and lonely look when she walked out of the CEO's office that day.
"Heh~" Yan Se breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you."
"Manager Yan—" Ye Zi's gentle voice sounded.
"Call me Yan Se." As expected of the people who follow Sang Yiyu, even the tone of voice and demeanor are so similar.Yan Se looked at Ye Zi, this young woman was very handsome, with a little makeup on her face, her long straight hair looked soft, wearing a shirt and a small suit made her look dignified but beautiful.
"Okay, Yanse. What do you want to talk to me about?"
"Hmm..." Yan Se lowered her head: "I haven't seen the teacher...for many years, I want to know how she has been these past few years."
"Teacher? But you are Bluegan, you know Miss Sang, why do you still ask her how she has been these past few years?" Ye Zi has long had doubts about these questions.
"Heh~ I knew her long before this, it's a very long story..." After Sang Yiyu left, no matter how that person persuaded her, she refused to leave Macau no matter what, she wanted to wait here she.Later, when he joined the company and accidentally discovered that Sang Yiyu was at the Hong Kong headquarters, everything changed.
She tried every means to inquire about her, and even went to Hong Kong several times to secretly watch her from the opposite side of the company building.She began to deliberately hide her identity, she worked harder and kept a low profile more deliberately, saying that her thoughts were naive, but she was afraid that the teacher would know that she would disappear again in the future.When Sang Yiyu asked her for help, she even used all the resources in her hands to help her, not for any reason, and she didn't need her thanks, she just wanted to treat her well.
She admitted she was waiting.But she found that she was always in control of other things, except for Sang Yiyu.After meeting the teacher again, she looked at her as if she was looking at a cloud of fog. She thought she could wait patiently, but she was wrong.That's why she impulsively asked Ye Zi to have dinner. Fortunately, she didn't refuse.
Yan Se had a sweet smile on her face, but her big watery eyes were more and more obviously steaming. Ye Zi couldn't hide her surprise after listening to her tell the long story. No matter how she guessed Sang The relationship between Miss and Yan Se is absolutely impossible to think that there is such a story between them.
"That's the end? Didn't you go to her?"
"I couldn't find her. Thinking about it now, I was really overwhelmed at that time. It took half a year to separate from her in love, but I never thought about caring about her. I didn't ask I didn’t care about where she usually lived, what hobbies she had, and what friends she had. It can be said that I knew nothing about her except that there was this person, and I didn’t know anything else. She is very ignorant, she decided that this is a game, so she didn't pay attention to anything." Yan Se's tear accidentally fell from the socket of her eye, she raised her hand to quickly wipe it away, pursed her mouth and smiled at Ye Zi.
"Later she disappeared, and I frantically searched for her in the streets and alleys. I didn't even know where to look for her, and I didn't know who to ask to find out her whereabouts. So much so that after the teacher disappeared, she was very sad. It's like a mystery to me. I checked the teacher's file in the school, and I didn't even find much information about her. Finally, I found the house she rented in Macau. There was nothing in it, only a pot The flowers left by the teacher."
"Didn't you even apologize to Miss Sang at that time?!" Ye Zi could hardly imagine how intense their emotional entanglement was at that time, and there was no chance to make up for their mistakes and explain their misunderstandings.
Yan Se tried hard to blink back the tears in her eyes, and said with a wry smile: "No. I have no chance. When I entered the principal's office, I found that the principal and all the teachers were comforting and enlightening me. Knowing that the teacher took all the responsibilities on herself, she said she was the one who seduced me, and she said that I was persecuted by her prestige of a teacher. With the stigma of bad conduct, she was revoked her teacher's license by the Education and Youth Association. I can't find the teacher, but I can't find her again. The teacher works very hard, and she also values her teaching position very much. She must have been disappointed in me, so even the last time we met in the hallway, she just called me. He slapped me and didn't even say a word to me."
"She hit you?!" Ye Zi was even more surprised, she couldn't be blamed for being surprised, it was really shocking. "How can such a nice person like Miss Sang..."
"Yeah," Yan Se shook her head. Recalling these things, she didn't feel pain or embarrassment, but her expression became softer: "The teacher loved me very much from the beginning to the end. Even at that time, she didn't want to part with it. She didn't beat me hard. Yes. I think, even if I was the one who was beaten, she suffered a hundred times more than me. She put on makeup that day and was very beautiful, but her eyes were so red that even makeup couldn't cover them. It may be hard for you to imagine, The temperature was very high that day, and the teacher wore a dark blue suit, but when she hit me, I felt her hands were as cold as ice cubes."
Ye Zi smiled and said to Yan Se: "I think so...Although Ms. Sang is very indifferent, she is actually a very good person." Then she thought about it, and then said: "I met her four years ago. I was only 18 years old at the time, for some reason... I rushed from Macau to Hong Kong airport to chase someone, but no matter how hard I tried, when I arrived, that person had already left. I was an orphan, that person left Now, I don't know where to go, I don't know where else in the world can accommodate me, when I was wandering in the street, I accidentally hit Miss Sang's car. Later she sent me to the hospital , and arranged for me to stay in a hotel. Then I begged her to give me a job, and I begged her to teach me how to support myself, so she put me in the company and taught me from the clerk who managed the copier until now She doesn't ask for anything in return, or even ask for a reason, and until now, she hasn't asked me why I deliberately rushed out of the roadside and hit her car that night."
Yan Se's eyes darkened, she pursed her thin lips and listened quietly, without saying a word.
"Yan Se?" Ye Zi looked at Yan Se's expression worriedly.I usually think that Yan Se is like a little princess, sweet and friendly, with an innocent expression that is always the same as that of a girl, but now, at first glance, there is an unfathomable and frightening illusion, as if it was a moment The feeling of a girl becoming a witch.how so.
"Oh~" Yan Se suddenly changed his feeling as if changing his face, and gave Ye Zi a reproachful smile: "I'm really jealous of you."
This sentence is true.Feeling sour and astringent in her heart, even if she doesn't listen to the teacher, she will be nice to others...
"Ah? Heh~" Ye Zi smiled knowingly.She asked tentatively: "Actually, you...have fallen in love with Miss Sang, right?"
"Ah?" Yan Se was taken aback by the question, "Why..."
"Why do I feel that way?" Ye Zi whispered, "Because you remember all the details so clearly..."
Yan Se described the past to her, even Miss Sang's last slap, so clearly.No special recall is required at all, but every detail is clearly described.It must be because these things left a deep impression on her heart, and she recalled them in her mind over and over again, so she could remember them so clearly, as if they had just happened.
"Well. I love her." It's a pity that she knew it too late.
"Then why did you treat her like that?!"
Yan Se smiled bitterly, she knew that her smile must be uglier than crying. "At that time, my psychology was very distorted. If she hates me because of the past, then there is nothing wrong with hating me, because I did it on purpose at that time. I can't stand other people's sympathy, and I can't even stand other people's concern. , because no one has ever been sincere to me, including my biological parents. So when she saw me the first time she inadvertently expressed the thought of 'this child is so pitiful', I decided to deliberately tease her."
"There are only some very dark thoughts left in the distorted personality. The better she treats me, the more I will lie to her and bully her, as if to challenge her bottom line. See if I am so bad, will she still love me? I am good to me. It seems to be proving something to myself, look, you are all the same, only when I behave well and only when I am good, you will like me, you just like me and will not cause you trouble, Rather than truly loving me as a person. Once you discover my shortcomings, you will not love me anymore and hate me... I knew it would be like this, even the teacher who loves me so much, even the person who keeps saying that he loves me So too."
"Yan Se..." Ye Zi suddenly felt that Yan Se was also quite pitiful.When she was 19 years old, she had such an awkward personality that she "hated" others being nice to her. In fact, she was the one who yearned for love the most. Teacher Sang's love for her.To spend six years in remorse and guilt is the most tortured punishment.
"No wonder I mentioned to Miss Sang once that I have a person I love very much, but when that person doesn't understand, she will show such a sad and lonely expression. No wonder Miss Sang fell in love with other women, and I have never seen her really fall in love, and I used to wonder whether she really likes women or doesn't like women. I understand now that it has nothing to do with whether she likes women or not, but that she used to have Having such a deep relationship..." Ye Zi couldn't help sighing.
"What? She's in love with another woman, she's with another woman?!" Yan Se was startled by the unexpected news, stood up and knocked down the juice glass on the table and dropped it on the soup. Spoon in.
There was a "jingling" sound, and the splash of soup and drink made her look embarrassed, but Yan Se didn't realize it, there was only one thing left in her consciousness - Sang Yiyu had someone else.
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As for Sang Yiyu, she immediately pushed Yan Se away and seemed to be trying to cover up, even if she would jump into the Yellow River, she would not be able to wash away; but don't push her away, this Yan Se will know when to let her go in the future, see Seeing that Du Min and Ye Zi were full of astonishment and disbelief, she couldn't wash it off even if she jumped together in the Yangtze River and the Yellow River.
She originally thought that according to Du Min's way of doing things, if she was caught, she would definitely make use of the problem and would not let her go.Unexpectedly, Du Min turned his back at the door: "President Sang, I'll give you a minute."
Sang Yiyu also thought that with Yiyanse's character, she could always change her face immediately to put on a sweet and pure expression, and then give the most logical explanation, and finally confused everyone to follow her train of thought with watery innocent eyes Walk.Unexpectedly, Yan Se did not have such a reaction at all. When Du Min turned her back, she let go of Sang Yiyu's waist, then quietly walked out of the office and closed the door.
Du Min had originally come from Hong Kong to Macau to inquire about his crimes, but he was interrupted by the scene just now, and half of his accumulated momentum disappeared, but his anger was still hard to dissipate.She slapped Sang Yiyu's desk: "Sang Yiyu, what good did you do?! You made the sales company look like this on purpose!"
As if the scene just now had never happened, the best professional manager has the most perfect emotional self-control ability, and Sang Yiyu's expression has returned to the usual indifferent and confident.She sat down on the office chair in a leisurely manner, picked up the gold pen on the table and played with it in her hand, and said with a smile: "I am just someone hired by the boss. Since I want to be transferred, I must hand over the management rights of the company to the boss." .And Mr. Du, don’t you always suspect that there is something wrong with my sales company’s accounts.”
"When did I say that I suspected that you had financial problems?" Du Min gritted his teeth, "Besides, I am the one who took over the sales company. Could it be that you handed over the financial rights to Du Yufeng because of your guilty conscience? You woman !"
Du Min tried every means to suppress Sang Yiyu and compete for the power of the sales company, in order to control the financial status of the entire group by controlling the financial power of the sales company.Unexpectedly, this woman, Sang Yiyu, even gave her a hand before leaving, and actually handed over the originally independent finance of the sales company to the group for unified management through the change of operation method.A well-planned plan was destroyed by her, and Du Min was so angry that he was half dead.
"You don't doubt? There are not many people in my finance department who have not been attracted by you." Sang Yiyu deliberately teased her, "Since you doubt, I have no choice but to take the initiative to hand over the finances to the boss obediently, so as to prove that My innocence."
"You—financial affairs don't care about you first. You still have a customer profile that you plan to develop, why didn't I see it in the handover material!" A person who is on the same level as her for this kind of position, and who is soft and hard , Du Min really hated and felt helpless.
Sang Yiyu didn't speak, but tilted her head, resting her elbows on the armrest of the leather chair, gently stroked the shiny diamond earring on her earlobe with the tip of her index finger, her beautiful eyes were shining like stars like diamonds.Sang Yiyu's graceful movements were casually charming, and she quietly looked directly at Du Min with a triumphant smile in her eyes. She didn't say a word, but she was extremely alluring.
She made a gesture to Sang Yiyu, and Sang Yiyu responded unceremoniously. Du Min slapped Sang Yiyu on the table angrily: "Well, you woman, let's see how I deal with you in the future!"
Du Min left angrily, but returned in vain.Sang Yiyu pursed her lips and smiled more subtly. This is the self she likes. She can fight wits and bravery with ease. She can look at others under the cold appearance, but others can no longer have the power to hurt her. ability of the heart.Many, many years ago, she told herself so on the day her mother passed away, but she had practiced for many years, but Yan Se six years ago still became that accident.This time, she must warn herself from time to time!
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In the following week, Sang Yiyu did not inspect various departments or promulgate a series of new regulations as frequently as ordinary new officials took office.There are no so-called three fires for new officials to take office. Instead, they stay in the office every day without signing, giving orders, or formulating policies.Even if a subordinate asks for instructions, she will make some suggestions and let them go back and make their own decisions.
In the past few days, Yan Se has never been so excited to focus all her energy on seeing her lover whom she has cared for for many years like ordinary people.She still works and lives as usual, the only thing that is more is that she likes to spend some time paying attention to Sang Yiyu's every move today. She has always been patient and waited for the result she wanted, but this time She was more at ease in waiting, because she followed the teacher's disappearance many years ago, and came back again.
On this day, Yan Se didn't get off work until almost eight o'clock, and all the colleagues in the company who worked from nine to five had already left.After she drove out of the garage, she happened to see a person waiting for a taxi at the intersection, and upon closer inspection it turned out to be Sang Yiyu's assistant, Ye Zi.Because the company building is located in a busy area, she saw Ye Zi stretched out her hand several times but failed to stop the car. She should have gone to the right, but Yan Se lowered her eyebrows and thought for a while, and turned left and stopped in front of Ye Zi.
"Yezi, it's not easy to stop the car at this time, I'll see you off." Yan Se pressed the car window and showed a sweet smile.
"Thank you, Manager Yan. I've already called a taxi and will come right away, so don't bother you." Ye Ziwen replied politely, thinking that Manager Yan was two years older than her, but her doll-like smile and face were really real. Like a young girl who doesn't grow up, it feels like she is two years younger than her.
"Yezi. Actually...I want to treat you to dinner," Yan Se bit her lower lip and hesitated for a moment, then opened her big watery eyes: "Can I?"
"This..." Faced with this expression, what else can people say.Ye Zi nodded: "Okay."
Half an hour later, I was in a booth of a Portuguese restaurant.Both Yan Se and Ye Zi had ordered their meals, but after Yan Se sat down, she remained silent, with an embarrassed expression on her face.
Ye Zi is used to following the boss's side, and waits for the boss to give instructions first before giving an answer.So Yan Se didn't speak, and she waited unhurriedly.
"Yezi, I... this dinner..."
"Manager Yan, don't worry, I won't mention it to anyone." Ye Zi was very understanding.She knew that Yan Se asked her out so abruptly to inquire about her boss in private.Ordinarily, she shouldn't have agreed to her invitation, but she still remembered Yan Se's sad and lonely look when she walked out of the CEO's office that day.
"Heh~" Yan Se breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you."
"Manager Yan—" Ye Zi's gentle voice sounded.
"Call me Yan Se." As expected of the people who follow Sang Yiyu, even the tone of voice and demeanor are so similar.Yan Se looked at Ye Zi, this young woman was very handsome, with a little makeup on her face, her long straight hair looked soft, wearing a shirt and a small suit made her look dignified but beautiful.
"Okay, Yanse. What do you want to talk to me about?"
"Hmm..." Yan Se lowered her head: "I haven't seen the teacher...for many years, I want to know how she has been these past few years."
"Teacher? But you are Bluegan, you know Miss Sang, why do you still ask her how she has been these past few years?" Ye Zi has long had doubts about these questions.
"Heh~ I knew her long before this, it's a very long story..." After Sang Yiyu left, no matter how that person persuaded her, she refused to leave Macau no matter what, she wanted to wait here she.Later, when he joined the company and accidentally discovered that Sang Yiyu was at the Hong Kong headquarters, everything changed.
She tried every means to inquire about her, and even went to Hong Kong several times to secretly watch her from the opposite side of the company building.She began to deliberately hide her identity, she worked harder and kept a low profile more deliberately, saying that her thoughts were naive, but she was afraid that the teacher would know that she would disappear again in the future.When Sang Yiyu asked her for help, she even used all the resources in her hands to help her, not for any reason, and she didn't need her thanks, she just wanted to treat her well.
She admitted she was waiting.But she found that she was always in control of other things, except for Sang Yiyu.After meeting the teacher again, she looked at her as if she was looking at a cloud of fog. She thought she could wait patiently, but she was wrong.That's why she impulsively asked Ye Zi to have dinner. Fortunately, she didn't refuse.
Yan Se had a sweet smile on her face, but her big watery eyes were more and more obviously steaming. Ye Zi couldn't hide her surprise after listening to her tell the long story. No matter how she guessed Sang The relationship between Miss and Yan Se is absolutely impossible to think that there is such a story between them.
"That's the end? Didn't you go to her?"
"I couldn't find her. Thinking about it now, I was really overwhelmed at that time. It took half a year to separate from her in love, but I never thought about caring about her. I didn't ask I didn’t care about where she usually lived, what hobbies she had, and what friends she had. It can be said that I knew nothing about her except that there was this person, and I didn’t know anything else. She is very ignorant, she decided that this is a game, so she didn't pay attention to anything." Yan Se's tear accidentally fell from the socket of her eye, she raised her hand to quickly wipe it away, pursed her mouth and smiled at Ye Zi.
"Later she disappeared, and I frantically searched for her in the streets and alleys. I didn't even know where to look for her, and I didn't know who to ask to find out her whereabouts. So much so that after the teacher disappeared, she was very sad. It's like a mystery to me. I checked the teacher's file in the school, and I didn't even find much information about her. Finally, I found the house she rented in Macau. There was nothing in it, only a pot The flowers left by the teacher."
"Didn't you even apologize to Miss Sang at that time?!" Ye Zi could hardly imagine how intense their emotional entanglement was at that time, and there was no chance to make up for their mistakes and explain their misunderstandings.
Yan Se tried hard to blink back the tears in her eyes, and said with a wry smile: "No. I have no chance. When I entered the principal's office, I found that the principal and all the teachers were comforting and enlightening me. Knowing that the teacher took all the responsibilities on herself, she said she was the one who seduced me, and she said that I was persecuted by her prestige of a teacher. With the stigma of bad conduct, she was revoked her teacher's license by the Education and Youth Association. I can't find the teacher, but I can't find her again. The teacher works very hard, and she also values her teaching position very much. She must have been disappointed in me, so even the last time we met in the hallway, she just called me. He slapped me and didn't even say a word to me."
"She hit you?!" Ye Zi was even more surprised, she couldn't be blamed for being surprised, it was really shocking. "How can such a nice person like Miss Sang..."
"Yeah," Yan Se shook her head. Recalling these things, she didn't feel pain or embarrassment, but her expression became softer: "The teacher loved me very much from the beginning to the end. Even at that time, she didn't want to part with it. She didn't beat me hard. Yes. I think, even if I was the one who was beaten, she suffered a hundred times more than me. She put on makeup that day and was very beautiful, but her eyes were so red that even makeup couldn't cover them. It may be hard for you to imagine, The temperature was very high that day, and the teacher wore a dark blue suit, but when she hit me, I felt her hands were as cold as ice cubes."
Ye Zi smiled and said to Yan Se: "I think so...Although Ms. Sang is very indifferent, she is actually a very good person." Then she thought about it, and then said: "I met her four years ago. I was only 18 years old at the time, for some reason... I rushed from Macau to Hong Kong airport to chase someone, but no matter how hard I tried, when I arrived, that person had already left. I was an orphan, that person left Now, I don't know where to go, I don't know where else in the world can accommodate me, when I was wandering in the street, I accidentally hit Miss Sang's car. Later she sent me to the hospital , and arranged for me to stay in a hotel. Then I begged her to give me a job, and I begged her to teach me how to support myself, so she put me in the company and taught me from the clerk who managed the copier until now She doesn't ask for anything in return, or even ask for a reason, and until now, she hasn't asked me why I deliberately rushed out of the roadside and hit her car that night."
Yan Se's eyes darkened, she pursed her thin lips and listened quietly, without saying a word.
"Yan Se?" Ye Zi looked at Yan Se's expression worriedly.I usually think that Yan Se is like a little princess, sweet and friendly, with an innocent expression that is always the same as that of a girl, but now, at first glance, there is an unfathomable and frightening illusion, as if it was a moment The feeling of a girl becoming a witch.how so.
"Oh~" Yan Se suddenly changed his feeling as if changing his face, and gave Ye Zi a reproachful smile: "I'm really jealous of you."
This sentence is true.Feeling sour and astringent in her heart, even if she doesn't listen to the teacher, she will be nice to others...
"Ah? Heh~" Ye Zi smiled knowingly.She asked tentatively: "Actually, you...have fallen in love with Miss Sang, right?"
"Ah?" Yan Se was taken aback by the question, "Why..."
"Why do I feel that way?" Ye Zi whispered, "Because you remember all the details so clearly..."
Yan Se described the past to her, even Miss Sang's last slap, so clearly.No special recall is required at all, but every detail is clearly described.It must be because these things left a deep impression on her heart, and she recalled them in her mind over and over again, so she could remember them so clearly, as if they had just happened.
"Well. I love her." It's a pity that she knew it too late.
"Then why did you treat her like that?!"
Yan Se smiled bitterly, she knew that her smile must be uglier than crying. "At that time, my psychology was very distorted. If she hates me because of the past, then there is nothing wrong with hating me, because I did it on purpose at that time. I can't stand other people's sympathy, and I can't even stand other people's concern. , because no one has ever been sincere to me, including my biological parents. So when she saw me the first time she inadvertently expressed the thought of 'this child is so pitiful', I decided to deliberately tease her."
"There are only some very dark thoughts left in the distorted personality. The better she treats me, the more I will lie to her and bully her, as if to challenge her bottom line. See if I am so bad, will she still love me? I am good to me. It seems to be proving something to myself, look, you are all the same, only when I behave well and only when I am good, you will like me, you just like me and will not cause you trouble, Rather than truly loving me as a person. Once you discover my shortcomings, you will not love me anymore and hate me... I knew it would be like this, even the teacher who loves me so much, even the person who keeps saying that he loves me So too."
"Yan Se..." Ye Zi suddenly felt that Yan Se was also quite pitiful.When she was 19 years old, she had such an awkward personality that she "hated" others being nice to her. In fact, she was the one who yearned for love the most. Teacher Sang's love for her.To spend six years in remorse and guilt is the most tortured punishment.
"No wonder I mentioned to Miss Sang once that I have a person I love very much, but when that person doesn't understand, she will show such a sad and lonely expression. No wonder Miss Sang fell in love with other women, and I have never seen her really fall in love, and I used to wonder whether she really likes women or doesn't like women. I understand now that it has nothing to do with whether she likes women or not, but that she used to have Having such a deep relationship..." Ye Zi couldn't help sighing.
"What? She's in love with another woman, she's with another woman?!" Yan Se was startled by the unexpected news, stood up and knocked down the juice glass on the table and dropped it on the soup. Spoon in.
There was a "jingling" sound, and the splash of soup and drink made her look embarrassed, but Yan Se didn't realize it, there was only one thing left in her consciousness - Sang Yiyu had someone else.
The author has something to say: touch the kisses~
Regarding custom printing,
Ruo Ruo found out that there were three relatives who ordered the single copy of "A Family Raising a Vampire" and the single copy of "I Love You Forever" at the same time
There is a collection of "Family Raising a Vampire" and "I Love You Forever". Dear friends, if you want both, you can order this collection directly to save a postage.
Moreover, the number of people ordering a single copy of Vampire and Love You is relatively small. I am worried that there will not be enough ten copies by the end of the 16th, so I cannot open custom orders.
So I hope that these three relatives will contact Ruoruo through various means, and Ruoruo will help you cancel the previous order and re-order the collection.
The id numbers of the three relatives who ordered a single copy at the same time are:
10920***
8515***
10583***
If you suspect yourself, you should contact Ruoruo~ All kinds of loitering
In addition, for other relatives who ordered single copies of "A Family Raised a Vampire" and "I Love You Forever", Ruoruo may also cancel your order in these two days, because it is very likely that you will not be able to make a custom order. You can order a collection of two volumes, or order "Luoshui".
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