Rebirth of self-redemption

To defend that homosexual thing in front of others?I heard that you publicly wanted to protect that person, is it true? "

"...sort of." I couldn't deny it.

"Xiao Zheng, don't you like that person?" Mother Gu asked with a frown.

I felt a sense of absurdity in my heart.I, like Song Qi?

I sneered, shook my head and said, "Mom and Dad, you are overthinking, I only regard Song Qi as a classmate."

In this world, the person I am least likely to fall in love with is Song Qi.How sad must it be for me to fall in love with myself?

"Of course it's best not to, you can remember your words!" Father Gu said in a serious tone.

"Xiaozheng, don't blame mom for being anxious. If you don't like Xuege, who do you like? A girl like her can't be found by anyone with a lantern. You have to think about it, so you can't miss it." Gu's mother It seemed that he put aside the news about Song Qi for the time being, and turned his eyes worried.

"Mom, I think clearly. Xuege is very good, but at most I treat her like a younger sister. I will explain to the Qin family." I said in a firm tone.

Gu's father and mother looked at each other, seemingly not knowing what to say for a moment.

Afterwards, Father Gu sighed and asked, "Xiao Zheng, tell me the truth, are you and that Song Qi really just classmates?"

I couldn't help frowning——with such a tone, what do they know?

"Yes." I said.

"Since this is the case, why did you investigate the other party in private back then? I remember that you didn't meet each other at that time. Don't deny it, Steward Wang told me the truth."

"I didn't..." I frowned and was just about to refute, when I suddenly thought of something and stopped.

I really haven't investigated Song Qi.I am him, what can I investigate?

Could it be that the real Gu Jianzheng is investigating me?

But why did he do this?

20

Seeing me startled suddenly, Gu's father and mother seemed to take this as a default.Gu's mother hated iron for being weak and said: "I have worked so hard to raise you for so many years, and you use this to repay me?!"

"Mom and Dad, I can only say that Song Qi and I are innocent." I was a little helpless.

It's not that I don't apologize for occupying the original owner's body. I definitely don't want to hurt Gu Jianzheng's parents unless it is absolutely necessary.I also thought about where the real Gu Jianzheng went, but I still couldn't figure out why, so I had to let it go.

Father Gu rubbed his forehead tiredly, without looking at me, he said, "Don't go out today, there are no classes at school anyway, go back to your room and reflect carefully."

I don't think I have anything to reflect on, not to mention Song's father and Song's mother don't know what's going on.However, seeing the silver threads mixed in the black hair of the two people in front of me, I hesitated for a while, and went back to the room obediently.

If I want to live my whole life with this body, then I should adapt to my family as soon as possible.Instead of worrying about people I have no right to worry about.

But I couldn't control the panic in my heart.

It stands to reason that what I should do in this life is to concentrate on living my present life well.But ever since I had a conversation with the old me and saw the other person being bullied, I still couldn't help intervening, and even thought about changing my own destiny, but what am I now?I can't handle Gu Jianzheng's family relationship well, and I can't get involved in Song Qi's family at all.I couldn't help but feel powerless.

Back in the room, I realized that since I went back to the past, I have never looked at this place carefully, nor have I used the original owner's things.After all that makes me feel like I'm stealing someone else's secret.

But... Thinking of Father Gu's questioning just now, I frowned.

After thinking about it, he still came to the original owner's desk and rummaged through the bookshelves for suspicious things.

It's a pity that the original owner doesn't seem to have the habit of keeping a diary, and most of the bookshelves are academic-related books.He really deserves to be a super academic.

I was just about to give up searching helplessly, when my eyes suddenly stopped, and I saw a familiar book inserted in the far left of the bookshelf.

Involuntarily, I reached out and pulled out the "Wandering Boyhood". Looking at the familiar cover, I seemed to have grasped something, but I couldn't remember it.I turned to the first page and subconsciously looked towards the upper left corner.

The word Song Qi in black and white came into view. Before I had time to think about why my name was on it, my brain suddenly felt a sharp pain. I shook my head a few times in discomfort, but the pain became more and more serious. The book in my hand I also accidentally dropped it on the ground.

The next second, the pain suddenly eased, but my hands and feet started to move on their own as if uncontrollably.I squatted down unconsciously, picked up the book that fell on the ground, and gently stroked the cover of the book with my left hand. Before I could recover, my mouth opened on my own initiative.

A cold, machine-like tone came out of my mouth: "This book was given to me when you first entered school."

I hesitated for a while, and tried to open my mouth. After realizing that I still had control over my mouth, I asked, "Are you Gu Jianzheng?"

"Yes."

"You've been there all this time?"

"Well, my soul has been suppressed in my body, and I just woke up." The other party said lightly.Suddenly, I found that it was as if a person was talking to me in the room at this time, so weird.

I am distraught.So, the original owner is back, so should I leave now, or do I want to rob the original owner of the right to use the body?

Gu Jianzheng didn't seem to be thinking about this matter at all, he casually flipped through a few pages of the book and asked, "You really don't remember this book?"

I froze and recalled directionally.So many years ago, all I can recall is what happened after my sexual orientation was exposed.If you think about it now... some sporadic fragments slowly emerged from the vague memory.

When I first entered university, I saw a person reluctantly carrying a pile of luggage to go to the dormitory, and stepped forward to help, but I didn't expect that I slept with the other person.At that time, in order to build a good relationship with the roommate I thought I would get along with for four years, I specially gave a book that I brought over, and the other party took it in a daze, without even saying thank you.

"I remember, I sent it." I replied.

The other party didn't respond to this answer. He put the book back in place, stared at the desk for a while, and suddenly said, "Don't worry, I will disappear soon."

I was stunned, and Chi asked, "Why?"

"It is my will to let you live in my body."

"Your wish?"

"Otherwise, why do you think you didn't enter anyone else's body, but only me?"

"You know I'm from the future?"

"Yes."

I immediately felt that the other party's short sentences contained a lot of information.My head is a little messy.

Gu Jianzheng seemed to know that I didn't understand much, and continued to explain in the same tone: "I, thank you very much for giving me the book."

"Since junior high school, no matter in class or outside school, I never know how to talk to others. Over time, no one is willing to take the initiative to talk to me. They all say that I look down on others. You are the first person to give me gifts, My parents never gave me any presents."

My eyes widened in surprise.

"At that time, I didn't say anything. Later, I knew that you were bullied and laughed at miserably. Although I wanted to help you, I didn't put it into practice in the end, because I might be involved with you. I was reprimanded and even punished by my family. So I have been watching with cold eyes."

Gu Jianzheng's tone was flat as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

"Although the investigation revealed that Yang Yang had other thoughts about you, he never reminded you. Knowing that Yang Yang insulted you, I never cared. When I was told that those two people were going to kill you, it was already too late. You are the first A person who shows kindness to me and does not involve interests, but I, like most bystanders, watch you step by step towards destruction."

Gu Jianzheng's tone was finally filled with emotion, which was painful emotion.In the same body, I also felt a heart-piercing pain, but Gu Jianzheng's expression was always suppressed, and it seemed that there was no change.

"For the first time, I discovered that I was such a disgusting person. When I finally rushed to the hospital, I only saw the picture of the doctor telling Yu Leyang that you were dead. At that time, my wish was very strong, and I would rather use my In exchange for the rest of your life of constant nightmares, you can start over again, and don't live like a machine anymore."

I was so shocked by these sudden news that I was speechless.

But his own mouth is still spitting out the truth: "Song Qi, you have to beware of Yang Yang, in my opinion, his spirit is not normal. There is one last sentence... I came here just to say this sentence of."

My legs turned uncontrollably to face the pitch-black TV screen, and my blurry shadow was reflected in it. My hand stretched out and stuck to my face in the screen, and I didn't move for a while.

Gu Jianzheng quietly stared at the person reflected on the screen: "I'm sorry, Song Qi."

21

At night, I was about to go to bed, but suddenly I received a call from Song Qi.

"How are your parents?" Before the other party spoke, I couldn't help asking first.

Song Qi's tone couldn't hide the slightest bit of excitement: "I just came to call to talk about this matter. My parents are out of danger, and they're fine..."

I didn't hear what Song Qi said later, I only had one thought in my mind, it's all right.

There will never be another me in the world. The car accident of my parents seems to be just a small price for my violation of the natural law of reincarnation. Now I have passed the period that made my heart tremble.I can already, almost live a new life of my own.

Now, there are still a few small troubles, that's all.

I thought it would be a few days