My Five Elements Lack You

Although Tao Jing couldn't understand most of Qin Yan's charades with others, but this did not include the part involving herself.

Especially when they say the same thing every time.

That's right, one point is mentioned every time - she, Tao Jing, is a person.

If it wasn't because Qin Yan was also in it, Tao Jing would really feel like she was scolding herself every time she heard it.Fortunately, she can still comfort herself, what's the big deal if it's not human?There are seven people in this room now, except for her, six of them are not human, and it seems nothing to add her...

After all, a question was brought up again and again, and even Tao Jing had to seriously think about it: maybe she really is not a person.So the question is, what is she?

After such a long time, she has figured out that Qin Yan will not answer her this question, but she hopes that she can take the initiative to think about it and find the answer.

However, there were too few known clues. Tao Holmes Jing analyzed and analyzed, but still couldn't find any clues.

Her identity must have something to do with Qin Yan.Based on how Qin Yan has been taking care of her alone for so long, who would believe that she is a new employee who takes care of her?After all, no matter how much the boss cares about the employees, he won't be so shameless as to insist on sleeping in the same bed with the employees, right?

Also, after Qin Yan's mental exhaustion, she always recovered faster by her side, and she herself was cured of her congenital disability in both legs, which was sentenced to death by the doctor, half a year after entering Anyinzhai.There must be some kind of very close game between her and Qin Yan.

It's just like……

It was like seeing Qin Yan for the first time in Anyinzhai. The moment the two of them clasped their hands, the tingling feeling like a slight electric shock, although it only passed away in a flash, it was definitely not an illusion.

But no matter how many, Tao Jing couldn't think of it.It's not that she didn't inquire about Qin Yan's affairs with a few people in the store. Unfortunately, they didn't know more than she did.

Qin Yan was a human body cultivated by Qingyan before the Buddha, and later met Tong Xiangxiang and the three of them, and later opened Anyinzhai as a place for everyone to stay.This is what Tao Jing found out.Regarding what Qin Yan had been looking for, because it involved Tao Jing's identity, Tong Xiangxiang and the others did not dare to talk nonsense.

When she and Qin Yan went out to visit other people, Tao Jing also inquired about it, but although the rumors outside were lively, they were all things she already knew. At that time, it seemed that there had been a lot of commotion.But there is still no news that she had a close relationship with anyone.

With so little information, it would be strange if Tao Jing could deduce her identity.

In fact, she didn't know that these were all intentional by Qin Yan.

In the past, Qin Yan hoped that Tao Jing would remember her identity, but since Tao Jing started to have headaches and learned from Mrs. Jinghui that she was actually a human, Qin Yan has changed her mind.

The imprisoned and suppressed things in Tao Jing's body may really revive along with her memory.If this is the case, she would rather Tao Jing never remember it for the rest of her life.

But she herself will continue to investigate.Qin Yan glared at Yuwan, "I already know this, if you have nothing else to say, then please."

"Don't worry!" Yu Wan said with a smile, "Are you sure you want me to talk here?"

Qin Yan's expression became serious, he stood up and said, "Come with me."

She brought him into the room, and then set up a sound-proof barrier before looking at him, "I hope you can really say something meaningful."

"You've been waiting for me, right?" Yu Wan pulled out the chair and sat down, "Don't you just believe that I can see the problem?"

Qin Yan's eyes darkened.

No matter how close she is to Tao Jing, but there is "apartheid" after all, coupled with the fans of the authorities, many problems may not be seen at all.But the jade bowl is different. Its body is carved from jade. Although it is not the same as ceramics, they are all made of earth and stone after all. There is always something in common, and it may be easier to see the problem.

In fact, this time the jade bowl will run away from the museum. Although he himself is thinking about it, Qin Yan's handwriting is also in it, otherwise he would not be the first to come to Anyinzhai.

Seeing that Qin Yan didn't speak, Yuwan burst out laughing, "I didn't expect Qin Yan, you also have today. What's going on here? How did your base become a human being?"

Although she guessed that Tao Jing should have been reincarnated, Qin Yan couldn't help asking, "Are you sure she was reincarnated?"

Spirit reincarnation is very difficult.Because although they have spiritual intelligence, they don't have such a thing as a human "soul".After death, the soul enters reincarnation, but they can't.Of course, it's not absolutely impossible. The secret methods involved in it are not circulated by the outside world at all, even the jade bowl does not know.

So although everyone said that Tao Jing was human before, Qin Yan always believed that some kind of secret method should have changed the results of everyone's investigation, making people think that she was human, but in fact she was still a ghost.

Yuwan snorted, "You also know that I have studied the secret method of reincarnation for a period of time before. Although I haven't found the real valve, it's not that I can't even recognize whether it's a real person or a disguised one, right?"

Qin Yan believed in this.In other words, Tao Jing was really reincarnated into Tao's family, born by Tao's mother, a genuine person.

This raised a new question: Tao Jing obviously couldn't obtain the secret method of reincarnation by herself, so who helped her reincarnate?Where is that person now, what is his identity, and what is the purpose of doing this?

In fact, once this point is confirmed, Qin Yan can't guess at all.

Spirit monsters themselves are immortal, as long as the body is not damaged, there is no need to consider reincarnation at all.So if Tao Jing was really reincarnated, then...her body, Qin Yan's lamp holder, might have already been destroyed and disappeared.

"I believe you should know the circumstances under which spirits need to be reincarnated." Yu Wan said, "In fact, among the secret methods I have studied, it is certain that if spirits want to be reincarnated, they must be reincarnated." Destroy your own body. So no matter whether your little lamp holder is voluntary or forced, she..."

"I see." Qin Yan interrupted him, "I hope you can keep this matter a secret."

"Of course." Yuwan raised his eyebrows, "Is it just me who chooses the things in the store?"

Qin Yan nodded silently, Yuwan smiled, and disappeared from her face the next moment.

It wasn't until this time that Qin Yan sat down on the bed as if out of strength, with a very complicated expression on his face.Although it was not without speculation, she still felt unacceptable after confirming the result.

It's not that she can't accept Tao Jing becoming a human.

Qin Yan didn't have any racial discrimination, and no matter how Tao Jing changed, he could always recognize it, and the feeling between the two of them didn't disappear, and that was enough.

But... Tao Jing has become a human being, which means that she may really be unable to awaken her memory and restore her previous body of cultivation.

That's all, after all, no matter what Tao Jing looks like, Qin Yan will protect her and won't let her encounter any danger.What Qin Yan couldn't accept was that since Tao Jing was alone, she would have birth, old age, sickness and death.

For Qin Yan, who has a long time and an immortal lifespan, a hundred years is just a fleeting moment, and she spent more than that in searching for Tao Jing.But it is different for Tao Jing now.

She will grow old and die.If there were no accidents, then after her death, her soul would enter the six realms of reincarnation, be reincarnated, and then... forget all her current memories.

Of course Qin Yan can go to her again, but then what?Just watch her reincarnate again and again?But the soul also has a limit. A little of the true spirit will gradually dissipate with the continuous reincarnation. soul.

— But that’s not Tao Jing anymore.

As for the natural wear and tear of the true spirit, Qin Yan has nothing to do.

Of course, Qin Yan can also use means to turn Tao Jing into a ghost and stay by his side.But at that time, is Tao Jing still the Tao Jing she knows?

Besides, such an approach is unnatural and ethical after all, and the soul will be affected in various ways if it stays in the human world, and it will wear down the soul power. Once the soul power is exhausted, it will also end in disintegration.If you practice hard, you will eventually become a fierce ghost that can exist for thousands of years, which is not bad, but ghosts can be regarded as going against the sky. There is no life after death.

There is another way, that is, relying on his connections, Qin Yan asks the people in the underworld to take care of Tao Jing and make her a ghost messenger, so that the true spirit will not die, and as long as the underworld exists, she will also exist.

But ghosts can't walk in the world at will, they have to be separated from yin and yang, and they can't even meet each other.

After many calculations, the world is so big that there is no way for them to go.

Although Qin Yan has known for a long time that it is always difficult to have the best of both worlds, but before today, she always had some delusional thoughts, and always felt that she could find Tao Jing, which was considered to be a tribulation. After that, there will be no more bumps and rolls.

But it was only at this moment that she realized that she still wanted too much after all.

She doesn't know what Tao Jing has experienced in these years, but Qin Yan can't help but think, if she had made preparations before crossing the catastrophe and hid Tao Jing's body well, would she not have been killed? If they are taken away by others, they don't have to be separated, and now they don't have to bear these worries and hardships?

But in this world, there is no if.