My Five Elements Lack You

"No!" Tao Jing shouted with cold sweat and opened her eyes.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Qin Yan stood by the bed, bent slightly, and looked at her worriedly.

Tao Jing's pupils shrank, she avoided Qin Yan's hand almost subconsciously, and even shrank back voluntarily.Although it was just one movement, it also made Qin Yan frown.

This is the first time that Tao Jing avoids herself like this.

But she didn't show it. After Tao Jing woke up, she continued to ask nonchalantly, "What did you dream about?"

"It's nothing..." Tao Jing's hands were still shaking, and she also realized that she had avoided Qin Yan's approach just now.Since the acquaintance, Qin Yan has always been the person she trusts the most, but now... as long as she thinks about the dream she had just now, Tao Jing feels as if she is suffocating.

She subconsciously didn't want Qin Yan to know her dream, and she didn't want Qin Yan to feel that she would be such a bad person.However, she quickly realized that if she continued to hide it, if... If one day, she turned into such a terrifying monster, which would not only harm countless people, but even Qin Yan, what should she do?

Reason told Tao Jing that she should tell Qin Yan about this matter.

Qin Yan is the most powerful person among Tao Jing's acquaintances, and also the person he trusts the most.If Tao Jing felt that there was anyone who could help her, at least prevent the tragedy in her dream from happening, then it could only be Qin Yan.

However, after all, people have a bit of luck, especially when it comes to themselves, they can't help but think, maybe things are not as bad as they think?

After all, it's about her. Tao Jing is not very clear about what happened to her, but it doesn't prevent her from guessing the worst outcome. Maybe in the end, Qin Yan really needs to get rid of herself to solve this matter.

But Tao Jing didn't want to die.

So she hesitated for a long time, but in the end she didn't say a word, but her body became stiff due to tension, almost trembling uncontrollably.

She was scared.

Seeing her like this, Qin Yan thought she was frightened by a nightmare, but Tao Jing refused to say, and of course she couldn't ask questions, so she could only say, "It's fine, then you can rest for a while. Don't be afraid, um ?”

She judged others by herself, and felt that Tao Jing might need a little personal space, so she planned to leave.But before he could go out, Tao Jing grabbed his sleeve.

Qin Yan's heart softened, "Are you still afraid? Then I'll stay here and watch you, okay?"

When Tao Jing raised her head to look at her, Qin Yan realized that there were tears in her eyes.

She was taken aback, and quickly asked, "What's the matter? Is there anything you can't tell me?" She sat down on the bed as she spoke, and gently patted Tao Jing's back, as gentle as a child .

"I...I dreamed that you were killed by me, and everyone...all died..." Tao Jing finally couldn't help herself, she threw herself into Qin Yan's arms, and the tears in her eyes finally fell, " I'm really afraid that I will really become like that, Ah Yan, tell me, what's wrong with my body, will I really become a monster?"

Qin Yan's expression became serious, "Don't be afraid, don't cry... I'm here, I will protect you..."

After Tao Jing's mood stabilized, she said, "Tell me about your dreams carefully, and don't miss anything." As she once said, people like them don't dream easily , and once dreamed, it must have its meaning.

Tao Jing was comforted by her calmness, and finally calmed down, slowly described her dream, and repeatedly emphasized, "I don't want to hurt you, but I can't control myself at all... Ah Yan, I really will Is it like that?"

"No." Qin Yan frowned and didn't know what he was thinking. Hearing this, he looked up at Tao Jing and said very solemnly, "Ah Jing, remember, I won't let you become like that. Unless I Dead, otherwise you will be safe with me."

Tao Jing's heart trembled, and when she met Qin Yan's gaze, the fear in her heart finally dissipated slowly.She believed in Qin Yan.

Seeing Tao Jing's frightened appearance, Qin Yan felt quite uncomfortable. Originally, she thought that it would be fine if she knew some things herself. There was no need for Tao Jing to get involved, as long as she was doing well.But now it seems that Tao Jing obviously has other problems.

In this matter, although Qin Yan promised to protect her, in fact she knew better than anyone else that if something really happened, no one could do anything about it, and only Tao Jing could save herself.

Tao Jing's identity is undoubtedly confirmed, and Qin Yan feels that if Tao Jing is sober, she will never hurt others or do some harmful things.

So instead of hiding it and making her worry so much all the time, it's better to say something, let Tao Jing know roughly what happened to her, if something happened, maybe she can try to save herself.

So she thought for a while, held Tao Jing's shoulder and pushed him away, and said very seriously, "Ah Jing, let's talk."

"What are you talking about?" Because of what Qin Yan said just now, Tao Jing was not so flustered, but Qin Yan's serious expression also made her feel a lot of pressure.

"It's been a while since you arrived in Anyinzhai. I know you must have some doubts in your heart, but I can't tell you. There are some things that you have to discover by yourself. I was not in a hurry before, because I thought you would think of it sooner or later. It doesn't matter even if you can't remember it. But now it seems that there should be something wrong with your body, so I think there are some things that you should know, even if something happens, you also know how to protect yourself. "

A look of shame appeared on Qin Yan's face, "Although I said I would protect you, my power is limited. Ah Jing, I hope... If something really happens, you must persevere, okay?"

"Okay." Tao Jing agreed, and then asked again, "But what's wrong with me?"

"Xiaoyu and Xiaolian's Golden Lotus Sanskrit is the most restrained against fierce evil spirits. You will be injured, which should be related to this. But I checked your body, and there is no evil spirit at all. I suspect that there is a person with an ability far exceeding My people, what kind of tricks have been done to you. You can’t usually see it, but if you encounter the way of restraint, there will be problems.” Qin Yan sighed, “I didn’t notice it. If I knew it, I shouldn’t bring it You went out."

Tao Jing shook her head, "It's none of your business. In fact, I've thought about it too. If it's about getting rid of evil spirits, what else is better than Anyinzhai? But I've lived here for so long and nothing happened. I followed you before It's okay to go out."

"So I thought, maybe a headache is not a bad thing, but a reminder to us. Otherwise, if I don't know anything, one day I really...become like in the dream, I'm afraid it will be too late." In the dream But no one can stop her.

Qin Yan frowned, and after a while, his brows relaxed, "You are right, if I care, I will be chaotic, and I don't want anything to happen to you."

Tao Jing continued, "Although I had a terrible headache at the time, as long as the pain is over, it doesn't seem to be a loss to me. I think..."

"No!" Before Tao Jing could finish speaking, Qin Yan flatly refused, "Absolutely not."

"I haven't finished yet." Tao Jing looked at her and smiled.

Qin Yan said, "I know what you want to say. I just want Xiaoyu and Xiaolian to use this method on you every day in the future to see if it can get rid of the evil spirit in your body, right? I don't agree." Although Tao Jing herself said that she had no loss except the headache, how could Qin Yan believe it?

She knew all too well what the evil spirit was all about.Although this is not a good thing, for others, it is a source of strength.What exactly happened to Tao Jing is still unclear, and it is impossible for Qin Yan to agree to such a reckless experiment.

"But Ah Yan," Tao Jing lowered her head and took Qin Yan's hand. Qin Yan couldn't see her expression clearly, but could hear the determination in her tone, "I also want to do my best, hoping to control Something inside me. But you can't force her out without doing that, can you?"

As if she was afraid that Qin Yan would refuse, she said again, "Didn't you say that I forgot something? I... I seemed to see something when I fainted before. Maybe I can remember it after going through it a few times." .I have a hunch that as long as I can remember, I will know what happened and how to solve it."

Qin Yan's heart tightened.

Intellectually, she knew what Tao Jing said was right, but emotionally she couldn't accept it no matter what.

When she found Tao Jing back, she thought that she could finally breathe a sigh of relief, and that she would no longer have to worry about it.However, only then did she realize that there was still a long way to go, and it was far from over.

Qin Yan has always felt that he has the responsibility to protect Tao Jing. He couldn't find it before, and it was enough to let Tao Jing suffer unknown sufferings. Now, does it still have to solve the problem by making Tao Jing suffer?

"Ah Yan?" Tao Jing tentatively called her.

Qin Yan was silent for a long time, finally sighed, gritted his teeth and said, "Once a month... once."

She had to agree.Things like strength always ebb and flow. Even if Tao Jing can't remember the past, if she consumes that inexplicable evil spirit, maybe Tao Jing won't be able to control her in the future.And as long as she can control this power...

The storm in Qin Yan's eyes gradually disappeared, so what if Tao Jing is full of evil spirits?She is always her own Tao Jing, her own lamp holder.

The fact that her proposal was approved by Qin Yan seemed to make Tao Jing very happy.After she relaxed, she felt exhausted and fell asleep quickly.

Qin Yan stroked her cheek pityingly, Tao Jing was physically and mentally exhausted, now that she is relaxed, she must be able to sleep well.

And such an easy time, in fact, is not much.Tao Jing's performance today made Qin Yan suddenly feel that he didn't fully understand Tao Jing before.She looks weak, but she has her own persistence, and she doesn't need to protect her under her wings.

But the more this happened, the more distressed Qin Yan was.

She lowered her head and pressed a soft kiss on Tao Jing's forehead.

After she got up and left, there was still a small flame dancing and burning at Tao Jing's Yintang acupoint, and then it gradually sank into the center of her eyebrows.