fall in love with Bo Xingren

It is unbelievable to say that the "former" lovers who have been dating and living together for six years rarely sit down to have a good heart-to-heart talk.One is that He Shiqin is very busy, and Jue Lun often leaves before waking up, and it is already late at night when he returns home; the other is that Jue Lun is not the kind of person who is so pretentious that he often talks about life and ideals, and uses a restrained and unreasonable attitude. He Shiqin expressed his feelings in a way that made He Shiqin feel constrained. He talked too little and accommodated each other too much.

"Jue Lun," He Shiqin said slowly, she was trying to use words to restore the thoughts in her heart, recently for Jue Lun, every bit of her thought seemed so strange, "I think I made some mistakes, as if my life was too Smoothness, both career and life are so perfect, people have a subtle dark psychology wanting to break this perfection. For a person who is completely not in the world I used to be familiar with, I mistakenly think that it is a kind of heartbeat. You are always perfect in my heart, so comfortable that it is easy to ignore this kind of good existence, I thought I could leave. But it is not like this, I am used to your company, I am used to your smell, I am used to you It always reminds me that I need to go back to the place where you are there every day. These habits are a kind of dependence. I only discovered that your existence is already deeper than I thought. This period of time is also good for Ke Wei, and for others Other people are fine, I will appreciate them, I will feel happy to get along with them, but I don't want them."

Habit.Jue Lun thought sadly, to He Shiqin, she only made her feel used to it, so she has been entangled for this period of time, is it so?

He Shiqin's eyes were a little blurred, as if he was trying to recall all the complicated thoughts he had had during this period: "What I want is you. The irony is that I only found out after I personally decided to give up. Ke Wei is indeed a very good person. Woman, she has attractive qualities, but I found that I don't have this kind of 'want' feeling towards other people, even if I have emotions similar to 'like', I don't want to have intimate contact at all. Especially that day When I kissed you, I felt it more strongly. Then I knew that I had made a mistake about how I felt, mistaking that admiration for Ke Wei as a special feeling. After the last time I talked to Ke Wei about it I haven't seen her again, but I don't care about it, and you, I have never tried to think of someone so often. "

"My fault is that in the past few years, I have gradually taken your existence as normal, and stopped exploring what is under the surface of you. During this time, I gradually discovered that you are like you, but not like you. You are still Liu Juelun, but There are many more things, as if the charming side was hidden. I was too careless and ignored it, and it was also because you hid it intentionally or unintentionally. Why did you show me to see, not all aspects of you but only certain aspects You, don’t let me see your true temperament, but more and more like the woman you think I will like. Pretty, easy to pass, cater to my preferences, maybe everyone will like such a person, but it is not enough , I don't want this kind of you."

"Hmm, that's because I was stupid before." Jue Lun snorted softly, his nose starting to get sore: "I used to carefully consider the gains and losses of every move and every word of yours, and every word and action I said was a big deal. I was thinking about how to make you respond to me in the same way, and also unable to extricate myself from me. Now I know that if a person is careless, what you do is normal to her, and she will not pay attention to discover the real you .”

The more you talk, the angrier you get, and the more you talk, the colder your tone becomes.Saying these words, Jue Lun's temperament became extremely cold, as if he was separated from himself to examine and even mock himself from a third-party perspective.He Shiqin is used to seeing Liu Juelun's arrogance in social situations, but it is rare to see her so cold and arrogant, as if she looks down on everything.

"But now I have discovered the real you~" He Shiqin suddenly felt like he couldn't catch Liu Juelun.She said that before, it seems that it is no longer now.He Shiqin inexplicably had a sore nose and wanted to cry: "Although not all of them. But I hope there will be more and more of them."

Jue Lun thought, in all fairness He Shiqin has loved her a lot these past few years.For example, the question of where to settle, Jue Lun's life circle and friends are all in Macau. He Shiqin has been running between his company in Hong Kong and his residence in Macau for several years, and never asked Jue Lun to accommodate her pace.But it's impossible to say not to be angry.She can't do the kind of movie scene where the protagonist staged a "sudden realization" and then coaxed the heroine to be obedient, happily reconciled as before, and everything is the same as before.

She has her dignity, she also has her pride, it is the same for anyone, even if she loves—no, Jue Lun shook her head, she should tell herself that she should decide to like Dong Jie, and the person she should love in the future should be Dong Jiecai right.If He Shiqin thought she was not the one she was destined for, then she must not be hers either.

Saying things like this now, are you unwilling to see her with someone else?The toy that I was tired of suddenly felt fresh again, and I was so overbearing that I threw it away and didn't allow others to touch it?What if she gets bored again in the future, what if she takes a closer look and confirms that she really doesn't like her anymore, does she want to do the same again, completely withdrawing her attention and abandoning her again?

Jue Lun's heart ached.No matter how long it has passed, touching the scar caused by love again will always hurt like a needle prick.Her beautiful eyes lowered, and He Shiqin could only see her smooth forehead and long eyelashes.Liu Juelun said: "I don't understand what you mean by saying that, and I don't want to understand. If it's an apology, I accept it, because I already agree in my heart, and we have already broken up."

That is to say, no longer hope, that is to say, no matter what she thinks or feels, it is meaningless.Yeah……

He Shiqin didn't know how long she had been sitting on the bed, she didn't know when Liu Juelun left, her heart was empty, she had never felt so empty and lost, it was too empty, so she couldn't even find her tears.

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