fall in love with Bo Xingren

Ye Zi has been restless in the office, she is not usually such a person, no matter what troublesome personal matters she has, she can always concentrate on her work.Firstly, it is due to Ye Zi's calm personality, and Sang Yiyu has cultivated Ye Zi's emotional control ability over the past few years, which can be called outstanding.But today is really unusual. Ever since Yan Se left those meaningful words, she has been unable to calm down.

Until the evening.Ye Zi should have continued to work overtime with Sang Yiyu, but her increasingly chaotic mind made her unable to concentrate at all, so she took the initiative to ask for leave.

After leaving the company building, the cool wind at night relieved her anxiety somewhat, and only then could she clarify the various entanglements between her and Dong Jie.Dong Jie is passionate about her, from the support she gave her after losing her only relative, and relying on her protection to get through the panic and sadness;But Dong Jie was ruthless towards her, otherwise he wouldn't have resolutely left for four years after expressing his love to each other, and the inseparable feelings made each other suffer.

Yan Se's words hit her heart.Why Dong Jie "dare not" love her.She didn't know, she might know, this was a taboo and tacit topic.Thinking of this, Ye Zi told the taxi to turn around.She was going to find Dong Jie, no matter what, she was going to get a result, she would not allow herself to pretend that nothing had happened, and she did not want Dong Jie to run away anymore.

To Ye Zi's surprise, when she arrived at Dong Jie's house, she happened to find that the door was open, and Dong Jie was about to load a few boxes of luggage into the car!

"Dong Jie, is this the ending you arranged for me? You have to run away again like four years ago." Ye Zi stood at the door, her knuckles turned white, her tone undulating, but her eyes were illuminated by the light. The tears of the stars revealed her heartbreak.

"Yezi, I don't deserve you to treat me like this." Dong Jie's face was half hidden in the dim light of the corridor, and his tone was low and astringent: "Besides, I promised Liu Juelun to associate with her—"

"Don't use Liu Juelun to prevaricate your real reason." Ye Zi interrupted her, "Yan Se asked me a question today, why don't you dare to love me. This is also the purpose of my coming, Dong Jie, why don't you dare 'love me!"

Dong Jie's body froze for a moment, she was silent for a long time, then she clenched her fist and knocked heavily on the suitcase, carrying the suitcase and rushing towards the car parked at the door. "There is no question of daring to love you. Ye Zi, I am a person with blood on my hands. I am not worthy of your love, and I am not qualified to accept you." Dong Jie gritted his teeth and continued: "The most important thing is, I...I don't love you!"

"You liar!" Ye Zi raised her voice almost out of control, "You don't love me, so what was it that you adopted me and loved me back then, and what happened between us that night four years ago? Dong Jie, you don't love me, So what are your tears? What are your hugs? What are your kisses? Like now when you can't control your feelings for me and you are in a hurry to escape, what are these? What are they?!"

Ye Zi's words were like needles piercing Dong Jie's heart, her whole body trembled, but she was speechless.At this time, the sky that was originally only drizzle suddenly began to rain heavily, and the crackling sound of the bean-sized raindrops hitting the car was extremely loud, just like the tears dripping from leaves hitting her heart.With a heartbroken heart, she opened the car door ignoring Ye Zi's crying, and after starting the car, she kicked the accelerator and rushed into the rain like an arrow.

It was raining heavily, but Ye Zi could still be heard shouting loudly from behind: "Dong Jie, you coward, why don't you dare!"

Seeing the leaves getting farther and farther away in the rear-view mirror, Dong Jie could hardly figure out whether the blurred figure was due to the dense raindrops or the uncontrollable tears gushing out of his eyes.When he was about to turn a corner, Dong Jie suddenly yelled, his forehead hit the steering wheel heavily, then he turned the car and drove to the door of the house quickly, braking next to Ye Zi.

At this time, Ye Zi was still crying sadly on the flower bed by the door, and her whole body was completely soaked in the rain.Dong Jie got out of the car, and soon his thin black shirt and short hair were completely wet.She grabbed Ye Zi's wrist and pulled her up, the water on her face could not tell whether it was rain or tears, "Why don't I dare, Ye Zi, because one day you will die because you are so stupid to love me Hate yourself! Do you want me to tell you this, because I am a guilty man, and to you I am the one you should hate, because I killed your brother! Don't you hear me, you Brother was murdered to death, and you were murdered to become a helpless orphan, and the one who murdered you was me! It was me!"

"No...it's not..." Ye Zi shook her head and cried, choked up so that she couldn't speak, she was too dizzy and unable to support her body at the moment due to the excessive emotional and physical exhaustion, leaning against Dong Jie and almost fell to the ground.

Dong Jie picked up Ye Zi and opened the door with the key card, and the two almost stumbled back to the hall of the house.Dong Jie panted heavily, looking at the pale leaves on her face, her heart was throbbing. Panting, she repented in a low voice and talked about the past that she wanted to keep in her memory for the rest of her life.

"Yezi, I killed your brother. Although your brother didn't die at my hands, I didn't kill Boren Boren, but he died because of me. You also know that my family was the most powerful family in the local area more than ten years ago. A powerful gangster. My father only had me as a daughter. I almost sat on his shoulders and watched him grow up. I was only ten years old at that time. As the young master of the gang, I was very arrogant. Your brother He joined our gang, he was a bit older than me but hit it off with me."

"At that time we were mainly engaged in gambling business, but there was a hostile force who not only engaged in the drug business that we despise, but also tried to bring drugs to our territory. In order to grab the territory, they failed to achieve their goals, and tried to kill them several times. The lives of my father and I. I was young and energetic at the time. In order to attack the other party and establish my prestige in the gang, I discussed a plan with your brother to let him sneak into the other party's gang as an undercover agent to collect evidence of their crimes and their crimes. Weaknesses, we must wipe them all out."

"It was very effective at the beginning. But then something happened, a secret operation, my father was accidentally killed! I really hated your brother at the time, I mistakenly thought he betrayed me. In order to get revenge on him, I quietly used I used some tricks to expose his identity, and I took the initiative to betray his identity, which directly led to his being hunted down. But at the same time that he was hunted down, I found out that the person who betrayed me and my father was someone else. I hate my own suspicion for failing your brother's love and righteousness, but no matter how hard I try, I can't redeem my regret that your brother was killed innocently. I am directly responsible for your brother's death."

After Dong Jie finished talking about what happened that year, she who was never afraid of anything at first dared not look at Ye Zi's expression, or even raised her eyes to look at Ye Zi.She didn't expect that she would actually tell the truth about her crime, and she was so afraid that Ye Zi would know the truth.Ye Zi would hate her... Ye Zi would know that she was the sinner who killed her only relative, and Ye Zi would regret loving her.This is how she can bear it.Just like she ran away in a hurry four years ago, she dare not stay any longer now, she wished to pay for the life she killed back then, wished to hide.Because she couldn't bear the fact that the person she loved the most, Ye Zi, would hate her.

"So, that's why you adopted me..." Ye Zi murmured.She couldn't see how shocked she was, but she was definitely not calm. Could it be that Dong Jie's kindness to her and all kinds of things to her over the years were all because of guilt towards her brother in her heart.Not because of loving her... not pushing her away, not rejecting her, just because of guilt...

Dong Jie nodded heavily: "Yes. I thought he was an orphan. I didn't know he had a younger sister to take care of until after he died. By the time I found you, you had been sent to welfare by social workers Courtyard. I adopted you, but I didn't expect you to recognize me. I had to let you misunderstand me, thinking that I was still the young master your brother respected, and I concealed the fact that I should be your enemy... Ye Zi, I'm not worthy of your love, and I'm not qualified to love you."

The more I love her, the more I feel guilty; the more I love her, the more I am afraid that she will know the truth of the matter.Feeling guilty in his heart, while falling in love with Ye Zi, he bears the pain of repenting for the past.It's not that she wants to escape, it's not that she is indifferent, but that she really has no choice.Sometimes even while accepting Ye Zi's love, I feel guilty that I am not worthy of her love; even while loving her, I am afraid that I am not qualified.

Ye Zi looked at Dong Jie's thin outline through her teary eyes, she was soaked, water dripped from her short hair regularly, except for her fair face, her black dress was so gloomy that it seemed to sink into the surrounding environment, It seemed to reflect her state of mind at the moment.Dong Jie has always been an arrogant and uncompromising person, it was the first time Ye Zi saw her like a sinner who couldn't hold her head up.

"For me, you are just someone who takes care of me, loves me, and avenges my brother." Ye Zi thought bitterly, although what Dong Jie did was not because of her, but just out of guilt.

Dong Jie said in a hoarse voice: "After I found out the truth, I tried my best to uproot that gang. I spent a year killing all those who instigated and killed your brother. I disbanded the family gang. For the honor of the family, for the arrogance of youth, too many people paid the price for me."

To this person who "killed" her brother, Ye Zi didn't feel any resentment, but was more reluctant to let go of her pain.Because Dong Jie has been burdened with this irreparable guilt for more than ten years, and has never been freed. She disbanded the gang left behind by her father, suppressed and even ended her feelings with her own hands, and she has been in constant self-exile for more than ten years. No one can empathize.

Ye Zi's mood is extremely messy and complicated. This mood is almost exactly the same as the night when she confessed to Dong Jie at the age of 18, because that kind of love and contradictory heart are the same.Ye Zi also decided to tell Dong Jie what she didn't know: "Actually, I know."

Dong Jie was surprised: "You know?"

"Yeah." Ye Zi nodded slightly, "Do you still remember that night four years ago. I was full that day, and my brother entrusted a lawyer to give me some things that day, including the money he left me and the money he left in a hurry. Written letter. In the letter, he not only told me to use the money he left to live well, but he also guessed his own ending and what you will do. He said in the letter, the old gang leader is dead, young The Lord must have misunderstood him. He felt that his life was not long, but he hoped to find out who betrayed the gang and killed the old gang leader before he was killed. He said that he was not afraid of death, the only thing he was afraid of was his death It will be caused by the young master, and if he dies, the young master will bear the guilt for the rest of his life."

Dong Jie closed his eyes after hearing this, and slammed his forehead against the wall beside him, his voice was full of bitterness: "It's too worthless, I don't deserve his loyalty, your brother should hate me, and you should hate me even more people."

Ye Zi cried: "When I first saw the letter, I was shocked and scared. I was surprised that my brother's death was related to you, and I was afraid that I would lose you if I lost all my relatives. But at that time, I understood why I don't hate you, I understand why. It's not because my brother told me not to blame you, because I love you, my feelings for you, when I was young, I thought it was gratitude, Rumu, at that moment I knew it was love .So the first thing I decided to do on the day I came of age, was to tell you my heart. That night I could feel that your heart was the same as mine, only after that..."

Dong Jie wiped tears for Ye Zi distressedly, but she wiped more and more tears. In her impression, Ye Zi is weak but her inner strength is very human. Ordinary people may collapse when they lose their relatives one after another and become orphans. But Ye Zi has always been strong and optimistic since she was a child, and Dong Jie rarely even saw her tears, but now she is crying so sadly.

She simply gave up the action of wiping away her tears, and hugged Ye Zi deeply into her arms, tightly touching the body temperature of the two, "Ye Zi, you have exceeded my imagination again and again, I always thought you were weak, You need to be taken care of like that helpless little girl more than ten years ago. I thought that a simple girl like you could not bear the cruelty and the truth, but I was wrong, you are much stronger than me. I thought I was so many years It's a huge psychological burden to keep this matter from you all the time, but I didn't expect that you would never mention this matter to me in the past few years when you knew the truth. It's hard for me to imagine that this kind of forbearance How did you do it... sorry."

"What are you saying sorry for?" Ye Zi raised her head from her arms, with tears in her eyes, as if washed by spring water, making her look clearer and more beautiful, "Are you saying sorry for your brother's death, or for you back then? Are you saying sorry for leaving me and running away, or are you saying sorry because you want to run away again today and violate the promise you said to me to take care of me and love me for the rest of your life?"

With tears in Dong Jie's eyes, he couldn't help but smile slightly.When Ye Zi was a little girl, she said that she would take care of her and love her for the rest of her life. This is what she said to a child, but now Ye Zi changed the concept of the word "love" to tease her and demand her love.She couldn't escape, maybe she didn't really want to escape in her heart, that's why after so many years, she always secretly fell in love with this woman she shouldn't love, and couldn't help but return to her in self-exile.

She hugged Ye Zi tightly, buried her face in her shoulder socket to wipe off the tears all over her face, and said softly: "I have everything, I'm sorry. I misunderstood that your brother can't get it back, and I almost couldn't keep my promise. I tried every means to conceal the mistakes I made to you brothers and sisters, and I was afraid that you would collapse if you knew the truth, but I underestimated you, and even more so your brother. You have always known it, but you have always tolerated me."

"Then do you want to make up for what you 'ow' to me?" Ye Zi smiled through tears.

"Yes. When you were a child, I said I would love you forever." Dong Jie said very seriously.

"You are still someone else's" genuine girlfriend ', what to do now, wouldn't you be beaten by He Shiqin again. "Ye Zi said that when he was with Dong Jie with Dong Jie, Ye Ziqin saw it. Dong Jie betrayed Liu Juelun and then fought with Dong Jie.Because Dong Jie is still "together" with the famous social queen Liu Juelun.

Although Ye Zi later found out that it was because Liu Juelun and He Shiqin broke up and made Dong Jie involved, but it didn't mean that she really didn't mind the song "Love" sung by Dong Jie and Liu Juelun. Pleasure" drama.What's more, she also knew from Yan Se that Dong Jie went to Liu Juelun's house to "confess" to her after running away from her that night four years ago, and asked Liu Juelun to agree to be with her.Although she was the one who made Dong Jie so out of control, she was too reckless.

Dong Jie smiled lightly, Ye Zi is really different from before, her shy and silent character has become calm and confident under the cultivation of Sang Yiyu in the past few years.Sang Yiyu is a very powerful woman. Although she is about the same age as her, it is definitely not easy for a group of people like He Shiqin and Liu Juelun to call "Teacher Sang" respectfully.You can also get a glimpse of the clues from Ye Zi's transformation. In the past, Ye Zi didn't have the decisiveness to stop herself from leaving, let herself tell her the truth, and would not tease her with such a pun.

Dong Jiezi stood up, frowned deliberately and pretended to be helpless, and said: "In this case, you are here too, and I have packed my luggage. Let's go upstairs to take a shower and change clothes, get dressed up, and then... together Elope!"

elopement.Ye Zi's cheeks were flushed by Dong Jie's words. It sounds good. She has never done such a bold thing in her life, but Miss Sang is very busy recently and needs her by her side...but she has Yanse...that's good Bar!