Rebirth of self-redemption

answer. ''I said.

''I don't think I will. ''He said.

You are really fucking right, just this sentence of yours will not kill yourself on the street.

''Why? '' I asked anyway.

''After all, we are cousins ​​who grew up together, and we were very close when we were young'' he replied, considering his words.

''Very good? ''My tone was not without sarcasm,''What do you think the words that children said when they were young can represent?Are you brotherly? ''

How much intimacy when you are young, how much betrayal when you are old.But I only saw the young Yang Yang, and forgot how ambitious he was when he was older.Especially the young Yang Yang was often taken care of by Song's father and Song's mother.

Song Qi looked at me even more strangely now, "Gu Jianzheng, you speak in such a tone that I feel how much you know me. ''

With a tentative tone, I will not accept,''Not everyone will hurt others because they can't accept it. It is already too much to hit you like just now.Are you not going to fight back at all? ''

''That also has the capital. ''

''What if I give you that capital? ''

Song Qi looked at me like an alien,''You mean, you want to avenge me? ''

''I said if. ''I don't blink.

Song Qi moved his eyes to the basketball court again, as if he was thinking. After a while, he said, "If, as you said, I don't know either.But, now I don't want to do that. ''

I felt as if something was blocked in my throat, and it took me a long time to say why.

Why?Are you a fucking idiot?Weakness also has a limit!

''I understand that there are many people who hate me and discriminate against me, but I also know that my father and mother drove me out of the house, but they never severed ties with me legally. Never really hit me hard.Sooner or later, I'm going to take that person back and tell them I can be happy too.Under such circumstances, it would be meaningless to take revenge on those people. Besides, when I really have power, I think my success is the best revenge for them. ''Song Qi told me calmly.It was as if these thoughts were never kept a secret.I really want to sing a beautiful white lotus.I really wanted to strangle myself to death.

What if those two are gone?

I didn't ask for an exit.Because I won't let this happen.

I think I finally understand why I'm here.The world doesn't need a second Song Qi, a taciturn, selfish and cold Song Qi is enough.Forgot to say, I hate the past me, but I hate the present me.I have no feelings, and no one has put their feelings on me.This is undoubtedly sad.

So I won't let another me appear in this world.Even if I am alive, I use another person's identity.

Before I knew it, I had made up my mind.

''Gu Jianzheng? '' Xu saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, Song Qi called out in confusion.

''It was me who was abrupt. ''I breathed a sigh of relief,''I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask you this. ''

''Are you in any trouble? ''There was a hint of concern in his tone,''I might be able to help.If you don't mind. ''This is me, very ignorant, very kind.And I destroyed them with my own hands.

I leaned on the back of the chair, searched the memory of the original body, and began to explain the question I just asked, ""I am an only child, my parents are busy with work, and I didn't feel the love of my father and mother when I was young, so I don't understand you very much. that mood.There was a moment when I wanted to beat up some guy in class who was gossiping about me. ''

''And did you beat it? ''

''No, the girl that guy likes confessed to me not long after, seeing his expression feels better than beating him up. ''I replied according to the content in my memory, with rich associations.

''Puff haha,''he suddenly laughed out loud,''I didn't expect you, a guy with facial paralysis, to have such mental activities! ''

I stared at him intently and didn't speak.

Noticing my gaze, he coughed in embarrassment, ''Are you angry? ''

''I'm not angry. ''

I just saw God.Such a bright smile, such a gentle expression, I almost never see it in the mirror.I seem to see another person, a person who is separated from my original consciousness and independent.

The ignorant, kind, me.

When I went to the classroom the next afternoon, I felt that the eyes of the whole class were focused on me in an instant.In the next second, there was a lot of discussion.

I frowned, and put the bag on the chair with a flat face, but I had various guesses in my heart.

When I walked out of the classroom, I saw Song Qi head-on, he opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but finally he closed his mouth, lowered his head and passed me by as if he didn't know each other.

I heard a vague ''sorry'' from him.

sorry?Why is he sorry?

My eyes became a little cold, and I walked to a place with few people, took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and went to the school forum without hesitation.

really.

The huge picture in the first edition is impossible to ignore.The two boys leaned on the seats by the basketball court, eating bento.I have to say that the capture of this photo is wonderful. It just happened to capture the two talking with their heads sideways, and their movements seemed to be intimate.

There is no doubt that the two protagonists are me and Song Qi.

After the evening self-study, I felt the attention all the way, and I went back to the dormitory.Hear some commotion inside.

As soon as I entered, several people fell silent for a moment.

''Then I will go first. ''Two or three people who did not belong to our dormitory left one by one, and when they passed by me, their whole bodies were filled with uneasiness.

The remaining two people didn't seem to see me, what should they do.It's just a faint disdain hidden in his eyes.

Expected this.As soon as I put down the bag, the door creaked and was pushed open. Song Qi walked in, saw me, hesitated for a while, turned around and prepared to leave again.

I frowned,''Where are you going? ''

''I have something to do at home, I'll go home and sleep. ''He seemed startled when I spoke to him suddenly, he hesitated.

''You are the only one in your family, what can you do. ''My tone was a little dissatisfied.And it takes more than an hour to drive home from here, who would believe his nonsense?

''Tsk tsk, the smell of changing tai is so strong, I feel like I can't stay here any longer. ''Li Mian turned off the phone,' 'Wang Xinyong, shall we go out to play?It's still early anyway. ''

Wang Xinyong pushed his glasses and said, "Okay." ''

When the two walked out the door, Li Mian looked at the two people in the room mockingly, "You guys are having fun too, so we won't bother you." ''

There was a sudden silence in the room.I opened the book and was reviewing my homework, while Song Qi stood there awkwardly.

I know why he is like this, but I don't intend to be a bosom sister.Oh no, bosom brother.

''Gu Jianzheng, I'm sorry. ''He said.

''Excuse me for what? ''I stared at the book intently, and said in a flat tone.

''If it's not me, anyway, I've got you in trouble, and I'll go to the forum to clarify.Although''

''The one who is clear is self-clearing, not to mention that I am the one who wants to eat your food, and I am the one who wants you to sit next to me, and it has nothing to do with you. ''And, don't you think you're only going to backfire by clarifying?

I leaned on the bed and turned the book in my hand to another page.

''Gu Jianzheng, aren't you angry? ''Song Qi's tone was a little confused.

''What am I angry about? ''I looked up at him inexplicably.

''There is such a scandal with someone like me. ''

''What kind of person are you? ''

Song Qi seemed to be choked by me, and he didn't speak for a long time.

''Don't think about these things, let them talk if they like. ''Anyway, two or three days have passed since there was such a commotion in school, who still remembers it every day, I'm full.

The next day, I checked the memo, and it seemed that today I promised the original owner's mother to go home for dinner.I don't know if this photo of the school has been seen by my family, if so, it will be a little troublesome. According to the family background of taking care of Jian Zheng, Gu's father and mother are likely to make trouble for Song Qi.

After driving the original car back home according to the route in memory, there was no one at home unexpectedly, the phone vibrated suddenly, I opened the text message, and it was sent by ''mom''--When I got home, I changed my clothes and went to Binhai Holiday Hotel, Uncle Qin is already waiting.

I picked a more formal dress from Yuanshen's closet, thought about it, and took a taxi to the Binhai Holiday Hotel.

Uncle Qin is younger than I imagined, about 40 years old, without a beard, and exudes the breath of a successful person all over his body.What my mother didn't mention was that Aunt Qin was also there.

''Xiaozheng really grows more and more handsome, I don't know how many girls he will be fascinated by. ''Aunt Qin teased.

I smiled and replied, "Aunt Qin was joking, this appearance is all thanks to my parents." ''

Uncle Qin and Aunt Qin laughed heartily.

''Not serious. ''Father Gu scolded with a smile.

''Well, I'm sorry I'm late. ''A beautiful voice came from the door.

When I saw the girl at the door, I seemed to know it instantly.This is the blind date.

''Why is it so slow, I'm waiting for you. ''Uncle Qin seemed a little displeased.

The girl smiled a little embarrassedly, and pinned back a strand of hair hanging from her ear, ""I'm really sorry, because I have to rush the paper, so""

While talking, she stepped forward and pulled away the chair next to Aunt Qin