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??People often say that when life is at stake, the unforgettable memories of a lifetime will quickly emerge in front of your eyes like a revolving lantern.

??For Chu Yiming, what he should have thought of was the sweet time in the past.

?? But the memory that is closely related to his pain is the labor in his previous life.

?? On days without hope, even the light of the sky can hardly shine into his heart. In the same Kunning Palace, he was rich and glorious in this life, and he was blessed with grace. In the previous life, this magnificent palace, in the end, even a There are no more broken chinaware.

?? In his memory, he was leaning on the recliner, breathing tiredly. The nine-month pregnant belly was a great burden on his thin body. He lazily basked in the corner of the palace where the evening sun could finally shine, He raised his eyes and looked coldly at Chu Yafeng who was taking his own pulse.

?? In this memory, Chu Yafeng is dressed in an official uniform, full of vigor and high spirits. Seeing him like this, he is still telling lies: "The son in your belly, Kangtai, will give birth soon, so you should relax."

?? "Sir, aren't you running away?" A sudden smile appeared on Chu Yiming's haggard face.

??Chu Yafeng's lips twitched, dodged his gaze, and said: "I can live a good life in Jiang Guo, where the gentry dominates the power. I am a commoner who can stand out, and I am worth it."

?? "I won't live until this child is born." Chu Yiming turned around, with his back to the person, watching the sun get further and further away from him.

??Chu Yafeng said urgently: "You have to survive, if you die..."

?? "If I die, Jiang Qinglan will torture you until life is worse than death," Chu Yiming said softly, "Mr. should have known that today will come. When he gave me the medicine, he didn't worry about not having the strength to give birth. Me and the child , will undoubtedly die."

?? "You already know?" Chu Yafeng got up to block more light.

??Chu Yiming sighed softly: "I found out too late. I was destined to die in childbirth. If I wake you up to escape, it will be regarded as that the kindness between you and me as a teacher and apprentice has been completely cut off in this life."

??Chu Yafeng said: "Did you find that your mood is extremely unstable after pregnancy, and you have hurt yourself several times. My tranquilizers, the medicines I use to calm you down, were also agreed by Jiang Qinglan. "

??Chu Yiming stood up with difficulty, gasping for breath, turned around and pointed at Chu Yafeng trembling all over, and finally said coldly: "Get out!"

?? Since that day.

??Not only did he no longer see Chu Yafeng, even Jiang Qinglan was scolded by him several times.

??He didn't want to listen to an explanation, he didn't even want to die in front of Jiang Qinglan, he fell into despair only for a moment, that was the day when he had labor pains, as usual, he dropped the only dish that could touch the sound , Drive away the palace people who are afraid of him.

?? Alone, huddled in a corner, until the first pain made him have to bite a veil tightly in his mouth, but he refused to utter a cry of pain for others to hear, so as not to attract anyone to see him Embarrassed.

?? He was proud and stubborn all his life. He knew that he would die, and he was unwilling to give himself and the child in his womb a chance. Until the silk handkerchief was not enough, he bit the pillow to forcefully suppress his cry of collapse in pain.

??Until he lost all consciousness and was awakened again in the arms of a person.

?? "You are too willful today. You don't want to see me, and you can't ignore the child in your womb and let the palace people go out. What if something happens to you and no one finds out?"

?? "Jiang Qinglan, I don't want to die in front of you." Chu Yiming was unconscious and spoke very lightly.

??Jiang Qinglan originally thought that he would not allow people to turn on the lamp when he was asleep, so she got used to it, and accompanied him to adapt to the darkness, only to realize that something was wrong.

??The person in her arms never shed tears, but at this moment, tears slipped down to the palm of her hand holding the other person's face. If she could resist with a little strength, Chu Yiming would not lie quietly in Jiang Qinglan's arms after waking up. inner.

"Come here!" Jiang Qinglan shouted loudly.

?? Candles are lit.

??He pulled back the quilt nervously, shocking, eyes full of scarlet, the tyrant|tyrant has never been afraid of blood on his hands, but it was the first time he was frightened by blood and trembled.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Qinglan couldn't even utter the cruel words of ordering the beheading of all those who couldn't save him when all the imperial physicians who rushed over were shaking their heads, "You will die like this, you can't dead!"

?? "If I die, in front of you, will you, will you kill everyone who has approached me?" Chu Yiming was dying, and every word he said seemed to be sighing .

"Am I that scary?" Jiang Qinglan trembled with her hands, watching the imperial doctors busy pushing his stomach, but no matter whether it was a child or bleeding, it seemed powerless.

??Chu Yiming was not listening, but tried his best to explain what he had to say: "Would you, even the child I gave birth to, hate him, hate that he shouldn't exist, you won't do it One, good father, you won't, love him when I'm dead."

"What should I do when you die? You are gone, and you want me to keep a child alive. What do I want the child to do?" Jiang Qinglan raised her head and stared at those useless imperial doctors with bloody eyes, and said sternly, "Keep the adults, I want to keep the adults, you are not allowed to control the child, he can't even respond to the pain when you push his stomach, what are you doing!"

?? "Qing Lan, if it's all my fault, it's me who caused today's dystocia, then don't blame them, don't mass|kill innocent people, don't implicate my child."

?? "You are just for the lives of others, regardless of whether I can live or not?" Jiang Qinglan lowered her eyes in shock.

?? "Take him as the continuation of my life, my soul guards him, you see him...you should see..."

"What are you talking about?" Jiang Qinglan leaned over to listen, frowned, and then read out the name of a medicinal material. When she raised her eyes, she asked the medical officers suspiciously, "What kind of medicine is this?"

?? "Return to the words of the Holy Majesty, it is a powerful medicine to induce labor."

?? "Then what are you waiting for, use it quickly, the child will be well when he comes out, he said he will guard us."

?? "But this medicine..." The imperial physician was puzzled.

??No one dared to disobey the tyrant|The will of the tyrant, a bowl of soup and medicine was fed to this person who had been suffering for a day and a night, and finally everything ended in Chu Yiming's heart-piercing screams.

?? "Did you know that children are washed out with blood, your blood."

?? "You gave me a child in such a cruel way, but the child was carved out of the same mold as me. If I see him, I will see you, but you said that the soul will guard him. Is it true? ?”

?? "I don't see your soul, and I won't reincarnate after I die."

??…

??…

?? Kunning Palace.

??The sun is warm and the room is fragrant and warm and pleasant.

??The young emperor is holding the child in a strange way, smiling broadly.

?? "How beautiful, giggling, oops, my house is full of this skin, these eyes, oops, sweet, give my father a smile, oh yo, who does this frown look like?"

??Chang Le approached and said, "Your Majesty, the Queen seems to have woken up."

"Looks like?" Jiang Qinglan hurriedly handed the child to the wet nurse, turned around and almost ran back to the inner room.

??Seeing that Chu Yiming's eyes were not open, he was chanting words in his mouth, talking in his sleep, and tears kept pouring out of the corners of his eyes. Looking at it made him feel distressed. Chu Yiming raised his eyes to look.

?? Those eyes were pitiful, and he was about to hold Jiang Qinglan's hand tightly when he raised his hand.

?? Jiang Qinglan didn't dare to be careless, and while she was busy tucking him in, she persuaded him in a good voice: "Don't worry, the imperial doctor said that the baby was born smoothly and weighed five catties. He can already eat milk, cry and laugh gone."

?? "I had a nightmare, Qing Lan, I was scared, I was so scared that I would never see you again," Chu Yiming became emotional, tears welled up even more, "It was too painful to use that kind of medicine .”

"What medicine?" Jiang Qinglan was concerned, and quickly ordered someone to fetch water, and kept wiping his tears with a hot handkerchief, "We haven't used any medicine, but ginseng slices, the taste is too bitter, isn't it?" ? I ordered someone to bring you honey water?"

?? "It really hurts too much." Chu Yiming said to himself.

??The medicine can promote labor when the fetus is difficult to descend, and it also makes the producer very likely to have a uterine rupture. As a doctor, he knows that kind of pain, and he can do it for that child. I am ruthless to this point.

"Does it still hurt now?" Jiang Qinglan asked anxiously, "Chacha, don't scare me, are you scared by childbirth?"

?? "Qing Lan, hug me, I feel so uncomfortable. Having a baby is too scary. When I think about it, I feel cold all over, as if all the blood in my body has been drained."

"Don't be afraid, oh...it's okay, oh...I'm here," Jiang Qinglan coaxed him more carefully than coaxing a child, patted him on the back, and said in the most gentle tone, " We had a normal delivery, the imperial doctor said, your body will recover very well, don’t be afraid, fullness is also very good, do you want to see him.”

?? When Jiang Qinglan mentioned the child, there was inevitably a fatherly smile on her face, and she said warmly and happily: "We are full, he is very beautiful, and he has a small dimple when he smiles, which is very similar to you. I used to always say that it is better not to have children, it is really stupid, Chacha, I am really grateful to you, I like this child so much, when I see his face, I will think of you."

?? "Why did you think of me when you saw him?" Chu Yiming's body was trembling, his eyes were dull.

?? "He looks like you, I am naturally happy when I see it, you don't know, I was dark when I was young, and I don't know if the water and soil in other countries are not good. After returning to Jiang country, I became a little white, you see Now I look, haha, pretty good looking for you, but when I was young, my adoptive mother always said I was ugly."

??Seeing that the man was talking about the child, he became more and more happy. He turned around and ordered someone to bring the child over.

??Chu Yiming was uncharacteristically, had no expectations for the child before, pushed Jiang Qinglan away, turned his back to lie on his side, and said in a panicked tone: "I don't want to see the child, I'm afraid of seeing such a small thing. "

"What's the matter?" Jiang Qinglan waved to the wet nurse, and after everyone had retreated, she rolled over on the couch and approached to coax, "If the pain still hurts badly, don't hide it from me, just tell me if you feel uncomfortable. , if you don’t want others to see it, I’ll check it out for you, okay?”

?? "Qing Lan, does he really look like me?" Chu Yiming asked softly.

"It's just like you. If someone says it's like me, it's probably for flattery and to make me happy. However, when the eyes are crying hard, they have a pair of blood eyes just like me."

?? "May I not see him for the time being?" Chu Yiming held the quilt in his hand and whimpered, "May I not have sex with you again?"