Rebirth of self-redemption

do you know?I'm not naturally attracted to men.But who knows, the high school met Yu Leyang, and now I meet you again..."

Before he finished speaking, I reached out and hugged him, sighing: "I know."

Song Qi said in a muffled voice in my arms: "I think I'm really an idiot. At that time, I was the one who wanted to chase you with shamelessness, but now I'm worried that you will be troubled because of me. It's just..."

He stretched out his hand and hugged me firmly: "I won't let go no matter what, Gu Jianzheng, since you have promised to be with me, don't try to throw me away easily."

When I came to the company, I arrived 2 minutes early, but the secretary my father sent me was already waiting there. My father did not judge the talents I had shown in the past. He only asked me to start as a small department manager. The appearance of me at the party has been known by everyone in the company. Everyone is polite to me, and some superiors on the bright side even try their best to please.

I secretly made judgments on these people, but I didn’t try to correct their attitudes. They were polite to them, and I did mine. However, some necessary relationships with colleagues still need to be handled properly, otherwise there will only be new rumors. There are rumors that the successor is arrogant because of favor.

At noon that day, I still invited my subordinates and subordinates to have lunch, and joked with them appropriately, which made the relationship harmonious.

I told Song Qi today, when I was having dinner and going to bed at Gu's house tonight, Song Qi seemed a little lost, but he had some other emotions, which I couldn't understand.

"I heard that the Song family plans to accept that homosexual again?" At the dinner table, Gu's mother suddenly frowned and asked.

Recently, they seem to be very concerned about the movements of the Song family. I don't know if it's because of me.

"You can't say that. Song Zhinian said that if he beat Song Yao in terms of performance, he would be allowed to go back. I really don't know what they think."

"Hey, I've seen that Song Qi before." Mother Gu shook her head, "If you say that he can outperform that business genius in terms of work performance, who do you think will believe it?"

"That's why I said, we can't just say that Song Zhinian intends to accept that Song Qi, after all, he has created such a big problem for him." Father Gu looked at me vaguely as he spoke.

I continued to move the chopsticks in my hand calmly, but the hand under the table was already tightly clenched.

"Xiaozheng, how do you feel about being an intern at the company today?"

Mother Gu also looked up at me.

"It's okay." I nodded.

"If you don't know anything, you can ask the secretary Xiao Lin, he has been with me for several years, and he knows the company quite well." Father Gu said.

"Ah."

There was silence at the dining table. I'm used to this kind of atmosphere, but it's different from the lively scene when I was still in the Song family in my previous life.But now, Song Qi is just like me in the previous life, leaving that place, I'm afraid he is eating the meals he cooked in the apartment alone.

Recalling Song Qi's lost eyes for a moment, my heart trembled.

It was night, I was sitting in my room, flipping through the books left by the previous Gu Jianzheng, but my mood was a little restless.

Turning on the phone, Song Qi didn't send any message.

According to the work rules of taking care of father and mother, he should still be in the study now.

I read the book quietly, checking the time from time to time, and waited until they were probably asleep, then got up and left the Gu residence without a trace.

It was almost 11:30 when we came downstairs to Song Qi's apartment.

However, at this time, he was still awake, and there was a dim light coming from the window.

I took the elevator straight to his door and knocked on the door.After a while, there was a sound of trotting from far to near.

When Song Qi opened the door and saw me, his eyes were crooked with a smile, full of joy.

"Know it's me?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Who else but you?" Song Qi stepped forward to hug me, and sighed softly, "I said I had a premonition just now that you will come, do you believe it?"

"Letter." I hugged him back.

41

Walking into the room, I glanced casually at his computer, which was full of annual evaluations of some companies, rewards and punishments for company employees, and precautions.

At this time, he should not care about these matters of the company, and he should know nothing about it.Now I study so hard.Is it to get his father's approval?

I turned my head to look at Song Qi's faint dark circles, and frowned: "Why do you make yourself so tired, watching this so late."

Song Qi scratched his head embarrassingly: "I'm going to practice tomorrow, so I don't want to be too embarrassing."

I walked towards his computer, intending to turn it off for him, but Song Qi stopped me in a stride: "Well, I'll just turn it off myself later."

I raised my eyebrows and glanced at him, Song Qi's expression didn't change, but his eyes kept flickering.

How could I not know how he reacted when he felt guilty?

"What else are you looking at?"

Song Qi blinked: "No, it's the company's planning."

What's the big deal, you dare to lie to me?

I glanced at him thoughtfully, no matter how calm Song Qi was, he couldn't bear my gaze more and more, and his gaze began to wander.

Forget it, let him go this time.

I looked away, as long as I knew that he would never do anything bad to me, I didn't bother to care about other things he didn't want to say.Anyway, when he can talk in the future, he will naturally tell me.

After turning off the phone, Song Qi took a shower, and I leaned on the sofa to play games on my phone.

It didn't take long to feel the sofa sinking beside him, and a faint fragrance of shower gel wafted from beside him.

Turning off the phone, I turned my head to take a look, but Song Qi didn't look at me, he just stared blankly at the ceiling, his eyes were a little confused.

After a long time, he spoke.

"Gu Jianzheng, I found out that those reports are so difficult."

"Yeah." I didn't know how to answer him, but after thinking about it, I said, "I said, you don't have to force yourself."

Song Qi shook his head: "I didn't force myself, I just feel that I still have too many shortcomings, and it will be difficult for me to catch up with you in a while."

"Will you wait for me for so long?"

It turned out that he was always thinking about my parents and other people. As a person of the same gender as me, but with the same status as an ordinary poor boy after being kicked out, it is impossible for my parents to agree to our relationship. It is also difficult for people in society to accept it.So at least, he wants to be worthy of me in status.

I feel that for a while, his complicated eyes and hard work have all been explained.

"I can't wait," I said lightly, "Didn't we walk together all the time?"

The scene of seeing Song Yao again was different from what I had imagined.

I stood quietly outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of the staff restaurant on the second floor of Song's enterprise, watching the two people sitting in the corner by the window having a good conversation.Song Qi's back was facing me, but he was still recognizable at a glance.

To be honest, I don't want Song Qi and Song Yao to get too close, because I can't grasp the sudden change of Song Yao - so far I don't know why he came back to work here, instead of sticking to it like he did in his previous life. Duty to stay in the US branch.

However, seeing Song Qi who couldn't help laughing happily because of what Song Yao said, I felt a complicated and unspeakable feeling in my heart.It may be that I seldom meet each other recently, and I haven't seen him smile like this for a while.At the same time, there was a faint sense of crisis—could the purpose of his trip be to target Song Qi?

Suddenly, his eyes collided with Song Yao who raised his head and casually glanced at me. When he saw me, there was a flash of surprise in his eyes, but he quickly smiled and nodded politely.

I nodded to him and walked into the restaurant.

After approaching, Song Qi noticed something, turned his head following Song Yao's gaze, and the moment he saw me, a trace of undisguised surprise flashed in his eyes.

"Why are you here?" Song Qi hurriedly got up.

"Let's see how your work is doing." I smiled slightly and sat on the seat next to Song Qi.

"So you two know each other." Song Yao smiled.

"We are from the same school, and we only met by chance at the beginning." I replied lightly.

Song Yao said with a smile: "Xiao Qi behaved very well on the first day, not like a novice at all."

Song Qi shook his head with a smile, then turned to look at me: "I feel like I still have a lot to learn, thanks to brother Song Yao for pointing me out."

Every time he uses the title Brother Song Yao, I feel an inexplicable shock in my heart.

"Excuse me..." Song Yao looked thoughtfully at the slightly intimate sitting posture of me and Song Qi: "Excuse me, what is the relationship between the two of you? They seem to be very close."

Song Qi's body froze, his expression hesitated, and he was about to explain, but I pressed his hand under the table, and he didn't speak any more.

I replied calmly, "We are lovers."

An inexplicable emotion flashed in Song Yao's eyes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was slightly playful: "Oh, I was abrupt, but you don't have to be nervous. After all, I grew up in the United States, and I am not as exclusive of homosexuality as I am in China."

"Well, brother Song Yao, can you..." Song Qi hesitated and said.

"Don't worry, I won't say anything." Song Yao nodded clearly.

But I narrowed my eyes and looked at the calm-looking man opposite me.

But the next conversation that pierced my ears distracted me.

"I heard that the guy who just came here is gay."

"Why? It doesn't look like it at all...It's disgusting..."

"I heard that the disease is..."

When Song Qi and the two were about to finish their meal, there was a conversation between two female employees not far behind them. The voice was not loud, but it happened to be heard by the table.

Song Qi pretended not to hear, and continued to eat his food.I know that he has long been used to this, and he has already made mental preparations for encountering this kind of thing in the company.

"But you have