big week

In the 11th year of the Taizhu, the white horse passed by, and 11 years passed.And I also became a 40-something.

Yuzhen passed away in the second year of Taizhu, when I sat alone in this dimly lit "Xiaoyao Hall" late at night, I realized what Yuzhen said to me in the chess pavilion. He couldn't support me for too long. He left me and went to the fairy house alone.I know that many emperors have spent a lot of money to seek immortality, but now I just want to die quickly.

It's not all for Yuzhen, Tingke is the king, and has been doing nothing. I don't blame him. I didn't expect him to establish a dynasty in my heart, so why should I be harsh.He was originally a playful child, with good poetry and good painting skills.But most of the talented people have loved beautiful women since ancient times, so Li Yu had the story of the big week and the small week, and the story of the incense in the goose pear tent.Ting Ke abolished the empress four years ago, the woman who was born in a famous family and looked like everyone.Su Yunqu was established as the queen.

I'm old and don't like to move around these days, but I've seen this kid.

On the 40th birthday of that year, Ting Ke held a grand ceremony. This child, who was only a small resident in the palace at that time, made an exception to dance on stage.Flying cloud bun, peach blossom makeup, a red dress, dancing gracefully, the corners of the skirt are flying, the petals are blooming, the willows are pretty waist, and the lotus steps are growing.She is a woman who turns all living beings upside down, and also a woman who is seductive to the core.

After she finished dancing, I asked her to come forward, not wanting to look at her appearance, but I also knew that there must be a lot of elegance in her eyebrows.Just asked lightly: "You, what's your name?"

She didn't bow her head in surprise and answer like ordinary women, but raised her head and smiled charmingly at me: "I'm Su Yunqu."

I sneered a few times in my heart, I can't understand her appearance, and I can see her scheming clearly, such a woman will definitely become a queen in the future.

It's not because she has the bearing of a mother, but because my son will definitely establish her in the future. There is no better way to know a son than a father. My son, I naturally understand.What's more, her scheming will definitely make her continue to rise in the future.

I didn't say anything, I just waved my hand to ask her to go down.I don't want to live more now, probably because I have waited for so long, and I haven't waited for the child I want to be born.Ting Ke already has sixteen princes and sixteen children, but there is no one I like.

Maybe it's because they are too young, or maybe it's because I, Liuli Kingdom, are so lucky.

My heart is cold, cold, cold to myself.

Ting Ke has already established the crown prince, and the child born to Su Yunqu, Su Yunqu has become more and more arrogant as the queen, presumably the child will not be so humble, but Ting Ke has always indulged him.

Let them go about the matter of children and grandchildren, I am already old, and I have no interest in taking care of these things.After all, Ting Ke is the emperor now, so he will take care of everything, and I will enjoy myself.

I was drawing a picture in the hall, the picture was the dragon soaring to the nine heavens. For some reason, I had a dream last night. In the dream, Yuzhen looked at me with a smile, very happy. Her red lips parted slightly, and she said to me: "Zouge, you want The waiting child is about to appear, do you believe me?".

In my dream, I did not answer, maybe I have been obsessed with poetry for a long time, or maybe I am not a superstitious person.Ting Ke respected Su Yunwu alone this year, and he didn't seem to have favored other women, nor did he hear that any woman in the palace was pregnant this year.So I'm just silent.

Soaring to the Nine Heavens, I sincerely hope that what Yuzhen said is true, so that I won't be so lonely waiting for death.

While I was thinking about these things, the clear sky suddenly turned overcast, with dark clouds, and the maids lit candles one after another.

: "Really, the weather is so good, it can change as soon as it changes!" The maid I heard complained in a low voice.

The weather is like this, so is personnel affairs. Too many things will not change in our imagination. All we can do is wait and see.

"Your Majesty, this old slave will put on your cloak for you." I let others help me put on my clothes.

A gust of heavy rain, accompanied by thunder and lightning, rumbled down.It was very dark, and I gave up and continued to paint, just leaning on the railing and watching the rain.

All of a sudden, before the rain stopped, there was a gleam of light between the black clouds, and then, slowly, slowly, the sun came out, the rain stopped, a rainbow hung in the sky, and the clouds became colorful .

: "It's so beautiful!" The ladies in the palace praised in admiration.

: "Indeed, it's beautiful." I whispered.

: "In the Forbidden Palace, send someone to report the news to the Supreme Emperor." The old slave beside me said to me.

: "Really, let's go in." I walked slowly into the lobby of my palace, sat on a chair, and looked at the people coming.

"What's the matter?" My voice was very soft and lazy.There are so many things in the Forbidden Palace that I am not interested.

: "The emperor, the little prince was born, and the seventeenth elder brother was born."

"Brother Seventeen? I haven't heard of a concubine getting pregnant in this year?" I have to ask everything, the more I am overjoyed and saddened, the more I calm myself down.

: "The Supreme Emperor sent the slave family to keep an eye on the pregnant concubine, and notify the slave family whenever a prince is born. Last year, Concubine Shu was pregnant with a dragon son. Because she was killed five years ago and had a miscarriage, only the emperor knew about the pregnancy this time until she gave birth. Everyone knows about it. Just now, the sky cleared as soon as the little prince landed, and everyone said that the little prince is a god descending from the earth! The slave just informed the Supreme Emperor."

: "You have a heart." I just replied lightly, my temperament has not changed for many years, and I don't show my emotions.God knows how happy I was in my heart at this time. I asked myself if this child was the child I had been waiting for for many years.

: "The slave family will help the emperor to see the little prince." said the old slave who had been with him for many years.

: "It's not good to go, I just sent someone to tell the emperor that the child's name should have the word 'song'" I said to the old slave.

: "Since the Supreme Emperor intends to bestow a name, why not just go and send the name, the old slave thinks that the Emperor will definitely use it."

: "Ting Ke should know my heart, his son, naturally he will take it, after all, he is the emperor, if he understands me, or chooses a name that suits my heart, or just asks me to take it, it's all right Yes. Since when did you not understand?” I was so happy from the bottom of my heart, and I was willing to say a few more words.

: "The old slave will send someone there." The old slave was about to withdraw.

I slowly opened my mouth again: "By the way, help me find out, this concubine Shu is from the He family, and what kind of temperament is it. After all, a prince's growth depends on the teachings of his mother and concubine. If his mother and concubine are not good, I think this child may not be able to succeed in the future .” I took a sip of tea and told the old slave.

Looking at the back of the old slave going away, he muttered to himself: "Yuzhen, is he the child you mentioned? You know that I only believe in you."

In Xiaoyao Temple, I sat quietly, looking at the clear sky outside the window, and my heart was as clear as this weather.

In a blink of an eye, it was December, and I was wearing cold clothes, watching the heavy snow outside the window.

The heavy snow is flying, the sky and the earth are pure and white, and all thoughts are quietly untied along with the heavy snow, turning into a blank piece, and the heart is as calm as water.

The old slave added tea by my side, with a faint tea fragrance and a hazy white air, I quietly held the cup, but didn't speak.

What is there to say, the Xiaoyao Palace is empty, people are old, most of the people who have experienced the world together are not there, and the juniors really have no common words, it is better to sit quietly and count the loneliness.

"Your Majesty, the emperor sent something here, saying that it is for His Majesty to have a look at it. If His Majesty likes it, you can use it, and if you don't like it, you can choose it." The yellow precision forging bedding, the middle of the precision forging is just a piece of paper with a red background, and there are a few words faintly on the paper.

I lost my mind for a moment, not understanding what it meant.Good luck suddenly sent something, but it was a piece of red paper?It is inevitable that there will be more teachers.

But there was no doubt on his face, he silently reached out and took the paper to read, there were only two words "Laughing Song" on the red piece of paper

I often ask the emperor's family what they enjoy, but they can only laugh and bear the sad song.I quietly deciphered the two words, and suddenly realized that this was the child's name.

"How old is that child?" It seemed that it had been a long time, and I didn't bother to ask, but now that the name was passed on, it aroused something in my heart.

"It's estimated to be ten months." The old slave said; "Your Majesty still has that child and that child, and everyone has a name, called Xiaoge."

I looked at the old slave who looked like a monkey, and now, he is the only one who dares to make fun of me.

"It doesn't matter if it's called a laughing song, but it's just not in a good mood." I looked at it with the hand stove in my hand and just said the words lightly.

;"The old slave looked at it, laughed and sang, the emperor wanted this child to have a good life."

"Worry-free life?" I moistened my mouth and asked with a sneer.He was afraid that I would deprive him of the right to be the emperor and the heir apparent because someone who belonged to the emperor would deprive him of his right to be the heir apparent, so he told me by name that he can only be an idle prince if he has no worries in his life.

The old slave saw that my expression was wrong, so he hurriedly took the paint tray down.Soft words to comfort; "It's not necessarily what His Majesty thinks, I finally stopped worrying, why bother to be angry with myself?"

Are you mad at yourself?My son is afraid that no one knows him better than me. When he was young, he only knew how to play, but now he is blindly foolish and easy to coax. The Su Yunqu beside him must have spoken softly and left the position of the heir apparent. Her baby is gone.

It's not that I don't know what Su Yunqu has done in the harem these years. Whether it's seductive to seduce the Lord or entrap the prince, I just turn a blind eye. I don't want Ting Ke to embarrass his children.

If you can grow old hand in hand with the person you love, it doesn't matter how unbearable that person is, isn't it the complete person you love.

A man in blue walked up to me quietly, whispered in my ear, and then backed out gently.

I took the agarwood from the incense burner silently with the silver needle, and said quietly; "Su Yunqu has just become the new queen of the Liuli Kingdom. Tell Ting Ke that the name is very good, so I will use it .Then get ready, let's go to Brother's office to see this child."

Holding the fox fur and stepping on the white snow, I don't know how long it has been since I left the Xiaoyao Palace and walked towards the Forbidden Palace step by step.There is no difference between a flower and a grass and when I became the owner of Liuli back then, but time makes people grow old, and now I have a grandson. Thinking of this, I feel that Tingke is not completely unbearable, at least above the Zimai, than me. He's so much stronger, if I wasn't the only son back then, I wouldn't let the Liuli Kingdom rest to the present state, and I wouldn't rely on my grandchildren, and I wouldn't be in the cold weather. Stepping on the snow to see a baby in swaddling.

I wonder if Yuzhen will laugh at me for being stupid, and will my brother Huang laugh at me for having today.The cycle of cause and effect, it will be my turn one day, but I want to see the prosperous empire in my heart.

It was the first time in my life that I stepped into elder brother's house, but I couldn't find the child's place. Fortunately, the old slave called the mother to take us there respectfully.

Originally I wanted to come and go quietly, but in the end it went against my original intention. The women in the palace are the most lonely. When I leave, I don’t know how this nun will tell the little palace ladies that the white-headed palace lady is here, gossip about Xuanzong.Now I have also become this character.With a faint smile on the corner of his lips, he looked at the little child.

Holding it in my arms, gently, softly, with red lips and white teeth, she is a well-groomed child, but I don’t know if it’s useful or not. I sighed a long time, comforting myself to see it all later.

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