Rebirth of self-redemption

Breakfast, I'm so hungry so..."

"It's okay, just be more careful in the future." I said softly, and walked towards the elevator.

51

These days I rarely see Song Qi again.

I just went with my father to discuss a cooperation project. I suddenly realized this, and I felt a little guilty in my heart-I was really busy these days, and with Song Yao's disturbing words, I didn't even think about it. Contact Song Qi.

Suddenly, I remembered something.

—It seems that tomorrow is that day.Tomorrow, who will be the heir of Song's enterprise will have a great impact on many things, but I just remembered it.It's just strange that Song Qi never called me.

I know that my past self, although not particularly active, will do my best to make the person I like happy, and I am willing to make great efforts for a relationship.How could I not contact me for several days?

I raised my eyebrows.

There is a faint premonition in my heart.

I took out my mobile phone and dialed Song Qi's number. When I heard a long beep coming from the other end, I suddenly felt a little scared for no reason. I haven't had this emotion for a long time.I couldn't help wondering again and again, did he hear it?I recalled the scene of Song Yao talking to me in the office, and the faint scent of truffles.

If Song Qi really heard that conversation, I think it should be a blow.Not a small blow.

However, I was not afraid for a long time, and the phone was picked up. Song Qi's tone was not unusual, but he felt a little tired, but after thinking about it carefully, tomorrow is the day when Song's father and Song's mother will make a decision. After two years of observation, It's enough to make people's minds come to a conclusion, so it's normal for him to be a little tired at this time.

"What's the matter?" Song Qi's tone was normal, I laughed at myself in my heart, it seemed that I was thinking too much.

"Is the result going to be announced tomorrow?"

"Yeah." Song Qi's voice couldn't be heard clearly on the phone, but I seem to be able to imagine what he looks like now.

"Song Qi," I couldn't hold back, and called out.

"Ok?"

I hesitated for a while, coughed dryly, and said a little uncomfortably, "I miss you a little bit."

There was no talking for a long time, I gave a feed, and when I thought the other party would not talk again, he suddenly said: "Actually, I am too."

I listened to the voice that became a little weaker, and I seemed to be able to see the other party's flushed face in panic.We are not good at saying such things, but we can't help but want to say it.

"Manager Gu, do you have time to have a dinner together?" When he hung up the phone and returned to the office to pack his things, a staff member under him looked over with a smile.

I shook my head: "No, I have something to do."

"Hey, you are going on a date with your girlfriend, right?" The other party looked at me half-jokingly.

Knowing that they didn't intend to hear an affirmative answer, I still nodded: "That's right."

Then he left the office room, leaving a group of people there chattering as if they had discovered a new world.

I drove straight to the downstairs of Song Qi's apartment, and after I parked the car, I walked towards Song Qi's house with ease.

After opening the door with the spare key, the light in the living room was on, and the TV was also on, and the news broadcast was broadcasting inside.In a blink of an eye, I saw that there was still a computer turned on in Song Qi's room. It was the work content of the past few days. This guy probably stayed up all night in the past few days.

The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, and when Song Qi came out while wiping his hair, he seemed surprised to see me, but then there was a smile in his eyes, obviously very happy.

I sat on the sofa and patted the side of my side. He came forward and squatted in front of me, allowing me to wipe his hair with a half-wet towel.The eyes that look at me are as bright and gentle as ever.But it seems to have brought something else.

Before I figured out what it was, he smiled and said, "Let me rely on you."

As soon as the words fell, I was a little tired and found a comfortable position for my legs on the headrest and lay down.

I said dumbfoundingly: "Your hair is not dry yet, you will catch a cold like this."

"Just wipe it like this..." Song Qi, who was so coquettish for a rare time, turned his back to me and seemed to be focusing on the news broadcast on TV, as if it was the most beautiful thing in the world.

I was a little puzzled: "The news broadcast looks good on me?"

Song Qi chuckled: "How is it possible? I'm not crazy about news broadcasts all day long."

I laughed too, and continued to brush his hair.Although this sentence sounds nothing, I am still a little childish and complacent.

Time passed slowly in silence and silence, and my heart was almost as peaceful as when I was with Song Qi.

Suddenly, Song Qi's somewhat indistinct voice reached my ears, making me almost think I heard it wrong.

"Jian Zheng, I have a question that I've always wanted to ask you."

I didn't answer, and waited quietly for him to ask that question.

"Why are you so nice to me?"

I was silent for a while and said, "You asked before."

"Well, but you didn't really answer me."

I remember what I answered at the time, because he was pleasing to the eye, he didn't continue to ask.I thought he wouldn't bother with it any more.

But why do I remember it now?

Song Qi continued: "You even agreed to be with me. You clearly know what the consequences will be and how many difficulties you will face."

"I like you, I told you." I stated.

"You like me? Why?" Song Qi's voice trembled slightly, and he asked me: "If I were another person, not you, would you like me? If I changed my face, Will you remember me?"

I did not speak for a long time.I didn't expect him to know. He was so calm before, and I thought of the smell at the door of the office. Only the truffle steamed buns that I mentioned to him last time can emit the smell of truffles.

He once asked me what I like to eat, and it should be that he planned to make it for me.

I never lie, especially when facing Song Qi, so I honestly said: "I don't know."

I don't know if I would have paid attention to him if he wasn't me, if I would have treated him as a passing visitor in my life as I have everyone else.

"But there is no such if. The fact is, I like you, isn't that enough?" Like is like, why think so complicated?

Just like I just need to know that Song Qi will not choose to leave me after knowing the truth, that's enough.

Other than that, nothing scares me.

Song Qi didn't speak, the news feed on the TV was over, and the commercials started.He suddenly grabbed my hand and said, "Actually, I didn't intend to let you know that I knew."

I was taken aback.

"I originally thought, no matter what your reason is, as long as you are by my side is enough, now that I think about it, I was probably too afraid to know the answer,"

"But just now..." Song Qi's voice became a little quieter, as if I sensed something, I reached out to caress his face.A slight wetness came from the fingertips.

Song Qi blinked, his eyelashes brushed between my fingers, and after a while, his voice finally became normal: "Just now I suddenly changed my mind. Gu Jianzheng, I want more."

I took his hand back, knowing it.

So I lowered my head and asked in his ear, "Tell me, what do you want?" The voice was a temptation that I didn't even notice.

Song Qi shook his body, turned around and slipped into my arms after a while, and said seriously, "I hope you love me not because of who I am, not because you pity me, not because you want to change the trajectory of my fate. "

I kissed his ear and said, "As you wish."

52 (Revised)

To my surprise, Song Qi didn't express any doubts about my identity and why I existed. After getting my affirmative answer that night, he lay down beside me and fell asleep with peace of mind.

He really didn't seem to care about it.But how could he really not care?If it were me, would I be able to accept it after knowing the truth?In the end, the person he was with turned out to be another self. How could Song Qi not be confused about such a strange thing.

I didn't sleep almost all night. Hearing the steady and long breathing of the person beside me, I breathed a sigh of relief but couldn't help doubting it at the same time.

Song Qi went to the company very early. When I woke up, he had already cooked breakfast on the table. I began to think about the feasibility of living with him forever.

In the end, I think it's better to wait until the family's attention is diverted.

Today my father said that he would give me a day off, because I was absent-minded for a few minutes when I went to work, and he saw it, but I was embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry, father, I just didn't feel good at first. , there is nothing to do now, no need to take a vacation."

Father naturally also knows that Song Qi's going or staying today will have a great impact on both of us. Although I don't think it is a big impact, it is so in the eyes of many people.So it makes sense for my father to plan to give me a vacation.

Hearing my refusal, my father didn't say anything else, he just told me to concentrate on work and went back to the office.

I went back to my old efficiency for the next job.Because I believe in that self.

If you don't believe in yourself, who else will believe in you?

Moreover, even if it fails, it’s not a big deal. It’s not that I’m too confident. With Song Qi’s current ability, it’s not too difficult to reach the height of satisfying his parents in a few years. I no longer accept him, so these things will never really have a slight impact on my relationship with Song Qi, so I have nothing to do.