Rebirth of self-redemption

Go drink..." Song Qi lowered his head as he said, "But I couldn't find anyone else. "

Yes, who are you looking for?Besides Gu Jianzheng, who was a little nicer to him, who else could he turn to?

After going through something like today, I can't find anyone to accompany me to drink away my sorrows.

There was an inexplicable sense of desolation in my heart, a sense of desolation that was not so strong even in my previous life.

However, I saw the never-fading light in Song Qi's eyes, and I knew his subconscious thoughts.

It doesn't matter, there are still parents.

I know that they will never die indirectly because of you again, as you said before, even if the whole world hates you, you will always be their son, and their love for you will not be affected by other people's eyes Change.

It was only me who lost my parents.

Two poor people, actually one person.It's just that one is more pathetic than the other.

Thinking about it now, Gu Jianzheng is actually quite happy, at least he has parents who love him, even if the way is wrong.

I turned around and continued to leave, waving my hand casually, indicating that I agreed.

"Hello?"

"Brother Gu, I'm Xuege, thank you for sending me home last time, are you free tonight, I invite you to finish the meal and thank you!"

Not long after returning to the dormitory, my cell phone rang.

I leaned back on the bed, turned my head and glanced at Song Qi's empty bed: "I have an appointment with a classmate tonight, next time."

"...Oh, that's fine." The little girl's voice couldn't hide her disappointment.

Qin Xuege's favor was evident.However, just because I don't hate this frank girl, I can't have further development with the other party. This is not only irresponsible to the other party, but also against my own wishes.She deserves better boys.

At around seven o'clock in the evening, I put my bag in the dormitory, went straight downstairs, and saw Song Qi waiting downstairs at a glance.He didn't wear much, just an ordinary coat over a thin sweater, but he didn't seem to feel cold in the cold wind, so he just stood quietly.

Noticing that I went downstairs, he raised a smile: "Let's go."

"Where do you want to go?" Song Qi asked.

"casual."

Without asking any more questions, Song Qi led me directly to a barbecue restaurant behind the school.

In my previous life, I liked coming here the most.

Seeing these familiar decorations, I lost my mind for a moment.I am back, but I have become another person, and the old me is standing beside me.It felt like a dream, as if at any moment I would wake up and die at the scene of a car accident like that.

"That..." Song Qi looked at me embarrassingly: "I usually come here, you don't think it's simple, do you?"

I looked around, and there were not many people in the store, only two or three students and adults I didn't know.

"No." I replied lightly.But it was a little funny in my heart, Gu Jianzheng, a young master with a cleanliness obsession, probably wouldn't like this kind of place.If it hadn't been for a new core, he would have walked away with a bad face.

Song Qi ordered a lot of wine.Since he entered the university, he has never received so many insults today, every sentence pierces his heart.Those people seem to really think that the human heart is made of stone, and they won't get hurt no matter what, they don't know that they are already riddled with holes.

If it was the old Young Master Song, he would have scolded him long ago.But Song Qi, seeing the facts too clearly, knew that he could not compete with the other party with his current ability, so he stopped fighting.

In the past, I was a happy-go-lucky person.But what I hate so much now is this kind of peace with the situation.

Watching the other party drink one cup after another, I sat quietly without stopping.

It didn't take long for the other party's face to turn red.He put the wine bottle "bang" and looked at me with clear eyes: "Gu Jianzheng, I know you don't want to hear me say thank you, but what else do I have to give you back? I already have nothing. .What request do you ask, I promise to do it for you!"

I didn't even know that I became bold and unrestrained after drinking, so I said what I thought of, and I said to him: "You drink less, lest I have to wait for you to go back later, it has helped me a lot."

Song Qi chuckled: "Don't worry, although I'm drunk, I can still go."

I raised my eyebrows, and I knew I was drunk, but I was self-aware.

"Gu Jianzheng, ever since I got to know you in college, you have always treated others with the same attitude, as if you didn't care about anything, but when everyone avoided me like the plague, you were still like that, and you were even willing to talk to me. Besides thank you, I won't say anything else... It seems that the topics I bring up are always the most boring. When I talked to Yu Leyang before, he was still very willing to chat with me, but... forget about Yu Leyang, I have decided Put an end to those thoughts about him..."

"But I'm not reconciled, do you understand? It's just that I fell in love with a man. In this age, there are neither too many nor too few people who like the same sex in the world, and many of them can be blessed. Why am I the only one who suffers from this? It's just because I have lived Have you confessed earlier? What should I do?"

"..."

Song Qi kept talking incoherently like pouring beans into a bamboo tube, as if he said whatever came to his mind, I knew he wanted to say too much.But in my previous life, I didn't even have anyone to confide in.

Looking at Song Qi who was not keeping his word and sleeping soundly on the table, I let out a sigh of relief.

I knew it would be so.

In my previous life, I sat in the corner of the barbecue restaurant and drank and enjoyed myself. I couldn't find anyone to pick me up when I drank here.

The store owner woke me up as a regular customer in embarrassment, and I finally walked back to the dormitory alone in the boundless night in a daze.

Sitting at the table in a daze for a while.I didn't take a sip of the wine and barbecue on the table.

In the end, he sighed in resignation, stepped forward and set up Song Qi like last time, and after paying the bill, helped him to leave.

It was getting late now, the street lamp stood alone, and there was still snow on the side of the street, reflecting the figures in front of us in twos and threes.

In the previous life, I went back to school alone like this, but in this life, there are two of us.

In other words, two souls in one person.

I saw street lights dragging our shadows long.From the beginning to the end, he was alone, and he was the one who sent him home.Is this a kind of sadness?

Song Qi leaned against me softly, and the warm breath from the tip of his nose hit my neck.

During the staggering walk, he seemed to have woken up a long time ago, and looked at me with half-closed eyes.

"Gu Jianzheng, you are not happy." He stated.

I was stunned, and I lowered my head to meet his gaze. The other person looked at me with pure eyes and said quietly, "Why are you unhappy?"

"...I said, you won't understand." I raised my head and didn't look at him again.

As soon as the words fell, I felt warmth on my neck. I lowered my head again in surprise, but my chin touched the other party's soft short hair.

Song Qi's face was pressed against my cold neck, his face was warm.

I was silent for half a second and asked, "What are you doing?"

"I think...you must be cold, so I'm not happy...I'll help you warm up." Song Qi looked up at me with a smile, his eyes were crescent moons.

I was stunned for a moment, but finally couldn't help smiling, and grabbed the other person's arm to move on.

Suddenly, I felt that even if I was the one who sent me home, it was still warm.

18

Since yesterday, I have often felt strange gazes from my surroundings, and I have long seen it. The last time the photo of Song Qi and I having dinner was posted on the forum, they had the same reaction.

What's more, this time, I made it clear that I wanted to protect Song Qi.Although he didn't intend to protect Song Qi at first, his body couldn't help but let his heart act without authorization.

If the news of this time is heard by Gu's father and Gu's mother again, it may not be good again.

Since Song Qi was told by me in the car last time, he didn't avoid me at school anymore, and went back to the dormitory to rest at night.

It's just that Wang Xinyong's face has become more and more stinky since last week. There is no other reason. Li Mian finally gave up on Xu Yue and made a girlfriend.

Sitting in the dormitory one day, after I finished the do-able or non-do-able questions assigned by the professor because I was bored, Li Mian answered the phone and immediately went downstairs with a smile on his face.

I subconsciously raised my eyelids and glanced at Wang Xinyong, only to see that the other party was just staring at the computer screen, with a sneer on his face: "Be careful, I didn't expect to fall, but it doesn't matter, I see how long he can be proud." .”

I opened my mouth, and finally continued to study hard.My heart felt a little ashamed—are you sure you like Li Mian, not his enemy?

But everyone knows that if a person like Li Mian really heard Wang Xinyong confess to him, he would probably turn his back on him in the next second.The only thing Wang Xinyong could do was wait and boil the frog in warm water.It's just that it's hard to say whether the frog will jump out cleverly at the end.

I haven't found a chance to ask him about the company recently, and now Song Qi is not here, and we are just the two of us in the dormitory, which is quite appropriate, so I said: "The Gu's company almost lost in another big cooperation last time, and you are among them." handwriting?"

Wang Xinyong finally looked away from the computer screen and looked at me: "Is there any evidence?"

"Gu's important secrets are kept very strictly, and the other party is a master hacker. However, according to my investigation, the profit company does not have such a good hacker, and Gu's rarely offends anyone. The only person I can think of is you. "I voiced my doubts.

"Oh, you still know that you offended me?" He said with a half-smile.

"If you really did it, please stop here. My father was really shocked that time, and you should be satisfied. What's more, I was the one who threatened you. If there is anything wrong, don't alarm the old man." Said lightly.

Wang Xinyong's eyes