Rebirth of self-redemption

sent to your home. "Song Qi's tone was helpless: "Since I came home to now, or rather, since a long time ago, I have been afraid that I will ruin your whole life because of me alone. At first, I only wanted to let you stay with me." around, but never thought about how you will deal with other people's eyes in the future?If everyone else knows about it, even people in your company know about it, what should we do?Will you abandon me for this?I can't stop thinking about this today. "

"When Wang Yamei told me that she had sent the photo to your father, I felt like I fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant." Song Qi closed his eyes and calmed down, and then said, "I have been waiting, waiting for you or Your family told me an answer, but when your call came, I was afraid again, afraid that you would tell me..."

"Okay." I interrupted him with a deep breath.

"Song Qi, you still don't believe me."

Song Qi's lips moved, turned his head away and stared blankly at the wall clock on the wall, his eyes were a little red: "Actually, I don't believe in myself, if I am still the young master of the Song family, if the things that happened before..."

"In that case," I interrupted him, "I wouldn't be here."

"I've already taken care of my parents' affairs. You don't have to worry too much."

Song Qi stared at me wide-eyed, just about to speak, but I said lightly: "Okay, you are tired today, go to bed early."

My anger wasn't obvious, but Song Qi seemed to feel it, but he didn't seem to know why I was angry, standing there a little at a loss.

Seeing his appearance, even though I felt very angry, I still sighed in my heart, stepped forward to hug him, and whispered in a voice he could hear: "Don't think too much, just leave the matter to me Bar."

"……Um."

"Song Qi, have confidence in our relationship, okay?"

Song Qi stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly: "I will."

"Actually, I've been having nightmares recently. I dream that you don't belong to this world. You're about to disappear. I do it every night, but I don't know why. You are alive. I'm too afraid of this Dreams become reality." It seems that today is a good time, Song Qi said slowly, it seems that these words have been pretended in his heart for a long time.

The other party's tone was an unconcealable tiredness, and I couldn't help but tightly hugged the other party's hand.These days, he acts too normal in front of me, but I rarely pay attention to the other person's real feelings.

"Gu Jianzheng, you won't disappear, will you?"

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Although because of the dream that the other party mentioned, he began to doubt whether Song Qi had really dreamed about something about his previous life. Believe in those illusory things?

"No." I rubbed my hand on Song Qi's head, and said firmly in a gentle tone that I didn't expect myself: "I won't disappear."

Song Qi buried his face on my shoulder and smiled silently.

"Okay, it's so late, you go to bed early." I said to Song Qi in a low voice, letting go of my embrace.The living room is still too cold, and a coat can't keep much warmth.

Song Qi looked at me hesitantly, but stopped talking.

I couldn't help but want to click my tongue, when did I become such a cowardly person?

But still looked at each other with questioning eyes.

As I expected, Song Qi shook his head again and said, "It's nothing, I'll take you to the door."

"It's no longer necessary, and there are only a few steps to go." I looked at the obvious reluctance written on the other party's expression, and said in a flat tone.

Song Qi looked at me stubbornly and wordlessly, I suppressed the smile on the corner of my mouth, turned around and walked towards the door, Song Qi followed closely behind me.

When I bent down to change my shoes, my sleeves were suddenly pulled, and I looked up.

Song Qi withdrew his hand embarrassingly, and asked, "Did you leave anything else?"

I shook my head.

"……Oh."

I straightened up and looked directly at the other party: "What exactly do you want to say?" After finishing speaking, seeing the other party's uneasy expression, I finally didn't intend to tease him, and sighed: "Say what you want to say. Song Qi, just now And you said you had to trust me, didn't you?"

Song Qi finally raised his eyes and looked into mine, and said in a low voice, "Don't go, is that okay?"

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, I heard the sound of the other party's breathing pause, and saw that my sight didn't last long before looking away again.

For me, however, that's enough.

I smiled and bent over to kiss the man directly.

"can."

Just like this, he kissed all the way to the bedroom, and Song Qi kissed back greenly all the way.

Before going to the bed, I let go of the other's lips, held the other's cheek in my hands and carefully looked at it under the dim light.

The eyebrows are slightly thicker, flying obliquely into the temples, and the eyes are no longer clear as before. At this time, there is some faint water vapor inside, and the slightly plump lips have just been tasted.

Now, I no longer feel that the other party has any similarities with me.I was fascinated by watching it for a while, and there was no more action.

Song Qi obviously didn't know what I was thinking, and seemed to think that I was not moving as before, and his eyes couldn't help showing a trace of anxiety.

I closed my eyes, seemed to have made up my mind, and leaned forward to kiss me again, but my lips didn't stay on my lips for long, and they drifted away to other places as if I couldn't wait.

When there was a warm and moist feeling from the earlobe, there was a moment of disbelief in my heart.

No one knows better than me. I used to be unable to do this kind of active solicitation even if I was killed.

Out of this mentality of wanting to see what I can do, I didn't respond, and continued to stand where I was and let the opponent move.

Song Qi seemed to have sensed my inaction, he paused, and looked up at me.

I looked down at him, didn't speak, but put my arm around his shoulder.Song Qi seemed to have received my encouragement, his lips were lowered all the way, in a provocative gesture that I had never thought of before.

I couldn't help stretching out my hand to lift the other person's chin, Song Qi raised his head and looked at me blankly.

I wanted to ask why, but I knew in my heart that this question didn't make much sense.I never knew that I had such an important proportion in the other party's heart.To Yu Leyang back then, she never thought of forcing herself like this.

Maybe for him now, it's not forced?

So why was about to come out of my mouth, after a temporary thought in my mind, it turned into a sentence with a smile: "This is what you watched on the computer while sneaking away from me a few days ago?"

Thinking of seeing the other party's stuttering tone and erratic eyes in the study not long ago to cover up the computer, I couldn't help but curl up a smile at the corner of my mouth.

I don't know why, but I suddenly feel better.

Song Qi's face turned red as expected, and he couldn't help but hide it and said: "Enough, do you want to continue?"

It was the first time I laughed so heartily, bent down and kissed the other person's lips again, when the lips and teeth were lingering, I untied the other person's clothes, and said softly: "Of course we must continue."

When I woke up the next day, it was almost dawn. I looked at Song Qi who was sleeping soundly next to me, and his smooth skin was under my hands.I slowly moved closer to the other party, and saw that the other party's brows were slightly frowned.

Sure enough, it was too late last night, and it was a bit too much for the person under him.

Looking at the other person's familiar yet unfamiliar face, I felt a sense of peace in my heart.

This person is Song Qi, and I am Gu Jianzheng now.

The moment I opened my eyes again and called out Song Qi, we were no longer the same person.There's no need to hesitate and worry about these things, is there?

Thinking of this, I stretched out my hand to smooth the other person's frown.There is a tenderness in my heart that I didn't think of myself. I never thought that after the car accident, I would still fall in love with someone who is almost impossible to fall in love with.

Song Qi woke up not long after, looked at me sleepily, and blinked after a while.

"Jane Zheng?"

I responded indifferently, Song Qi seemed to be thinking about what happened yesterday, and his face was ashamed as if he wanted to find a hole to bury himself in.

I smiled silently.

Not long after, the other party seemed to finally think of something serious: "What time is it?"

I pressed the other party's hand that was poking out to look at the phone, and said lazily, "09:30."

"..." Song Qi jumped up on the bed, as if he had been wounded somewhere, he fell back with a cry of pain.

I was a little dissatisfied and pressed the other party under the quilt: "What are you messing with?"

"I'm late for work." Song Qi wanted to cry but had no tears.

"I asked for leave for you." I said.

At this moment, I thought that the other party would insist on returning to the company, because it was only two weeks before the deadline given by the second elder of the Song family.

As a result, Song Qi only hesitated for a moment, then nodded, got up slowly and said, "What do you want for breakfast, I'll make it for you."

I clicked my tongue and pushed him back again.

"Don't tell me what you just thought was to make up for the work you missed in the company today by staying up late at night."

Song Qi's face froze and he didn't speak.Obviously that's what he was thinking just now.

"You were so tired last night, you'd better stay in bed today." I said without blushing.

Song Qi obviously thought about what happened last night because of the first half of the sentence, and his face turned red again.

"As for breakfast, there's no rush." ​​I lazily changed my position and hugged him: "I'll do it later."

"You?" Song Qi just wanted to express doubts, but I interrupted him again.

"You know it, I know it, and you don't know it, I know it too." I threw out such a sentence, and as expected, I saw Song Qi's face twitch for a moment, and he said with a smile: "You are really confident."