This land was contracted by me [farming]

"Ah! Help! Come and save Mother! Save Mother!"

The woman cried out for help in horror, Xie Feilai ran forward desperately, trying to save the woman.

But in the end, the woman's abdomen and chest were pierced by the dagger, and she was silent.

The woman raised her hand, clutching a pair of cloth shoes, with a strange syllable in her throat, Xie Feilai knew that they were shoes for him.

Xie Feilai was in so much pain that he took the shoe with both hands, but his hand went through it.The woman slowly turned into fragments and drifted away.

Xie Feilai was awakened by the nightmare, he stood up abruptly, and called out to the void, "Mom."

But in the pitch-black tent, no one answered.

Xie Feilai put his thumb against his forehead, his middle finger and ring finger against his forehead, and his index finger on his temple. Press gently to relieve the turbulent grief brought about by this dream mirror.

A shadow outside the tent flashed past, and this person was already standing inside the pitch-black tent.

Xie Feilai continued rubbing his temples, his voice hoarse, "What happened again?"

The hidden guard saluted with fists clasped, and replied: "I just found Xie Xuan, and he seems to be aware of your identity as the leader, but he only knows that you are related to the hidden guards of the Imperial Army, and he doesn't know anything else. I am here to report."

"Well, is there anything else?"

"Lord Xie also came this time, but His Majesty asked him to follow behind secretly. It will take less than two days to reach Qingyu Pass.

His Majesty said that if the leader wants to see the adults, His Majesty will arrange for the leader. "

Xie Feilai stopped his movements, looked at the dark guard and said, "Even Xie Feiyi is here? Is my sister-in-law here?"

The dark guard said: "He also came."

Xie Feilai squinted his eyes slightly, Xie Xuan colluded with the enemy and treasoned the country, he should be punished for his crimes.

It seems that His Majesty is planning to let Xie Feiyi and his wife fake their deaths so as to escape this catastrophe.

"Tell Your Majesty, I will go to see my brother the day before the plan is implemented."

The dark guard led the order and said: "Yes."

Then it disappeared into the tent.

Xie Fei came to see that it was still early, so he lay down and closed his eyes.

But for some reason, all kinds of things from the past flooded in like a tide, engulfing him in his memories.

He knew from a young age that he was the son of a whore.Therefore, it is very unpopular at home.

The servants at home can still eat rice and drink hot soup every day.

And he only has a bean noodle nest.

Everyone said that it was because of him that the Da Furen separated from his lord.

He was not killed because the Da Furen was kind-hearted and didn't want to increase the number of murders.

Xie Feilai is just like his name, Feilai.

His existence is original sin.He should not have come to this world.

Xie Feilai was once in the Imperial College and was teased by his classmates, and the only bean noodle nest was thrown into the cesspit.

He cried for a long time at the back door of the Imperial College that day.

Later, a beautiful woman came and asked him why he was crying.

He said he was very hungry.

That was the first time Liniang spoke to her son in Fengyang for many years.

In the past, she always watched from a distance, not daring to step forward.

But this time, the way the child wiped his tears with his small hands made her feel bad.

The little guy is thin and small, and every time he sees him, he has scars on his face.

There were also stains on the clothes.

Liniang stroked her son's hair distressedly and asked him to wait.After a while, two pancakes were bought.

Liniang stuffed it to Xiao Feilai, "Son, you're starving, eat quickly."

Xiao Fei is very hungry, he has never been full.After taking the pancake, he gnawed on it.

It doesn't matter whether the person in front of him will harm him or not.

"It's so sweet."

Xiao Fei came to chew the pancake and smiled happily.

Liniang said: "It contains candied fruit. It is soaked in honey. People who eat sweet candied fruit will not feel the bitterness of life."

Xiao Feilai nodded and said with a smile: "This is the first time he eats candied fruit, thank you Ma'am."

Liniang couldn't bear such an elegant title like Madam, so she said, "Just call me Da Niang."

Xiao Fei nodded and continued to eat the pancake.

It's just that this time he ate much slower than before. He wanted to taste more, the sweet taste.

At the end of the meal, Xiao Fei said: "Everyone in the family celebrates their birthdays, and the servants and maids all have their own birthdays.

On their birthdays, they will eat good things that they can't eat on weekdays to celebrate their birthdays.

I never had a birthday, no one told me when I was born.

However, I ate the best food today, and today is my birthday. "

Xiao Feilai blushed and smiled, and said to Liniang, "Thank you, Madam, for celebrating my birthday."

Liniang's tears broke the embankment in an instant, she hugged the child into her arms, weeping uncontrollably.

How much she wanted to tell Xie Feilai that he had a birthday.

He was born on the day when the lotus was in full bloom, accompanied by the fragrance of the lotus, he was born in the world, he is the treasure given to her by God.

However, she was unable to protect it.

Xie Feilai is a small person, I don't know why this gentle and beautiful lady suddenly cried so sadly.

He said softly: "Ma'am, I'll give you the rest of the candied fruit, so don't cry, okay?"

Liniang was heartbroken upon hearing this.Her child, her child...

Since then, Liniang has been looking for Xiao Fei almost every day, bringing him some food from time to time.

She always brushes his hair.

The messy hair that Xie Feilai combed by herself on weekdays will become tidy after being combed by Liniang.

On that day, Liniang saw that Xie Feilai's shoes had holes, so she gently pinched Xie Feilai's small face, and said with a gentle smile, "I'll go back today and make you a new pair of shoes, and I'll bring them to you tomorrow, okay? "

Xie Feilai shrunk his exposed toes in embarrassment, pulled his robe to cover the shoe holes, and nodded slightly with a blushing face.

Then the more he thought about it, the more embarrassed he became, so he plunged into Liniang's arms and hugged her waist, a bit like a child acting like a spoiled child.

Sitting on the stone steps, one big and one small, the sun shone on their bodies, making them feel warm.

Xie Feilai was thinking, it would be great if the aunt was his mother.He didn't want to be the young master of the Xie Mansion.

However, from that day on, Xie Feilai never saw Liniang again.

He waited from day to night, day after day.

Never waited for that gentle figure again.

Since then, he has become nothing again.The warmth gained in the past is all like a fantasy in a dream.

As time passed, Liniang's face gradually faded.Xie Feilai felt that he was suffering from hysteria.

Liniang was imagined by herself.

But he still remembered that sentence, people will not feel the bitterness of life if they eat sweet candied fruit.

As he grew up, the stalemate between the eldest son and Xie Xuan became more and more serious.In the end, he directly became a political enemy.

By chance, the newly enthroned Emperor Ding'an met Xie Feiyi during a meeting.

At that time, Xie Feilai exercised his body every day in order not to be bullied.Actually has a good skill.

He hid in Xie's mansion, and was spotted by the discerning little emperor.

Without everyone's knowledge, Xie Feilai entered the hidden guard of the Imperial Army.

After entering the Forbidden Army, Xie Feilai wanted to check on Liniang.

After checking, all the salt shops couldn't hide it.

Liniang is not his fantasy, but a real existence.

Moreover, she is also his own mother.

A generation of famous | prostitutes, famous in the south of the Yangtze River.In order to survive in Fengyang, she entered the lowest-level brothel.

I just wish I could have a chance to see my son.

She didn't dare to approach Xie's mansion, so she kept forbearing.After waiting for Xie Fei to come to school, he has been secretly guarding the Imperial College, just to have a glimpse from a distance.

Xie Feilai's eyebrows and eyes are very similar to hers, and she can be recognized at a glance in the crowd.

It turned out that the gentle woman did not appear suddenly, but behind this was hidden years of longing.

After a few days of contact, a servant of Xie's family discovered Liniang's existence and told Xie Xuan.

On the day Liniang went to the appointment with the shoes, Xie Xuan sent someone to tie her up.

In the deserted house in the mountains, Xie Xuan looked at the ground coldly, without making a sound.

After the woman lost consciousness, Xie Xuan waved his hand, and the guards stepped forward immediately.

Drag several big men out, still in the autumn wind.

Seeing the woman lying on the ground covered in blood, scars and unspeakable marks, Xie Xuan felt extremely dirty.

Now he is the prime minister of Yuan Dynasty, and she is an ant.

She wasn't even worthy of his killing.

Xie Xuan had someone pour cold water on him, and Liniang woke up leisurely after being stimulated by the cold water.

At this time, the autumn clothes are thick, and it is colder in the mountains than in the mountains.A bucket of mountain spring water poured down, and Liniang shivered from the cold.

But what Xie Xuan said was thousands of times colder than that water.

"If you see Xie Feilai again, I will kill him."

In the endless coldness and despair, Liniang instinctively wanted to protect Xie Feilai.She cried and shook her head, endured the severe pain, and crawled towards Xie Xuan.She wanted to touch the corner of Xie Xuan's clothes and beg him for mercy.

But in the end, he withdrew his hands in fear, put his hands on the ground, kowtowed hard to Xie Xuan to admit his mistake, and said, "I don't dare again."

"Master Xie, I made a pair of shoes for Feilai, can you bring them to him?"

Liniang spoke cautiously, with a hint of expectation, a hint of luck.I hope that this person who used to be in love with each other can make her fulfill her last wish.

But Xie Xuan only said, how can pickled things fit into my Xie's mansion?

Xie Xuan waved his sleeves and left, Liniang raised her head and smiled, her vision was blurred and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes.

Broken physically and mentally, Liniang, who was splashed with cold mountain spring water and was not treated in time, developed a high fever and eventually burned out her brain.

A crazy woman, with a pair of shoes in her arms, was looking for her son all over the street.

After searching for half a day, he was expelled from the city by the government.

On the outskirts of Fengyang, there will always be the sound of women crying.After more than a month, the sound disappeared.

On the second day after the sound disappeared, someone found a female corpse on the outskirts of the city, unkempt, holding a pair of worn-out cloth shoes tightly in her arms.

Xie Feilai woke up crying, unable to hold back the tears.Xie Feilai desperately searched for candied fruit on the couch, and finally found one in the dark.As if he had found some life-saving elixir, he stuffed it into his mouth in a panic.

His mother, when he didn't know her, gently touched his head, and said to him with a smile in her eyes: eat something sweet, and life will not be bitter.

This is what his mother told him, and he will remember, always remember.

But, mother, I miss you so much.

After eating candied fruit, it will still be very bitter.

Xie Feilai tightly covered his mouth with his hands, crying so hard that he couldn't help himself, and finally broke down emotionally, so he could only bite his hands to silence himself.

The tears seemed to be broken, but his strong thoughts and regrets could not be conveyed to another person after all.

Xie Feilai will never forget what the guards who participated in the "punishment" said in this lifetime.

He also couldn't forget the record about Liniang's death recorded in the yamen.

He can easily kill guards and big guys.But he couldn't kill Zhao Gongming, let alone Xie Xuan.

However, Huangtian paid off.

Xie Xuan actually sent him to the barracks, asking Zhao Gongming to find an opportunity to kill him.

He followed his tricks, endured his nausea, and confuse Zhao Gongming step by step.

Let Zhao Gongming soften his heart and let Zhao Gongming trust himself.

He wants to send Zhao Gongming and Xie Xuan to hell with his own hands, so that they can also taste the taste of despair.

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