fall in love with Bo Xingren

Chapter 34

The family cemetery of the Mu family was built on a hillside facing the sea.When the first generation of ancestors surnamed Mu were buried here a hundred years ago, it was still a deserted hillside with few people.In the past hundred years, the city has changed from a poor small fishing village to a splendid metropolis, and this hillside has also changed from inaccessible to a busy city. Because of the beautiful scenery, a park was built nearby during the Portuguese period.

Before the sun came out in the morning, Moyou put a bouquet of white and pink daisies in a rattan basket and slowly walked up the mountain along the road.She wore a pair of stiletto calfskin sandals with printed calfskin, and a chiffon dress that reached to her ankles, swaying as she walked.She walked to a tombstone carved out of white marble. The tombstone was beautifully carved. Several white jasmine flowers were planted around it, and the lawn was beautifully manicured.There are people here to take care of it, and unsuspecting tourists often mistakenly think that this garden surrounded by low walls is also part of the park when they play in the nearby park.

Holding down the wide-brimmed hat and looking up slightly at the sky, he bent down and took out a flannel cloth from the basket, carefully wiped off the dust on the tombstone, and repeatedly wiped it repeatedly on the photos of his mother and Uncle Mu.Then put the flowers in the flower basket in front of the tombstone, and sit sideways on the steps.

"Mommy, Uncle Mu, the weather is really nice today, isn't it." Mo You curled up her lips and smiled.

In the blink of an eye, it was the anniversary of Mommy and Uncle Mu's death.Looking back on what happened during this period, compared to many years ago, it was like a wonderful reincarnation. She and Mu Fei were entangled again, and the same mess was not cleaned up.The only thing that remains the same is the fact that their beloved parents have left them forever, lying quietly under this tombstone, silently watching their joys and sorrows.

Not only did Mu Fei collapse because she couldn't bear the sudden loss of her parents, but she also thought countless times over the years, if there had never been anything between her and Mu Fei, would it be possible for her parents not to die suddenly? Will the luck in the game change?She would also wonder countless times, if Mommy and Uncle Mu were still alive, would they never be able to accept the relationship between her and Mu Fei? Would they be relieved if they knew that she and Mu Fei had agreed to be a family member for a lifetime? ?

She has been working hard all these years, maybe God wants to hide her in her own world under the protection of Mommy, Uncle Mu and Mu Fei since she was a child, and make up for those parts that are unwilling to work hard, and lose everything. Protection, people always have to learn to be strong.Similarly, she also worked very hard to brew that love into a deeper feeling, not to stop loving, but to learn not to show it and use her weakness to win the same love, she will love in her heart, and then , with a smile on his face.

only……

Moyou sighed helplessly.Mu Fei's strength and the madness between the two of them that night completely broke the certain balance she intended to maintain. If they were family members, then they had more entangled relationships.Of course, it's not just about the confusion caused by the physical entanglement, but also the emotional turmoil caused by it, it's really unclear...

It's just that the physical... is the most direct feeling.When Moyou thought of that night, her ears felt hot.She fell asleep until the cruise ship returned to Hong Kong for a long time in the afternoon, and she woke up in a daze. Facing the way Mu Fei wrung a hot towel and pulled her legs away to clean them gently, she was almost so ashamed that she fainted again.

Later, Mu Fei took Moyou home as a matter of course, but she insisted on going back to the apartment.She thought that Mu Fei would not agree, but she obediently sent her back to the apartment because Mo You said she was not feeling well.In the most sensitive part of her body, the hot feeling didn't subside for a whole day or two, but it wasn't purely uncomfortable. The hot feeling contained a strange sourness, reminding her of that sinking and crazy night all the time.Moyou didn't open the shop for the next two days due to the disturbance, because she didn't know how to face Mu Fei, and it was also because she was lazy and didn't want to move.

Mu Fei didn't know whether she couldn't find Moyou or didn't look for Moyou, anyway, in the past two days, she didn't completely invade Moyou's life like she invaded Moyou's body that night.

The presumptuousness of that night was not planned.But since there is an opportunity, Mu Fei will not let it slip away in vain.However, it is undeniable that the physical entanglement with Moyou again made Mu Fei feel more at ease. Moyou never forgot her physically and mentally, and it was even more impossible for her to let go of Moyou again.

With this kind of determination, Mu Fei is no longer impatient, she has already learned to be patient, just like a cheetah that can only crawl in the grass for a few hours waiting for an opportunity to hunt, it has the most ferocious explosive power and the fastest speed, and also has the most amazing endurance.

Mu Fei is wearing Chanel button-down sunglasses, black high-heeled shoes, a lavender ruffled shirt with a thin belt and pencil pants. Her professional attire makes her look capable and heroic.She walked to the tombstone, gently placed the bouquet next to Moyou's bouquet, leaned over and kissed the portraits of Mu Yifei and He Jingrong, and whispered: "Father, Aunt Rong, I'm back."

Mo You secretly sighed that she was still not strong enough, her tears were shallow, and seeing such a scene, she couldn't help but shed tears from her eyes.Because of some inexplicable feelings.

Mu Fei also sat on the steps, gently hugged Moyou, bowed her head and kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Xiaoyou, don't cry."

Since she was not very sensible, she knew that her sister who was as beautiful as a little princess would often cry because of fear, and she was a little knight with a sword. She was not afraid and had to protect her sister.Until she grew up, what she said most often was still: "Xiaoyou, don't cry."

Moyou is always weak, so Mu Fei always feels that she is strong enough to protect her autistic sister.The sad thing is that when they suddenly lost their parents, they were just little chicks who lost their protection. Faced with Mo You who was crying for their parents every day, and facing the encroachment of them by the outside world, Mu Fei realized her powerlessness. Why is she relying on, what is the confidence to say to Moyou, "Xiaoyou, don't cry."?

After many years, she has changed, and Moyou has also changed.It took her 6 years to learn how to make Mu Fei, an independent Mu Fei who can generate strength without relying on anyone.What she hopes to achieve has never changed.Just like at this moment, he has become able to comfort the weak Moyou, saying to her: "Xiaoyou, don't cry."

And it took Moyou 6 years to become confident and open-minded to others. Her world became wider and more colorful, and it became... no longer just her.

When she was young, she was not firm enough to make her miss too much time. No matter what Moyou thinks now, she will never miss it again. relationship people.If she has the most confidence in what in this world, then it must be that it is impossible for Moyou not to love her, just like it is impossible for her not to love her.

Mu Fei took Moyou's hand, pondered for a long time, and then said slowly: "Moyou, not everyone...knows what they want from the very beginning."

"A lot of times I keep searching, like exploring things in a dark room, leaning in, then turning away to look at each item and decide which one is the one I desire the most. The one I fear the most The thing is, I missed the most precious thing in the process, and when I looked for it again, I couldn’t find the direction. So I’m back, Moyou, have you changed your mind over the years? "

This is the first time Mu Fei asked about Moyou's heart.Carefully, secretly, but no longer with force, asking Moyou's heart.

"Mu Mu is so smart. Your world is higher and farther away. You have never been like me. You are timid and have no courage. If you didn't stand on the highest side and let you see everything, you probably wouldn't be able to discover what is your most important thing." What do you want?" It's not like her, she sticks to her own world, only pretends to be a little happiness, and once she has identified a person, she has no ambition to explore.Unfortunately, that person never understood.

Moyou spoke softly, as gentle as she remembered, but these words were purely matter-of-fact.I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but I ignored the deep meaning in her words.Mu Fei tasted a kind of astringent feeling, it was not bitter, but it made people feel slightly lost.

The two were silent all the way, and Mu Fei drove the car back to the flower shop.Moyou looked as usual, had the same attitude, and even opened the store door as usual, then put on her apron and started arranging the flowers in the store.

When Moyou got busy, she quickly concentrated on it, but it was Mu Fei who followed in and out. Wherever Moyou went, she followed.He didn't speak or do anything else, just followed Moyou around the flower shop.Moyou didn't notice at first, but after 10 minutes to 10 minutes, it's hard for people not to pay attention to this big follower.

Moyou stopped, handed a large bouquet of freshly pruned flowers into her hand, and then pursed her lips and smiled: "What are you doing behind me?"

Mu Fei hugged the bouquet tightly and then hugged Moyou tightly, with tight strength, unconsciously revealing a domineering oppressive momentum: "Moyou, we have an agreement, you are mine, right?"

Moyou smiled slightly, and said in a soft and timid voice, "Of course, we are a family."

Mu Fei really tasted what it means to be lost.

The author has something to say: It has been continuously updated for 4 days, Nei Niu, clap your hands for yourself

I have to work hard wow hard wow~

But tomorrow may not be able to update wow, mainly on Friday, so happy

Maybe I accidentally go out to play tomorrow afternoon, cover my face, I don’t like kittens~

In fact, the main reason is that "I Love You Forever" still owes a special episode, and I always want to find time to write about it.

What to write to have love...that is the question