[Korean Entertainment] Danger Signal

Ever since Nan Yunzhe said those words to Nan Huizhen that day, Nan Huizhen fell into a state of deep thinking that she had never had before.Nan Huizhen has shown her talent for painting and her innate love for painting since she was very young.For a long time, she has just insisted on painting like this, painting according to her own temperament, and has always hoped that she can become a painter and an artist one day, even though she doesn't know how to define these two words .

She never thought about how to become a painter. This question made Nan Huizhen very confused.Nan Huizhen is a child who can't hide things. If there is something on her mind, she will always think about it.In just a few days, Han Meishu was heartbroken to find that Nan Huizhen's small face, which was not plump at first, was a little smaller, and the black shadows under her eyes were getting deeper and deeper.She complained heartbroken to her husband sitting on the sofa in the living room: "Husband, did you push Hui Zhen too hard? You see that Hui Zhen has been haggard a lot recently."

Nam Yunzhe has his own considerations, he said: "Mei Shu, it's not that I'm cruel, but I have to do this. Huizhen is already 15 years old, and she will be promoted to high school soon, if she doesn't start now If you think about your own future, what should you do in the future? I don’t mean that Hui Zhen must be admitted to a good university, but is it really okay for her to paint and study like this? At least, Hui Zhen should have a clear idea. and work hard for this goal. And you also know that our Hui Zhen is somewhat different from other people of the same age. If there is an accident between us, who will protect her in the future? Hui Zhen should slowly Be independent and gradually develop your own skills, so even if we are not by her side in the future, Huizhen will be fine."

This is not because Nan Yunzhe is worrying unnecessarily. The couple themselves are relatively late to have children. She is about ten years older, and when Nan Huizhen becomes an adult, the couple are already at the age of knowing their destiny, and they don't know how long they can take care of Gu Nanhuizhen, so Nan Yunzhe always thinks that he and his wife are still alive. At this time, lead the children to slowly walk out of their own world, to understand this society, to accept this society, and gradually adapt to this society.

Han Meishu was embarrassed by what Nan Yunzhe said, sighed, leaned on her husband's shoulder, and said, "Yunzhe, our Huizhen will be fine, right?" Nan Yunzhe patted his wife's hand and nodded heavily.In the small corridor leading to the living room, Nan Huizhen, who was going to pour water, held the cup with both hands, quietly leaning against the wall on one side, hiding in the blind spot of her parents, hiding her figure, and bowed her head. With a pursed mouth, her delicate little face was full of melancholy.She felt uncomfortable at what her parents said, and her eyes were a little sour.Blinking her eyes twice, biting her lip to keep herself from crying, Nan Huizhen walked lightly back to her room.Putting the cup on the bedside table casually, Nan Huizhen sat cross-legged on the bed, hugging the small pillow and stared blankly.

Dad's words kept echoing in her mind, making Nan Huizhen both confused and scared, the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt.Finally, Nan Huizhen hesitated, took out her mobile phone, and called her only friend Cui Shengxian.Cui Shengxian, who was in the break between concert rehearsals, was discussing with the stage planner the details of where to go, etc., when the phone rang suddenly. After taking out the phone and seeing the call, Cui Shengxian hesitated for a while, but still signaled to the stage planner, took the phone and left Went to a quieter place, and picked up: "Hi, Hui Zhen? What are you looking for?" The girl on the other end of the phone, with a tired voice, asked after a long time, "Brother Shengxian, what are you doing?" How did you decide to become a rapper in the first place?" Cui Shengxian was taken aback by Nan Huizhen's question, and said strangely: "What's the matter, Huizhen, why did you suddenly ask brother this question?"

Nan Huizhen then confessed all the problems that had troubled her for so many days. The girl who was not used to talking so much, her expression was somewhat intermittent, but Cui Shengxian still understood the girl's questions.He thought for a while and said, "How about this, Hui Zhen, brother will take you to a place tomorrow, and when you get to that place, brother will tell you slowly how I got on this road, okay?" Nan Hui Zhen agreed, and Cui Shengxian quickly hung up the phone and went on to rehearse.Probably because she told Cui Shengxian something that troubled her for a long time, even if she didn't get an answer immediately, Nan Huizhen felt a lot more relaxed, and had a rare good sleep that night.

On the other hand, Cui Shengxian is speeding up the rehearsal because he wants to free up the time for the next day.Even Quan Zhilong, who has always been dedicated to his work, was about to pack up and go find his girlfriend. Cui Shengxian was still rehearsing. Quan Zhilong became curious and asked, "Brother Shengxian, why are you still here for rehearsal?" Cui Shengxian wiped Wiping the sweat from his forehead, he said: "Tomorrow I have something to do and I can't participate in the rehearsal, so today I will practice tomorrow's part first, so as not to hold you back." Brother Quan Zhilong still understands himself after so long Big brother, don't look at him often having convulsions and making mistakes, but he is still very reliable. He will try his best to do what he should do, so he stopped trying to persuade him. He just said "then you pay attention to rest", and he He left first, leaving Cui Shengxian alone to continue his rehearsal.

The next day, it happened to be a sunny weekend. The rare sunshine in winter dispelled the coldness of the past few days and warmed the hearts of passers-by under the sun.Not long after Nan Huizhen finished her breakfast, her cell phone rang, and when she picked it up, she heard Cui Shengxian's deep voice, telling herself that he had already arrived downstairs.The girl quickly went back to her room and changed her clothes. After reporting to her mother, she trotted out.As soon as she went out, she saw Cui Shengxian who was "dressed up" tightly. For some reason, the girl wanted to laugh, and did so.Cui Shengxian looked at the little girl who was approaching, and the clean smile on her face, he touched the top of her hair with a smile, and said, "Good morning, Huizhen." Nan Huizhen also said good morning to him happily .Then, Cui Shengxian took Nan Huizhen, took a taxi, and went to the place where his dream was first started.

It was a hip-hop clothing store in Itaewon [Note 1]. There were not many people there, and rhythmic hip-hop music was playing in the store. Cui Shengxian led Nan Huizhen, standing there He pointed to the shop across the street, and said to Nan Huizhen, "I fell in love with hip-hop music when I was in the fifth grade of elementary school. Those super cool lyrics and rhythmic music Their music, as well as their costumes, are deeply attracted to me. I am completely immersed in the charm of hip-hop, listening to hip-hop in class, copying those cool lyrics, and always saving money to buy Not many students would buy hip-hop clothes to wear. At that time, because I was not interested in studying, my parents and many elders around me didn’t understand me, so after I entered junior high school, I gradually followed those The so-called 'bad boys have come and gone' in the general population."

Nan Huizhen sensitively sensed the loneliness and pain in Cui Shengxian's words, stretched out her hand, and held his hand hanging by his side. Cui Shengxian looked at her comforting eyes, smiled, and continued: "That period was really a period full of complicated emotions. Compared with the positive side, I saw the negative side of life first. Obviously, I was just a child who had just entered junior high school, but the adults always called us bad guys. , and our parents, because of raising children like us, bowed their heads and shed tears. I hate those adults who give us negation and punishment unconditionally. They never think about how to guide us correctly, but forcefully punish us , So I watched helplessly, friends who were not seriously derailed, were pushed into a worse environment little by little by such a predicament. During that time, I seemed to be in a quagmire with my whole body, and I couldn't get out."

He took a deep breath, as if to suppress his tears, and his voice became even deeper: "The opportunity that made me make up my mind to get out of the quagmire was when I was in the third year of junior high school. I had two friends who died in a car accident, but the society They treated their deaths with such indifference and ruthlessness. Other friends around me also dropped out of school one after another because of other people's pointing. I was the only one who was still in school. Even after transferring, my situation remained unchanged. Knowing to be wary of me, no one has ever tried to help me. I have no other way except to be a transparent person to hold on. It was also at that time that I started writing lyrics and thinking, and my thoughts became more and more distressed, but fortunately I still have a insistence in my heart. I thought that I must do things related to hip-hop in the future. At that time, I thought, either I will be a rapper, or I will open a store selling various hip-hop brands. "

Speaking of the last sentence, the boy smiled, turned his head to the girl and said: "The second idea is very unreliable, isn't it? But at the time, it was a dream for me, so I went to work in this shop , I thought it would be great not only to accumulate experience and open a store, but also to hear my favorite music and see my favorite clothes every day. But it didn’t take long for me to find that it was different from what I imagined. Physically and mental exhaustion, then I thought, since I can’t open a store, I should be a rapper, so I embarked on the road of my dream. Then I tried to go to performances everywhere, because there was nothing The acquaintances were subject to many restrictions. Later, I met a djd-mark brother in a hip-hop club, and through him, I got to know the rap singers around me, and then I started to perform guest performances everywhere. It was in such performances that I slowly changed. Slowly I determined my dream, and later I also gave the CD I recorded to Zhilong, and then I entered YG." [Note 2] Although the more he said, the more general and understated he said, but However, Nan Huizhen knew that the pain and sadness involved far exceeded those described by Cui Shengxian.For some reason, Nan Huizhen felt tears.She looked up at Cui Shengxian beside her, seeing his sharp-edged side face with sharp features, and a heart that seldom felt pain. He was suddenly clenched, causing her entire chest to ache.She suddenly remembered a sentence in "The Complete Works of Nietzsche" she had read when she was a child. Nietzsche said: what doesn't kill you makes you stronger—what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.At that time, Nan Huizhen was too young to understand the meaning of this sentence, but her excellent memory made her write down this sentence.But at this time, she suddenly understood the meaning of this sentence, because Cui Shengxian went through that painful time, so he grew into the person he is today.

As a result, Nan Huizhen seemed to have touched her own future suddenly, she suddenly had an idea, and she was very moved.She said to Cui Shengxian: "Brother Shengxian, I know, I want to be a heart-warming painter, just like Ole, bring children dreams and hopes, and spread warmth as much as possible. I look forward to more and more More and more people can feel the warmth of the world and the beauty of the world through my paintings, so there will be many people who can't just see the darkness, right?"

Cui Shengxian looked at her steadily for a while, and some inexplicable deep emotions slowly surged in his eyes. He blinked, smiled, held Nan Huizhen's hand back, and said, "Yes, Huizhen wants to Work hard, let more people be warmed, don't let them struggle alone, don't let them be completely covered by the negative side of society." Nan Huizhen nodded seriously, as if A promise, a promise that can be fulfilled with life and soul.

Many years later, Nan Huizhen, who has become Mrs. Cui, sometimes thinks of this day.She made this promise on the street, and she never forgot this promise in the past.This promise guided Nan Huizhen, and this promise also created Nan Huizhen.Zhang Ailing once said: "Not every hard work will pay off, but every harvest must be worked hard. This is an unfair and irreversible proposition." Seek knowledge like never die."

No matter when, as long as you make up your mind, learn and work hard for it, it will never be too late.Of course, Nan Huizhen didn't have so many ideas at this time, she just wanted to be such a person, and she just did it, simple enough and grand enough.